
♪Now, I need somebody to know, somebody to heal Somebody to have just to know how it feels♪
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Lets Try To Make 2017 The Year For
Let’s try to make 2017 the year for
Monsta x
Topp Dogg
Boys Republic
24K
B.A.P
Teen Top
Up10tion
Cross Gene
Pentagon
Sf9
KNK
Snuper
JJCC
Madtown
Uniq
Imfact
History
Nu’est
and every other group who has been working their asses off. Each and every one of them is deserving of recognition, and I don’t want to see another group disbanding next year, so please get out of your comfort zone and give these groups a try. You might be very surprised with what you discover.
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Mayday(Mark-Got7)

Requested by: TaeTaeKookie on Quotev
....Not good...this is so not good...my UB again....are you guys trying to kill me..???
~I want you to find me and save me. My dreams and all the things I endlessly wanted are becoming. Old friends, I can't believe it at all. I yelled but all that came back was "Just go". That phrase, that one phrase made me gather my hands and be still like an idiot. "I'm sorry" saying it was like a habit. A saying beyond my understanding~
You sat there on your couch, staring at the picture frame that was hanging on the wall across from you. In it there was a couple who seemed to not have a care in the world, instead looking into each other's eyes with smiles so wide you wouldn't be surprised that their cheeks hurt after. Of course, you knew it didn't. Since it was you in that photo, with your 'bestfriend'. You loved him, but he never knew and now you lived with the man you loved that would never love you back.
Sighing you looked away as you felt tears start to form in your eyes. Life is stupid, you thought to yourself as you got up from the couch and headed into the kitchen. Getting the things out that you'd need to make for lunch you stopped midway when you heard your phone going off, so you set down the bread you had in your hand and headed to where it was charging on the counter.
Y/n, I'm going to home late tonight. Mian.
You blinked back the tears and sighed once more. You were so tired of this pain and you just wanted it to end. Rubbing your eyes with the back of your hand you threw your phone back onto the counter and headed to the door, deciding that you needed some air though you weren't sure exactly where you wanted to go.
~Save me, I can't see in front of me. I won't let you go, I can't anymore. I'm in danger, I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle. Save me, I am sinking into you. Take me out, I can't breathe. I'm in danger I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle. MAYDAY~
The wind was blowing harder on top of the hill you were sitting on, looking out over the city lights. It was the hill you had always gone when you needed to clear your mind and think and no one knew about it except for one other person, and it was unlikely that he'd ever come here again.
You sighed, something that you were getting used to lately, and tipped your head back closing your eyes and feeling the breeze blow through your hair and help you cool down. This was nice, getting to go places where it was quiet and where no one was around. You could think. Have a clear mind.
Your eyes opened quickly and you turned your head as you heard footsteps running towards where you were. You strained to see who was the figure that was running but you couldn't tell since it was night and there were no lights atop the hill. The figure got closer and closer each second, making you both nervous and worried at the same time not knowing who it was. So standing you decided to step back a little, try to make yourself unseen but not wanting to go too far so you wouldn't fall off since you were close to the edge.
You turned your head slightly to make sure you weren't on the edge when suddenly a voice yelled out and you were tackled to the ground. Letting out a groan you blinked your eyes open and looked up to see who the person on top of you was. Your eyes widened when you recognized the facial features and your mouth opened slightly in shock.
"M-Mark?"
~Our radiant first flight. There were eyes on us and shadow-like hopes, they all turned away because we couldn't live upto them. I lightly smile but my insides are twisted without anyone knowing about it. "I'm sorry" saying it was like a habit. A saying beyond my understanding. Save me, I can't see in front of me. I won't let you go, I can't anymore. I'm in danger, I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle. Save me, I am sinking into you. Take me out, I can't breathe. I'm in danger I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle~
"Y/n, what are you doing!"
"W-What? I was jus-"
"How could you do this to me?!"
"What?"
"You can't leave me! Nothing is bad enough to give up your life!"
Give up my life? You were confused and you opened your mouth to correct him when he stopped you by laying his head in the crook of his neck.
"W-What are you doing?"
You felt something wet slide down your neck and your eyes widened, "M-Mark? Why are you crying?"
He brought his head up and stared down at you, the tears still falling down his cheeks and onto your own. "Y-You can't leave me. Not now, not ever."
