Okay So For Context I Was Told I Dont Have Pots Right

Okay so for context I was told I don’t have pots right

But I’m hooked up to a heart rate monitor and my sitting bpm is around 75 (sometimes it dips to 44 but that’s a separate issue)

When I stand up it gradually goes up to sit in the 120-30 bpm but if I don’t stand up carefully it can go to 160 bpm

I don’t know what to do about this because either I’m in a cold sweat bc my heart rate is 45 or I’m shaking bc it’s 160

At this point I’m a little scared (I thought I was dying for a hot minute when my bpm stayed at 140-60 for a whole hour (I watched the entire x men movie in this time)

Any advice would be appreciated

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