I Guess I Need You(Jongup-B.A.P)

I Guess I Need You(Jongup-B.A.P)

Requested by: SiaSuYee

I just murdered myself by choosing to use my bias as the idol...ಠ╭╮ಠ ..btw as I was writing this BTS' Boy Meets Evil came on and it really helped me set the mood x'D Warning, the povs change quite a bit...

~So that I may fall asleep this night as well. Today as well, the alcohol that I mixed and drank and as if I was supposed to, I went to your house. How can I forget? The perfume called you~

Third person POV:

Jongup was sitting on a stool at one of the local bars, drinking his problems away yet again. He had this theory that if he kept himself drunk then all of his woes and sorrows would just magically disappear, yet he had no clue just what danger was lurking around the corner waiting for when he turned his back completely. One more drink he kept telling himself, he didn't care how many glasses the bartender was told to refill, he just wanted to stop thinking. He wanted to get away from his life, away from the pain. But he didn't know that he could never truly escape what he truly loved, and so he stopped after the unknown number of glasses and ordered a coffee wanting to at least be able to play sober when he got home.

Meanwhile, y/n was sitting on the couch at home with a forgotten book laying open on her lap as she drifted asleep. She was waiting up for her husband, Moon Jongup, to get home after completing his 'business' he told her he had to take care of.  She had no idea of what lay ahead, that she might not make it to see her husband walk through the front door safely. No idea of the men currently picking the lock and readying the guns and other weapons that need not be said. Being awoken though by the sound of the door being kicked open, she panicked as she saw the countless number of men with masks covering their faces who were now surrounding her and grabbing ahold of her as she fought against them.

Neither Jongup nor y/n had any idea before that night what it was like to feel completely lost, alone, and helpless. After this night they finally realized how special the other was to them, how much they actually loved one another, and they had no clue if they'd see the other again to let them know.

~I should not, I know I should not but meeting you we burn up again, you and I. It's already too late to go back in time. Next to you, I close my eyes like this again throughout the night, only you~

Your POV:

You shivered as a draft blew in through the crack in the wall and instantly chilled you, making you curl up into a small almost ball like shape to try to keep yourself warm. Being in the room you were thrown in almost made you want to cry, the guys had made sure to get rid of your attitude after they had succeeded in taken you from your home that night you didn't know how long ago. It was pitch black in the room which made it hard for you to keep track of how many days had passed, it didn't help that you had no clue what time that had taken you so you couldn't count the hours as they slowly ticked by.

You had cried yourself dry, leaving tear streaks on your cheeks which were now bruised and bloody from the men that decided they'd 'have fun' with you. Honestly, you had no idea why they were doing this to you. You didn't know why you were kidnapped or why they would take your picture after one of the not so lovely beatings they'd give you. Every night you spent alone, cold, and hungry though you'd start to cry dry tears again suddenly missing your husband. You hadn't wanted to loose hope in him finding you, that was the only thing you had that was keeping you sane. Holding onto that piece of unwavering faith in trust in your husband just made you realize how much you loved him.

You whimpered and hugged yourself tighter as you heard shouting and heavy footsteps running, but you slightly eased up as you heard them pass you and run past the room you were being contained in. Gunshots suddenly went off and your eyes widened as thoughts of the worst possible scenario played over and over in your head, you kept getting stuck on the thought that they were finally coming to finish you off. Silently you sat on the floor in the far corner and kept an eye on the door, waiting for your nightmare to end.

~As If you would explode, I want to embrace you. Right now, at that point on your forehead I wonder if I should match it with my lips. When I think of you crazy crazy crazy. Today as well, I look for you, your blinding body line. I guess I need you, alright guess I need you all day. Feels like it'll explode you should calm my heart. Baby there is no tomorrow, I don't know it I want to open it more~

His POV:

He sighed and rubbed his eyes as yet again another lead was false information. He wanted to pull his hair out and scream, but most of all he just wanted to find her. He hated not having her beside him. The guys were worried and started working hard to find any leads that led to where she had been taken, but they had no clue where to start. The only evidence that she was kidnapped was the blood and picture of her tied up and blindfolded that was left sitting on the couch where she had been sitting on top of the book she was reading.

He felt like it was all his fault, it was though. He should have been home with her, the woman he loves, but instead he was at a bar chugging beers down as if it was the end of the world. When he had gotten home he rushed inside after seeing the front door open and almost collapsed right there when he saw the splatters of blood on the floor. Then he picked up the picture with shaky fingers and rushed to call the guys, letting them know what happened and to start searching any leads.

Now here he was, almost three weeks later and he still had no leads at least he didn't think he had any. As he was about to go to the meet up with the boys he stopped, his heart dropping into his stomach when he saw the envelope laying on the ground in front of his door. He picked it up, opened it, and cried when he looked through all the pictures that were once laying inside of it. He stopped on a picture that had the previous days' date written on the bottom, her hands and ankles were tied and her once beautiful soft hair was now hard and matted with dried blood.

One of her eyes were swollen and red, the other didn't look any better but it looked like she was at least able to look through it. Her cheeks were bruised and her lip was busted. And as far as he able to see in the picture her arms had bruises and cuts. He fisted the envelope and squeezed the picture tight, his hand had started to shake and he closed his eyes to keep the tears at bay. He needed to get to the guys and fast, he knew where she was being held and he would've thanked the idiots for being so stupid if he weren't thinking of ways to kill them all slowly and painfully.

~Slowly move it even deeper make it. Right now, in this moment the paradise of only you and me. Can't escape it now I guess I need you (Yes!) Guess I need you all day~

Third person POV:

Jongup walked up to the table where his crew, and his brothers by heart, were sitting and waiting for him. They stayed quiet once they noticed the look on his face, they could tell he found a lead and this time it was a correct one. Listening, they looked to him with wide eyes as he explained the situation and stared at the photos that were now laying on the table top. No one wanted to pick them up, none had a desire to see you who they all looked to as a sister tied up and beaten.

Himchan though, being the bravest at the moment, picked one up and instantly fisted his hands before standing and pacing at the side of the table. The others, now scared and curious, picked up a photo each and almost threw up at what they saw. The once innocent, lovable, hilarious little sister they knew before was now looking at the floor in what looked like defeat. Daehyun, the one that you felt closest to out of all the boys, instantly teared up and looked up to Jongup with hard eyes demanding to know where you were being held.

Once Jongup had told them where you were they instantly gathered closer and made plans, they wouldn't let you stay there another night. They all had already decided that if it came to it they would gladly die if it meant getting you out and safe, and they would make sure this never happened to you again. Gathering whatever weapons they could find and carry they suited up and headed out as soon as it had gotten dark. The building was bathed in darkness, no light lighting it up at all, which  gave it an eerie feeling. This was definitely the place and they all prepared themselves mentally to get ready for what they were about to do.

Even though this was not the first time they were going to be killing people they had a different purpose this time. Their only purpose was to get you out alive, or they would die trying.

~Lay back on my black sofa Whoa whoa whoa whoa It's our secret that's war war war war. Sticky sweat, our bodies until it wraps up yeah. That star runs away from you until it packs its bags Ay ay ay ay You want me too. When the dawn's light embraces us for sure, we will laugh lady Woo secretive story story story~

Your POV:

The gunshots and thudding was getting closer and you had your eyes closed, you didn't know what was coming but you were honestly scared. Your head shot up as you heard voices whispering outside the room, they were too quiet and you were too far away to recognize the voices. You stayed quiet though, curling up tighter if possible, and watched with fear as the door was kicked open much like the first time. Not being able to watch anymore your head dropped to touch your knees and you silently cried as everything went silent. Your side and ribs opposed as you pulled your legs tighter to your top, trying to disappear into the darkness.