"That's just it though, Mark I wasn-"
"Please, was it me?"
"What?"
"Am I the reason you're up here?"
"Mark I just needed to think," you said softly trying to comfort him though not knowing how exactly.
"About how I'm an awful person," he said sadly as he rolled off of you and sat on the ground placing his arms on his knees.
~I am still afraid of this dark path, I don't know where I'm going but if you can hold my hand. Whatever I do, wherever I end up. Whatever is front of me, I will fly together with you oh. Save me, I can't see in front of me. I won't let you go, I can't anymore. I'm in danger, I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle. Save me, I am sinking into you. Take me out, I can't breathe. I'm in danger I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle. MAYDAY. Save me~
"No, Mark will you listen to me?" You sat up and faced him, "I was not going to jump. And I would never leave you alone Mark, I honestly just came up here to think things out and breathe."
"You were just thinking?"
"Yes," you told him softly as you laid your hand on his arm and gently smiled.
"Why are you smiling?"
"Because you came after me, you came to save me. Of course I didn't need it but still."
"Y/n," Mark said softly.
You almost didn't hear him but you heard your name and turned your head to face him, surprised when you felt lips touch your own. Your eyes closed though and you sank into the feeling, feeling your heart start to soar and your stomach start to turn. After he pulled away, though he didn't pull back very far, he stared down at you and slowly your own eyes blinked open to look up at him.
"Wh-What was that?"
He smirked as he looked down at you, "Well I'm pretty sure you know what that was but let me explain it for you. That was what you call a ki-"
"Shut up!" You hit his arm making him start to laugh and then lean against you.
"Y/n," he said softly, almost whispering. "I love you."
You gasped and looked up to him, "What?"
"What?"
"Y-You lo-love me??"
He nodded and smiled faintly before grabbing onto your hand, "I was trying to fight against but I can't anymore. 5 years of loving you just can't be undone."
"F-Five years?!"
"Yeah, hey look. I don't expect you to return my feeling but-"
You cut him off by wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him to you, kissing him softly. "Are you insane? I've waited five years to hear you say that."
"Really?"
"Yes! Why the hell haven't you said this before?!"
"B-Because I didn't know." He stopped talking and let a smile slip onto his face, leaning his forehead down to touch yours. "I love you, y/n."
"I love you too, Mark."
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Oml strike me down where I stand I am so sorry! This is awful!! D'x I swear I am good at requests and writing imagines D'x I apologize so much!! Please just hate me for this awful imagine DX
By reblogging this post, it means that you have promised yourself that you will NEVER call an idol “daddy” on their SNS or to their face, because you have understood why it is wrong, and why it should not be done. Either keep these thoughts and other kinks in your head or away from the eyes of the person you are referring to. Let’s all try to be a little bit more mature about this. It’s more serious than we all think it is.
MONSTA X DESERVES A WIN. UP10TION DESERVES A WIN. DAY6 DESERVES A WIN. TOPPDOGG DESERVES A WIN. 24K DESERVES A WIN. NU'EST DESERVES A WIN. A.CIAN DESERVES A WIN. CROSS GENE DESERVES A WIN. UNDERRATED GROUPS ALSO DESERVE WINS. UNDERRATED DOES NOT MEAN UNTALENTED. NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOUR OPPA(S). I LOVE EXO OR BANGTAN AS MUCH AS THE NEXT PERSON BUT SOME PEOPLE SHOULD BE HAPPY TOO. NAME OTHER GROUPS THAT I FORGOT OR ARE UNDERRATED AS WELL.
Butterfly(V’s Ending)

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The two boys watched your figure slowly disappear down the street before sighing and looking away awkwardly.
"Should we have told her?" One asked the other, looking back to where you had disappeared.
"Yeah, it's better she know than us keep it from her. Besides at least now if she decides it won't be awkward anymore. Remember our deal?" The other asked the first one.
"Yeah," the other nodded, "Whoever she doesn't pick won't hate her or the other."
"Right, and the one she does pick doesn't brag about it."
"Hyung," the first boy called out softly as he peeked over to the elder.
"Yeah?"
"I'm sorry," he said making the other confused.
"For what?"
