Too Young For Forever - P.js + S.jh

too young for forever - p.js + s.jh

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𓆩♡𓆪 jay and jake had always been in your life, they were the one constant you had. why did they have to go and make things so much more complicated?

jay x female!reader, jake x female!reader

total word count: 4355

start date: 05/03/23

end date: tbc

note: this will have smut in later chapters ofc,,, this is a poly fic but jay n jake only date y/n, they don't date eachother,,,, I'll add warnings for chapters if they need it! send an ask to be added to the taglist, if ur on the perma taglist u will be tagged anyway <3 18+ blogs only!

01 - the end of the beginning

02 - look at me (coming soon)

03 - is it selfish? (coming soon)

04 - who do you want first? (coming soon)

more to come!

Such a Brat -1-

pairing; student!soobin x fem!reader

warnings; Blowjob, face fucking, kissing, swearing, dirty talk, pet names, Dom!Soobin, Sub!Reader, slight nipple play, being walked in on kinda, arguing, light brat taming, P in V sex, creampie, cum eating.

A/N; The second one will be like 70% smut most likely. I’m also opening up my requests!!

During times like this, you can't help but to reminisce about your freshman year of college. Everything was dazzling new to you and to be honest, overwhelming.

Your classes were spread out amongst an array of buildings, differing in sizes, and smells. You were thrust into the world of being an adult. Your group of friends were like angels being sent from heaven, saving you so much anxiety and trouble.

The feeling of appreciation slightly smooths the edges of your, currently, incredibly unimpressed mood. You should've known something was up when your supposed "angel" like friends begged you to watch a scary movie with them.

It wasn't bad at first, just....eery.

The over-dramatic screams from the victims of the axe-wielding maniac caused you to shamefully giggle into your wrist.

Your friends, Yeji and Karina, left about 30 minutes ago. Like usual, you're now stuck with the rest of them: Yeonjun, Soobin, Beomgyu, Taehyun, and Kai. And to add on to that, you live with 2 of them.

Like you mentioned before, your friends saved you from a lot. One of those anxiety-inducing things was a place to live. So now you live with Taehyun and Kai. The rest live together the floor under you, convenient.

But now you're seriously considering witchcraft or something, lying to the apartment complex about them so they get kicked out? Maybe.

Your face is uncomfortably squished into your wrinkled pillow, the after-effects of fear leaving in waves.

Why else would they beg you? You blame yourself honestly.

Your friends thought it was a brilliant idea to buy some random scary mask from Party City, and of course, buy the matching bloody knife as well.

The credits cascade down the now dark screen and everyone stretches, and unbeknownst to you, share a knowing look with each other-trying their hardest to not laugh or crack a smile. Being a good friend, you grab all the discarded food and random wrappers laying around the couch, in the couch, and for some reason in your bra.

"I'm gonna take a piss" Soobin announces, you grimace at his choice of words and throw away the garbage into its respective can.

"Y/n, can I use your phone charger? Pretty please" Beomgyu begs you, sticking his bottom lip out and cocking his head to the side from where he kneels on your couch.

"Sure, go get it"

A loud ‘hmph' comes from him and you giggle out a sigh, "what?".

"I want you to go get it, I'm your guest" He kicks his legs like a child throwing a tantrum after sitting on the piece of furniture correctly.

You blink at him and sigh, "Fine".

From the kitchen, you make your way to your bedroom, the last door at the end of the hallway. passing the bathroom you realize the door isn't closed, it takes you a little too long to put the pieces together.

Sighing again, you lightly push your door open and mindlessly turn on your bedside lamp. The main light hurts your eyes so you rarely use it. Your bed sits pristinely against the farthest wall, right next to an outlet with your white charger sticking out of it. When you're close enough you bend over to snag it from the wall.

Being your organized self, you take a few seconds to wrap it together neatly. A second later you pick up the faint sounds of footsteps on your carpet, your first guess is Beomgyu. You wouldn't be surprised if he came after you just to whine and complain about how long you're taking.

Yet, something didn't feel right. Beomgyu isn't this quiet. The owner of the footsteps grips your waist and growls loudly. The terrified scream that leaves your lips makes you nervous you might get a noise complaint. You seemingly jump 60 feet and your knees almost give out, one of your hands shoots to the wall for leverage while the other comes to your chest and grips your shirt.

You pant while leaning against the wall, finally getting a good look at the perpetrator. A stupid bloody mask is slipped off of Soobin's head and he, along with the rest of your friends, are laughing their asses off. A couple of them are even on the ground.

A scowl instantly comes across your face and you glare at them, mainly Soobin. His stupidly attractive face is scrunched together in laughter. You try and up keep up your pissed off demeanor but you can’t, a smile breaks through and you can’t help but giggle.

"You guys are so mean, I hate you" You whine and laugh, shuffling quickly to your bed. Hiding under the covers seems like a good idea so you face plant into your pillows and yank the large duvet over yourself. The laughing only gets louder so you groan and push the sides of the pillow into your ears. Mainly to hide the laughter bubbling more and more in your throat.

It ends a minute later only because the group migrates to the living room.

You steady your breathing as you feel your mattress dip next to one of your legs. "You okay?" He chuckles, just from his voice you can tell it's Soobin.

You don't feel like answering but Soobin peels the duvet from you.

"I hate you" You say as you lift your head from the pillows so you can glare at him properly. He gazes at you for a second, noting the playfulness you’re trying to hide. He laughs and sends a wink as he goes to join the rest in the living room.

You decide you're just gonna go to bed, so you reluctantly pluck your charger from the ground and plug it back into the outlet. Fishing your phone from your pocket so you can charge it. With a huff, you switch off your lamp and collapse back into your previous position giggling here and there.

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Your alarm springs you out of your hate-induced sleep. Being a light sleeper was always good for your morning shift, which you, unfortunately, have to endure today until your first class which starts at 12:00.

Groggily, you throw your legs over the side of your bed and head over to your closet. Picking out your uniform, laying it on your bed along with some underwear and socks.

The sun pours through your blinds and it takes a few minutes for your eyes to adjust. You shuffle to your phone and yank it off the charger, bringing it with you to the bathroom.

To be honest, all you wanna do is ignore your friends until they beg for you to forgive them. But for now, you need to shower.

The hallway floorboards are annoyingly cold against your bare feet and it causes a scowl to develop on your features. The apartment is quiet, something you actually enjoy about getting up so early. Stepping into the bathroom was also painful, the tile being even colder.

The door shuts and locks behind you and you take a second to rub the sleep out of your droopy eyes, yawning as well.

Your eyes open again and your hand reaches for the handle of the shower, turning it to the perfect temperature for how cold it is outside.

Undressing was a blur and the second the hot water makes contact with your skin your shoulders droop in relief. Your head tips back to wet your hairline. Your hair quickly becomes drenched and you go to squeeze some shampoo in your hand, rubbing the nice smelling substance between your palms.

While you’re scrubbing the grime away your mind drifts to Soobin, specifically last night when you were alone in your room. The look he gave you has you pausing for a moment. The more you think about it the more warm your face becomes.

Scoffing you glare at the wall and continue what you were doing.

///////////

Stepping out of the shower you almost slip and die, probably at least. Your towel gets wrapped around you in record time because of how cold it is. The sound of muffled voices comes from outside the bathroom and memories of last night quickly resurface again.

"Motherfuckers" you mutter while drying off your hair.

You wrap the, now, damp towel back around you and unlock the door, cold air is blasted into your face and around your body. Quickly, you shuffle back towards your room crossing your fingers hoping they won't notice you.

"There she is"

A sigh leaves your mouth as you halt in your tracks, looking over your shoulder. Everyone is sitting in your living room, now staring at you.

Putting on a tight-lipped smile you say, "Yes?'. You can’t help how your eyes find Soobin’s fairly quickly, the smirk plastered on his face has your stomach start to churn nervously.

You roll your eyes and don’t wait for them to answer before hurtling back towards your room, it’s cold as fuck.

As soon as you get the door closed you lean against it and take a breath, you'll be honest; you have a giant fucking crush on Soobin and lately your mind has been flooded with not-so-appropriate thoughts. Which has led you to be a tad meaner in hopes of covering up your crime.

Taking a shaky breath you push yourself from the door and drop the towel, shimmying on your work uniform. Soon taking a seat at your vanity and combing through your hair. You decide to forego makeup today and grab your jacket that was thrown hazardously across the back of your chair. You stop for a moment to see how loud it is in your living room.

The muttering has stopped and you peek out, scanning the area. It seems your living room is actually empty for once.

You step into the dim hallway and pat yourself to make sure your phone is secure in your pocket once more. You slip your shoes on when you're at the door and grab your keys from the hook next to the entryway.

"Y/n, wait"

A voice sounds from behind you, a sleepy-looking Soobin is rubbing his eyes while sticking his hand out to stop you from leaving.

'What?" you ask, not impressed about how your heart picked up its pace.

"Can you drive me? Your job is right next to campus and my class starts an hour before yours. I also really don't feel like driving" He says, grabbing his own shoes from beside you. You're on the fence, because;

You want to spend more time with him no matter what your brain screams at you.

But you also don't feel like being on edge the entire time you're with him, you simply do not trust your thoughts.

Mulling it over in your mind takes a few seconds, but the way he literally gets on his knees, clasps his hands together and begs you makes up your mind pretty fast.

With a scowl you mutter, "fine" while unlocking the door and opening it for you both. He jumps in the air with a squeal and you have to refrain from smiling.

"Loser" you murmur, hoping it throws him off your scent. He doesn't say anything the entire time you descend the stairs or walk to your car.

He does speak up though when you ask him why he was the only one left, to which he replies that he took a 5 minute nap and when he woke up you were the only one left. This gets a giggle from you and it instantly infects him as well, the mood lightens and he takes advantage of that-cracking a few jokes. Some of them even have your eyes brimming with tears.

It was all fun and games before your mind decided to ruin the cute moment you were sharing, vivid images of how his hands would look gripping certain areas of you arise.

He notices a visible difference in you and covers your free hand with one of his, which in his mind was soothing.

Thankfully he exits the car when you park before you can say anything to ruin your relationship even more. Heat stings your face as you can almost still feel his huge, warm, hand over yours. Shaking your head you throw open your car door and step carefully on the ground as to not slip on any snow or ice.

/////////////

This time of year was filled with hot chocolate and rude customers, you get that Christmas is like a month away but damn. Some of these people act like you personally killed their dog or something. Multiple instances today had you biting and tonguing your cheek instead of giving the customer a piece of your mind.

A headache sneaks up and settles on your eyes and temples, making them feel heavy and achy. Thankfully, your shift is over in about 10 minutes so you decide to take one last order before getting ready to leave.

"Hello. What can I get you today?" You glance up and smile, Yeji is standing there tapping away at her phone-per usual.

"Yeji!"

She looks up and matches your bright smile but it falters, "You look awful"

Your eyebrow quirk at her in question so she decides to show you, searching in her bag for a compact. She finally is able to snatch one and when she holds it in front of you you understand totally now.

You look like you have a headache, a grimace settles on your face as you take in your appearance. Your hair is disheveled, there's bags under your eyes, and your eyes are droopy.

"Thank god you're my last customer for today, what do you want? The usual?" You question, leaning back over your side of the counter.

She nods happily and shoves the makeup back in her bag, you press a few buttons in the register and ask her for the money. As usual, she already has the amount in her hand, she makes your life so much easier.

