Look! I Found Myself

Look! I found myself

But also

So at the end I still don't know who I am.....

⚠️tw meanspo

Is it self control ?

YOU REALLY CALL IT SELF CONTROL?

Eating too much

Taking another piece of cake

And another

Why ?

WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DO THAT, YOU UGLY PIECE OF SHIT?

What about your goal ?

You fucked it up, you fucker!

You're worthless

And ugly

And stupid

You're not better than a pig

Piglets are at least cute.... you're not

Why?

Because you eat all the time!

You're fat!

You better quit

Stop eating, motherfucker

You want to be skinny ?

Stop eating

It's fun to have ed friend

I have one

Why is that fun ?

Because we hype eachother

We remind ourselves that we have a goal

And for me it helps me to keep motivation for not eating or eating less

You should find someone like that

Please don't care about me

I am not used to that shit

I don't know how to respond

Don't do that

Please

I started with sh and I was fine with it.... I'm still fine with it

I remember I used to look at people with ed and think "I'm lucky I don't worry about my weight" (I was overweight that time)

And look at me now

Sh and ed are my friends

I feel like you two would have better fun without me

Again

Asking me to join you had any purpose?

Except from making me feel like a burden

No ?

Why I am not surprised?

Tell me

Why it doesn't surprise me anymore?

Oh wait

I know

Because it's not the first time you treat me like that !

I was the second option now and ever

I know

So please stop being nice to me if you don't actually mean it