"You liked her first and I didn't realize, I'm sorry I started liking her too."
Jaebum laughed as he patted Taehyung on the back, "She's a special girl. I would've thought you were strange if you didn't. Besides I am the master at hiding my emotions, so don't blame yourself or feel guilty. Okay?"
The younger smiled and held up his forefinger and thumb in the shape of a circle with his other fingers up. "Okay."
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You sat in your bedroom, your legs curled up to your chest and your chin laying on your knees. You've been locked up in your room over the weekend, your two best friends' confessions playing over and over in your mind. You had absolutely no idea what to do and you were so scared of choosing one and losing the other. Of course, choosing one was difficult by itself seeing as how both boys were both so different yet they were also so special.
Jaebum, to you, has always been your comfort and support. He was the one you always went to when you needed advice or just someone to talk to, and of course you'd do the same for him. He would always carry you on your back if you hurt yourself or you said you were tired, he was just that kind of person. You always felt at ease and safe when you were with him, and every time you were around him you were shy to admit that he would attract your gaze a lot of the time.
Taehyung, on the other hand, was fun and always made sure to keep a smile on your face. You found yourself commenting to yourself how adorable he was and how happy he always made you. Taehyung was like your own personal ray of sunshie, he was always smiling and if you were ever sad or depressed he made it his own personal mission to make you happy again. He never liked seeing you, or anyone, frown and if it were himself he simply hid it until you brought whatever it was out of him and you helped bring a smile to his face.
Both boys each had their own special place in your heart and you were tearing yourself apart to figure out what exactly you should do. You didn't want to hurt either of them nor did you want either of them to hate you, and you definitely didn't want to loose your friendship with them. You'd didn't think that you could live your life normally without wither of them in it. And even though you did love both dearly, one made you feel something different than the other did. One made your heart flutter and your stomach churn with butterflies, and that one was the one you needed to answer immediately. And so, grabbing your phone you texted that someone letting him know that you'd be waiting at your meeting spot.
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~Don't think of anything. Don't say anything, not even a word. Just give me a smile. I still can't believe it all of this seems like a dream. Don't try to disappear. Is it true Is it true. You You You're so beautiful, that I'm scared. Untrue Untrue. You You You~
You sat on the swing, your feet slowly moving you back and forth, and sighed as you looked out over the park where you waited. You were worrying over whether the certain boy would come or not, even though you knew that he would he never let you down or left you by yourself if he was needed. That's the type of person he was. Rubbing your palms on your pants legs you looked down at your feet and stopped swinging, just staring down at them and letting your mind wonder.
You almost jumped out of your skin when you felt hands cover your eyes and felt someone breathing on the side of your face. On defense your hands came up and your hand stung from where it had connected to flesh, starting to feel relief when the hands were removed and you heard the person whine. You turned and raised your hand, ready to protect yourself, only to stop midway and gasp as soon as you saw your 'attacker'.
Taehyung stood there behind the swing, a hand rubbing his cheek that was turning red, and pouting while complaining about you being mean. You stood quickly and placed your hand on his cheek trying to see if you had hit him too hard.
"Ah, mian TaeTae. You just scared me and it was defense." Your eyebrows drew together with concern at how quickly his cheek was reddening. "Ooooh~ Mianhae Tae," you said tears now forming in your eyes from the guilt that was consuming you.
Leave it to me to hit the guy I'm trying to confess to, you thought to yourself with a defeated sigh. You closed your eyes and your head fell to look to the floor, as the stupidity you felt was growing, only to look back up quickly when you heard Taehyung's signature giggle. You watched him with confusion as he bent over, laughing so hard he had to hold himself up. Raising an eyebrow you pursed your lips as the guilt was now being replaced with embarrassment and anger.
~Will you stay by my side? Will you promise me? If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break I'm scared scared scared of that. Will you stop time? If this moment passes, as though it hadn't happened. I'm scared scared scared I'll lose you~
Sighing you crossed your arms and rolled your eyes as Taehyung was just now starting to calm down from his laughing fit. "It wasn't that funny," you told him with a slight pout.
Taehyung smiled widely and pinched your cheek lightly, "Aigoo~ You're so cute when you pout, y/n-ah."