Telling one of the workers behind you the order, they get to work, after you give her this drink you can finally get to class and then finally get home. Your favorite show has updated its episodes on Netflix and you are dying to watch it.

Soon the drink finds it's way being handed to you, smiling at the worker you take it and quickly hand it to Yeji.

"I'll see you after class?" She questions before taking off. She's halfway at the door so instead of using the small amount of voice you have left you just nod. She gives you a smile before pushing open the clunky double doors.

//////////////

Walking over to class fom work was generally easy, not in the winter though. Your balance is awful and you've slipped at least 4 times, even though the coffee shop is practically on campus.

Thankfully this class was easy, you were not mentally ready for one of the harder courses you were forced to sign up for. Raking your fingers through your hair to calm down some of the strands was probably the most you moved for the entire class period.

Luckily it was Thursday and you don't have classes on Friday. But you still had one period left.

Exiting the class you drag your feet and rub your eyes, throwing your backpack over a shoulder as you jump a few feet when a hand lands on your shoulder. It's Kai, and he looks concerned.

"Are you okay?" You both scoot off to the nearest wall.

"Yea I'm fine, just a headache" Your smile doesn't reach your eyes and it only seems to worry him more. But he doesn't put up much of a fight, he knows how that'll end.

Sighing he says, "Alright, let me know if you need anything. I mean it"

You offer another smile and agree, waving you off he enters the classroom you just happened to leave. Letting out a sigh you merge behind the group of people who happened to walk by.

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Today was the perfect day to be tired, your last class was only writing down notes. Your brain is practically melting in your skull and you book it to your car, again, almost slipping a few thousand times. You unfortunately couldn’t meet up with Yeji, she’ll probably understand why though.

Once the door is shut and the car is on you put on the seat warmers and everything, the cold is only making your, now, dull headache worse. You're about to reverse when you remember how you didn't come here alone, should you call him? What if he expected you to drive him back as well?

You're not a mean person naturally so you take the time to turn on your phone and scroll through your contacts.

The ringing makes your nerves fray, "Hello?"

"Uh, hey, did you want me to drive you back home too? I'm getting something to eat”You clear your throat, a moment passes before he responds.

"I was gonna drive with Tae but that sounds way better, I'm walking to the coffee shop now"

A warmth settles on your face at the fact he chose you over Tae, it sturs in your stomach. "Hurry up".

The line goes dead because you hang up immediately, trying your best not to fan girl and swoon. You put the car in park and try your best to calm your nerves in the small amount of time you were given.

God, why did he have to be so fucking cute? You slouch over and settle your forehead on your steering wheel as you fight with your own brain.

His stupid-

Your thinking is cut short once the sound of your door opening pulls you out of your aggressive thoughts.

"Hey, you okay?"

His lopsided smile has you clenching your fists, "I'm fine" you deadpan.

He only chuckles at your tone before buckling in.

"Where are we going to eat? Panda express?"

A grimace takes over your face as you peek up at him, "Hell no, we're fine dining today" While putting the vehicle in reverse again.

His eyebrows shoot up in shock as he begins messing with the radio, he settles on one of your favorite songs. That just so happens to be romantic. You couldn't pass up the chance on singing your heart out.

He stays quiet at first, and then surprisingly joins in.

The whole experience was...new. You glance at him every once and awhile just to ogle his face when he sings. He somehow looks even better as his eyes are hooded in concentration while he lets out peaceful melodies.

The songs comes to an end and he doesn't miss a second to compliment you, "You have such a nice voice". The way he looks at you has the air in your lungs evaporating. If you didn't know him you'd assume he was about to confess his love for you.

"Shut up" You quietly say, thanking god that you're finally at burger king. It's busy, the cars are almost lined up the road and you whine in response.

"Wow, fine dining indeed" He jokes, this time you laugh and go to playfully shove him. The feel of his toned bicep under your hand has you reeling back the appendage. He doesn't seem to notice your borderline disgusted action though.

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The entire car ride was normal, to him probably. To you it was great, you think he's the funniest and you hope you weren't too obvious about it.

Opening the door you're met with groans and complains.

"Why didn't you get me food?"

"You guys got food and you didn't tell us?"

"Aw, did you guys have a date at Burger King? How romantic"

You send a glare Yeonjun's way and he winks at you cheekily, "You guys don't deserve any after the stunt you pulled last night"

"Soobin's the one who did it, why does he get food"

You're speechless, you can't just be like "Oh, because I have a massive, suffocating crush on him". So you don't answer at all, opting for taking a seat at your dining table and pulling out the food from the greasy bag.

//////////

Your hand goes to snag the last fry when a much bigger hand beats you to it, your pout is met with Soobin's smirk. He probably expects you to curse him out and that’s exactly what you go to do, but you’re cut off.

"Guys"

Everyone looks to Beomgyu, who's standing in front of the tv.

"Since Christmas is coming up and we're all not going to be with each other for it, I thought of a fantastic idea. How about a trip to Jeju Island the first week of break?" He looks like he just told you he won the lottery, you giggle at it and agree.

"Sounds like fun, I'm in"

The rest of them soon follow after.

"Yea, sure"

"Sounds fun"

"I'm down"

"Sounds like a plan”

His grin only widens as he announces that he's going to book an airbnb or something so you can really get the "entire experience".

You roll your eyes while laughing, throwing the trash back in the bag and then throwing the bag away entirely.

"Oh by the way Beomgyu, I want my own room. It's bad enough I have to share an apartment with you guys, no offense"

"I'll see" he mutters into his phone, that doesn't sound very promising.

"I'm bored" You whine while crashing on one side of the couch that isn't occupied.

"We could watch another scary movie" Kai says, the group giggles.

"Wow Kai you're so funny" You say mockingly.

"We just got a new playstation if that sounds like fun" Yeonjun says from your fridge. It sounds better than sitting here waiting to die so you agree to it.

The group naturally follows you both and soon you're all doing the same exact thing but in Yeonjun’s, Soobin’s , and Beomgyu's apartment.

The switch seems to be in vain because a wave of exhaustion creeps in and you find yourself asking who has the comfiest bed, and of course, it just has to be Soobin's. Cramming the feeling of butterflies away you take a breath and do the unthinkable, enter Soobin's bedroom and tuck yourself under his covers.

Maybe this wasn't so bad, the smell of him was everywhere and it has you nuzzling further into his pillow.

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Your eyes crack open, it's dark as hell and you have no idea what's happening. You wiggle your hand a bit and realize your phone is stationed right under it. Bracing yourself for the 7 suns about to blind you, you stare at the screen and turn it on.

Pain.

After you get your vision back by frantically turning down the brightness, the time reads 1:48 AM. Holy shit.

You sit up and scope the room, you can barely see anything so that doesn't help.

A yawn forces its way out of you and you stretch your limbs, swinging your legs over the side of the bed and shakily standing up. It doesn't take long for your legs to work again. The door is already open so you peek your head around the frame, still dark as hell, but you can hear the tv ever so slightly.

Shuffling your feet because lifting them would take too much energy you approach the living room, the light from the tv lighting up the open room.

You get closer and realize Soobin is sitting on his couch, by himself, watching something on his phone. You gaze at him, the light from the tv makes his skin glow and you can't look away.

The next step you take has the wood under your feet creaking, his head springs up and he looks almost stunned.

"Good morning" He sleepily smiles, you don't know what comes over you but you decide it's a good idea to make your way to him and sit almost on top of him. If you weren't tired you would've seen the quick flash of panic that overcomes him.

"You should've woken me up, I'm sorry I stole your bed" You frown, you had no idea you'd be asleep this long, you're even more shocked at the fact that nobody woke you.

"I usually don't sleep very early so you're fine, no sweat" His smile makes him look even more tired and your eyes soften if possible.

"You should get to bed, I'll head home" You go to stand but a hand quickly throws itself in front of you, halting your movements.

You look at him questioningly and he takes a second to respond, "N-no I'm fine, are you sure you have to leave? I know you like this show, we should watch it" His wide eyes have your heart collapsing and going home doesn't sound very appealing anymore.

You don't say anything as you get comfortable again, his thigh brushes against yours and you look in the opposite direction of him as your heart stutters.

/////////

Looking back at that moment was common, it's been about a month and nothing has really lived up to that. You've gotten your snarky mouth back and you bet Soobin is over the moon about it.

Your knees press into the wood of your floor as you bend over to swipe at the luggage collecting dust under your bed. You feel the material brush against your fingers and you almost fall over getting it out.

Now, what should you pack?

You're only staying there for like a week, so like any sane person you pack half your closet. What if it rains and there's no washing machine? What if you fall into a lake? Get pooped on by a random bird? Exactly.

So much could happen so you packed for everything. Bathing suit? Even though it's currently 23 degrees out, check. Proper attire for brunch with the Queen? Check.

Finally, you stuffed all of your toiletries and such into the now 600-pound suitcase.

"You ready?" A voice sounds from your door, Yeonjun pokes his head through the threshold of your room

"Yea, I'm coming out now" You mutter as your try and find a good angle to drag the thing across your floor.

"Yknow that has wheels right?"

You blink at him, "wheels?".

He chuckles and pops out the wheels that apparently fold inward, he then demonstrates by pushing and pulling the case back and forth.

You purse your lips, you've had this suitcase for like 3 years. Are you kidding?

"That's embarrassing, thank you"

He only nods and laughs at you in return, leaving the same way he came.

You eye the door before taking the handle and copying his movements, pushing and pulling it back and forth.

"huh.."

You get over it quickly as you correctly wheel it out of your room and into the bustling living room. You still can't believe you're gonna be the only girl on the trip, you even got on your knees to beg Yeji and Karina to come. They both have to see their stupid families for stupid Christmas for the ENTIRE break.

Whatever.

"Finally, Y/n" Taehyun complains, checking his pockets to make sure he has his phone.

"Oh eat my ass, I'm ready now let's go"

You love that you can joke with them like this, teasing is in your nature and it's a blessing it brings you guys together.

The guys get stuck in the doorway because they, of course, all tried to get out at once. You eyed them incredulously, you hope you don't die on this vacation but with the way things are already paying out you don't have much hope.

As you stuff yourselves in the elevator you wonder about the things you can do on the island. You’ve never been before.

You almost snort as they do it AGAIN, they get stuck in the doorway as they all go at once.

"Are you guys serious?"

Some of them mutter a "shut up" while trying their best to get through. Oh, this is going to be great.

You can't lie, you always made fun of Soobin for having a mom van, but days like this proved to be useful.

“SHOTGUN”

You yell while trying your best to run with your luggage behind you, Kai beats you to it and sticks his tongue out. So, you do the only sane thing; have a tantrum. You're not sure if they know you're joking, sometimes you don't even know you're joking to be fair.

They probably do though, as they all laugh at you instead of helping.

"Fine, you're buying me dinner though, Kai for this sacrilege" He loudly cackles before quickly muttering apologies-closing the door in case you change your mind.

A slight pout sits on your lips as you lug your suitcase in the trunk, letting out a huff when you finally get it situated correctly. You find your way to the last small row of seats in the back of his van. The awkward bend you have to do when you walk to the back of the vehicle is worsened when you see how dirty it is. This is gonna be just fantastic.

"Soobin, you slob! Do you not clean back here? There's a graveyard of water and Gatorade bottles"

"I will turn this car around, stop complaining" You hear him screech.

