I Keep Thinking Back To That Dream I Had A Few Weeks Ago. I Delivered A Gorgeous Baby Girl. Only Thing

I keep thinking back to that dream I had a few weeks ago. I delivered a gorgeous baby girl. Only thing is, she wasn't a newborn. She had the look of a 1 year-old. Babies in dreams normally mean new beginnings; a change. I'm overdue for another change....something new. 

My own (real) daughter (pictured above) was a big change. Yet I worry. All the hopes and dreams I had of her, me....we...us.... seems to be fading. I'm not sure if it's by my own doing or something else. But yanno... as they say; man plans and God laughs.

Today I want to scream, yell, pull my hair out. Go the fuck insane. I want to jump off into the deep end. But... my two babies..... My dream and my actual 4 year old daughter.... are keeping me hopeful... sane. 

I must keep my sanity. 

As I woke up and watched the sun rise, Gavin Froome's "Sunsets" came to mind. 

Amazon Pin Up Girl by EGR Art.

I verbally told him I'm Mahoganie, but my business card I handed him said otherwise. No time to explain I'm one in the same. I was concentrating on my next move. 

"It's a DC Thang" that should be an everyday everybody thang! 

rhomeporium:

Note to long haired rappers wearing blue manties and leopard tights looking bogus on the VMA’s: try this here. Shoutout to timeless DC rap doods who rock…

Sub-Z: lead vox

DJ D’Salaam: bass

naturalaw-dp: guitar

Via Deviant Art by Pollitle

"Spider Pig, spider pig, does whatever a spider pig does. Can He swing from a web? No he can't cause he's a pig. WATCH OUT!!!!!! It's Spider Piiiiiiig." 

MahoganieJadeBrowne: Her work is reminding me of Carla Williams.... (www.carlagirl.net) 

Baby Sleep by Deana Lawson

My Interview with her (click pic)