The fall of footsteps walked to where you thought you had hidden yourself well and stopped right in front of you. You started to wail and tried to fight as hands grabbed your arms and pulled them away from you, your eyes were still closed so you had not noticed who was in fact grabbing you but you were confused when the grip was not painful like the others yet gentle and warm. You looked up through the strands of hair that hung in your face and saw through your one usable eye a face that made you start to weep with joy.

~Today as well, I look for you, your blinding body line. I guess I need you, alright guess I need you all day. Feels like it'll explode you should calm my heart. Baby there is no tomorrow, I don't know it I want to open it more. Slowly move it even deeper make it. Right now, in this moment the paradise of only you and me~

His POV:

He watched with blurred vision as y/n finally looked up at him and started to weep, then wrapped his arms tightly around her as she threw herself into his arms. She kept whimpering in pain when his hands would brush over her sides, which meant that she was in serious pain.  He told her to hold on and picked her up, one arm around her back and the other under her knees. Frowning he noticed that her weight was definitely lighter than the last time he saw her, frankly speaking it pissed him off even more and he squeezed her tightly to his chest and kissed her the top of her head.

Nodding to Youngjae, who had come with him to find y/n as backup, they both headed out of the room and to the exit where they had snuck in from. The rest of they boys could be heard fighting with the men who had taken y/n and Jongup wanted nothing more than to turn and put bullets in all of them himself but he didn't want to separate from you. He had just gotten you back and hell would freeze over before he let go of you again.

She had her head layed on his shoulder and both buys noticed that she was shivering so Youngjae instantly shrugged his jacket off and draped it over her tiny frame. Jongup was so scared that he would break her if he held her too tight but he was even more scared that he'd lose her again if he let go. So instead he settled for pulling her closer and walking faster to the car that awaited them, he set her in once they reached it and quickly shut the door knowing she'd be safe in there.

Youngjae had already ran back inside to help and before nodding to the driver, Jongup looked into the backseat where y/n was currently staring up at him with concern and terror. Then with one small nod and smile he motioned to the driver and watched as he drove to the safe spot, instantly hardening his features and running inside to help his brothers.

~Can't escape it now I guess I need you (Yes!) Guess I need you all day. Can't stop I lose control, your blinding body line. I guess I need you, alright guess I need you all day. Feels like it'll explode you should calm my heart. Baby there is no tomorrow, I don't know it. I want to open it more~

Your POV:

Your eyes widened with horror as you stared out the back window at Jongup who was now running back into the building he had carried you from. You had known about what the guys did, you just never commented on it. Now you had no choice but to realize what they actually did and it weighed heavily on your shoulders. You looked towards the front and cleared your throat to talk to the driver, to try to convince him to turn around, to bring you back to where your husband was battling with fate.

You couldn't voice any of this out, your throat raw from barely any water, and was forced to sit in the backseat and suffer a greater pain than your physical one as you slowly were driven away from your love. Jongup couldn't die, you wouldn't forgive yourself if he didn't make it. He always told you not to worry about him, that he could take care of himself, but you always hit him playfully and told him that it's what people do when they're worried about the ones they love.

Sighing, you tried taking deep breaths to calm the turmoil in your stomach only to be forced to stop and hold your side in pain. You didn't know whether they were broken or bruised, but what you did know was that every time you breathed or moved you felt like you could die from the pain. It hurt so much that you hadn't noticed that you had fainted and were now sitting in the silent yet warm car outside of a very familiar building. Your eyes widened and you quickly set your hand atop the door handle, making a move to head inside to look for your husband that you hoped was there. Your plans were stopped though when you heard your driver lock the doors and explain that Jongup wanted you to stay safe in the car, then went on to explain that the car was bullet proof.

"Where's Jongup?" You finally managed to ask, even though it was barely audible.

"He'll be here soon miss."

Miss? "Who are you?"

"I'm Simon, Miss. I'm hoping to join hyung's group!"

Your eyes widened as you finally took the time to study the kid, figuring that he couldn't have been any older than 16. "Kid, how old are you?"

"S-sixteen, miss. Are you alright, miss? You don't look too good."

"Why are you wanting to join the group when you're still so young?!"

~Slowly move it even deeper make it. Right now, in this moment the paradise of only you and me. Can't escape it now I guess I need you (Yes!) Guess I need you all day~

Simon looked down at the wheel and bit his lip. "Because they're actually the only people I can call family. They all treat me as if I was family and I've felt more safe when I'm with them than I've felt my whole life." You stayed silent as Simon trailed off, you hadn't known that the guys were close with anyone else besides each other and you. "Oh, Jongup-hyung!"

You tried to get up but failed when you heard Simon shout out your husband's name. The door was opened and you turned your head to see his handsome face filling your vision, which made tears suddenly form in your eyes. You noticed the tears in his own eyes and attempted to scoot closer to where he stood, but he noticed and got in beside you before you could scoot over all the way. He pulled you into his embrace and layed his head on your own, rubbing your head in a comforting way.

The tears that you were holding back finally spilled out over your cheeks and you looked up to him with your blurry vision. Your hands were brought up to his face as he cuddled and kissed the back of it, mumbling the whole time about how he missed you and how much he loved you.

"I knew you'd find me," you said with your still cracked voice.

Jongup looked away from you with guilt and you knew it was because he was blaming himself about the whole situation. You grabbed his cheeks and kissed him then layed your forehead against his.

"I will always have faith in you, I love you so much. Don't blame yourself, nae sarang."

He looked down to you with wet cheeks from the now spilling tears and leaned his head down to your shoulder, whispering into your ear. "I love you so much, please don't ever leave me. I'm so sorry. Saranghaeyo." He pulled back and softly kissed your busted lip, "Let's get you to the hospital. I'm worried about your ribs, oh and get ready because you won't be leaving my side for a long time. Simon, to the hospital and make it fast please."

You smiled in content, ignoring the discomforting dull ache, as Jongup pulled him closer to you.

Rainy Day(B-Joo-TOPP DOGG)

~Love is always like a monsoon that comes and goes, it stays for a while and leaves to someplace else. Sweet rain falls for a moment and stops~

You stared out the window, watching as the droplets of rain slid down the glass pane and fell onto the ground. Distantly you heard your phone ring but ignored it, not wanting to move from your spot and not wanting to talk to anyone. You continued to stare out the window and watch the rain fall, much like how yours tears were falling down your cheeks. Sighing, you wiped your cheeks dry yet again then groaned in frustration as more fell.

"I knew you wouldn't answer." You jumped and turned around to see your best friend, Shin Jiho standing in the doorway. Or, as he's also known as Xero. He smile fell when he saw your wet cheeks and puffy red eyes, kneeling in front of you and grabbing your hands.

You didn't pull away but you turned your head, not wanting him to see you crying and then tell the others. "What are you doing here?"

~The sun has gotten too long, I pray that rain falls on this dry city. The only way I can feel you is the rain that drenches me~

"Where else am I supposed to be when my best friend is crying?" He pulled me up then sat down where I was preciously, then he pulled me onto his lap and layed my head on his chest. "It's okay. I'm here now, you're not alone."

The tears started to fall faster as you let yourself feel the grief and pain, finally wanting to cry since you weren't alone. This is why you loved Jiho, ever since you guys had become close friends when you were kids he was always there for you no matter what.

After a little while, the tears finally seemed to stop and you felt like your chest was lighter. Like a burden was taken away from you, leaving you to feel more at peace. Of course, you didn't think you could ever truly feel better ever since you lost him. You didn't even want to think about that night, the night where everything that was so right went so wrong so quickly.

~Every day, every night, in my eyes rain still falls. I wish this rain was a light shower, but it feels like a long monsoon. Why is that?~

"The guys are worried about you," Xero muttered into your hair while rubbing your back. "You want to go see them?"