"You haven't even left the parking space, dumbass"

"Don't sass me"

The 'argument' ends with you both bursting out laughing. Your behind makes contact with the seat and you make sure to stay perfectly in the middle area. The airport was only 30 minutes away so you'll be fine, hopefully.

The entire ride consisted of Kai and Taehyun passionately arguing over pokemon, what else could possibly be more important?

"Shut up, we're here" Soobin announces over the bickering, parking the van the closest to the airport doors. Which isn’t very close because this place is packed. "Grab your shit" He continues, stuffing a pocket with his car keys.

"Bitch..." You mutter, thankfully shuffling out of your seat and onto the pavement of the lot.

"That's a weird way of saying 'Oh, thank you Soobin for getting me a plane ticket, you're so handsome and charming'"

You purse your lips and grumble out another thank you, when he first bought the ticket you practically kissed the dude's fucking feet over it, but okay. He was being extra but you still thanked him anyway.

You all lug your things through back check and have them boarded, next is TSA, Beomgyu was picked to go through the huge scanning machine and the rest of you sure had a load to say about it. He T-posed in the machine while glaring at you, trying his best to subdue the smile that so desperately wanted to show.

As you approach your gate you scan the building, signs are plastered literally everywhere about going to some random country, the ceiling is glass and lets in really nice sun light, and different shops; mainly restaurants, litter the walls.

"You guys hungry? We got like an hour before the plane boards" You hope they can hear you, you're facing the other direction and you have a habit of mumbling.

Luckily they do, "I could eat, what sounds good?" Yeonjun asks, walking to where you're looking around.

"Anything is fine with me, just not McDonalds" Taehyun says, getting out his phone.

"Ugh, whatever" Beomgyu teases, joining you both in looking at the available restaurants. You squint and see the orange sign of Dunkin Donuts next to the last gate.

"It's like 8:30 can we get breakfast at Dunkin Donuts?" They all hum in agreement so you start the journey of sifting through the people that linger around the gates, some of them look absolutely pissed, other look tired, and some look ecstatic. 'Same' you think.

You feel a hand brush against yours softly and you try not to make it obvious that you're eyeing to see who it was.

Soobin towers over you, seems like he almost sprinted next to you since the last time you checked he was behind everyone. You try not to be like that, thinking he did it for a certain reason. You turn your head for a split second to gaze at the man and in the short time you almost run someone over, if it wasn't for Soobin of course, he grips your arm as he yanks you into his side.

"Y/n, not sure if you know this but you can actually use your eyes to look around" Taehyun teases you, you cackle at his joke and enter the small donut shop.

You all stand a few feet from the counter so nobody thinks you're in line as you figure out your order, everything looks good. The breakfast sandwiches especially, oh my god and the smoothies.

You make up your mind surprisingly quickly, a mango smoothie and a breakfast sandwich are calling your name. "You guys ready?" You ask.

"Yea"

"Yup"

"Mhm"

"Yes"

"Ready"

You nod and approach the counter, it's not very busy so you're first in line. The cashier's eyes widen a smidge once you order first, the group notices pretty quickly that he has an eye for you. You seem to be none the wiser. Soobin's eyes narrow skeptically at the worker but throws in his order anyway, slapping your hands away once you get your wallet from your purse.

Your eyes shoot up in question, though, he interrupts the argument he knows is a second away from leaving your lips.

The cashier continues to eye fuck you and it's starting to burn Soobin's chest, jealousy nips at his brain annoyingly. You're handed the food and go to find a table that'll fit all of you. That seems to be in the corner of the shop, you wave them over as you take a seat against the wall, immediately getting out your food and taking a sip from your smoothie.

Kai sits next to you, Beomgyu sits next to him and Yeonjun and Soobin sit across while Taehyun sits at the end. You take notice of Soobin directly in front of you and decide to spark a discussion about payment.

"Why did you pay? Now I feel bad, asshole" You mumble in his direction, mouth stuffed wth eggs and other breakfast foods.

He only smiles at your name-calling and dismisses you with a wave, so naturally, you give him the finger. The hairs on the back of your neck stand up and you suddenly are inflicted with the feeling of someone watching you. The group is busy devouring their food so you know it's not them.

"What the hell" you mumble to yourself, you peer behind the tall man in front of you to discover the worker eye fucking you, he doesn't look away when you make eye contact though. Following your gaze Soobin looks over his shoulder to see the worker, once again, unashamedly staring at you.

The bitter feeling of jealousy crawls its way back and he finds himself reaching out to you, thumb swiping over the corner of your mouth. There wasn't anything on your face but it was all he could think of. Just like he planned, your attention is ripped from the young man and to him.

And just like Y/n fashion you get nervous and almost panic, letting out a few curse words, and avoiding his eyes completely. This time it hits him differently, usually your teasing and name-calling was funny and kind cute, but this time it causes a small lump to form in his throat. Annoyance settles over his features and he remains silent until you make it back to your gate.

You take notice while sitting next to him at the gate, "Are you okay?"

Your voice makes him feel guilty which adds to the fire, his eyebrows scrunch and before he can stop himself he's letting out a, "Why do you care?"

It seems to shock you both, your own eyebrows scrunch.

"The fuck is your problem?" You adorn an offended look and it's almost like word vomit coming out of him.

"You're my problem, go fuck the Dunkin Donuts cashier or something"

Your jaw drops, as well as the others listening.

"Soobin, dude, that's not cool" Yeonjun reprimands.

His glare is turned to his phone as he lets out a quiet, "Whatever".

Your stare hasn't budged, did he really just say that? Anger floods your veins and your brain is screaming at you to say something, but you can't. So you look away, out the window at the awaiting airplanes.

Hurt settles over your heart and the look of a kicked puppy remains on your features. You daydream the whole time and are yanked out of your thoughts as the woman at the front announces that the plane is boarding. You all board last and take a seat at the back of the plane, next to Beomgyu and Kai, Taehyun, Soobin, and Yeonjun are getting buckled into the seats at the other side of the walking lane.

You're super excited but the fact Soobin just told you to go fuck some random dude still hangs over your head.

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The plane ride was only an hour-long so you only got some apple juice to satiate you. You sat there, thinking and mulling over what happened a thousand times in your head. The more you thought about it the angrier you were. Fine, if he wanted to play that game so be it.

"Buckle in your seatbelts, we are landing" A flight attendant sounds over the intercom. Chatting with Beomgyu and Kai about what you're gonna do first is almost interrupted by the same feeling of being watched. You flick your eyes to meet the gaze of Soobin, your smile dies and your eyebrows knit together.

Rolling your eyes in slight disgust you direct your attention back to the ongoing conversation and let out a laugh when Beomgyu makes a comment about purposefully losing Yeonjun and leaving.

Soon, you're landed and everyone gets up, waiting their turn to grab their carry on and leave the plane. Unfortunately, Soobin is ready to enter the walking lane at the same time you are. You glare at him and go first.

Meeting the others in the building you take a look around, it looks exactly the same. Everyone is chatting amongst themselves except you and Soobin, even when you grab your luggage and hail a cab to the airbnb Beomgyu booked. There were too many of you to fit in one measly cab so you hitched a ride with Kai in another one.

The house was brown and kind of small, it sat on an acre of land and was surrounded by trees. The taxi stopped before the driveway, silently telling you to pay and get out.

“I’ll pay” You announce to Kai, he stopped his attempt of plucking out his wallet to reject your offer.

Before he was able to dismiss you you handed the driver the amount that was listed digitally above the radio. The driver kindly smiled and went to pop up the trunk, you followed him to grab your luggage.

Kai got his luggage with grace, while you almost fell over. Both taxi’s drove away and now your left with your friends in front of the house you were supposed to be staying in for a week.

“Beomgyu’s gonna get lost I know it” Yeonjun complains, starting down the gravelly drive way.

You expected him to deny and whine, yet he said, “Yea you’re probably right” While eyeing the gradually dense forest.

Giggling momentarily, you take a look around as well. The entire scene looked straight from a fairy tale, mossy cobblestone lined its way to the front door and you even spotted a pond to the left of the house.

The inside was surprisingly modern though.

“I get my own room right? The question lingered in the air for a moment and the partial silence had you worried you’d have to share a room.

“Yes, of course. There’s 3 bedrooms. Soobin, Taehyun, and Me in one room. And Kai and Yeonjun in the other, which leaves you, Y/n, alone. You’re welcome” Beomgyu sing songs, smiling wide.

“I knew I liked you, Gyu” You say in thank.

The rest don’t say anything about the room plan so you don’t think anything of it, you easily spotted a hallway and decided to look down it.

“Are the rooms here?” You mutter to Beomgyu, who’s shuffling towards you.

“Looks like it, good eye”

The left wall has 2 rooms, the right wall has 1 room. There’s one room at the end of the hall, that’s the one you want. You narrow your eyes, worried you’d have to brawl for it. So as fast as you can you sprint down the wooden hallway and throw your suitcase on the floor, claiming it as yours.

The rest pick out their rooms while you examine yours, the bed is a fancy 4 post one with drapes. It immediately catches your eye, the bed has matching white and purple sheets. Even the built in curtains are white.

You also notice that the dresser, walls, and nightstands are also white. A decently sized tv is mounted on the wall parallel to the bed, the curtains that hang in front of the window across from you are the same purple the bed is.

The entire room gives off elegance and it sparks your interest. The bed draws you in and you can’t help but take a seat on the side. You’re infront of the door and can see the boys weaving out of the rooms.

“Is there seriously only ONE bathroom?” Soobin complains.

“Cry about it” You respond, crossing your legs.

His eyes flicker to yours and you hold your ground, eye contact unwavering. You might be pissed off but the way his eyes narrow at you is incredibly attractive. Though, you make sure not to let him know that. His pupils pierce through you, sending a subtle chill down on your spine.

He doesn’t say anything as he eventually turns around and leaves the hallway, your glare is directed to your legs as you calm down from the intense sexual tension.

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“Alright, you all have 2 hours to get ready. We’re going out to eat” Beomgyu yells from somewhere in the house. Excitement fills you as you lower to your knees to zip open your suitcase, a few things catch your eye but you ultimately choose your favorite jeans and shirt. It’s not snowing here yet but it’s still cold, a jacket would be a good touch.

Setting out your outfit on the bed you look it over and deem it super cute, now all you need is to shower and run a comb through your hair.

“I’m showering first”

You look taken aback as you realize both you and Soobin said that at the same time, a second goes by and you book it to the room. He was, unfortunately, closer and got in it first. The last thing you see before he closes the door is the smug wink he sends you.

A soft scoff leaves your mouth as you stomp your way back to your room, grumpily turning on the tv and channel surfing.

As the shower turns on your eyes subconsciously shift to the light seeping out of the bottom of the bathroom door. Soobin is naked in the shower right now, you almost smack yourself for being creepy. He’s just so UGH.

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The creak of the door tears your attention from the TV ahead of you. Just your luck, Soobin walks out with only pants on. He briefly makes cold eye contact with you and pushes his way to his room. The warmth on your face annoys you as you get up.

It reeks of him and it almost weakens your knees. Bastard. The water quickly turns hot when you turn it, as it's already been used recently. The mirror is still fogged from Soobin's shower. Your shirt is quickly yanked over your head, your remaining clothing soon meets the sprawled-out clothing on the tile beneath you.

