they/them 🌷 composer&illustrator 🌼pfp by @/iced_t513 ( twt )
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characters who are absolutely convinced down to their bones that they are unlovable being subjected to the mortifying ideal of being wholly and unconditionally loved. that’s the good stuff. never get tired of it.
I've been listening to this a bitsie obsessively and came to the conclusion a lot of Dom Fera's songs can be written by Narinder, so here's Easy Thing from when Nari finds out it's easy !
2. Heart
Following the prompts for cotltober made by @stychu-stych ( sorry for the ping ). Going on easy mode phew ! Also gonna do a lil mix of prompt and songs, since my AU is. Well. Bands. So here's Lamb trying ( successfully ) to convince Narinder to write a love song ( he's never written one, can you believe it ???? Gasp ). Will they succeed ?? ( I already said yes ) ( they make writing love songs so easy, Narinder might think ! )
list of vetted fundraisers that have reached out to me:
@help-mona (vetted by 90-ghost) €14,840 raised out of €185,300 goal (link to gfm)
@asmaamajed2 (vetted by 90-ghost) $10,475 raised out of $50,000 goal (link to gfm)
@basel1995s (el-shab-hussein, #218, vetted twice) CHF 8,474 raised out of CHF 60,000 goal (link to gfm)
@abood-family-gaza (vetted by 90-ghost) $2,255 raised out of $30,000 goal (link to gfm)
@hazemsuhail (vetted by gazavetters, #75 and many others) €11,364 raised out of €50,000 goal (link to gfm)
@shamfarhat1 (el-shab hussein, #252) $10,569 raised out of $29,500 goal (link to gfm)
@abosamisblog (vetted by 90-ghost and northgazaupdates) CHF 11,309 raised out of CHF 20,000 goal (link to gfm)
@eileen-88 (el-shab-hussein, #264, and @/sar-soor) €63,858 raised out of €75,000 goal (link to gfm)
(ongoing list--will update when i can! i hope me and my followers are able to help just a little bit. free palestine)
I've been listening to this a bitsie obsessively and came to the conclusion a lot of Dom Fera's songs can be written by Narinder, so here's Easy Thing from when Nari finds out it's easy !
it's been one year of horrifying genocide, on top of over seven decades of occupation and violence. please donate to palestinian families to help them survive. if you don't know where to look, or are anxious about making a choice about who to help, head to gazafunds.com. please do what you can to help.
just guys being dudes or something
Some more cursed Narinder doodles for the post-Trod one-shot I'm writing + I think his face would come undone as he dies a little
Part one here
Do remember this did not start on October 6th/7th that was a retaliatory attack after 74 YEARS of genocide. this has absolutely been the deadliest year but it is not the first year of genocide or occupation by any means and that attack never would’ve happened if it weren’t for nearly a century of occupation and genocide
So many cool people following me 🙈 Hiiii !! Feel free to message me about anything if you want to !! I love Cult of the Lamb and Wicked / Wizard of Oz 💚
2. Heart
Following the prompts for cotltober made by @stychu-stych ( sorry for the ping ). Going on easy mode phew ! Also gonna do a lil mix of prompt and songs, since my AU is. Well. Bands. So here's Lamb trying ( successfully ) to convince Narinder to write a love song ( he's never written one, can you believe it ???? Gasp ). Will they succeed ?? ( I already said yes ) ( they make writing love songs so easy, Narinder might think ! )
this barely took an hour to make lmao
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saw this on Twitter, so... here's a reminder to keep boycotting or start doing so if you were unaware of the boycotts!
also, remember to do your daily clicks here (it's 100% free to do; how it works is that it generates ad revenue that goes towards aiding Palestinians), spread word about what's going on, and donate to vetted fundraisers if you're able to!
((( WIP )))
Idk yet how I wanna draw Narinder … I think I'm gonna base him off of my cat tbh
He's a bit of a more silent character in the story ? Doesn't really show up until a bitsie further down the line. He used to play the guitar but now he just writes songs … wonder whyyyy ahuhuhuhuh
Even more wips !!
((( WIP )))
I made an AU for CotL because of a song I love that I heavily related to Narinder ,,,,,,, it’s called Cult of the Band and it’s a battle of the bands sorta thing !! Idk if it’ll have magic but ngl I’m really leaning towards having it 👀👀👀 anyway I’ll post more about it laterrrr
((( WIP )))
I made an AU for CotL because of a song I love that I heavily related to Narinder ,,,,,,, it’s called Cult of the Band and it’s a battle of the bands sorta thing !! Idk if it’ll have magic but ngl I’m really leaning towards having it 👀👀👀 anyway I’ll post more about it laterrrr
I’m not sure what I’m more excited about, the New World of Steam or the fact the entire Mansion of the Deathly Mirror has been found … both then !
Oops meant to repost that to my silly side account but accidentally reposted it here laksdjflaskjf ah whatever !! Now you know 🫧✨
we all know pokemon was made by an autistic person but consider the idea that it was made for autistic people as well:
1. absolutely nothing in the entire game requires dexterity or quick reaction time. you can beat the game with no problems even if you have the reaction time of a shuckle
2. game mechanics based on categorization, things placed neatly into categories that are easy to memorize
3. there are multiplayer elements but the game itself? completely single player. no social interaction required to enjoy the hell out of this game
4. you are not only encouraged but expected to have empathy for and form an attachment to these virtual creatures that do not actually exist, which is very easy for an autistic person with hyperempathy to do
5. the whole point of the game is collecting things. autistics will understand this one
i was talking to mohammed a while ago about his kids and i can't help but feel for him and the other palestinian grownups doing everything to secure their children's lives. a lot of us suffer from illnesses that cannot be seen by the eyes. but my mind cannot truly comprehend what must it be like surviving an ongoing genocide scared for your life and everybody else's. i am sure each of us carry a story of struggle and i am sure that it was an easier burden when someone was there to remind us that we are not alone in our battle.
this family needs a support system to give them hope, and so i am once again asking you to please help @hatem1790. if you advocate for mental health awareness, then do consider donating to and campaigning for the abusweireh family and other palestinian families.
let us support mohammed and his family reach the short term goal of 100 donations. please give anything that you can.
↳ GFM was created last August 2nd, 2024. ↳ only €773 raised of €45,000 goal [around 1%] ↳ only 33 donations and the last one was 1 day ago. ↳ His family is residing in a tent with no access to basic necessities. It was flooded a few days ago due to heavy rainfall. While his sister is volunteering in a hospital to help other victims in extreme need of medical care. ↳ Eleven (11) family members are solely relying on him (Mohammed Abusweireh) and five (5) of which are children. ➔ follow and boost him: @hatem1790 ↠ vetted and verified by @/gaza-evacuation-funds here
it is very easy to continue living without being bothered by the violence enacted to people from far away places. but it's still wild to me to continue seeing tumblr users, who have the capacity to help, turn away their heads. anyway, i am asking those who genuinely care for the wellbeing of palestinians to listen to what they've been saying for almost a year (+75 years) of zionist occupation. speak up. stand with palestine. save lives.
cc: @hatem1790