You kept looking down listening to his heartbeat that was steady, slowly calming down more and more until you were able to breathe regularly. "I don't think seeing them would be be-"

"You know they don't blame you, right? It wasn't your fault y/n, don't you see that?" He grabbed your chin and made you look up at him, his eyes showing honesty and hurt. "None of us blame you, it was an accident. And if he was here, he wouldn't blame you either so you shouldn't blame yourself."

"I was driving the car Jiho, I could have prevented that wreck! I should have died instead of Byungjoo!"

~It feels like you'll come from somewhere. Will you fall like a rain shower? That's just my hopes, it's too late~

Tears welled up in your eyes again and you stood up, angered. Jiho stood up right behind you and grabbed onto your shoulders, making you look into his eyes. "It wasn't your fault, y/n! Stop blaming yourself. Byungjoo wouldn't want you to be like this! If he saw you like this, wanting to be dead, how do you think he'd feel? Huh?"

"It doesn't matter does it?" You said as you stared at him blankly. "He isn't here anymore."

You knocked Jiho's arms off your shoulders and ran into your bathroom, making sure to lock the door behind you. You heard Jiho pounding on the door, trying to reason with you and get you out so you wouldn't be alone. Blocking everything out you slid down the wall and onto the floor, pulling your knees to your chest and silently crying. The banging had stopped and so had the shouting, making you pick up your head and place your chin on your arms.

It doesn't matter does it? He isn't here anymore, "And it's all my fault." You whispered to yourself as you closed your eyes.

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you~

flashback

"Yah, jagi! Come here, quickly!"

You rushed downstairs, worried that something had happened. "What is it Byungjoo?"

You saw him standing in the doorway with the door wide open as he pointed out to the sky. "It's raining!!"

Staring blankly at him you tried to understand what it was that he was so excited about. "Uh huh, shut the door and come in or you'll catch a cold."

You turned and started to walk back upstairs to finish your work when you felt a hand on your arm, stopping you and turning you around to face a smiling Byunjoo. "Come on." He said simply making you look at him with confusion.

"Huh?"

"Come on!" He said, starting to pull you out of the house and out into the rain.

~The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it~

"B-Joo! What are you doing?! We're getting soaked, and I'm not even wearing shoes."

"So?!" You could barely hear him over the sound of the rain falling hard onto the ground.

"We're going to get sick!"

"So? That's why we have each other right? To be there for one another? Come on baby, live a little! Have some fun," he told you as he jumped into a puddle and made sure to splash you.

You shrieked and jumped back then stared at him, "What the hell B-Joo?!"

He laughed and grabbed your hand, twirling you around and then pulling you towards him and starting to dance. You tried to hold your laughter in, not wanting him to win, but eventually you couldn't hold it in anymore and started to laugh as he spun you around. He pulled you to a stop, you pressed against his chest and looking up into his eyes.

"I love you, jagi." He said before he leaned down and kissed you, making this a night you would never forget.

~It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

~~

"Are you serious? I've been busting my butt working to help pay the frikin bills, and I'm tired. I told you I didn't want to go to that thing tonight!!" Byungjoo shouted at you as he stood in the middle of the room.

"You don't think I'm tired? I've been working too, Byungjoo! It's not just you trying to pay bills, and we promised my parents that we'd go tonight over three months ago! You're going to break your promise just because you're tired one night? Is that how little my family and I mean to you?!"

He shook his head and looked away from me, "I don't know why I ever married you." Your eyes widened and he turned, stomping into the bathroom to change.

You hurriedly wiped your eyes and headed downstairs to get your keys and bag in order. You glanced upstairs , listening as you heard him turn the shower on and then started to silently let the tears fall. Lately, your marriage hadn't been going so well due to the fact that you both always had insane work hours and when you finally were together you both were either too tired or didn't feel like doing anything. But to hear him say that, it really hurt you.

~Coming from a long way it was so hard for us to meet, but breaking up was so easy. Each of us had different ways of hurting, it was just the difference of weight. We're strangers now, it's over now~

The silence in the car was becoming unbearable as you drove to your parents house, Byungjoo sitting beside and glaring out the window at the rain. You sighed quietly as you focused your attention back on the road, not realizing that there were tears falling down your cheeks. Neither of you said anything, you too scared to break the tension more so than not wanting to speak. It had started to rain harder and between your eyes being blurry from your tears and the rain hitting the windshield, it was getting harder to see the road.

You felt the car hit a puddle and swerve slightly, making you shriek and grab tightly onto the wheel. "God, can't you even drive?!" Byungjoo stopped short when he saw how you looked. Your eyes were red now from the tears, your cheeks had tear streaks, and you were shaking. He felt his heart break, realizing it was his fault you were like this and wanting to take everything he said back.

He hadn't meant any of it, he loved you more than anything in the world but he was just too tired. He noticed that you had bags under your eyes from sleep deprivation, and felt even worse knowing that you had in fact been having a rough time as well. He reached over and tried to grab your hand, failing when you hit his hand away and grabbed the steering wheel tighter.

~Every day every night, it's useless. The weather said it'd be different today but it was wrong. Look at my head, drenched with your thoughts. Are you with someone else, somewhere?~

"Jagi," he said softly to try to calm you down. "Hey, jagi I'm sorry. Here, pull over and I'll drive okay?"

You ignored him and continued to keep your attention on the road, frustratingly wiping your tears as you tried to see better. Byungjoo grabbed your hand successfully this time and pulled it up to his face, kissing the back of your hand and gently squeezing it.

"I'm sorry, jagi."

"How could you say that?" You said through new tears, not looking at him.

He closed his eyes, his heart breaking even more when he heard your hoarse voice. "I didn't mean it baby. I was tired and aggravated. Not once have I wished that we weren't married, and not once have I regretted marrying you! That was the best decision I have ever made, and I'm so sorry that I've hurt you."

~It feels like you'll come from somewhere. Will you fall like a rain shower? That's just my hopes, it's too late~

You stayed quiet, wanting to forgive him but not really sure if he was telling the truth. You loved him, of course you did, but his words had really hurt you and you weren't sure if he was telling the truth or just saying this cause he felt guilty.

"Baby, please pull over so we can talk. I don't want you driving when you're upset."

You sighed and turned on your turning signal, checking you mirrors and over you shoulder more than once before pulling onto the shoulder. After the car was off Byungjoo unbuckled his seat belt and grabbed your face, pulling you into a kiss that showed you how sorry he was. He pulled back slightly, pushing a strand of hair back as he smiled at you and studied your face.

"God, you're so beautiful. I don't think I have ever seen anyone as beautiful as you." You blushed and hid your smile as you playfully pushed him away.

"Shut up, sweet words won't get you forgiven this time."

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you.The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it. It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

"No? Hmm," he smiled widely and layed his chin in his palm. "What if we go out in the rain and dance like we did three years ago."

Your eyes widened and you quickly looked over to him. "You still remember that?"

"Of course I remember that, we were sick for a week after that." He laughed loudly, making you chuckle and play with your hands. "That's not why I remember it though." You looked over at him confused and saw him staring at you, serious and smiling softly. "I remember that you looked so beautiful with that rain falling down around you. I remember how alive you looked as you twirled around, your hair hitting your face but you didn't care. You just kept smiling and laughing, you looked so beautiful that night, and it made me realize just how lucky I was to have you in my life."

He wiped the tears away that had fallen while you listened to him, falling in love with him all over again. "Okay," you mumbled, "Maybe sweet words will get you forgiven."

He chuckled and leaned over, kissing you once again as you smiled and forgave him. "Okay, okay." You chuckled as you pulled back, motioning for him to put his seat belt on. Once he did, you turned your turning signal on once again and made a quick u-turn once the road was clear.

