I Am Not At Fault, Am I?

“…I am not at fault, Am I?”

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Here’s Redemtion!Will Shanenow! His younger self now, MAN I have procrastinated a lot on this artwork, I was trying to work on it but I lost focus on it, but I now have finished it! 💪I need to draw more of his younger self. (Delilah and Jackson are OC’s by the way for anyone new-) just like R!Thaddeus, the background is a bit messy too, showing how he felt during his teenage years, but it’s a bit less messy like Thaddeus’s Backround, Showing he wasn’t as conflicted, but still dealing with a lot too.

R!Will is Anxious than his counterpart, he’s determined, but..Definitely Doubtful of himself, and his capabilities, he’s used to being silenced in what he always wanted due to his family, Trained to only do as what they expect of him, untill he rebelled against that.

He never really wanted the Shane position, he wanted deeply to start writing and poetry, and now he is forced into the Shane position, out of what R!will believes the mess is all his fault. If he never snapped in arguing and said those things that day, maybe at least he would have his parents' love?

Deep down, R!Will knows that would never be true, he’d probably be in the same situation, but without his parents hating him, yet…he can’t help but feel he was the burden created in his family…But his mother and father genuinely only seemed to use the Shane legacy as an excuse to care about him, now that he didn’t seem to meet up to their expectations.

Now he was nothing to neither of his parents…or family

Deep down he wants to hate his Parents, uncle…everyone who did nothing to help him, but…yet he can’t, he still wants to make them proud, he wants to make it up for them, yet he doesn’t…

Just like R!Thaddeus, What does he want?..

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SUSIJDUDJ OKAY, now time for me to peace out till next time, I have some things planned for the next days! Or…weeks. Either way I’m going to soon show the final battle Aftermath designs and a bit of lore of what happened so yeah- I promise I will post R!Will, R!Thaddeus a bit more happy next time-

Sorry if his arms looked off, I was rushing when I first started the artwork..😭

‘The shane family’ Will’s beginning’s.

Wow what a happy family portrait!

‘Delilah and Jackson weren’t just going to let their image crumble, They had to keep their smiles even when nothing was okay, after all, they were the Shane family, They were perfect! And so was their son Will! Even with Will’s hesitation and slight resistance in his Future, he’d still be the next Shane after all, But the Shane family lost their slight control over Will when a new addition to the family was added…a rebellious teen with a spark in him, which influenced Will protest.’

‘Hector Gonzales..the new ‘Shane addition’.

Wow what a contrast in their family photos-

I haven’t done these Au lore explanations in a while so I figured to do one once more! Staring with a slight update to Will’s lore! Goodness there’s a lot in this post, forgive me for putting another oc into this I CANT HELPP ITT🗣️ Hector’s been a Oc of mine for a while, so decided to share him! As…Will’s brother 👀

I actually have a second post planned for Hector soon just going to post this first today! Next week, I’ll be sure to post some outsiders content too!

Bath time! Unfortunately.

I sometimes had this thought that Young Thaddeus sometimes smells bad like in general 💀…also..because I head cannon in my AU that Thaddeus travels a lot so..practically he has…No place to shower or bath so he just…does it when he can in somewhere he’s able to do it, 😭 THE UNDERTOW CAVERN.

Granted I remember that place is inhibited by pirates, so I would guess Thaddeus would practically do his best to avoid them or fight one off if he had the energy, and I’m guessing the water IS NOT the cleanest too😭..it’s sea water so..Thaddeus wouldn’t bath in it for long, but hey, you got to do what you have to, to not smell…horrendous I guess? 💀 This would also be before Will tells him he can stay over in the Shane hideout too, so it was just baths at the sea water for him. -.-

I don’t think Thaddeus enjoy’s the baths as well..also because the water isn’t the cleanest I presume, it’s sea water ☝️

Will joins him a few times, because I’m sure he probably likes swimming so he’d take that as a chance to spend some time with Thaddeus and swim! Thaddeus takes it serious though and tries and at least like wash Will or something like his hair when they make conversation.