Your eyes widened when you saw him come closer, then cleared your throat and looked away quickly before he could see the red that was dusting your cheeks. "Don't call me cute," you said with a sigh. "I've told you that bef-"
"Aish, you want me to lie? Eh? I think you're cute, so what? I can't tell you?! Wae?"
Your mouth was opened slightly as you watched Tae rant about how mad he gets when he can't call you cute. It was surprising to see him like this, because in front of you he'd always be so playful and well not serious. You tilted your head slightly to the side and smiled in amusement as he carried on, now ranting about how you always take Jaebum's compliments but not his.
"Fine! If you don't want to be called cute I'll call you beautiful! Better?" He didn't wait for an answer, instead facing the front again and looking down at his feet with worry.
You smiled and looked up at the stars, "Okay."
"Eh?"
"Okay, I don't mind you calling me that."
He looked to you confused and looked as if he was trying to figure out what exactly was wrong with you. Suddenly his eyes widened and he got closer, placing his hand on your forehead and making your eyes widen. "Y/n~ Are you sick?"
~Butterfly like a Butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly. Butterfly like a butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly. Your eyebrows slightly grimacing at the sunlight, gently shaking your fine soft hair. Intoxicated by your scent, my heart is tickling~
You stared at Taehyung, who hasn't moved and is now holding his free hand against his own head to see if you were sick. Swallowing nervously you looked to the side and let out a breathy laugh, "T-Tae you're a little close."
"Bwah? I have to see if you're sick!"
"Ani! I'm not sick," you said as you grabbed his hand unconsciously. You saw his eyes widened as he looked down to your hand which made you realize what you had actually done and try to quickly pull away. "A-Ah mianhae TaeTae."
He stopped you by taking your hand and entwining his fingers with your own. He stared down at your hands in fascination and another emotion hidden underneath the surface, sadness? You tilted your head to stare at his face, gauging his reaction and almost had a heart attack when he suddenly stood and smiled brightly down at you. You couldn't help but notice that his smile wasn't as bright as it usually was and your eyebrows drew together in concern when he looked away from you and out over the park, as if he was scanning for something.
"Tae?" You asked softly, "You okay?"
"Huh? Oh, yeah. Come on I wanted to show you something." He said as he started to walk away, leaving you seated on the swing watching after him in concern before you stood and started to follow him.
"Tae!" You called out as he was already ahead of you a little ways. "Taehyung, wait!!"
He kept walking, as if he hadn't heard you, and you stopped and watched as his figure slowly disappeared from your sight. You sighed and shook your head, not really sure what had gotten into him but upset from not being able to tell him your confession.
"What the hell did I come here for if you're not going to listen to me?" You muttered to yourself angrily.
~Like the way you are stroking my cheeks. Like the dust drifting along freely. You’re right there but why are you beyond my reach. Is it true Is it true. You You You’re so beautiful, that I’m scared. Untrue Untrue. You You You~
You bent over slightly as you tried to catch your breath when you had finally caught up to Taehyung, who was now sitting on a bench beside a pond and watching a family of ducks swim with a frown on his face. You could honestly say that you had never seen Taehyung upset like this before and you wouldn't be lying to say that you were very worried.
"Tae?" You called softly as you walked up beside him, "Talk to me."
He didn't look over to you as you sat beside him, instead he averted his gaze to his hands that rested in his lap and didn't make a move to answer you.
"Kim Taehyung!" You called out sternly, making him look up to you with wide eyes, and you let out a proud smirk. "Listen to me and listen good! I did not call you out here so you could just run off and leave without listening to a word I have to say!"
He sighed and his whole face looked as if he had just gotten a thousand weights put upon his shoulders. "Alright, i'm listening."
"First," you said as you softened your tone and grabbed ahold of his hand. "What's wrong with you?"
He didn't say anything at first, instead he stared at your hand that held his own with something similar to longing in his eyes. "Mian," he said with a sigh before removing his hand from your hold. "I didn't mean to run off, but I just wanted to show you the pond."
Your gaze, which had been on the family of ducks, quickly moved to Taehyung when you heard him sniffle. Eyes widening you witnessed a scene you never thought you would ever see, Taehyung with tears rolling silently down his cheeks. You felt your heart break and you hated yourself for not knowing what was wrong with him, what was making him feel worse enough to actually cry.