~After the rain stops maybe you're sorry, maybe. It feels like you're going to come back. Always at that place, on this street we met for the first time, just come back to me~

He looked over to you confused when you did and asked, "Wait a second. Where are we going? I thought we had to get to your parents?"

You smirked over at him. "I'll just tell them you caught the flu."

His eyes widened as he watched you with shock, "You'd lie to your parents?"

You laughed and patted his hand, "Oh please. It's not like you wanted to go anyways."

"I would've gone for you, I'd go anywhere for you."

You looked over to him out of the corner of your eyes, not understanding how someone so amazing could exist. God, you loved him so much and you smiled and he grabbed your hand. The one second you looked over to him, you saw his eyes widen and he started to shout. "Y/n, watch out!"

You quickly turned your head back to the road and saw a truck in your lane, heading towards you. Turning the wheel you tried to get out of the way, not making it sadly as the truck slammed into the side of your car and made it flip. Byungjo reached out and grabbed your hand, squeezing tight as he screamed for you to hold on.

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you~

flashback ended

You wiped your eyes as you recalled the last time you saw him, panic on his face as he pointed out the truck that had been the cause of Byungjoo's death. You knew it wasn't your fault, it was an accident but you couldn't help but blame yourself. It had been almost half a year since that dreaded accident, but the scar was still fresh and every time someone brought it up it just got deeper and deeper.

You felt a blanket being wrapped around your frame, making you look up and see Jiho sitting on the floor beside you with his arm now around your shoulders pulling you towards him. He didn't say anything, just kept his arm around you as you two sat in the silence and thought about Byunjoo. All the good times you all have had played through your mind, making you faintly smile and lay your head on Jiho's shoulder.

"I'm sorry," you whispered into the air quietly to Byungjoo. Jiho said nothing, just tightened his grip on your shoulder. You both turned your heads towards the bathroom window when you heard everything go silent. Standing, you walked to the window and saw that the rain and clouds had disappeared letting the sunlight shine through the window and warm your figure.

"Lookie there," Jiho said over your shoulder as he too looked outside. "I told you he doesn't blame you."

You smiled and layed your palm flat on the now warming glass, closing your eyes and letting out a breath you hadn't realized you were holding. I love you, always.

~The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it. It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

Hey Mama!(Xiumin-EXO)

~I was busy all day long, I can't even walk as usual, but this night is too cool to go home. I don't have any plans yet but my feelings are high~

You walked into your house, kicking off your shoes and slouching against the door as you let out a sigh of relief. Today was one of the busiest days of the year and you just wanted to take a nice hot bath and relax before doing anything else, and that is exactly what you did. You were now laying back in your bubble bath, listening to music and humming along quietly. The peaceful bath was ruined by your phone ringing though, making you look over and glare at where it layed on the counter.

Then sighing, you got out of your bath and dried your hands before checking the caller ID.

Minnie~~

~I don't have plans, why don't I call you? What you think about that? What you think about that that?~

"Yeoboseyo?" You said as you got back in the tub, and then putting it on speaker you set it on the tray that was at the side of the tub.

"Hey, y/n. What are you up to tonight?"

"Uh, I was just planning on having a relaxing night. Why?"

"Oh good! Hmm~ Have you eaten yet?"

"No, not yet."

"Good good! I'll come cook you a dinner and then we can just relax, how does that sound?"

You smiled and peeked your eyes open to look over at your phone, "Sure, sounds good."

"Alright, I'll be over soon. Bye bye!"

"Bye."

~That moon calls us so badly. What you think about that? What you think about that that?~

25 minutes later and you were now dried and dressed in leggings and a long sleeved thin sweater that came a little above your knees. You heard the doorbell and walked to answer it while you put your hair into a bun. Seeing Minseok when you opened the door with a big smile on his face, you smiled back and let him in before you headed into the kitchen to sit on a stool. You wanted to watch while he cooked, you always loved watching him cook since he looked so handsome while he was doing it.

You and Minseok had only been in a relationship for the past couple of months, but you both really felt comfortable around each other even when you had first met. So it was always easier for you to relax when you were around him, and you always found a way to get him around you when you needed to relax and have fun. That wasn't easy though, considering you had your job and he had his own.

"Music?" Minseok asked as he turned his head towards you and fooled with some cds.

"Sure," you answered and got up to get some wine for the both of you. Not so you could get drunk or anything, but wine was always helpful in wanting to relax as well. So you two would drink a glass while having dinner and then feel better.

~Hey Mama, at this very moment let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh)~

You were now taking sips from your glass while you told each other how your days had gone, both being tiring and awful. Minseok had gone through half of his glass already, making you raise your eyebrows as you saw him take another gulp. This wasn't the first time you both, or one of you, have had a bad day and you were starting to wonder just how bad his had been in order for him to drink that much so fast.

"Minnie, are you okay?" You asked his as you walked over to him and hugged him from behind, resting your head against his shoulder.

"Hmm? Oh, yeah. I'm okay now, just really had an awful day is all. But it's getting a lot better now," he told you as he turned and wrapped his arms around your small figure. Then he leaned down and kissed your forehead.

You smiled and closed your eyes, relaxing against him and loving the feel of his in your arms. "Thank you for coming over."

"Wasn't I the one who asked to come over though?" He asked me as he looked down at me with confusion etched onto his face.

"Well, yeah but I always feel so much more relaxed when you're around. So thank you."

~Hey Mama, a night with nothing special. Let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh)~

We were now sitting at the kitchen island and eating the delicious meal Min had made, while cracking jokes and telling stories. It was nice, something you hadn't realized you had actually been needing. It always surprised you when you guys would start talking about anything and then keep talking about random things and never get bored or tired, but you loved it and wished it could be like this everyday.

"Want some dessert?" You asked as you picked up your plates and set them in the sink to wash them later, then headed to the fridge when Minseok agreed to get the ice cream out of the freezer. You fixed the both of you some ice cream, which turned out to not only be your favorite but his as well, and sat next to him again and continued the conversation.

After Minseok was done, he got on his phone and started looking at the screen intently. You raised your eyebrow in amusement and shook your head, getting up and starting to wash the dishes.

~(That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Forget everything and come here (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Surprise me right now (That'' right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Step into the night, get on the stars (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Look at me rushing to you (That's right)~

"Hey, Minseok can yo-" You turned and stopped short when you didn't see Minseok in his spot. "Uh, Minseok?" You called out as you walked to where he was earlier, seeing a small piece of paper there that wasn't there before.

Hide and clap? [A/n: if you guys haven't played this game, I highly suggest it for a rainy or boring day...it's so fun x'D]

You laughed as the lights got turned off, leaving you in the pitch blackness of your kitchen. "You could have waited until I was out of the kitchen," you told him when you finally reached the living room still blind as a bat.

You sighed before starting to feel every little nook and cranny to find the silent Minseok, seriously getting frustrated since you knew how good at this game he was. You kept silent, creeping around silently and laying your hand on everything since you didn't want to use your first clap yet. You heard a creak from the floorboards above you and sighed when you realized you would have to climb up the stairs, in the flipping dark.

~Yo, no need to dress well. So what if you came right after work? It'll take a long time if you get dolled up, but you're already pretty~

You were now on the second floor and you felt like a fool, if anyone saw you right now you were sure they'd laugh. You've already stubbed your toes 5 times and you had already used two claps which had brought you to the room you were now fumbling around in. Sighing, you walked over to the bed to sit down. It was like this every time you played this game with him, he'd always win because he was so frikin tiny and could fit literally anywhere.

Oh what the hell. ".Last clap!" You called out loudly, then went quiet and waited to hear it.

CLAP! You screamed and fell of the bed before you heard Minseok start to laugh and turn on the lamp in the room. You glared at him as you held your hand on your chest and tried to calm down.