Take this as you will…🙏

I finally drew these guys after a long while 😭

Outsiders OC! 0:

Okay yeah, it’s been a while since I’ve drawn another fandom or well characters, so I decided to make an outsider oc since I just began getting interested in the outsiders fandom 😭 [I will be posting fan art of the outsiders characters soon enough]

So um, introducing Nancy Catherine Collin’s!

She’s a Soc girl who is just really tired of everything, really wishes social classes didn’t exist so she could be carefree about everything, She was in ponyboy’s advanced classes, the only Soc classmate to really talk to him, without judgment.

she’s easy to make frustrated, mad but she tries to take a breath, calm down and ignore it, she’ll only get defensive or confrontational when she needs to or feels like someone she cares about, or herself is in danger/ threatened. Aight that’s all I’m dropping for now for her lore, will post more of it with drawings 💪

Also bottom Panel, got inspired by @crow2222 I love Their outsiders Oc’s design as well!

Right now for the beginning I’m still figuring it out but she wouldn’t really know the gang immediately, she just knows them from Ponyboy and has met two bit and Johnny through Ponyboy though-

I might make more though if it gets some attention I don’t know, alright see yall peace 🏃‍♀️

Announcement for my Slugterra Au!

While I work on My Slugterra lore plans and work on fanart and such, Just for Slugterra, so if your waiting on outsiders content don’t worry! (Also I got a sona now, yay? .<.)

Take everything I posted a while ago, not Anything recent! Only like the full on lore! Like the recent Thaddeus bathing is not needed to be taken with a grain of salt! Everything from beyond 5 months ago do not take it seriously in the Au, I’ll make some small changes, that does not mean the Au is gonna be remodeled or made into something different, just some stuff is gonna be modified, and designs too, later down the road! This is for anyone looking through and liking my posts on Slugterra

Anyways, I’ve gotten busy, especially with school but I will do my best now to post what I have planned! Of the outsiders content and Slugterra, I’m sorry I take breaks all the time and never stay consistent😭

I’ll see you guys next time in the next post!

Nancy’s Height! + Extra Doodle

I showed Nancy being tall in the other doodles I did, but I really wanted to show how actually tall she was for her age😭-

So yeah she’s tall-tall, she got it mostly from her family which is why she’s so tall in the first place, and more taller than average girls kinda makes her not fit in with the other Socs, with her being a slight big girl, I doubt though Ponyboy would care about that, I can kinda picture Ponyboy being a lovebird with a S/O after he figures out the relationship, since it’s stated in the book, he doesn’t dig girls like soda does? I think I’m not sure 💀

But yeah, she’s tall like Darry-

And she definitely doesn’t mind picking Ponyboy up or giving him piggyback rides.

AND SOME FAN ART FOR @fictionalcharactergraveyard , I finally got around and did it, I love their Oc’s so much, I decided to draw Vincent this time around, with my OC Keith, Keith is…skeptical of Socs but he’s not like Nancy since he was semi popular before hand, so once seeing Vincent is over all a nice guy, he’d want to become friends with him if Vincent wants to.

Nancy would be…kinda skeptical than Keith around Vincent, even if she doesn’t show it. She’s actually very worried around other Socs, kinda dislikes the Socs, not to mention, almost targeted a few times, and only likes to stick around Ponyboy, So yeah she’d probably be a bit distrusting but still would be friendly towards Vincent, but once seeing Vincent is nice and all, like Keith, she wouldn’t mind being around him.

im planning now to drop some artworks of Ponyboy and Nancy’s dynamics and Keith’s now, and fanart for others when I can! So see yall🏃‍♀️

(Also I’m not so sure about Ponyboy’s height so if it’s wrong I’m sorry 😭)

[P.S for anyone wondering about Slugterra, I’m going to post some soon! Just taking a small break from it]