Why Do I Feel Like I Need To Do More? I've Written, I've Taken Care Of My Socials, I've Hung Out With

Why do I feel like I need to do more? I've written, I've taken care of my socials, I've hung out with my sister, I ate. And I still feel empty. What do I do? There were no obligations today and I still feel like I should've done more. I shouldn't feel guilty but I do. Gosh. Why do I feel like this? What is this?

Thinking of writing a fic that doubles as lore for my dnd campaign. I already introduced the "13 mad mages" to my players and expanding upon what that means would be super cool. My only problem is that although the characters are based on seventeen they aren't seventeen themselves.... I gave them other names and changed their races (via Dungeons and Dragons 5th edition) to make them fit into the world. So if I do write it do I go with those characters prefacing that they are inspired by seventeen??? Or do I write the fic with the boys replacing their character counterparts??

Decisions decisions decisions...

basic things you should know about your main characters

how is their relationship with their family

what are their beliefs, if they have any

what is their motivation (preferably something unrelated to their love interest/romantic feelings)

who were they raised to be vs. who they became/are becoming

what are their plans for the future, if they have any

how they feel about themselves and how it affects their behaviour

how do they feel about things they cannot control

and last but not least: Why is This Character the Protagonist??

I feel an overwhelming sense of dread. Like I should be doing something but there's nothing to do. But there's tons to do. Like I've lost momentum and don't know how to gain it back. The absence of purpose and drive. Jesus. I am a prisoner of myself right now and I don't know what to do.

You deserve to absolve yourself of guilt. It is okay to let it go. Everyone else has. Be tender to yourself, please.