~Actually you're hot whatever you wear, it's obvious even if we make plans. We don't have enough time, sun is downing now~

"Seriously, Minseok?! That's not cool!"

He laughed as he tried to hug you and apologize. "I'm sorry, I couldn't resist. I knew you were giving up so I just wanted to have some fun."

You narrowed your eyes at him, "I almost had a heart attack! That's not fun, that's mean!" You turned your head away, pouting and fighting to keep from smiling.

"Hey, sweetie I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to scare you that much." You continued to pretend that you were ignoring him, becoming proud of yourself when you had kept your straight face. "Y/n, please. I'm really sorry, baby. Please forgive me?"

~I want to see you now. What you think about that? What you think about that that? I want to fly on this heat with you. What you think about that? What you think about that that?~

You saw his eyes widen as he started to worry about you not forgiving him. You couldn't keep a straight face anymore and started to laugh as you looked over to him and punched his arm.

"Ow!" He cried out as he pouted and rubbed the spot on his arm, where you had left a faint red mark.

"That's what you get!" You laughed when he looked at you with his mouth open, then leaned over and kissed the now fading red spot. "Better?" You asked softly as you looked at him with amusement. He shook his head, which made you narrow your eyes in disbelief. "What? What do you want then?"

He smiled as he grabbed your face and leaned forward, kissing you softly before pulling away and saying, "All better now!"

~Hey Mama, at this very moment let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh) Hey Mama, a night with nothing special. Let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh)~

He stood, walking out of the room to go turn on the rest of the lights in the house and leaving you sitting there with your mouth left open. You shook your head and got up, chasing after Minseok.

"Yah! Minseo-"

"Wah!!" Minseok suddenly jumped out from behind a door making you fall to the floor screaming.

"Minseok!" You screamed as you started to throw random stuff at him, mostly being pillows since you were next to the couch now. "What the hell?!"

He started to laugh and bent over, holding his stomach while he laughed. You started to laugh but held it back, not wanting him to win. "You're going to regret that, "You told him as you got up and walked into the kitchen to get you some water.

~(That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Forget everything and come here (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Surprise me right now (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Step into the night, get on the stars (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Look at me rushing to you (That's right)~

"Ooh, so scared," You heard him say before he started laughing again, making you roll your eyes and come up with a plan.

~~

You were now hiding in a crack between the kitchen and living room, somehow you had managed to make it to your hiding place without Minseok even noticing you. You kept quiet, waiting for Minseok to pass so you could get your revenge. Luckily, you wouldn't have to wait long since you heard him walk into the kitchen calling your name. You got ready to jump when you heard him getting closer, and then took your chance when you saw him pass by where you were hiding.

He jumped and let out a squeak as he turned to look back at you with wide eyes. You started to laugh as his face seemed to freeze in shock, his mouth opening and closing like a fish made it even better. You started clapping your hands, looking like a retarded seal as you were laughing so hard you didn't make a noise.

~ Ah yeah, are you ready? (That's right) Everybody put your hands up Now 1 2 3. Change your daily life all (Change, change everything) Everyday is a party day (It's a party day, it's a party day) Change the whole world until everyone falls down, all night~

"And that," you said as you wiped your eyes and walked towards him, "My dear Minnie, is how you get revenge."

He smiled and chuckled as he wrapped his arms you when you kissed his cheek and hugged him. "Yeah, I had that coming." He said as he poked both of your cheeks, laughing when you glared at him. "But I think I hurt my foot when you scared me."

"What? Your foot? But you weren't even around anything to stu-"

Minseok cut your rambling when he leaned down and kissed you, making you smile and kiss him back. Definitely not what I was picturing tonight to go as, but I love this. And with that in mind, you two spent the rest of the evening relaxing and just enjoying each other's company.

~Hey Mama, everyone stand up now. Let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh) Hey Mama, a special night because we're together. Let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh) (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Forget everything and come here (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Surprise me right now (Let's make a night baby)(That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Step into the night, get on the stars (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) (Get on the stars, oh oh) Look at me rushing to you (That's right)~

Killer(Daehyun-B.A.P)

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~She got the rhythm of my heart I can feel my heart race. Her style's like hit'em Oh My God. No one can swim out of her charm. Even if you just look the feeling comes, shut up Feel it. The picture itself is different, my instincts want it~

"Hey, y/n."

"Hm?" You looked towards your brother, Youngjae, and saw him standing in the doorway to the living room.

"You busy?" He asked slowly, making you confused since it seemed like he was almost hiding something.

"Uh, no?"

"Is that a question?" He asked you, raising an eyebrow.

"No?"

"Is that a question?" He started to laugh at you which in turn made you start laughing.

"Why?"

"Well, I may have brought some company over."

"Company?" You raised an eyebrow at him in suspicion.

"Y/n!" You covered your ears as five boys ran into the room and started screaming  at the top of their lungs.

~she makes me nervous,everyone is fallin'. aimed at my heart Oh. She got this heart, makes me go crazy. She got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"Yah! Yah! Be quiet!" You yelled out.

"Yah! Settle down!" You narrowed your eyes at Youngjae, who had not helped in getting the boys to quiet down. He chuckled and scratched the back of his neck nervously, before walking over to you and sitting beside you. "Sorry, the boys and I had nothing to do, so we were wondering if you wanted to hang out today?"

"Oh? What did you guys have in mind?"

"Hm? Oh, uh. We didn't really plan anything." He paused and looked over to the boys, who were still being loud and crazy. "Hey guys!" They all stopped and looked over to Youngjae who had a small smirk on his face, one I didn't notice. "What do you guys say we go to the arcade?"

The rest of the boys, with the exception of Daehyun, smirked back at Youngjae and all agreed. So, with the boys and their unspoken plan, we all headed out and to the cars that were parked outside the front of the house.  You were in the car with Youngjae and Daehyun while the other four went in the other car with Himchan driving. Youngjae was at the wheel and you were in the front seat, you had tried to convince Daehyun that he could sit in the front but he wouldn't listen to you.

The three of you were humming along to the radio and there was a nice quiet that had settled over the car. You were looking out the window enjoying the scenery, well at least what scenery was there that didn't include buildings.

"We're almost there!" Youngjae suddenly screamed out making you put a hand over your chest in shock and look to him.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul. There's no other way my heart in her hands, she got my heart. You hold me and let me go Girl, you're shaking me up crazily. It's as if my soul will explode the closer i get to you as if my breath will stop, my heart trumbles. I Need U Darlin' i only need you to be here. I love you -in chinese- i love you. Our two gazes meet as if they'll melt I Fell So Hot it's hot~

"Yah! Yoo Youngjae! Why the hell do you always feel the need to shout?! There's only me and Daehyun in here." You hit your brother, which just caused him to laugh and look to Daehyun in the rearview mirror.

"Yah, you don't mind me shouting?"

Daehyun narrowed his eyes slightly, "I never said I didn't."

You laughed as Youngjae's face turned to one of shock. "See," you teased as you poked his arm. "Loudmouth," you muttered as you shook your head.

"Yeah yeah, just get out of my car."

Both you and Dae laughed as you followed Youngjae out of the car and towards the front of the arcade where the others caught up with you guys. Youngjae, who was still pouting, walked inside ahead of all of you so you hurried to follow. Daehyun was chatting with Himchan and telling him why Youngjae was pouting, which made the rest of the boys chuckle and pat your shoulder.

Once you were all inside everyone decided to split off into smaller groups, to make it easier to do what everyone wanted to do. So Himchan and Yongguk split off to go see where Youngjae went and Zelo and Jongup hurried off to the first game they wanted to play. And you looked around nervously as you realized that that left you with Daehyun, who was always look down at his feet and would glance over to you.