~Will you stay by my side. Will you promise me. If I let go of your hand, you’ll fly away and break. I’m scared scared scared of that. Will you stop time if this moment passes as though it hadn’t happened. I’m scared scared scared I’ll lose you~
"TaeTae," you said with tears threatening to fall from your own eyes. "What's wrong? Please talk to me," you pleaded as you grabbed his hand in your own.
He looked to you, eyes glassy with tears and brought his hand up to your face catching a stray tear that had fallen. "Why are you crying?"
"Because it hurts me to see you cry," you told him honestly as you kept your gaze on him.
"Wae?" He asked you with confusion. "Why does it hurt you?"
You sighed and gathered your courage, deciding that now was a better time than later. "Taehyung, there was a reason I called you out here today and I was going to tell you this earlier but you ran off before I could." You swallowed nervously and gathered his other hand with yours, holding both inside of your hold. "Taehyung, I've been thinking about a lot of things after you and Jaebum confessed to me. And I think that I've always felt the same, but I never admitted it to myself because I was scared that I'd loose our friendship."
Tae pulled his hands from yours and looked away, scratching the back of his neck. "Alright, so that still doesn't explain why you're here and not with Jaebum hyung."
"I-wait what?" You stopped yourself and stared at Taehyung with confusion. "What do you mean, not with Jaebum? Why would I be with him when I'm confessing to you?"
Taehyung's eyes widened and he turned his whole body to face you, leaning closer as if he hadn't heard you the first time. "Yo-You're what?"
Your eyebrows were drawn together with confusion, "I'm confessing to you?"
"To me?!"
Your eyes narrowed, "Why else would I call you here?"
~Butterfly like a Butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly. Butterfly like a butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly. Don’t think of anything. Don’t say anything, not even a word just give me a smile~
"You're confessing...to me." He was talking slowly, as if his brain was still processing it. Then he grabbed your arm and pulled you to his chest wrapping his arms tightly around your waist, holding you to him. "Saranghae, y/n-ah."
You let out a laugh and laid your head on his chest, glad for the comfort. "Yeah yeah, I'm just glad you finally caught on."
He laughed and laid his chin on your head, looking out over the pond and smiling to himself. He was content and he was too happy to describe with words. And more than anything he was able to finally wrap his arms around the girl he loved more than anything and tell her he loved her, overall he just had the best day of his life.
See the Light(JB’s Ending)

Warning: If you don't wish to read both then choose who's ending you want and just skip to it. You DO NOT have to read both and I don't recommend it for the weak of heart x'D Anyways, I'll start both stories out the same but after the first couple paragraphs it'll change up.
Previous:
The two boys watched your figure slowly disappear down the street before sighing and looking away awkwardly.
"Should we have told her?" One asked the other, looking back to where you had disappeared.
"Yeah, it's better she know than us keep it from her. Besides at least now if she decides it won't be awkward anymore. Remember our deal?" The other asked the first one.
"Yeah," the other nodded, "Whoever she doesn't pick won't hate her or the other."
"Right, and the one she does pick doesn't brag about it."
"Hyung," the first boy called out softly as he peeked over to the elder.
"Yeah?"
"I'm sorry," he said making the other confused.
"For what?"
"You liked her first and I didn't realize, I'm sorry I started liking her too."
Jaebum laughed as he patted Taehyung on the back, "She's a special girl. I would've thought you were strange if you didn't. Besides I am the master at hiding my emotions, so don't blame yourself or feel guilty. Okay?"
The younger smiled and held up his forefinger and thumb in the shape of a circle with his other fingers up. "Okay."
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You sat in your bedroom, your legs curled up to your chest and your chin laying on your knees. You've been locked up in your room over the weekend, your two best friends' confessions playing over and over in your mind. You had absolutely no idea what to do and you were so scared of choosing one and losing the other. Of course, choosing one was difficult by itself seeing as how both boys were both so different yet they were also so special.
Jaebum, to you, has always been your comfort and support. He was the one you always went to when you needed advice or just someone to talk to, and of course you'd do the same for him. He would always carry you on your back if you hurt yourself or you said you were tired, he was just that kind of person. You always felt at ease and safe when you were with him, and every time you were around him you were shy to admit that he would attract your gaze a lot of the time.