The water feels heavenly against you and you tip your head back. Soobin make's his way back into your thoughts and it gets worse from there. You wish he would simply open the door and have his way with you, how good his giant hands would feel digging into your sides.

Your hands pause in your hair as your thoughts race, he would look so lovely with his hair all wet while he hovers over you, completely towering over your form. How condescending he could be, how patronizing.

Squeezing your eyes you sigh and get back to showering.

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A towel is tightly wrapped around your body as you finish drying off, grabbing your discarded clothes in one hand you twist the doorknob to enter the hallway. Only to almost run into a wall, a Soobin sized wall.

Your eyes trail up from his collarbones, to his neck, and finally to his eyes, which do not meet yours. His mouth is slightly parted as he eventually meets your eyes.

His eyebrows quirk at you, "Did you hear me?"

"Sorry, what?"

He glances away from you to lean in, right-hand finding purchase on the door frame above you. His scent consumes you and it has you clenching the front of your towel. He feels centimeters away from you when he mutters, "Can you move?"

"Oh, y-yea. Sorry" You trail off, slipping next to him and bolting it to your room. You shut the door as gently as you can because your senses are heightened and you don't want to slam it.

Your lungs exhale and you take a second to breathe, snapping out of it eventually and dressing into your picked out clothes.

You bend over to grab the brush in your suitcase and rake out the tangles and knots.

"Is everyone ready? We're leaving in 10 minutes" Beomgyu yells from the living room.

They all grunt and hum as you see Kai bouncing on one foot trying to fit on his shoes. He almost trips over and it causes you to throw your head back in laughter.

You can hear his own laughing as you grab your phone and make sure it’s snug in your jacket pocket.

Your shoes are by the door and you dodge everyone who’s weaving in and out of the rooms in the tight hallway. You wonder where you’re going to eat, are the places the same here? You’re not sure but you slip on your shoes either way.

“Beomgyu, where are we going to eat?“ You ask as he passes by you, “Um, I totally forgot the name. You’ll see I guess” he continues, “ IF YOU’RE NOT READY WE’RE LEAVING WITHOUT YOU”

You have to cover your ears momentarily at his close proximity, following him when he opens the door. A car rests at the end of the driveway, just like the taxi’s from before did. Beomgyu doesn’t look back as he begins the walk of the long driveway.

Unlike him, you peak behind you to see Kai and Taehyun all ready and walking behind you, Yeonjun and Soobin are scrambling out the door, hurriedly closing it behind them.

Facing fowards again you notice the vehicle is an SUV, thankfully big enough to fit all of you. Taking 2 cars everywhere was simply not gonna cut it.

Beomgyu opens up the door and confirms everything with the driver, who is currently wearing stray kids merch. The site makes you giggle as you climb in the back, leaving someone else to climb to the very back row this time; Which happens to be Yeonjun who complains the entire time.

You’re sat next to Taehyun as he passionately plays a few rounds of rock paper scissors with Kai and Soobin. You seriously don’t know how they do it so many times without getting bored. Before you know it the suv comes to a final halt and you find yourselves in front of a sushi place.

You bite your tongue until you all exit the car.

“I thought we were going somewhere special? We can get this anywhere” You mutter towards Beomgyu’s direction; he’s currently swiping on his phone like there’s no tomorrow. Without even looking up he says, “I know but it’s right next to Dongmun market and I thought that would be fun”

You nod at his reasoning and pile into the restaurant. “Table for 6?” The hostess asks as she starts grabbing menus.

“Yea, can we get a booth too, please?” Kai speaks up. She nods and asks you to follow her.

The restaurant has people sprinkled throughout it, nothing too crazy. She leads you to a dim lit area and sets down the menus around the corner table made for larger groups. You thank her and wait your turn to sit, the table is soon filled and you are very aware of Soobin who’s sitting to your right while you’re all perusing the laminated menus.

The feeling of water is registered on your face, it feels like it’s raining inside. You lower your menu to, of course, see Beomgyu sticking his fingers in his water and flicking it at you. When he notices your stare he looks to his side quickly and acts like he’s closely examining the wall.

The water and ice are cold as you dip your finger tips into it, flicking it in his direction. You try your best to stifle the giggle that crawls up your throat when he looks at you look you just insulted him.

Now you’re basically having a competition and the other members are eyeing you humorously. Except one, Soobin glares at the interaction you’re sharing with Beomgyu and his knuckles turn white as his jaw clenches. But you don’t notice, you never do.

He clears his throat in hope of gaining everyone’s attention, “So what are you guys gonna get?” If he’s honest, he doesn’t care-he just hates how you look at Beomgyu. It almost makes him nauseous.

The two of you stop and gaze down at the menu again, “This shrimp bento box is calling my name” Kai says, smiling.

“The chicken ramen has me drooling” Yeonjun murmurs.

“Not sure yet” Taehyun and Beomgyu say.

Your answer never comes and it has Soobin turning towards you, nudging your shoulder with his elbow.

You hum at him and let out a “I’m not sure yet. This strawberry Soju looks so good though. We should let loose a little” They all agree and are quick to order it when the waiter asks what they would like, you knew they’d like that idea.

The shots are poured and the oldest drinks first, he shoots it back and cringes for a second at the bitter taste before coughing slightly. Then you all knock it back, you shimmy at the slight burning sensation going down your throat and into your stomach.

“Honestly it’s pretty good” Taehyun mumbles while wiping his lips, you hum at him and pour more. By the time you order your food you’re kinda tipsy and decide you’re not gonna have anymore. You wanna remember your first night in Jeju.

Everyone’s cheeks are reddened and it makes you laugh, until the food gets there and you borderline unhinge your jaw just at the smell of it.

You ordered spicy tuna rolls and they look so good, breaking the wooden chopsticks you dig in and groan at the feeling. Maybe a little too loud because the table stares at you, eventually noticing you wave them off and keep eating.

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Walking out of the restaurant you really don’t feel like walking through a market right now, “Can we go to the market tomorrow or something? I can NOT walk that much right now” You sigh while rubbing your stomach and soon your left eye.

“Yea you’re right, it’s only 4pm and I feel like passing out” Beomgyu mumbles while digging out his phone to, presumably, get an uber. You don’t notice who you lean on, but you do it anyway. An arm comes to hug around your shoulders secure your position. You don’t have to look at who it is, he answers someone’s question and you can tell it’s Yeonjun.

You dig your face into his side for god knows how long, you can feel his torso vibrate when he talks and it soothes you, almost putting you to sleep. The sound of them starting to move begins and Yeonjun nudges you. The first thing you see when you crack your eyes open is Soobin’s pissed off stare, you roll your eyes and lean back on your own feet.

The car ride back is quiet and everyone settles in the living room when you get back to the house.

“I’m gonna go change, i’ll be right back” You announce, getting up from your comfy place on the furniture. They all hum but don’t rip there eyes from the TV, an episode of adventure time is playing.

The entire time you walk to your room you’re working on getting your bra off, one hand is pulling it off as you turn around to shut the door. Unexpectedly making eye contact with Soobin as you fling the garment from under your shirt. As far you see, he doesn’t react, since you only see his eyes for a second before shutting the door. You try not to think too much of it.

The comfortable pajama pants feel 1000 times better than your other pants. When you get back into the living room everyone is still in there assumed positions. The only eyes that move are Soobin’s as his gaze lingers on you before drifting back to the TV.

“What snacks do we have in the pantry?” You ask as a hand comes to lazily scratch your stomach.

“We just ate” You hear from the living room as your feet end up in the kitchen, “Yea yea” you respond.

Sushi fills you up for like 30 minutes and then you’re hungry again. The pantry opens to a plethora of different snacks. Your jaw drops and you eye some hostess cupcakes, your hand digs into the box and grabs ahold of a packaged chocolate cake.

Your eyes meet the fridge and you steadily get closer, flinging open both the fridge and freezer. A dramatic gasp leaves your lips as you see the containments. The fridge is full of fruit, snacks, vegetables and all the drinks you could imagine. And the freezer is stocked with ice cream, you quickly spot your favorite flavor of ben and jerry’s and snatch it.

Before closing the fridge you search for the utensils and grab a spoon, booty bumping the doors shut after you’re done. A content smile is placed on your face as you make your way back to the living room, finding your spot and digging into the ice cream. Your feet swing in delightfulness as you eat the creamy food.

“Where did you get that?” Kai nods at you, eyeing the food intensely.

“The kitchen is stocked full of food, they have everything” You say with a mouth full of ice cream. The boys share a glance before dashing to the kitchen, coming back minutes later with arms full of food. You laugh at them as they get comfortable again.

“What movie should we watch? And no-“

You’re cut off by a loud “SCARY MOVIES” You purse your lips, staring blanking at the men sprinkled around the sectional.

Beomgyu scrolls through Netflix’s selection while the others give off random movies they think are good. He doesn’t seem to be listening to them though, a sigh leaves your lips and you shove more ice cream into your mouth.

“You’ll be fine, if you need anything i’ll be right here” Yeonjun murmurs into your ear as he scoots closer to you. Swallowing the ice cream you peak up at him with a shy smile. You know Yeonjun is attractive, anybody with eyes knows he’s attractive. You’re just not attracted to him, Soobin has you wrapped around his pinky and he doesn’t even know.

The alcohol has almost fully worn off as Beomgyu finally decides on a movie, “The Autopsy of Jane Doe”.

It’s been about 30 minutes and you’ve already set down the ice cream on the wooden coffee table in front of you.

“Hehe she has boobs” Kai giggles as the screen pans over to the dead naked woman, you shoot a hand over your mouth in response. Trying to not let out a giant cackle, your laughing is still loud but it can’t be heard because everyone folds over laughing. Kai looks proud of his joke as he looks around giggling.

You can feel the vibrations of Yeonjun’s laugh as you lean on him again, both of his arms lay across the back of the couch as he manspreads. If you were any other girl you knew you’d be drooling, but right now you’re just appreciating your friend in his entirety.

A familiar feeling of being watched settles over you again and soon meet the harsh gaze of Soobin, a devious smirk spreads across your lips as an evil thought comes to mind. You shoot him a wink as you “get comfortable” on Yeonjun, which includes resting your head on his shoulder and wrapping your arms around his torso.

Soobin tears his eyes off of you to focus on the chips he’s scooping into his mouth. The movie might be scary but the only thing on his mind is you and Yeonjun.

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The credits roll and you unhook your arms from around the man, apologizing to him about the nail marks that are no doubt in his skin from you jumping in fear. He dismisses you with a wave and a laugh, kindly taking your discarded ice cream into the kitchen along with the wrappers from his former snacks.

“Well I hate you guys for making me watch that, goodnight”

You say as you push yourself up from the couch and shuffle to the bathroom. Looking yourself over in the mirror felt good, you felt sexy if you were honest. Your hair framed your face nicely and the tired expression on your face caused a slight pout to occur on your lips.

Quickly using the bathroom and washing your hands, you leave it just as fast you came in. You decide to leave the door open to your room, you prefer to be cut off from everybody else since they’re leaving their doors open too. You turn your light on and take in your room once more. The curtains of your bed are sheer without the second layer of curtain on top of it, so after you untie the underside curtains and let them close around the bed, you can still see through it easily. The remote you tossed on your bed earlier lay next to the second pillow, the cover was off white and you hope you don’t smear your make up on it this week.

