Honest Question

Honest question

What makes you keep going? I don't have an answer and I'm honestly wondering why I even bother.

I need some advice

I don't like posting stuff like this here, but it's kind of a complicated situation and maybe someone here can help. I have a crush on a guy I used to work with. That complicated thing? I don't work there anymore, I don't have his phone number, I don't know his last name. Basically, I don't have a way of contacting him without stopping by my former workplace. I feel like that would be weird. Also, I'm afraid I've waited too long. It's been about two months since I left that job.

Hearing/feeling my heart doesn't turn me on in the same way hearing/feeling someone else's does. For me, hearing/feeling my own is more of a turn on thinking about how the other person is experiencing it. On the other hand, hearing/feeling someone else's is a turn on because (a.) it comes with being a cardiophile (b.) experiencing someone's heart in such a way and knowing that you're at least partly responsible for how it's behaving is the hottest thing ever.

P.S. I was really sleepy when typing this. Sorry if it's worded weird or it doesn't make sense lol

Why not? I have nothing better to do. 😅

ASK ME ANYTHING (Cardiophilia Version)

Leave one (or more~) of the Heart Icons below in my Ask Box, and I’ll answer:

❤️ Would you rather Steth or be Stethed?

💙 What’s your favorite kind of heartbeat?

💛 Have you ever heard your own heartbeat before?

🤎 How did you discover your Cardiophilia?

💚 Which celebrity’s heart would you love to listen to the most?

🧡 If you’re a creative type (artist, writer, etc.), does your Cardiophilia leak in to your creative process?

💜 Can I/we listen to your heartbeat?

🤍 Do you like to feel your heart beating?

🖤 Do you prefer to use a stethoscope or your ear to listen to your Cardiophile-Partner’s heart?

💔 Do you have any embarrassing heart-related moments?

💗 Do you pleasure yourself to your own heartbeat or someone else’s?

I need this and I'm sure there are others who do too.

Truth!