Me Everyday After Uni, Spending Forty Agonizing Minutes On A Bus So Full Of People That No One Hangs

Me everyday after uni, spending forty agonizing minutes on a bus so full of people that no one hangs on to anything because we are all VERY aware of the lack of space required to fall in case of any harsh turns, watching the windows fog up while a girl rests her arm on my shoulder and another breathes directly in my face:

I'm living Andrew Minyard and Kaz Brekker's worst nightmare :)

Angel Dust on a random tuesday:

Angel Dust when there ISN'T a tomorrow:

At the end of the day it's me and the chocolate chip cookies stashed in my christmassy lunchbox against the world

* takes a break from chewing the walls and banging her head on the table while listening to the entirety of the Hazbin hotel's soundtrack*

OOOHHH let me tell you one thing that pisses me off so much but that I'm also obsessed with because it shoves in your face how completely and utterly lost in their bullshit the angels are

OKAY SO ,you know that scene where charlie is pleading her case in the court ?

When the angels agree to keep watching what angel dust will do charlie is so relieved that she shouts "Fuck yeah!" and EVERYONE IMMEDIATELY GIVES HER THE STINK EYE.

Meanwhile do you know how many times Adam swears during that scene? I WON'T COUNT IT BUT IT'S PROBABLY A WHOLE FUCKING LOT

Does ANYONE even pause for a second when he does it? Do they have ANY reaction whatsoever? NO

They are so deeply convinced that the division between angels and demons is fair and right that they would never question an angel , not even when ANGELS go on MURDER SPREES FOR FUN

So obviously when Charlie swears it's wrong , it's a clear demonstration that she is one of THEM , one of those sinful creatures who belong in hell forever.

When Adam swears it's just Adam being Adam. Is he mean and obnoxious? Yes , but he's an angel. Is he a sadistic bitch ? Yes , but he's an angel. Is he a perverted asshole who swears like a sailor ? YES, BUT HE IS AN ANGEL. And that fact alone makes him powerful and worthy and good.

Okay I'm done now *goes back in her cave to rewatch all the episodes *

enemies to oh shit?? i’ve loved you this whole time??? to lovers

keeping you honest

you ask me to stand down, remember my promise you “don't need protection”, i'm keeping you honest I did what I had to do I knew what I was getting into

Here take your knives back, remember your armor I don’t care for secrets or lies on my honor I guess I’m at the end of my ruse Well I’d do it all again just for you

throw down your cigarette i'll keep it burning i'm not a pipedream no matter your wording I'm standing right in front of you I swear i'm fine it's only a bruise

You toss my keys over, you think that you’re winning But i’m not defeated i don’t think you’re empty I’m not backing down from you I swear I’m fine it’s just a tattoo

You can hate me all you want you can tell me to leave you alone you can ask me if i understand if it means losing you then no

How could I live with myself if i didn't try? How could i face you without putting my neck on the line? You say “your crumbling psyche is your problem not mine” But who's watching your back if you're watching ours all the time?

You can hate me all you want you can tell me to leave you alone you can ask me if i understand if it means losing you then no

you ask me to stand down, remember my promise you “don't need protection”, i'm keeping you honest I did what I had to do I’d do it all again just for you