Sitting under the covers covered by curtains felt so elegant like you were a princess. There’s a creak from the hallway and you take a moment to look, Soobin walks down it. Head tipped back as a hand pushes through the front of his hair, eyes shut. Now THIS is drool worthy, the muscles in his neck stand out and you’d give anything to sink your teeth into them.

Your ogling is cut short when he looks back down as he rounds the corner into his room. Not even sparing you a glance. The lack of attention settles over your heart and pulls a frown from you. Without even thinking you shout, “asshole” before sifting through the curtain to find an opening to switch off your lamp.

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You have no idea when you fell asleep, but you do remember Soobin’s stupid sex appeal. “Sleeping Beauty’s finally awake”. You hear from the door, Soobin stands there with a smirk on his face like he just said something clever.

A tight lipped smile adorns your face as you reply, “Wow did you come up with that all by yourself?”

His face falters and you shoo him away, rubbing the sleep out of your eyes and sitting up.

“Beomgyu” You yell knowing he’ll probably hear you.

“Yea?”

“What are we doing today?”

“Horse backing riding”

Your jaw drops, you’ve never been horse back riding before, what if the horse tramples you??

How do you even dress for horse back riding? You decide on jeans and a graphic t shirt, with the same jacket of course; it’s cold as fuck. You hurry and get dressed because you know Beomgyu will leave your ass behind if you take too long.

Spritzing on some of your favorite perfume, you decide to not wear make up again. You don’t want to be left behind.

“Leaving in 30” The man of the house yells, your hair looks fine but you pat it down anyway.

“Can we eat breakfast first? I’m hungry” You whine as you walk down the hallway. You realized you’ve never actually seen the boys rooms so you decide to peak your head in, “How did you guys already make the room messy? It’s been 2 days”

3 suitcases lay hazardously opened with random items of clothing spilling out of them and onto the floor. The beds are messy and there’s shoes everywhere.

Taehyun walks past you and mutters, “Don’t judge us” Which makes you giggle and roll yours eyes playfully. “So, are we eating or no?” You question again.

“No, we can eat afterwards” Beomgyu says from the bathroom, staring intensely in the mirror as he messes with his hair. A pout settles across your lips and you whine once again, this time going to slip on your shoes.

You still have like 20 more minutes so you scroll on your phone until everyone is ready and getting into the uber.

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“Hello everyone, thank you for choosing us to visit today. At the moment we only have 3 horses so you will have to double up” A plump man says, his beard has speckles of gray and he’s wearing cowboy boots. You’re not judging though.

Everyone has already seemed to partner up when they bring out the horses, one of them is all black and you naturally gravitate towards it. Seems like Soobin has the same idea as he almost bumps into you as you both step towards the animal. Before you can step away though the worker says, “Great, you two will ride Juniper. She’s a gentle giant” The worker, who seems too giddy about forcing partnership on you, says. He shows you the correct way to handle and get on them afterwards.

You don’t say anything as everyone else saddles up, “Alright you get on first” Soobin mumbles as he backs up so you have room. You shyly nod and grab ahold of the saddle hooked up to Juniper and pull yourself over her while swinging your leg to the other side. A sigh leaves you until you almost bite your tongue at the feeling of Soobin getting on behind you. Since it’s only a horse his chest is almost pressed flush against your back.

A feeling of butterflies erupts in your stomach and makes your skin all tingly. His arms reach in front of you to take hold of the lead and you almost clench your thighs before remembering the literal horse you’re on. It can’t get any worse right?

Wrong.

As the horses start up the trail, Soobin breathes into your ear and it has you gripping the saddle harshly. God, why can’t he yank you off this horse and push you up against a tree?? Is that too much to ask for?

His chest feels firm against you and you start to wonder how certain….positions would feel. Like him bending you over and pressing you into your mattress. Shutting your eyes you try and steady your breathing so he doesn’t suspect anything.

It’s so difficult though, your ass is slightly pushed against him and it takes all of your might to not push back.

“You suck at steering horses” Comes from you as you turn a corner and almost end up off the trail and into the heavy foliage surrounding you.

“Yknow, I can think of a few things your mouth would be good at besides talking”

Your heart stops in your chest as you suck in a breath, he doesn’t say anything to you after that and neither do you. You’re not sure if you’re crazy or not, but you swear at some point through the ride he pushed further into you. As well as his breathing that fanned across the spot under your ear, it has your toes curling and it pisses you off. High pitched laughter sounds in front of you, your friends are fucking around, as usual, and Kai almost falls off his animal.

Soobin cackles but it only brings a smile to your face, your underwear at the moment is sticking uncomfortably to you which dampens your mood.

You’re the only quiet one for the entire trail, scared your voice will give you away.

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You see the ranch come back into view and your shoulders visibly un-tense.

Getting off the horse was like a blessing, but yet a curse. It was nerve wracking having Soobin so close but also so hot. He gets off first and holds a hand out for you to take, there’s a glimmer of mischief in his eyes as you hesitantly take his hand and hop down. He leaves you with a wink and you’re basically running to the parking lot.

“Uber should be here in 4 minutes. We’re going back to the house to make some food because jesus christ, I’d be going broke if we only ate out” Beomgyu says dramatically.

“You’re such a drama queen” Yeonjun nudges him, Beomgyu only offers him a playful glare.

“I can’t believe we got stuck behind Yeonjun and Taehyun, their horse literally kept ripping ass directly in my face” Kai says while making a disgusted face.

A guffaw comes from Taehyun and his knees fold, he’s probably tearing up from laughing by now, he usually is. The friendly atmosphere has your mood lighting up but the uncomfy feeling in your underwear doesn’t go anywhere.

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“Okay we can either have cereal, eggs, bacon, pancakes, or waffles? By a show of hands who wants cereal?”

Soobin raises his hand after a second passes.

“Eggs and bacon?”

Taehyun’s hand shoots up as well as yours.

“Okay, pancakes?”

Beomgyu raises his own hand.

“Waffles?”

Kai, and Yeojun raise their hands.

“Well….looks like we’re making everything” Beomgyu sighs, taking out the ingredients from the fridge and pantry.

The rest go to leave before a sharp, “Nice try, You, come here” He points towards you.

Cooking with Beomgyu was surprisingly easy, he was orderly and didn’t boss you around. Cooking everything took about 30 minutes and you even ran the extra mile by getting out some fruit and cutting it up, putting them in bowls across the table. Beomgyu and you look at the spread you’ve created and fist bumped, because why wouldn’t you?

“Breakfast is ready” He shouts as you take a seat at the end of the table, you hear their feet shuffling against the wood before you see them. Excited looks dotting all of their faces. “Wow, you guys did so good” Kai praises as everyone finds a seat.

“I only put out the orange and apple juice, if you guys want something else it’s probably in the fridge” You announce, taking a little of everything from the plates full of food around you. A forkful of eggs is a centimeter from your face when Soobin decides to speak up.

“Wow, Y/n. I can really tell you made these, they taste bland” He innocently smiles at you, you can tell everyone is holding in their laughs. So you smile back sweetly, “Aw, Soobin, you really know what bland tastes like don’t you? Considering your dating life, or lack of should I say?” Your smile at gets sweeter and you finally put the fork in your mouth. The laughs that were once held in break free and you worry one of them might choke.

“You guys are so cute” Taehyun sighs, playfully. Placing his hand on his heart. A frown settles on your face as you reply, “I’m trying to eat here, Tae”

Soobin narrows his eyes at his plate but continues eating anyway, occasionally taking a sip of his drink.

The spread of food didn’t last very long, you check the time and it’s already 2pm.

“Beomgyu you really need to make a schedule or something. What are we doing next? And please don’t let it be too much walking” You cross your fingers.

“I was thinking Dongmun Market once it gets dark out, but we can also go tomorrow if you don’t wanna”

“No, you guys should go. You guys can go today and then show me around tomorrow. Cuz I need some me time” You suggest.

He nods his head and continues cleaning up.

So you watch TV as everyone scurries around to get ready, you’re excited to stay in to be honest. You’ve been having tons of fun but you need a little break to recharge. An episode of The Amazing World of Gumball plays and you are invested.

“Why aren’t you getting ready?” A voice comes from besides you, it surprisingly belongs to Soobin and he doesn’t have a grimace as he talks to you.

“I’m not feeling up to it, i’ll go tomorrow” You explain. His eyebrows shoot up then furrow, “Are you sure? That’s not very safe, what if you get kidnapped or robbed?” He looks dead serious and it makes you chuckle.

“I’ll be okay, don’t worry”

His eyebrows remain furrowed and he shakes his head walking away. Well that was something.

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Almost 2 hours have passed of you watching this show, you didn’t even notice it was dark until Yeonjun, Kai, Taehyun, and Beomgyu line up at the door getting their shoes on.

“Are you guys leaving already?”

“Yea, we’ll be back in a few hours. Take care of Soobin” Yeonjun teases as they all exit the door and lock it behind them.

Take care of Soobin?

Almost like he can read your mind, Soobin wanders down the hallway and into the living room in his t shirt and pj pants.

“Why didn’t you leave with them?”

“If you get kidnapped that’s going to be on my conscious for life, i’ll be okay staying here” He says as he enters the kitchen, you can hear plastic moving and the shutting of doors before he comes back out.

“Wanna order some food?” He asks, sipping from. bottle of grape juice.

“Beomgyu said we should cut down on eating out” You say matter-of-factly.

“Yes he did, but i’ll pay and technically it wouldn’t be eating out if we have it delivered”.

You playfully put a finger on your chin, tapping it quizzically while a look of thought appears on your face.

“Sure, but i’ll pay you back. What do you want?”

“Pho sounds so good, what do you think?” He asks while pressing on the vietnamese restaurant on the app.

“I’m down for Pho, gimme your phone” You lean over and tap the order you want, soon pulling back to sit in your spot again.

“Great, it’ll be here in 30” He let’s you know after putting in his order and checking out.

“Thank you”

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The doorbell rings and you have to say this was the quietest 30 minutes you’ve ever spent with him recently. Neither of you bickered AT ALL.

Eating pho was like eating pure happiness, you totally forgot where you were until you were done with it. You both sit back, hands on your stomachs as you digest the noodles and meat when your phone dings.

The screen was unbelievably bright as you bring it up to your face, faintly seeing the name ‘Yeonjun’ through your squinted eyes. The pain dials down and you click on the notification.

I can’t wait for you to go here with us, it’s not the same without you.

You giggle as you read it, Yeonjun always had a knack for making you feel included. He sends another one.

miss you 💔

A quieter laugh leaves you and this time it draws the attention of the man sitting on the other side of the couch. He eyes you suspiciously. “Who’re you texting?” He asks, trying not to sound obvious.

“Oh, uh, Yeonjun” You answer absentmindedly, tapping at your phone again in what he assumes is you texting him back. The giggling doesn’t end and he tries to not let it get to him, but he can’t help it.

“You guys are so annoying”

This time your eyes leave the screen, eyeing him incredulously. “What?”

“You heard me, you guys are annoying”

“What’s your problem? You’ve been an asshole the entire trip” Your phone lays forgotten on the cushion next to you as you turn your body towards him.

“You’re my problem, you’ve been so obvious about trying to fuck Yeonjun. It’s getting old”

You gasp at him, when did you EVER try and fuck Yeonjun? Soobin knows this isn’t gonna end well and tries to get up and retreat, but is stopped with a fierce grip on his forearm.