~Even if you just look the feeling comes, shut up Feel it. The picture itself is different my instinct want it. She makes me nervous,everyone is fallin'. Aimed at my heart Oh. She got this heart, makes me go crazy, she got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"So, what do you want to do first?" Daehyun asked you softly as he fixed the jacket he had on.

"Uhm, I'm not sure. How about you choose first then if I see something we'll do that next?"

He nodded and smiled at you. "Okay, follow me."

He turned and you followed closely behind as he led you through the crowded room towards his destination. Which turned out to be DDR and honestly it surprised you as Daehyun hurriedly jumped on and put his coins in, then hopped on the arrows and preceded in picking out the song he wanted to dance to.

The music started and Daehyun followed, now he wasn't the best but he wasn't too bad. You held in your giggles and secretly took a video to show the boys, honestly though Daehyun looked like he was having fun so you cheered him on which made him smile over at you. And that one second glimpse made your eyes widen as you looked at the screen and saw the song speed up.

"Daehyun!"

With wide eyes he exclaimed his surprise and quickly tried to follow the arrow steps, but ended up missing. Your eyes widened in surprise and Daehyun suddenly tripped over his own foot and started falling towards you, so you not wanting him to hit the ground and hurt himself hurried over to try to catch him. Of course, since nothing ever turns out the way you want it to, when he hit you the force behind it ended up pushing the both of you down onto the ground. You closed your eyes from the impact and layed there on the ground for a couple seconds, before finally getting the courage to open your eyes.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul, There's no other way. My heart in her hands, she got my heart Ay rip my heart apart,into shreds. If it's you,if it's you it's ok, I'm only my own slave. In this brightned night,i'm having you. I want to comfortably close my eyes Eh-Oh Eh-Oh Wah~

When you opened your eyes you saw a pair of nice brown ones staring right back at you. You felt a blush start to form on your cheeks and quickly willed it away, not wanting him to see you blush. You looked back to Daehyun and was surprised to see a light blush dusting his cheeks. He cleared his throat though and hurriedly got off of you, then grabbed ahold of your hand and helped you up as well.

He cleared his throat and rubbed the back of his neck nervously before speaking. "Uhm, I didn't hurt you did I?" You silently shook your head and kept your gaze on the ground, too nervous to look up. "Good, I mean it's good that I didn't hurt you!"

You smiled slightly at the sight of Daehyun's sudden nervousness, which made him stop and stare at you with wide eyes. Your smile dropped and you hurriedly went to cover your face with panic. Did you have a mark or something on your face? Your thoughts were on full blown panic mode and you were having a hard time controlling them.

Daehyun must've seen your internal struggle because he quickly reached out and brought your hands down, reassuring you that there wasn't anything on your face nor did you have any marks from falling. You stopped your panicking only to forget everything as you looked up and realized how close Dae was. He was looking down at you with an almost gentle-like expression as he scanned your features.

It was a secret that you had a huge crush on the singer, the only person who knew your secret was your older brother. So, seeing Daehyun looking at you like this made your heart race and made you become even more nervous.

"Uh, Daehyun? Is everything alright?" You asked him softly seeing as he still hadn't let go of you, which it wasn't like you were complaining.

He shook his head and brought a hand up to cup your cheek. "Y/n, I need to tell you something."

~you take my breath and make it stop, even the sound of my breath becomes rough. So bright , my eyes burn. Me on the target. Although i have nothing to give , i end up giving more to you naturally, you make me do the impossible. What am i supposed to do? She got this heart, makes me go crazy, she got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"Y/n, I've been keeping something to myself that I just can't contain anymore."

"What is it?" You were honestly confused now, what all did this singer have that was secret?

Instead of saying something, he grabbed your other cheek with his free hand and leaned forward. Your eyes shut automatically and you braced yourself for the kiss, instead you felt his soft lips touch your forehead gently and then opened your eyes when he layed his own forehead against yours.

"I like you, a lot." He paused as you looked up into his eyes. "And I have for a while, but I was too nervous to tell you anything. I understand also if you don't l-"

You brought your lips up to his cheek and smiled slightly as you answered his unspoken question. "I like you too, Daehyun."

His smile brightened and he quickly squeezed you to him, making you lose your breath but you didn't care. You just wrapped your own arms around his frame and squeezed back. For the first time in a while you were truly happy, and you didn't think anything could take that away.

"Hey, hey. Alright, hands off!"

A hand pulled you back away from Daehyun and you looked up in annoyance to see your brother standing in front of you. "Yah!" He quickly shushed you and faced Daehyun again.

"Listen here, you might be my best friend but if you hurt my little sister you're dead. Understood?"

Daehyun smiled and nodded, promising that he had no intentions of hurting you. All of you laughed when Youngjae suddenly screamed like a girl and wrapped Daehyun in a hug before quickly dragging him towards the exit of the arcade, talking about how they could actually end up being brothers.

You shook your head in embarrassment and hurried after the duo, the boys following closely behind. This is nice, you thought to yourself.

"Yah, y/n! Hurry up or I'll leave you!"

You narrowed your eyes at your older brother than smiled gently as you realized Daehyun was holding the car door open for you. Thanking him you hopped in and your smile broadened as he hopped in beside you, wrapping his arm around your shoulder and pulling you close to him. Yeah, this is really nice.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul, there's no other way. My heart in her hands, she got my heart~

Beautiful, I Want You(JB-Got7)

Requested by: Ann

~Ooh woah~ Doo doo doo doo doo yeah~ Doo doo doo doo I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, my heart's fluttering. I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, everything stops~

"Y/n-ah, come on!"

"I'm coming," you yelled out as you grabbed your bags and hurried down the stairs.

"Y/n, have fun!" Your aunt said as she gave you a quick hug. "And Youngjae, you watch after her understood?"

"Eomma, she's a year older than me so shouldn't she be the one to look after me?" Youngjae, your cousin, said as he pouted and made you laugh.

You reached over and knocked on his head lightly. "I may be older, but you live here in Korea. I'm just visiting, so that's why you have to help me."

"Yah, hajima. Let's go,the guys are waiting. Bye, eomma! Appa!"

You waved goodbye to your aunt and uncle before youngjae grabbed your wrist and pulled you out the front to and to the van where the members in his group and his manager were waiting. Youngjae put our bags in the back and then ran to the door, sliding it open and yelling out greetings at the members which made you laugh. Jinyoung moved over on his seat, giving me room to hop in beside him. It had been a long time since you've seen him, but you both acted like you just saw each other yesterday and started talking about what all you've missed.

~ You reflect in my eyes (Baby you're so beautiful) I fill my heart with you (Baby let me know) You and me, just us two, everything stops in this moment~

Before you moved to the states, you and Jinyoung had been close friends and it just worked out to where him and Youngjae ended up in the same group. You didn't know the other members though, and listened closely as the introduced themselves to you. One guy, especially caught your attention when he smiled and said hello to you. You laughed along with Jinyoung, as they all joked around. Eventually they all started to sing along to the radio, making you smile but you just couldn't help but listen to the one who had caught your attention before.

His voice was like honey, you felt like you could never tire from listening to him sing. He looked at you, catching you while you were staring which made you widen your eyes and quickly look out the window. You mentally face palmed yourself and scolded yourself on staring at him. You felt Jinyoung poke your side and you turned to look at him, only to see him raising his eyebrows up and down to tease you. You hit his arm before turning back to the window, hearing him laugh and start joking around with the other guys. Eventually you felt your eyes starting to close, and you yawned quietly when you realized how tired you actually were and fell asleep listening to Jaebum's voice singing out a nice melody.