Taehyung, on the other hand, was fun and always made sure to keep a smile on your face. You found yourself commenting to yourself how adorable he was and how happy he always made you. Taehyung was like your own personal ray of sunshie, he was always smiling and if you were ever sad or depressed he made it his own personal mission to make you happy again. He never liked seeing you, or anyone, frown and if it were himself he simply hid it until you brought whatever it was out of him and you helped bring a smile to his face.
Both boys each had their own special place in your heart and you were tearing yourself apart to figure out what exactly you should do. You didn't want to hurt either of them nor did you want either of them to hate you, and you definitely didn't want to loose your friendship with them. You'd didn't think that you could live your life normally without wither of them in it. And even though you did love both dearly, one made you feel something different than the other did. One made your heart flutter and your stomach churn with butterflies, and that one was the one you needed to answer immediately. And so, grabbing your phone you texted that someone letting him know that you'd be waiting at your meeting spot.
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~I'm like this because you're so pretty yeah I'm like this because you're so pretty. Whenever I see you I only act like that towards you more. You shine brightly you don't have to show off, your face and body, what are you doing. I'm falling harder for you. This is crazy everything is perfect, be cold to other guys. And please be honest to me, only me~
You bit your lip as you sat on the bench, your nerves on end and your stomach churning. Honestly, you had no clue what to expect and your mind was going crazy with endless possibilities. What if he doesn't come? What if this was all a big joke and they really were just pulling a prank like they always do?! You thought with panic, dread filling your heart as you let out a sigh and closed your eyes.
Feeling a hand lay on your shoulder, your eyes popped open and you turned to see Jaebum smiling down at you with concern etched on his face. "You okay?" He asked you slowly, taking the seat next to you but making sure to keep his distance which made you frown. "We haven't heard from you all weekend so I was starting to get worried."
"Oh, uhm yeah I'm fine. I've just been thinking. Mianhae, I didn't mean to worry you two." You told him softly as you looked down to your hands in your lap, focusing your attention on them instead of the awkward tension surrounding you and him.
JB didn't say anything, instead he just reached over and patted your hand making you look up at him. "It's okay," he said with a soft, yet sad smile.
Your eyebrows drew together in confusion when he stood up, "What?"
"It's okay, your decision. Uhm, I'm not entirely comfortable with you letting me know before Taehyu-"
"Why would I let Taehyung know first?" You asked him, now more confused than ever as you stared up at JB and tried to figure out what he was talking about.
Your question made Jaebum's eyebrows draw together and he looked down at you with what looked to be disappointment in his eyes. "Look I get that you usually come to me when you need to talk something out, but not only are you hurting me but you'll hurt Taehyung as well by coming to me first to tell me that you choose him. So do us all a favor and go tell him first." And with that Jaebum turned and started to walk away, leaving you sitting on the bench and staring after him with surprise.
~Sometimes I worry because you shine too brightly. Other guys look at you I don't like that at all, because the way you dress and your body makes the guys go crazy including me. No for need high heels. Just jeans and sneakers and a little bit of accessories. Just wearing a T shirt you're perfect baby. I like you like this I got some more to say~
"Wha-? Jaebum!" You called out, trying to stop him as you chased after him. "Oppa! Wait!"
You kept running, not believing what had just happened and you called out for Jaebum to stop so you could explain the misunderstanding. "Jaebum oppa, wait!!"
Finally, upon hearing your calls he stopped and looked back to you with his eyebrows drawn together. "What? Why are you chasing me?"
"Pabo," you said as you bent over to try and catch your breath.
"Bwah?!"
"Pabo," you repeated yourself now able to stand up straight and look him in the eyes. "You're so stupid. I didn't call you out here to tell you that I chose Taehyung, and I'm pissed that you yelled at me thinking I'd do that to him!"
He stared at you with widened eyes, surprised at your sudden outburst, and then looked to you in confusion. "Then, why did you call me here?"
You didn't say anything, suddenly becoming bashful and looked down at your feet. Feeling a blush starting to form you cleared your throat and looked up at him through your eyelashes. "I called you here because," your eyes widened and you started muttering instead, "I like you too."
He leaned closer and looked at you as if he was trying to understand an alien language, "What?"