“Seriously what the fuck is wrong with you? I have not been trying to fuck Yeonjun”

He only watches you tell him off with an emotion you can’t describe, he looks angry but also like he’s biting his tongue.

“So, how about you put on your big boy pants and stop being such a fucking ba-“ Your sentence is cut off with a firm grip to your cheeks, the hold has your lips puckered as he brings you closer.

“You have been such a brat recently, you know that? Now I want you to apologize for your behavior”He spits as he let’s go of your mouth and you can only stare with your eyebrows furrowed. Your gaze is challenging and it only spurs him on more.

“Make me” Before you can even think, his lips are on yours, harshly might I add. His hand digs into the nape of your neck to bring you closer. You’re shocked but kiss back, you’ve always wanted to kiss him. Even if he was an asshole. He pulls back an inch to threateningly whisper, “I’m going to give you one last chance, apologize” His jaw is clenched and you almost want to give in. Almost.

“Make. Me”

You expect another kiss, not the pleasure-ful stinging of your hair being yanked. He takes ahold of the strands at the back of your head and forces you on your knees. You look back up at him in shock and slight fright, which only makes him harden more in his pajama pants.

The outline of his cock is right infront of your face and you wonder if you’re dreaming, but the delicious sting of your hair between his fingers tells you otherwise. “Brats like you always look so good on their knees” He sucks his bottom lip into his mouth as his grip on you gets tighter. Before you can protest he harshly pushes your cheek onto the outline of his cock.

“S-soobin..” You whine, finding his eyes through your lashes.

“I told you I knew a few things your mouth would be good at besides talking. Now-“ He emphasizes by tipping your head back slightly to get a good look at you. “You’re gonna be a good girl for me and suck me off, right?”

Your lips only quiver in response, “Well?” He asks, smirking at the look on your face. “i’ll be good” You say in a small voice, avoiding eye contact. The feel of him pressed against your cheek has you clenching around nothing.

His smile is patronizing, “Good, let me help you…” He trails off as he pulls you from of him, lowering his pajama pants and briefs. The view of him fisting himself directly in front of your face leaves you, shamefully, needy.

His tip is leaking and he thinks of a great idea, without a second thought he grips the back of your hair again to bring you closer. He first traces your lips with his tip, the liquid almost like a lipgloss. It’s a sinful sight and it makes him throb.

You whine as he moves to your cheek, the first gentle slap of his cock has humiliation coursing through you. It brings more warmth to your face and you once again avoid his eye contact.

“Look at that, don’t tell me you’re shy now. What happened, baby?” He condescendingly coos at you. His gravelly voice has you gripping the clothing covering your thighs.

“Please let me suck you off, Soobin” You might be humiliated but it’s oh so hot, it’s a kind of feeling that has you wanting more. He doesn’t say anything as he slyly smirks at you, “Open your mouth for me”

You take a breath and open your mouth experimentally. Instead of telling you to open more he grips your chin with his forefingers and presses down on your tongue with his thumb-successfully opening your mouth more. He groans out appreciatively at the sight. You look so pretty for him, on your knees, eyes wide and teary, mouth open and waiting.

If he wasn’t almost busting just from the sight of you he’d probably tease you for longer, but he can feel himself throb in his hand and your mouth looks incredibly inviting. The hand at the back of your head gently pushes you closer until you close your mouth around his glistening tip. His composure slips for a second at the way your tongue presses against his slit, he hisses at the pressure and stops himself from thrusting further into your mouth.

You’re guided down his length and opt for breathing through your nose. Your mouth is warm and wet and he can only imagine how good your cunt would feel wrapped around him.

“Doing so good for me, baby” He breathily praises. You test the waters and start moving down by yourself until you’re stationed at his base, nose pressed against his pubic bone. You just know you’re soaking right now. He mumbles a, “That’s it” As you pull back and go back down, your skillful appendage tongues the underside of him before you decide to hollow your cheeks.

He lets out a deep groan and can feel his restraint slipping more and more and can only watch it happen. “Baby, can I fuck your mouth?” His question is erotic and has you eagerly nodding your head. “Good girl” he praises before his other hand meets the back of your head as well. His thrusts start off soft and you try your hardest to concentrate on your breathing as to not gag.

It was in vain. His thrusts pick up speed and the feeling of him at the back of your throat causes you to gag a few times, your mouth is full of spit with nowhere to go but out. It slowly starts to drip down your lips, and then your chin. Your eyes tear up more at the gagging and now you’re full on crying because of it. And because of your tears, your nose starts to run. It feels dirty and it only eggs on your arousal.

Right now Soobin’s head is thrown back, noises of appreciation tumbling out of his mouth as he tries to hold back his impending orgasm, but all the spit in your mouth is creating a delicious feeling and the second he looks back down at you it’s over for him. You look like a whore and it’s only for him, not for Kai, not for Taehyun, not for Beomgyu, and NOT for Yeonjun. It’s for him.

“Gonna cum, baby. Right down your throat and you’re gonna swallow all of it. Got it?” He lets out between his clenched teeth.

You can only groggily moan and the vibrations tip him over the edge. His pace stutters before he holds you down at his base. The feeling of his cum painting your throat and some of your tongue is almost like a reward. He eventually pulls out his softening cock and looks at you with expectancy. So you swallow it and stick out your tongue to show him your obedience.

His hands drop from your hair, one goes to your cheek to sweetly thumb away the tears while he tucks himself back in his briefs and pulls up his pants. He kneels so he’s level with you, “Did so good for me baby, knew you would” He says before kissing you again, it’s slippery but so addicting. With a hand he helps you up, motioning you to follow him; presumably to your bedroom.

You were right as you approached the door at the end of the hallway. He opened it and motioned you inside, giving a gentle shove to your chest so you landed on your bed. He straddles you, both of your legs in between his. His right hand lands right beside you while his left holds your waist as he leans down.

“You did so good for me, you get a choice. You can get my fingers, my tongue, or my cock” He watches your expression closely, you bite your lip in arousal and thought.

“Please fuck me, Soobin. Need to feel you, need it so bad, please” Your heavy breathing makes your begging so much hotter and he couldn’t possibly deny you.

Before anything, he helps you change positions and move up to the pillows so you’re on the bed correctly. “Let’s get these clothes off of you shall we?”

He brings his lips down to yours and licks your bottom one, tongues meeting for the first time. It causes him to groan and grip your tongue with his teeth, soon sucking on it before pulling away. He leaves another short, but hot, kiss then pulls back completely.

His nails skim your torso as he lifts the shirt over your head and it causes goosebumps to blossom. The bra you’re wearing pushes your cleavage up and it called to Soobin, he wanted to cover you in his love bites. Have everyone know who you belong to. But that could wait, he needed to feel you.

He unclasps your bra and kisses a trail between your breasts down to your waistband, all while his skillful fingers tease your nipples. His hands feel amazing on you and you curse yourself for not doing this sooner.

Sadly he has to retract his hands to push down your pants. He gazes at your panties and licks his lips, his thumb meets your clothed clit and you sharply inhale. The sound goes straight to his growing erection, he continues his movements while you subtly grind into him.

Whining at the loss of contact as he removes his thumb to slip your underwear down your legs. You’re fully naked under him and it makes him grow even stiffer in his briefs. He yanks his shirt over his head and you ogle him, his toned stomach on display along with the very same neck muscles you were swooning over from before.

He gets his pants and briefs down quickly and settles in between your legs, throwing them over his shoulders to make it easier.

“Ready for me, baby?” He hotly question, pressing erotically into your core. You clench as his tip hits your clit and you frantically nod, “Need it so bad, Soobin”.

The initial stretch stung, it was uncomfortable until he bottomed out. The stretch turned into pleasure-filled pain and you whine at it. He slowly gets to moving and it’s addicting, the feel of him so close to you and in such intimate places has your head reeling.

Opening your eyes-that you don’t remember closing-you stare at him while he concentrates on the feeling if you wrapped so nicely around him. His hair is beginning to stick to his forehead and his lips are swollen, there’s a euphoric look on his face and it has you clenching around him. He groans at the tight squeeze and moves your legs to his hands-pushing them against your chest.

“Soobin-fuck-you’re so deep” You mumble out, panting. He smirks at you and rolls his hips. “My girl is so so good for me, letting me fuck this perfect fucking cunt”

His sinful words bring you closer and you know you don’t have long.

“Guys, we’re home!!” You hear from the front door, along with footsteps and mumbling. You and Soobin stare at each other, your eyes are wide and fear fills you. He smirks as he leans over to untie the curtains on your bed.

“Answer them” He mumbles into your neck, leaving open mouthed kisses.

“What? Soobin, I can’t do that” You point out in awe. His expression doesn’t change.

“Do. It”

You eye him anxiously and sigh.

“Welcome home” You manage to get out.

“Where are you guys?”

You curse Beomgyu for being so social, “I-“ You’re cut off by a thrust, albeit, a slow thrust, but still a thrust. He works himself into you and still expects you to answer. The way he looks at you tells you to not question him, “I’m getting ready for bed. I’m not sure where Soobin is”

Your voice is beginning to become breathy again, you wish you could tell him off but the way he rolls into you and presses into your clit has the complaints dying in your throat. He whispers into your ear, “Being such a good whore for me, taking my cock so well while you talk to our friends”

“We have dinner by the way” A moan is at the tip of your tongue and you suck in a deep breath before speaking, “I’ll be out soon”

The look Soobin is giving you would normally piss you off but it only feeds in to your current fucked out state. He looks smug but so attractive.

The thumb on your clit rubs faster and in sync with his thrusts, in a hushed voice you warn him, “So close Soobin”. He nods at you and leans down to invite a nipple into his mouth, it’s all too much and the fire in your torso becomes hotter and hotter.

Biting your lip harshly, you feel him twitch in you. The action sets you off and you clench around him. He really doesnt feel like being teased for having sex with you so he leaves your nipple with a wet pop and kisses you. Swallowing the moans he knew were going to spill.

The feeling of coming around him has your senses overwhelmed and tears running down your face. He fucks you through it the quietest he can and feels his own orgasm close in. The fucked out look on your face matched with knowing all the guys are here and the door to your room isn’t even closed has him stuttering into you.

The thing that has him coming undone is your begging, “Want you to come in me so bad, please. Give it to me, Soobin” It’s almost silent but has him thrusting deeply inside of you, stilling, and digging his nails into your waist. The slight feeling of him coming inside of you is new but very welcomed. His eyes are clamped shut and his are eyebrows are furrowed, he looks so good you wish you could take a picture.

He waits a second to catch his breath and smile at you before he pulls out and hurriedly picks up your clothes off the floor without being seen by the others, he throws them to you and dresses himself. Before he leaves your room he stretches a bit and hypes himself up. He steps into the hallway and pretends like he didn’t just dick you down.

“Soobin, there you are. Where’d you go?” Yeonjun says, patting him on the shoulder.

“I was taking a nap, sorry” He replies nonchalantly.

“Well, eat up we brought ramen” Kai yells from the dining table.

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You Are My Queen Now | Part 6

Word Count: 17.6k (i fucking hate myself)

Genre: Smut, angst, fluff

Summary: Growing up as a child of a minor lord, you had it instilled in you since a young age that you needed to find yourself a rich and affluent husband that would not only provide a comfortable life for you, but would also help further your family’s position in the court. So it was of the utmost importance that you remain a virgin in order to land such a coveted husband.