~So Cold, a world without you. So Dark, I can't see anything. Did I forget the feeling of my heart fluttering? So lonely, by myself, thinking about you~

You were shaken awake and you quickly opened your eyes, looking outside and seeing the airport outside the window. Yawning, you sat up and rubbed your eyes. Then you saw a face appear in front of you which made you catch your breath and start internally panicking when you realized who it was.

"You awake now?" JB asked you as he smiled softly. All you could do was nod as you stared at him with big eyes, making me look away while rubbing the back of his neck. "Uhm, the other members have already started to head inside. Ready to go?"

You nodded and quickly hoped outside, grabbing your bags and walking beside him as he led the two of you towards the others. Once you had caught up with them, Jinyoung and Youngjae walked over to you and made sure you were between them before starting their way inside. Inside the airport was utter chaos, well at least it was to you, there were fans screaming out the boys names and it seemed like their were hundreds of them.

"Holy crap," you muttered, amazed at how many people there were.

Youngjae laughed at you and leaned towards you, "Wave at them. They already know who you are."

~As if it's not a coincidence I am being pulled by you. Don't take your eyes off of me. Come closer to me so I can get to know you~

"Are you insane? I can't wave at them! What if they start stampeding or try to take my head off or something?!"

It was Jinyoung's turn to laugh now as he patted your shoulder. "They won't hurt you, y/n-ah. They already like you, see?"

You looked towards the many fans and waved shyly at them, making them call out your name and say hello. You smiled and waved more at them, then followed behind the boys and walked to out gate so we could board our flight. Somehow, you had ended up behind Jaebum as he walked beside the manager. Your eyes darted away when you realized you were once again staring, and you scolded yourself.

"You okay?" You looked up and quickly nodded at JB, silently answering his question. "That's good. I'm sorry if that was too much for you," he apologized as he nodded back to where the fans were.

"No, it's okay. It was actually pretty cool."

"Oh?"

"Yeah, I think it's cool how you guys have so many fans. And I'm glad to see that they all love you guys so much."

~I wanna make it so no one else can see you, I wanna hide you in the moonlight so only I can see you. I'll gather all the memories of you and engrave it in the moonlight – I want to color the night sky with you and me~

~~

You were all now settled in your hotel rooms as everyone relaxed from the long flight. Youngjae had gone over to BamBam and Yugyeom's room to hang out, leaving you to go on your phone and look at all the fantaken pictures from earlier. There were surprisingly a lot of you, and you stopped as you looked at some of them. A lot of people were talking about how pretty you were, and how you and Youngjae did look similar but all you could do was stare in horror at your picture.

"Oh my gosh," you said as you quickly turned the phone screen off. "I look awful. I didn't think I looked that bad! Holy crap, I can't believe I have pictures like that up on the internet now." You sighed and placed your forehead in your palms.

Knock knock. You stood and walked towards the door, opening it to see JB on the other side smiling down at you. Your eyes widened as you stood still, not daring to move even an inch.

"Hey, the guys were planning on going for a swim. Did you want to come?"

"Uhm, no I'm fine. Thank you though."

He looked at you concerned and tilted his head to the side, making you internally squeal at how cute he looked doing that. "You okay?"

~I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, my heart's fluttering. I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, everything stops. I'm falling for you (baby you're so beautiful) I'm lost in you (baby let me know) I can't hide my attraction to you~

"Yeah, I'm fine."

"You sure? I'll listen if you need to talk about something." He stepped inside the room, making you take a step when he got closer.

"I'm fine. Really."

"Hmm." Jaebum trailed off when he saw your phone screen on the bed, somehow it had turned on and you rushed to turn it off since it was still on your picture. "Hey, I saw that picture earlier."

"What?!" You turned to him quickly, forgetting about the phone and focusing on him.

"Yeah, it didn't look right though."

Your heart started to ache painfully as you face went blank. "Oh, yeah. It didn't, did it?"

~The light is disappearing tonight.Just you and me, just us two. We're laying under the shadow of the moonlight. I'm gonna hold you, girl i'mma hold you tight ay. Can you see my heart? It's being pulled to you. Don't take your eyes off of me, come closer to me so I can get to know you~

His eyes widened as he started to panic. "No! I didn't mean it looked bad, or that you looked bad!"

You looked to him confused, not really hearing him since he was talking so fast. "Huh?"

"What I meant is that, it didn't look right because it looked like they had edited it or something."

"Oh. Really?" You looked at the picture again and studied it carefully.

"Yeah, it looked different from how you look so I just assumed that they had edited it. I don't see why they would though, you look amazing without being edited."

Your eyes widened and you looked up at him quickly, a blush forming on your cheeks. "Uh...oh, uhm, thank you."

~I wanna make it so no one else can see you, I wanna hide you in the moonlight so only I can see you. I'll gather all the memories of you and engrave it in the moonlight – I want to color the night sky with you and me. I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, my heart's fluttering. I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, everything stops~

He nervously rubbed the back of his neck, a faint stroke of red on his cheeks as he nodded at you. "Uhm, uh-huh."

"Yah! Hyung, are you and y/n-ah coming or not?" Youngjae said walking into the room, stopping when he saw the blushes on both of your cheeks. He narrowed his eyes at JB and grabbed his shoulders, pulling him from the room. "Y/n-ah is off limits! You aren't allowed to do anything!"

"Wha-" You hurried after them. "Youngjae-ah! What are you doing?"

Jaebum had started to laugh and got Youngjae's hands off of his shoulders. "You do realize I'm older than you."

"She's my family. Family is off limits remember?"

"Hmm, but I never agreed to that." He said as he patted Youngjae's head and then winked at me before turning and heading down the hallway.

~You and me, underneath the moonlight. Close your eyes and softly lean on me. Just let me love you girl. I hope my heart reaches you. I wanna make it so no one else can see you, I wanna hide you in the moonlight so only I can see you. I'll gather all the memories of you and engrave it in the moonlight. I want to color the night sky with you and me~

"Y/n-ah, no!"

You laughed and raised your eyebrow at Youngjae. "What ever happened to me being the one to look after you since I'm older."

"Yah! You can't both use that excuse! That's not fair, y/n-ah!"

"Youngjae-ah, if anything happens. It happens, okay?"

"No! You could get hurt and then I'd have to hurt him, and that would be hard considering he's my leader!"

You hugged him and patted his head, "You just focus on your group's activities, okay?"

He sighed and rolled his eyes. "Fine, if anything happens though you'll tell me?"

"Sure," you laughed as you saw him shake his head and start muttering.

"See you later, y/n-ah. We're going swimming."

"Okay, have fun!"

Thank you for inviting me on your trip, Youngjae-ah. Smiling, you walked into your room and looked at the rest of the photos taken of you. Stopping and looking at a picture of you and Jaebum coming inside the airport and smiling at each other. Thank you fans.

~I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, my heart's fluttering. I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, everything stops~

Let Me(Mark) pt.2

Requested by: SiaSuYee

I just want to let all of you know that it is literally so hard for me to write imagines for Mark bc this man right here ^^ yeah...he's my ultimate bias and my heart is seriously hurting as I'm writing for him x'D  Btw i'm just going to use (y/n) for this one, in the first part I used the requested name but it was someone else who requested a part two so like I said..I'm just using (y/n) xD

~I see you reflected in today's sunlight, you are crazily radiant. You plant the sun in my heart. Let's you and I be together today~

It's been almost half a year since Mark convinced you to talk to Yugyeom about your difficult past, and you now thank him everyday because of it. Since that day Yugyeom and yourself had gotten even closer than you were before and you tell each other everything, it was as if he wasn't just your little brother but your best friend as well and it was nice. Mark and you? Well, let's just say today he's taking you on a date to celebrate your third month-iversary, as he calls it.