~When other guys just look at you I get anxious somehow. Tell me every day that you are mine, I want you and want you more. When other guys just look at you I get anxious and tell you that you are mine. Every day I think of only you. I'm like this because you're so pretty yeah I'm like this because you're so pretty. Whenever I see you I only act like that towards you more. I think I'm crazy the more I see you. The more my head fills with you it spreads to my heart, my breath gets shorter~
You bit your lip and then looked him straight in the eyes, hoping your courage wouldn't fail you again. You can do it, y/n!! You let out a breath as you mentally cheered yourself on and nodded your head for encouragement. "I like you, oppa. And I think I have for a long time, but I jus-"
A hand cupped your face and you felt soft lips touch your own, shutting you up and making you close your eyes. JB's other hand snaked itself around your waist and pulled you closer to him before pulling back slightly and smiling down at you.
"Thank you," he said softly almost whispering as he laid his forehead against your own.
You blinked several times, trying to make your head stop spinning and get your brain to function enough to get words out. "Wh-I-Huh?"
He let out a laugh and brushed a thumb over your cheek, "Thank you for choosing me. You have now made me the happiest man alive because now I get to hold you and kiss you whenever I want."
And as if to prove him point he wrapped his arms around you again and pulled you to him, giving you another kiss that would've knocked you off your feet had he not been holding you up. You felt the previous butterflies that were in your stomach erupt and you felt your nerves tingle, goosebumps arising on your arms as you felt yourself sink into the kiss.
I don't regret my choice, you thought to yourself as you both pulled away and he grabbed your hand. I think I've loved him for a long time but I never allowed myself to admit it, I always thought he was just a friend. I never wanted to loose him, but now I'm not scared to admit it.
"I love you," you said suddenly making his eyes widened and he looked down to you quickly.
~Aye girl you're so bright. Your beauty shines. All them other guys fall for you when you walk by. I get anxious I'm telling you they fall for you, here there everywhere it's all guys. So please I put my hands together and pray that you will stay by my side. Please hold me tightly. When other guys just look at you I get anxious and tell you that you are mine. I want you and want you more. When other guys just look at you I get anxious and tell you that you are mine. I only think of you every day~
"Bwah?"
You let yourself blush and buried your face in his chest, trying to hide yourself from the embarrassment. "I-I love you."
He was still for the longest time, making you worry that you had said the wrong thing when you felt his hand under your chin and tipping your face up. A smile so soft it made your heart melt was resting on his face as he looked down to you with adoration.
"I love you too, y/n. And I have for a long time."
Hugging you to his chest, you guys stayed like that for a while and had smiles on your faces the entire time. Though, both of you knew you needed to go and let Tae know so you let go of each others waist and grabbed the others hand entwining your fingers.
"You think he'll hate me?"
JB looked to you with amusement shining in his eyes, "Oh please Taehyung could never hate you. Me on the other hand, maybe, but he doesn't hate you."
You swallowed nervously and looked ahead, not noticing JB's eyes on you. "Jagi~"
"What?"
He smirked and looked straight ahead, "Well someone's gotten used to that quickly."
Your eyes widened and you hit his chest, pulling your hand from his and crossing your arms across your chest pretending to be upset. You almost laughed when Jaebum got worried and quickly tried to pull at your hand.
"Yah~ I was just kidding! Y/n~"
You felt yourself smirk and look over to him, watching with amusement as it dawned on him that you had played him.
"Not funny! You know I never liked it when you were upset against me!"
You laughed and grabbed onto his arm, cuddling up to his side. "Mianhae oppa, you were just too cute when you thought I was mad at you."
~You shine so brightly be next to me. You sine so brightly only shine on me. You shine (so much) you shine (anyone can see that) You shine (the more I see you) you shine(baby) I'm like this because you're so pretty yeah I'm like this because you're so pretty. Whenever I see you I only act like that towards you more~
He let out a sigh and put his arm around your shoulder, "You're going to be the death of me."
Smiling, the both of you headed back to your house where Taehyung was waiting after getting a text from JB. He nodded in understanding and smiled, congratulating the two of you when you told him. You apologized but he shook his head quickly, explaining that he understood since you had known each other longer and it was bound to happen. You were glad though, glad that you were all still close and you didn't want that to ever change.