Love Me More

Love me more

Pairings: Sylus x reader

"Tell me... tell me that you love me more than them"- his voice trembled as he held your hands tightly as if afraid that you might disappear, peering into your eyes. His look was tense, full of expectation and anxiety. You felt his heart beating, his every breath echo in you.

Sylus knew that he was not the only one in your heart, and this knowledge did not give him peace.

He knew you spend more time with Rafayel. This fact burned him from the inside, because he understood that you love him for the mercy and naivety that made him so special for you. He was tormented by the realization that you find solace in Xavier's arms. Thoughts about how Xavier embraces you, how you seek comfort in his hands, did not give him peace. But most of all he was tormented by the knowledge that you love Zayne.

He knew that Zayne had a special place in your heart. You loved Zayne not just for his qualities, you trusted him.

They give you their love through gifts, walks under the moon, romantic dinners and confessions. Their feelings were sincere and strong, and you appreciate every moment spent with them. They created for you a world full of beauty and happiness, a world in which you felt loved and desired.

But he believed that his love surpassed all this. He didn't need loud gestures and magnificent expressions of feelings. His love was quiet but deep, it permeated every cell of his creature. He was ready to endure pain and suffering for you, he was ready to sacrifice his happiness for your well-being. He wants to know that you see his efforts, that you notice his presence. He will become anyone for you.

Do you like a submissive partner? He's ready to be like that for you. He will kneel in front of you with a collar around his neck. He will beg you if you order him to do it. His hands will reach out to you, but he won't touch you if you don't allow it.

"Tell me, - his voice was quiet, but persistent, - tell me that I'm more for you than they are. That you feel for me what you don't feel for them. That I'm really important to you. That I belong to you….Please."

He’s waiting, his eyes did not break away from yours, hope and fear were read in them. Sylus wants to hear that every time he touches you, you feel the same as him - deep affection and desire to be close no matter what. He wants your heart to burn with the same passion, that your soul would strive for him as much as his soul wants you. He wants you to know that he would always be there to support you, hug you and say that everything would be fine. He wants you to feel this devotion, so that you would know that nothing is more important to him and dearer than you.

You've seen him struggling with his doubts, trying to find answers in your eyes. His soul was naked in front of you, and he was waiting for your words that could dispel his fears.

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Random thought, but the Hischier siblings’ eyebrow game is STRONG. I think Nico has the fullest and darkest out of the three. They probably got them from their dad if you compare the three of them to him, lolol

Edit: Okay, I know I’m late to the Nico’s eyebrows party but hey, at least I’m the first person to acknowledge his whole family I guess lolol 💀

what it's like supporting the panthers mainly so kyle okposo can get the cup

thank you so much for taking requests on mob!nico! i’m loving this series so far. as someone who also loves jerseyleeds!nico, i was wondering, has this nico ever thought about starting a family of his own? it would make sense if he’s hesitant to do so because the whole mafia thing, obviously. but after reading part 2, i wonder if he’s also in fear that he might make the same mistakes as his own parents even though he does care about them. complicated family dynamics in fics always gets me in the feels *cries*

Hi! Thank you so much for reading! I appreciate all the love especially for mob boss Nico, he’s my favorite lol

I’ll probably include a longer and more detailed scene of this in a future chapter but reader and Nico have a really big talk about kids and family before they really got together. Reader had to leave a lot behind and start a whole new life when she decided to be with Nico so she had to know everything she was getting into.

Basically she’s afraid that if they have kids they’ll be forced or pressured into going the family business like Nico was. She thinks it’s unfair to bring a child into that, not knowing if it’s actually something they’d want to be part of. She also mentions that she’s afraid of their safety, if they’d be vulnerable to rival families and if it’s worth risking them like that.

Nico is 100% on her side and while he does say that he’d love his own kids to take over one day, he would not love them any less if they decided to not be in the businesses. He also promises her that none of them would be cut off or forgotten if they didn’t want in. He’d always make sure their family is taken care of and safe.

They don’t come to a set decision on children but they know they’re both open to having kids and what kind of parents they’d want to be.

Dating Joost Klein would include...

Late night deep conversations, isn't that when we have the best conversations? I can see him opening up to you fully, sharing a cigarette on the balcony while stargazing.

Matching tattoo's, your favorite Pokémon or perhaps each other's birth coordinates.

Kisses. So, so, so, so many kisses. And hugs!

Small acts of service, him holding the door for you, making him his favorite drink, watching his favorite movies, walking the dogs together in the rain.

Being the biggest fangirl backstage.

If you can't come on his tours, he'd bring you the most random gifts ever.

If he's away for concerts or tours: falling asleep together on facetime when possible.

Spamming him with funny Instagram reels/Tik Tok video's.

Sending him poetry that remind you of him.

Spending time alone together, he could draw on his ipad or write, while you'd do a crafts of your liking. Supporting each other's creativity.

Being his peace in this world full of madness.

Softly stroking his hair if he's crying, holding him.

"I'm here baby."

Stealing his hoodies and jackets.