It was honestly going good, you both got a long great and you were comfortable around each other. You've had little disagreements but that's all they were, and they weren't anything huge or damaging. And every night Mark will send you a text in the middle of the night to make sure you were alright in case you would have a nightmare, and even though they were slowly disappearing they still came and it made you feel reassured to know what he was doing. It made you realize that no matter what others would say he honestly really did like you, and you him.

~Will you be by my side, by my side. Can I hold your hand? Don't be shy today we come together. Today you are especially lovely to me. Tonight is our Just one chance. Can I hug you? Don't be afraid today we come together~

"Y/n!! Hyung's here!!" You rushed to finish getting your stuff together when you heard Yugyeom's warning, slightly out of breath from all the running around you had just done you scolded yourself about not working out lately.

You headed down the small staircase and smiled at your handsome boyfriend, who was currently leaning on the counter talking with Yugyeom.

"Alright Yuggie-ah, I'll be home soon." And with a quick hug from Yugyeom, both you and Mark were out the door and walking to his car. "So fish, where we headed?" [I am totally using the fact that he called us his tunas on asc bc of a typo lol x'D]

He laughed at my nickname and reached over the center console to grab hold of my hand before answering me. "I can't tell you, it's a surprise."

You narrowed your eyes at the now nervous male and glowered at him. "You know I hate surprises." And you did, you were a very curious person so you always had a problem with getting surprises. Especially around holidays such as your birthday or Christmas, you always found out what you would have and it pissed everyone off. You thought it was funny seeing them so mad though.

~Let me hold your hand atop this blue ocean, look at me baby. Hug me now lady you drive me crazy. With the cool breeze, the two of us. Let me hold your hand, embrace me atop this blue ocean. Embrace me now with the cool breeze, the two of us~

"Don't look at me like that," he laughed out as he squeezed your hand. You smiled, he knew a;; your looks and when you would use them and that amused you. "Tonight is supposed to be special though, so please don't ask questions?"

You sighed, deciding to let him win this one you silently turned your gaze out the window to let him know you wouldn't pry. He squeezed your hand from thanks and you smiled, keeping your gaze towards the buildings you were passing by. Still curious though, you looked around quietly and tried to figure out where your boyfriend could be headed that was so 'special'.

Your investigation was cut short though when Mark pulled the car over on the side of a dark street, literally it had no street lights or anything.

"Uhm, Mark?" You said as you nervously looked over to him, just now realizing he had gotten out of the car and was opening your door. "Oh, you surprised me."

He smiled and reached out his hand, helping you up and out, then turned you around to face the car which confused you even more.

~It might have been the bright sun my face turned red probably, it might have been just a feeling I saw you blush too. I'm getting drunk on a good feeling today, neither of us even touched alcohol. Can I softly hold your hand? If you're ok, can I go for it? Baby let me hold your hand~

"Oh~kay? What the hell is going o-Mark! What the hell?!" You screeched as your vision was turned dark by the blindfold your boyfriend just placed over your eyes.

"It's okay, I'm keeping the place a secret until we get there remember? This way you won't guess or find out, and no peeking," he said as he hit your hand down from where it was tugging the edge upwards.

"Ugh, you're so mean," you pouted which made Mark chuckle and tug you closer since his arm was around your waist.

"But you love me," you heard him say before you felt him peck your cheek.

"You're lucky I do boo," you said with sass which only made him laugh louder. You didn't care though, you loved listening to his laugh. That's why you were always saying and doing stupid crap. Just so he would laugh. Jesus you were whipped.

"Okay, jagi step up a little. There you go. Okay, now we're going to the left." Mark led you like that until you felt his touch disappear completely, which just made you start mentally panicking as you tried to reach out for him.

"Mark?! Mark, this isn't funny. Mark!" Your voice was slowly getting more pitched, it was fine under the blindfold if he was touching you or you could hear him but now it was silent and your fear was starting to grow. "Mar-"

"Shh, jagiya it's okay. I'm right here! I'm sorry baby, I had to make sure the table was still reserved." He hugged you to his chest, blindfold still over your eyes which you were thankful for as you willed the tears to go away.

~Will you be by my side, by my side. Can I hold your hand? Don't be shy, today we come together. Today you are especially lovely to me, tonight is our Just one chance. Can I hug you? Don't be afraid, today we come together~

"I'm sorry," you muttered into his chest that he was still pressing you against, while he rubbed your back silently.

"No, don't apologize. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left you like that, I forgot about your fear. I'm sorry, baby."

You smiled as you looked up at him, well not actually looked since you had the blindfold still over your eyes so it probably looked very strange. You heard him chuckle and felt his hands on your hips, turning you around so your back was pressed against his chest. "Take the blindfold off now," he said lowly in your ear.

You quickly listened and tore it off your head, before looking at the lovely scene set out in front of you. Mark had gotten them to set candles and rose petals around the table and you just noticed your favorite ballad song playing softly in the background. "Mark this is-" You stopped and shook your head, trying to come up with the right words. "This is beautiful," you said before turning and wrapping your arms around his waist and squeezed tight.

"I'm glad you like it, the food's even better."

And with that you both headed to the table, him pulling your chair out like the perfect gentleman he was, and looked to the waiter as he brought your course out. You smelled and realized that Mark had ordered your favorite meal here, which just so happened to be your favorite restaurant.  

~Let me hold your hand atop this blue ocean, look at me baby. Hug me now lady you drive me crazy. With the cool breeze, the two of us. Let me hold your hand, embrace me atop this blue ocean. Embrace me now with the cool breeze, the two of us~

"Wait," you said looking to Mark with a confused expression, "Did you take a different route just so I wouldn't know?"

He nodded absently, paying attention to the food now set in front of him. He was smart, you'd give him that. You smiled and knew that he would be around for a while, you knew it because just by him doing that shows how much he knows and cares about you. It might sound confusing and stupid but it was there, in the way he made this a surprise for you. You hated surprises but maybe surprises like this wouldn't be so bad sometimes.

"Oh by the way," Mark said after he swallowed and turned his attention back to you. "I expect you to surprise me next time," he told you with a wink.

Your mouth and eyes widened in surprise, but you laughed and decided to play along. "Hmm~ I don't think I could do that though."

"Oh? Wae?"

You smirked at him, "Who knows what'll change between then and now. What if I can't think about anything to surprise you, besides you know I hate them."

"Yes," he smirked himself, "But you love me."

~Will you hold my hand baby? Hold my hand wherever you go, please don't let go I will cherish you baby. I will make memories everyday. Will you believe me now? Don't listen to what other people say, will you for me? I follow your heart so girl just let me hold your hand~

You froze, literally not able to do anything. He noticed, "Jagi are you okay?" He sighed and stood, walking over to where I sat before pulling me sideways in my chair and kneeling in front of me. "Y/f/n, I love you. With all my heart. And I thank Yugyeom and I thank your parents everyday for bringing you into my life, because since I've met you my life has turned right-side up and I'm thankful for it. I don't know if you feel comfortable enough to say it yet or not, if not that's fine, but I wanted you to know that I do in fact lov-"

You cut him off, no you didn't get up and run or just shushed him. On the contrary, you grabbed his face and kissed him. You knew you loved him, but it was still surprising to hear him say it. So you were going to show him before you actually confessed. Smiling in satisfaction you pulled away and looked down at the dazed Mark in your palms.

"I love you too, fish."

~Atop this blue ocean, look at me baby. Hug me now lady you drive me crazy with the cool breeze, the two of us. Let me hold your hand, embrace me atop this blue ocean. Embrace me now with the cool breeze, the two of us. Oh Let me hold your hand. Atop this blue ocean, look at me baby. Hug me now lady you drive me crazy with the cool breeze, the two of us. Let me hold your hand, embrace me atop this blue ocean. Embrace me now with the cool breeze, the two of us~