I Am Not At Fault, Am I?

“…I am not at fault, Am I?”

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Here’s Redemtion!Will Shanenow! His younger self now, MAN I have procrastinated a lot on this artwork, I was trying to work on it but I lost focus on it, but I now have finished it! 💪I need to draw more of his younger self. (Delilah and Jackson are OC’s by the way for anyone new-) just like R!Thaddeus, the background is a bit messy too, showing how he felt during his teenage years, but it’s a bit less messy like Thaddeus’s Backround, Showing he wasn’t as conflicted, but still dealing with a lot too.

R!Will is Anxious than his counterpart, he’s determined, but..Definitely Doubtful of himself, and his capabilities, he’s used to being silenced in what he always wanted due to his family, Trained to only do as what they expect of him, untill he rebelled against that.

He never really wanted the Shane position, he wanted deeply to start writing and poetry, and now he is forced into the Shane position, out of what R!will believes the mess is all his fault. If he never snapped in arguing and said those things that day, maybe at least he would have his parents' love?

Deep down, R!Will knows that would never be true, he’d probably be in the same situation, but without his parents hating him, yet…he can’t help but feel he was the burden created in his family…But his mother and father genuinely only seemed to use the Shane legacy as an excuse to care about him, now that he didn’t seem to meet up to their expectations.

Now he was nothing to neither of his parents…or family

Deep down he wants to hate his Parents, uncle…everyone who did nothing to help him, but…yet he can’t, he still wants to make them proud, he wants to make it up for them, yet he doesn’t…

Just like R!Thaddeus, What does he want?..

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SUSIJDUDJ OKAY, now time for me to peace out till next time, I have some things planned for the next days! Or…weeks. Either way I’m going to soon show the final battle Aftermath designs and a bit of lore of what happened so yeah- I promise I will post R!Will, R!Thaddeus a bit more happy next time-

Sorry if his arms looked off, I was rushing when I first started the artwork..😭

Average day in R!Slugterra.

And blakk’s just done with everything. 💀

And Will is just coping. ❤️

Been offline for a while, But My summer’s been going pretty good! Take this in the meantime, Outsiders content is next 🗣️ so take this while I go disappear once again just for a bit.

I usually have a lot to say but this time no, Not gonna spoil any next post too much 🙏 and also this silly meme I wanted to do with Will and blakk hehe.

Wanted to do this in my own way since I suck at posing-

The original is from @sweepswoop_ on twitter

The outsiders Oc doodles :]

I decided to drop some small drawings for the meantime- before I get into actual story and serious and full artworks of Ponyboy and Nancy-

Nancy is a tall girl so of course she’d happily give Ponyboy some piggy back rides from time to time- she’s nearly as tall as Darry basically, a height chart of her will come out soon but for now just take that as you will-

Her and Ponyboy would probably be so love birds, after the slight awkward phase of Ponyboy because I feel like he’d not know what the heck to do, so he’d just be chill I guess 😭 also Ponyboy would mostly be the only person she hung out with at most, because she has two greaser friends but it takes a while to see them safely and Ponyboy’s closest to her so she’s got him for the moment- I’ll draw more of them soon 🙏

also charlotte and Angela belong to @fictionalcharactergraveyard

I love their outsiders OC’s so much 😭 i can kinda see Nancy getting along with them immediately, not sure but I love Angela and charlotte SM, their so pretty-✨

(P.S for Slugterra content : ima taking a small break from it, ever since my account has been on it and I’ll post about it soon enough, just want to post about this fandom for a moment!)

Dr.Saverina and Dawn fanart! + Small Rant!

So here’s the fanart I promised a while ago and finally finished😭 For @ariaterramoon ! Love Dr.Saverina so much and Dawn too, their precious 🙏

I feel like Ms. Piper and Dr.saverina would get along very well, since Ms.Piper is My Au’s Twist’s adoptive mother and Dr.Saverina is basically kinda like a mother figure for him too,might draw fanart of Taken Au Twist with Ms.Piper soon too , I’ll see 👀

So about the small rant I’ve planned, I’m kinda having Decisions of how I do NOT like My firsts post on this app 😭 i understand this is just how art progress is, and improving while you deal with your old Art, slight current art, but I still feel kinda embarrassed. Like I wanna Remake some of the post’s art because of that…

I really wish to post more outsiders content with Slugterra as I’ve been gone for a while, and about that, I’m sorry I’ve kept disappearing for anyone who wonders about that, But I recently had to take a break during may because of something that had happened that caused frustration and fear, I am okay now! And I wish to get back into posting regularly kinda. (I wish to notify I am not stressed or at all when drawing, I am okay just the lack of motivation is kicking in 😭)

With that being said, I’m going to take a while with big post about My Slugterra Au/The outsiders OC’s Posts more than often, because I want to find a new way to post my Art in my own way kinda, I’m not going to disappear all together but more so just posting fanart for others untill then, because I have so many art ideas planned and knowing I can’t get them all done, I’ll prioritized getting them done, while posting fanart for others in the meantime, with maybe my OC’s here and there.

Alright, I’ll peace out now

Announcement for my Slugterra Au!

While I work on My Slugterra lore plans and work on fanart and such, Just for Slugterra, so if your waiting on outsiders content don’t worry! (Also I got a sona now, yay? .<.)

Take everything I posted a while ago, not Anything recent! Only like the full on lore! Like the recent Thaddeus bathing is not needed to be taken with a grain of salt! Everything from beyond 5 months ago do not take it seriously in the Au, I’ll make some small changes, that does not mean the Au is gonna be remodeled or made into something different, just some stuff is gonna be modified, and designs too, later down the road! This is for anyone looking through and liking my posts on Slugterra

Anyways, I’ve gotten busy, especially with school but I will do my best now to post what I have planned! Of the outsiders content and Slugterra, I’m sorry I take breaks all the time and never stay consistent😭

I’ll see you guys next time in the next post!

‘Complicated times…’ (EDIT: 9/11/24) gonna keep the art up!

Here’s some fanart for @gloomforrestrunes !

So I felt like I explained a lot of change with Au Kenta, and not with Au laxo! So I decided to also draw him too! He’s pretty much the same…kinda but a little different since he has Kenta by his side now instead of them being separated for like years, I decided I’m going to name this Au withered path for now? Since Kenta and laxo’s paths are still…kinda rocky despite of them now not being apart.

In a way to symbolize their paths will be rocky and what they will go through and trying their best to live a life without worry and be independent of their lives, especially laxo wanting the best for Kenta and himself for the future!

I love the comic so much already and how it’s going, for the Au, Kenta would be the first one to awaken, and shes shaky and all, but since she’s with laxo and he’s alive, she doesn’t feel as bad, not to mention, they made it to askon,

He’s still a bit scarred from the night they run away, and from a post I saw, in this Au too, he’d help with Orika with small tasks during his free time during the day, he gets a bit worried if Kenta is home late or not, over all, he’s just a brother trying his best for his sister and trying to put such nightmares behind him and Kenta.

[Edit: 9/11/24: decided to remove the idea of this Au, just wanted to respect Laxo’s character and the story in general so untill more comes out on the comic, will just keep this Au just a simple short one! Since some things might change in the comic]

that is all, and remember these characters do not belong to me and belong to @gloomforrestrunes ! I’m really enjoying the comic so far and can’t wait for the updates to come on Wednesdays and Sundays!..Go check it out if you haven’t- hope to post more! [im also planning on posting on a different fandom too! But I will stay post Slugterra stuff! Just need a break maybe from it for a day or so!]