The problem lies when the man you secretly love, Prince Beomgyu, suddenly and unabashedly propositions you.

Warnings: extremely unhealthy and codependant relationship dynamics, mentions of past noncon, graphic description of killing an animal, fucked up family relationships, hints at forced impregnation, possible poor editing lmao

The first night you spent at Taehyun’s castle by the sea was harrowing.

No sooner had you gotten to the castle safely than Taehyun had abandoned you in your new quarters under the pretense of giving you space to grief and process everything. You didn’t need space. You needed compassion and kindness, not being left alone so soon after betraying Beomgyu and witnessing such frightful actions done in cold blood.

Your newfound home was the perfect reflection of your anguished mental state, with its dark recesses and chilling winds that so resembled the cries of your loved one as it billowed through the cracks in the foundation.

You were left to wonder what became of Beomgyu and if he got home safely? How is he feeling right now? What about the families of those men, were they cursing your name to the heavens right now?

It was a miserable night with not a moment of reprieve from your own thoughts.

Thankfully, the horror and grief didn’t cloud your days for long, only your nights.  Once the light of day shone through your desolate mind, you got the chance to calm down and rationalize, and understand that Taehyun’s actions that night were not done in malice.

Keep reading

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First Steps {skz b.c.} Chapter Overview

This is a Bang Chan fan fiction.

Other band members are included (except Seungmin and Jeongin, no reason behind it, still love them).

Jungkook makes appearances (for all u BTS Stans).

Also posted on AO3.

{s} = smut

Chapter 1 - First Days

Chapter 2 - First Tasks

Chapter 3 - First Projects

Chapter 4 - First Times {s}

Chapter 5 - First Days After

Chapter 6 - First Forevers

Click here for Stray Kids Masterlist.

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give me fever (l. hs)

pairing. alpha heeseung x female omega reader

genre. roommates AU, a/b/o, pwp light on the plot, kinda e2l

warnings. profanity, heat sex(heavy on desperation), masturbation, slick, oral, possessiveness, choking, biting, degradation/praise, unprotected sex, knotting, wet messy filth. minors DNI.

wc. 8000 now playing. fever//enhypen

today is going to be a good day because today you woke up with renewed motivation despite another restless night.

your apartment is the perfect walking distance from work. utilities are included in the rent, there’s an adorable bakery across the street that serves the best chocolate croissants, and the balcony has an amazing view of the mountains.

not to mention rent was more than within your budget.

nothing can ever actually be perfect though, your roommate reminds you as he steps out of his bedroom reeking of pungent Alpha scent, shooting you a wink on the way to the bathroom. 

“morning, Omega.”

your apartment is perfect, other than one insufferable factor.

Heeseung Lee moved in last week after your landlord had promised you ‘no issue’ of housing you with another Omega. no issue until it became an issue, that is.

‘you said Alphas aren’t permitted on this floor!’

Mr. Park shrugs, blaming his son's lack of diligence. ‘ah, I give him one task! you kids never listen.’

‘I don’t care! I can’t live with an Alpha!’

‘it will be temporary, okay? technically he paid the first month’s rent in full along with the entire deposit before you. so unless you want to be out on the street by the end of the day, I suggest you learn to live with it. besides, it’s not the 1900s anymore, what Omega doesn’t use heat suppressants these days?’

you, of course. not that you had reason to divulge your medical history to nothing more than a stranger. 

‘how soon can you relocate me?’

‘as soon as another tenant moves out, it’s all yours! I’ll make a note of it right now!’

Mr. Park, of course, failed to mention the fact that none of his current leases had less than 6 months left to go.

‘us Alphas get a bad reputation for no reason! besides, Heeseung seems like a really nice young man!”

“temporary my ass.” you mutter, picking burnt bits off your breakfast. a really nice young man, or the bane of your existence.

Heeseung, your new roommate who makes zero effort to shut the bathroom door before dropping his towel leaving every inch of skin visible for your puffy half-awake eyes to take in. 

Heeseung, your new roommate who smirks without breaking his gaze while shutting the door enough for the latch to never lock.

Heeseung, your new roommate who has no qualms about how loud his moans bounce off the tile shower walls.

Heeseung, your new roommate who strolls through the living room still dripping wet, scrubbing his hair dry aimlessly on his way to the kitchen to sit across from you and take a bite of your uneaten toast while scrolling through his phone, occasionally nudging into your shoulder to point out something he finds hilarious.

Heeseung, your new roommate who manages to disrupt your peaceful perfection any chance he gets.

“you don’t get it.”

“what’s not to get? you live with a sexy Alpha, and you’re terminally single. of course I get it!” your best friend says, clicking her tongue snarkily. 

“me being single has nothing to do with this!” you say, pacing back and forth through your living room. occasionally bending to pick up the various scattered belongings your roommate never seems to put away, from different remotes for his numerous consoles to empty snack wrappers. 

“wait, these are my chips!” you snicker, turning on your heel to storm into the kitchen. “this guy has no respect for me, he thinks I’m an idiot!”

“oh come on, don’t be ridiculous! he seemed really nice the other day when I dropped you off.”

“you met him for 2 seconds and asked me if he has a girlfriend, you have no right to an opinion.” shifting your phone between your shoulder and ear, you begin to inspect your cabinet, noticing different items missing.

“I knew it!” you exclaim, glaring before quickly explaining that you need to hang up.

“Heeseung! did you eat my ramen again?!?”

another day of living with an Alpha, and another day full of frustration.

from your toothpaste spilling out because someone continues to lie about using it and never properly closing the tube, to your roommate carrying the faint scent of your favorite body wash combined with his overbearing berry Alpha musk. not to mention the amount of times you’ve noticed your groceries diminishing before you could even touch them.

Heeseung has more than just an affinity for your belongings, he either had to be doing this on purpose, to annoy you, or he truly did not comprehend the meaning of ‘invasion of privacy’.

“Heeseung!” 

it’s Sunday, the day you both coincidentally always end up staying home. not that you do go out for much other than for work and to complete errands— something your roommate never fails to mention when taunting you for being a stay-at-home ‘hermit’.

the beginning of your tantrum goes unnoticed, of course, because while every little thing he does manages to itch through your limbs in the most irritating of ways, Heeseung could care less. your presence never fazed him, if anything you only brought amusement to his day the more you’d stomp and reprimand him over minuscule happenings.

“Heeseung!” another shout of his name is the only warning you give before breaking into his bedroom. the crinkled empty packet of ramen gripped tightly in your hold; because why bother throwing out the evidence after eating the last pack? that would mean he gave a shit.

“Heeseung! what the fuck is your prob—“

the scent of crushed up berries hits you first; dripping sticky bitter juice, staining everything surrounding along the way. it’s more than overwhelming, locking your knees together, melting your feet to the floor, ferociously curling through your gut.

it’s not Heeseung’s usual scent, it’s arousal. clouded by raw, depraved, hungry, unmated feral Alpha arousal.

headphones attached to his head block out the sound of your shrill annoyance, the computer screen in front of him displaying a video of a desperate Omega clawing at bed sheets, hurled closer to the camera filming them with rough thrusts and a fist secured in her hair ripping her neck into a painful arch. tear stained cheeks glow ahead, lifted up by a smile and what you can only assume from reading her lips is ‘more! please more!’

Heeseung grunts from his chest, a loud thwack of skin meeting skin blends with the thick buzz of pleasure filling the four walls you stand awestruck in the middle of, unable to convince yourself to leave and pretend this never happened.

the empty package of ramen drops from your fingers, clutching at your stomach to calm the heat that’s begun to spring, pushing lower the more seconds pass stuck in place; lost to the humid scent of your roommate’s sweat trickling down the side of his face.

too engulfed with his need to get off, Heeseung has yet to notice you. his profile illuminates with the screen radiating the most light in his dimly lit bedroom. he’s focused, gnawing on his bottom lip with skin folded between his eyebrows, releasing short staggered breaths the faster his forearm jerks. 

the deafening obscene sound of flesh meeting flesh draws your gaze lower, choking on a dry inhale at the sight of the tip of his glistening length.  

‘this is an invasion of privacy’ you think, forcing yourself to step back without caution. 

“ughh, fuck!” Heeseung’s voice rings out deep, gravelly and strained as if he’s been edging himself for hours.

the realization that you’d last seen him this morning on his way to the kitchen flashes across the back of your mind. 

Heeseung had paused in his tracks upon spotting you stretched in a split on a yoga mat. skin tight shorts rode up your bottom, scrunched tight between your cheeks catching him off guard with his foot stuck mid-air.

“uhh..”

glancing over your shoulder, you see his jaws half hung, leaving his lips parted with a lost gaze. “what?”

he doesn’t respond, continuing to eye from the curve in your stretched foot up to your waist dipping in, unable to neglect a throbbing sensation starting to form inside of his sweats.

“Heeseung!” you call out, twisting into another stretch that only arches your back deeper. “do you need something?”

the Alpha straightens up, clearing his throat with a shake of his head before continuing to the kitchen, his hands mindlessly reaching for your half of the cabinet in search of something to munch on; he hadn’t had time to go to the store this week yet, and maybe your food just tastes better than his.

fuck.

Heeseung can’t stop himself from looking over his shoulder, struck by the way you gently blot your face free of sweat. the rise and fall your chest gives only spurting more thoughts he knows better than to allow himself to have.

it’s been almost a month of this now, of struggling to keep himself collected each time he leaves his room to find you either glaring at him from the kitchen table over a steaming cup of coffee or bent over in some suggestive position. whether it be with your head buried in cabinet searching for your favorite ramen bowl that he may or may not have purposely hidden, or your stupid yoga stretches. those stupid positions you put yourself in, some he had no idea one could even contort themself into.

it wasn’t much at first, Heeseung thought sure, yeah, you’re cute. maybe you’re really cute, especially when you huff and puff around your shared living quarters complaining about your toothpaste again.

it really was a mistake the first time he used it, but the way you bursted into his room screaming about how you pay extra to maintain a pearly white smile tickled him more than it should have. 

creamy wash dangled from the dispenser of your favorite body wash, the one that blended beautifully with your natural scent and clung to the shower walls even hours after you’d already finished washing up. he swiped it off, dragging the sugary sweet white soap down the center of his chest. a spark of excitement heightened the lower he dragged, easy to imagine you there, taking your time to scrub and rub the bubbly foam over your skin until it felt silky smooth.

as silky smooth as your bare arm felt against his bumping into each other in the hallway, soft enough for an apology to get lost on his lips.

‘sor—‘ Heeseung drifted off, the area you grazed prickling on his arm. a tingle shooting up his limb from the slight contact, curling his sock covered toes into the carpet while you glared and cursed him under your breath moving inside of your bedroom as if you felt nothing at all.

he tried to stay subtle about it, knowing you threw a fit about getting paired with an Alpha to live with, but it became more difficult with each passing day.

maybe snatching a pair of your underwear had been a mistake, but as he saw them fall from your freshly dried hamper of laundry he couldn’t deny this must be fate. not with how soft the cotton material felt against his nose, not with the fresh and airy scent of your wash sticking to his palms. 

maybe jerking off with a handful of your body wash hadn’t been the best idea, but he couldn’t deny how much easier picturing you on your knees under the showerhead had become, even after cumming on the wall with his face smashed against the foggy tile; sadly watching his need for you swirl it’s way down the drain.

that’s how Heeseung found himself once again searching up Omega’s submitting for their Alpha.

maybe he returned to the search page for roommates fucking during heats and ruts more than once, maybe he never clicked out. especially from one particular video featuring an Omega with similar features to you, an added bonus is that she too hated her roommate.

