Sea, a misnomer for her birth name, is unclassified and often viewed as a misinterpreted mortal for the past twenty five years. She is an optimistic yet cynical realist who occasionally experiences moments of pessimism. As eccentric and dull as she may be, the colors in her mind relentlessly declines the vibrant watercolors that were kissed by spring rains. As her vivacious personality blooms, her daily coordination reflects an imbalance of positivism. As for her goal to reach out to the unreachable, she must allow fairy tales to unfold. She also bathes in her own inadequacies in hopes to replenish her very own hollow heart that pumps to the sound of empty choruses. The walls she built out of tentative hopes has latched on to expectations that are crumbling now. Whilst embarking on a journey with no directions, she must accept the reality of her uncertainties and live humbly. Volatile, she’s fearful and fearless. PCOS-friendly
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My experience with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
When I entered high school, I began to notice changes in my monthly menstrual cycle. It was when I turned 15 that I saw my period coming irregular. I thought I did something wrong to not see my period even though I’m not sexually active.
I have what they call a ‘deep’ monotone voice for a female. And trust me, I’m tired of the criticism and it seems like people have nothing else to do, but torment me. Also, I began my period very early at 9 years old and I remember I was in 3rd grade.
The symptoms I have due to PCOS:
-hirsutism
-thinning hair
-oily skin that leads to pimples
-dark patches
-skin tags
-depression
-pelvic pain
-absent periods
May of 2009 I visited a general practitioner and he diagnosed me with PCOS after a array of tests that had to be performed. It was a very pricey doctor visit. However, my GP prescribed me pills to control my high blood pressure and gave me Metformin for my PCOS. But my biggest regret was not taking my medication like I was supposed to. I was confused about how to take the Metformin, and out of fear of overdosing, I discontinued it from the second week. I think that because I stopped taking Metformin, my health has deteriorated. I felt like everything has gotten worse. But good news is that I finally went back to get my prescription in late March, and I am back on Metformin. I see some effects of it, but I still need to put the effort to changing my lifestyle to accommodate my condition.
To my fellow PCOS battlers, how has your experience been so far? I for one am frustrated with the excessive hair growth and thinning hair.
wildtriangle:
“Birth of the Solar System’
Vintage Poster
;)
rulingstone:
Debussy: La Mer/The Great Wave of Kanaga by Katsushika Hokusai. 1905.
Nobody knows the feeling unless you actually have it. The fight with yourself every morning to get out of bed. The mental breakdowns you randomly have. The dark thoughts. The absolutely no motivation to do anything. The laying in bed all day. The anxiety and panic attacks. The no focus. The silent screams and hot tears. The anger. The feeling of helplessness. The feeling of depression.
hourglassofhealth:
fitnessasmywitness:
LMAOOOOO! It’s almost 7 a.m. & this has already made my whole day.
We need whole foods in Australia!
allisonbarber:
is it mitch?
It's Steve.
Luke talks about wanting to be a sole brother, and he liked Steve's idea of wanting a "soul" brother---given that Steve likes Hip Hop/Rap. The vocals are sung by Luke, whilst Mitch does some backup chords and Steve has the last verse on the song. I was truly amazed on how Steve sounds live. Here's a video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmElbXNsJk4&feature=relmfu
Does ANYONE know who else besides Luke is singing In "Sole Brother"?
The practice of art isn’t to make a living. It’s to make your soul grow.
Kurt Vonnegut (via kcnightfire)
biscodeja-vu:
Hhahahaha someone/who tagged “i find this disturbing”? i posted this yesterday, holy response for a lil blog like me.
Shold!
