Loublu08 - Some Regrets - Tumblr Blog

i love talking to people in real life and being like “oh yeah i have instagram but i don’t really use it… i don’t have facebook or tiktok or anything like that either… idk i just don’t want to waste my life on social media, i prefer to live in the moment” and then i go home and spend 12 hours a day on tumblr
“We often want it so badly that we ruin it before it begins. Overthinking. Fantasizing. Imagining. Expecting. Worrying. Doubting. Just let it naturally evolve”
— Unknown
anxiety is so weird like why is my mental illness in my stomach
My daughter will get my tumblr account login details as a part of the inheritance

I’m that kind of person who keeps letters and birthday cards, tickets from trains, parks or museums.
changing every “i should have known better” to “i know better now”. i will not judge past versions of me through the lens of who i am now.

HUGE shout out to purple for being the only color that has like no losers. Deep purple royal purple bluish purple redish purple pastel purple dusty purple lavender periwinkle violet like. Banger after banger after banger!!
Born a sinner, raised a winner

We so often see posts along the lines of “you’re amazing! You didn’t give up!”
But the truth is, some of us did and we sometimes feel we aren’t amazing because we tried to give up. The only reason we are here is because we failed for whatever reason.
So, this is to the ones who did give up. Who tried but failed, and not because they wanted to keep trying at the time. The ones who are only around because their plans to give up failed somehow.
You are still amazing. You aren’t a failure because you tried to give up at some point. You still survived that. And you’re still here. You deserve more credit than you give yourself.
I want to live where I can see the aurora borealis 🌌

Identity is a prison! Let yourself respond authentically to each moment as it arrives, without being bound to the narrative of who you think you are! The self is a construct! The truth of your existence is ever changing and infinite as the universe is ever changing and infinite! Abandon the stories of your past selves and be present and alive in this very moment! IDENTITY IS DEAD! THE SELF IS DEAD! YOU ARE ALIVE!
I really didn't ask for this (the thirty year old woman experience)
filled with existential dread. when will this end (the teenage girl experience)

the hypocrisy of being human; the constant tug between solitude and company, the desire to love so desperately and simultaneously be detached from it all, of wanting everything and wanting nothing.

Like super excited for the Barbie movie however as a mom of a 12 yo I have seen Barbie: Life in the DreamHouse on Netflix and I swear swear SWEAR TG if Raquel isn't in it...
(me january 2022) seriously though its time to pull my shit together
(me december 2022) seriously though its time to pull my shit together