“UGH!” another whined groan snaps you back to reality, stumbling back as Heeseung’s hips jump forward, fucking into his fist faster to climax on time with the video playing.

the bend in his neck shatters your resilience, stepping on your own foot with another distracted step back. the small shelf near his door meets your elbow, crashing out a pile of video games and DVDs noisily. 

“what the fuck?!” Heeseung twists fast, too fast, lunging his head back with the headphones still plugged into his computer. he scatters, speedily shoving himself back into his sweats with one hand as his other works to shut off the screen. “what the fuck are you doing in here!”

“I—I—“ dropping to your knees, you try to stutter, patting for the door frame to get out. a familiar pang of heat quickly surfaces, screaming for an Alpha to take advantage of you any way they please.

Heeseung fumbles to stand, stopping dead in his tracks when it hits him. stronger than his own scent the undeniable waft of Omega slick punches through his chest, choking on a deep inhale of your body's release practically begging to be claimed.

“heat?” he asks himself, jaw slowly falling open watching you try to move away. crawling backward with your palms on the floor into the hallway. 

with the little bit of strength you still have, you turn to run on your knees through the hall. coughing against the urge to stay put and let the Alpha in your presence strip you down to nothing. 

your bedroom door clicks shut just in time to catch sight of Heeseung rushing out of his, stampeding over to crash into the door slamming shut in his face.

“you’re in heat??” he asks, amazed, licking across his lips to remoisten them. still too shocked to process everything, he groans with his groin shoved against the door to stave off his hunger. the idea that you fell into heat because of him doing more than enough to get him off.

“aw come on,” Heeseung presses closer to the outside of your bedroom door. a smirk evident in his voice as his warm cheek drags against the chilled wood to speak near the small crevice between the frame. “all of this arguing about lack of privacy for weeks and here you are, triggered your heat because you were being a pervert? naughty naughty.”

“go away!” you clamber to barricade the door even though it’s locked, stuffing a pillow over your face to release a pained shriek.

Heeseung sighs, softly knocking his forehead against the door. “promise I’ll be nice if you let me in, it must hurt..” 

“not in heat.” you croak in anguish, dropping your head back to suppress a cramp spiking between your thighs. 

“sure baby..” Heeseung’s lips tighten, wondering how long it’s been since you last went into heat with an Alpha around; your scent’s dizzying, churning his already aroused brain. “bet it’s been so long since anyone touched you, hmm? you know you can’t get through this alone.”

“I said go away Heeseung!” 

the mix of your scents tastes like a drug poured onto your tongue with each struggled breath you take, burying your nose into your pillow harder to keep the Alpha’s more powerful one subdued. it’s impossible with him so close, practically seeping through your walls with each taunting word and delighted laugh he lets out.

“liked what you saw that much, Omega?” he’s brazen now, fully digesting what this means after weeks of pining for you in secret. Heeseung can barely contain a smile, momentarily grateful for the door keeping you divided. “how much did you see, baby?”

he sighs through the door, dragging his knuckles up and down, the sound of it looming above where you crouch and listen. “did you know I was thinking about you? I always do now.”

a gasp collects in your pillow, tightening your legs closer together to stop yourself from squealing as another dollop of slick pours out. the shorts you still had on after finishing your morning workout completely wrecked now. “I know you saw it, you saw everything, didn’t you? is that what did it baby? watching me jerk off to another Omega? did you know?”

Heeseung waits, chewing his bottom lip while picturing your stunned face again; silently absorbing the heavy aroma of slick you left between the hallway walls. “did you know I was thinking about you? pretending my pretty roommate cried and begged me to go harder.”

breath lodges in your throat upon his admission, caring less whether it be true or false, he knew exactly what to say to turn your insides upside down. 

“come on, open the door for Alpha.” 

a minute of silence passes, and you think about it. 

Heeseung could help you through your heat, this living situation is temporary anyway. it’s too late to find a clinic to suffer it out at, and your heat wasn’t supposed to hit until next month. you had no time left to prepare, and if your memory serves you right— you need new batteries too.

as much as you try to deny an attraction to your roommate with daily complaints, it’s not as if you have been able to ignore how nervous his presence alone makes you.

Heeseung annoys you because you like him, and that’s upset you ever since the day you met.

the tips of your fingers brush around your doorknob, pushing onto your knees with a sniffle into your pillowcase. 

“go away Heeseung,” you say finally, shoving back to curl into a ball as your Omega screams to let him in.

“fine, suffer in there alone all you want.” Heeseung chuckles, tapping up and down your door to create a drum that accompanies his sweet vocals. “I’ll be in my room where you found me, waiting for when you’re ready. come out, come out whenever you want, Omega.”

footsteps rain heavily through the corridor, beating against your ear, returning to press up and listen for the familiar sound of his bedroom door shutting. it takes more than a minute, the Alpha lingering down the hall in wait, expecting you to succumb and claw your way out with your hands positioned to pray and beg for his help.

he sighs quietly, but loud to your alert senses, shuffling back to his bedroom with the door shutting but not clicking to lock.

you know he means it, it’s an invitation, precisely as he said to recreate what you caught him watching.

the better part of your conscience commends your ability to stay put and control your natural instinct that craves every inch of the Alphas skin under your tongue, but the devil you ignore clawing at your shoulder chants otherwise.

“fuck me.” you grit between grinding teeth, pushing your underwear down for a pinch of relief. the first touch of air-conditioned breeze rustling between your hips aches more than usual. in fact, everything aches more than usual, never once had any heat hit you this hard and left you this aroused before.

this had to be Heeseung’s fault, stupid Alpha leaving his enticing scent everywhere. stupid Alpha pushing your buttons for weeks until you ended up here, on your knees contemplating how much more of this you can take.

delirium takes over your brain before you can even sweep your fingers between your legs. slick aggressively pours down your inner thighs, sticky and wet down the pits of your knees making everything all the more uncomfortable. 

heats had been bearable for the most part, mostly able to handle it yourself, even still showing up to work on your last couple of days with how well you managed to control your Omegas desires.

Heeseung just had to show up and fuck up everything for you, with his stupid big shiny eyes, his stupid attractive smirk, and his extra stupid tall stature that ignited a hint of fear in your gut everytime he stood near you.

as if your Omega could predict your next move, the devil on your shoulder cheered, encouraging you to hurry before ‘our Alpha’ grows more agitated with us.

“useless.” banging your head against the wall, you smear slick painted on your hand across your shirt. shuddering as another pained moan slips out of you.

silently pleading for forgiveness to no one other than yourself, your last shred of self-restraint evaporates, twisting the knob to collapse out onto the hallway floor. Heeseung’s room seeming further than ever now as your knees burn to carry you across the expanse of space separating the two of you. the journey down down the hall pricks through your bones, cracking and hurting until you finally barge into his room.

Heeseung’s exactly as you’d found him earlier seated in his computer chair, another video playing on the screen, and headphones on. 

“Alpha..”

a smirk creeps onto his face before looking over to watch you miserably trudge through his room, pathetic with drool already dripping from the corners of your lips.

“Hee..” 

your knees burned and bruised against the floor, slowly crawling deeper in without effort to open the door properly. Heeseung fully expected for you to lose control of your bearings and find your way back to him, on your knees again as you’d left earlier.

shifting with his feet paddling against the floor, he swivels side to side waiting until you near close enough to clutch onto his calves, burying your digits in his sweats to hoist yourself higher. “Alpha..”

“you think you deserve anything from me? after I offered you my help so nicely?” Heeseung tsks, maintaining a cold expression, locking his jaw to maintain his composure even as you pull harder on his sweats to lift yourself between his thighs; even while you drag your face against his upper thigh panting like a thirsty pup. 

“I think you owe me..” Heeseung sucks in a breath between his teeth, leaning his neck to one side. “how can you expect Alpha to willingly help you after treating me like this?” 

Heeseung continues on, pouting when you scratch at his chest, the collar of his shirt dragged down by your grip on the material to pull yourself closer to him. 

“please, please Alpha, n—need.” you whisper, pressing a wet kiss to his navel that sets a chill of heat down to his groin. the combination of your fierce grip on him and the heat radiating from your fingertips has him fighting to keep calm, slowly allowing his eyelashes to flutter shut as the scent of your prominent thick slick crashes like high-tide waves against his skull.

“what do you need?” Heeseung says, lowering his gaze to pan over the distress that’s taken over your beautiful features. 

“Alpha please, please don’t make me..”

the browns of his eyes flicker with shards of gold and reds from listening to your groveling, but not enough to break his defiance. “why should I still be nice? have you been very nice to me baby?”

with a clear head you’d be able to snicker, bite back and mock him in return, but with heat completely engulfing your body you couldn’t find a care to argue. a coughed wail runs from your throat, stradling the small space left on his lap to wrap around the Alphas broad shoulders and soothe your raging heart with his usual bitter scent that’s ripened, sweet as a berry sucker staining your tongue on a hot summer day. 

Heeseung grips your waist, sucking in a breath as he admires the amount of space his large hands cover on you, squeezing you tight to let the idea of bruises and marks created by his hands showing up on your hips and thighs roam free. “there there, you know Alpha will take care of you.”

Heeseung pinches your chin, having to bite back at the way your lower lip wobbles, a glossy gaze stares back pleading to be ruined. “good Omegas know how to ask for what they need.”

“Heeseung!” you whine, sniffling before a tear slips feeling more desperate and humiliated as he grasps your hip with one firm hand to stop you from grinding. “please! I need you!”

the magic words pour from your lips, the Alphas hold returning to wrap around your waist to drag you closer, rolling his hips up simultaneously to press your bare core against his sweats forming a darkened puddle of slick on his groin. “smell so good for me baby, that’s all for me, right?” 

there’s something akin to desperation in the way Heeseung’s stares at you while saying your name, pressing the pads of his fingers in your cheeks in wait for you to speak, to reaffirm that you need him, not just any Alpha but him.

pawing at his chest, you slowly nod, dipping closer to inhale every bit of him, for a sliver of his taste to meet your lips. the scent you’ve begun to grow accustomed to more overpowering now, aromatic and lucid inducing, hypnotizing your hips to roll faster for any type of friction against your center. 

Heeseung forces your lips into a pout, allowing three breaths to pass between you before closing the small distance with soft lips swallowing yours.

he kisses with equal hunger, nestled between your lips to suck and rub, the end of his tongue finding space inside of your mouth when you let on a gasp of surprise. Heeseung’s big hands run down your back, kneading your ass over your shirt on the way to grip your thighs. 

the Alpha effortlessly moves to stand, lifting you with a secured hold around your thighs to set you on an empty space on his desk, his hands roaming, pushing beneath your shirt to clutch onto your waist again, this time with his digits sinking directly into your flesh. 

“you feel so good, so soft.” Heeseung says between breaths, mesmerized by how smooth you feel, rutting his hips between yours to smear around the mess of slick coating his sweats. 

bending lower, Heeseung lays you on his desk, licking the spit that's ended on your chin, rubbing his nose against yours before returning to your parted lips with his tongue plunging in gliding along yours. 

“Al-alpha..” moans continuously spew between strokes of his tongue, losing comprehension with another piston of his hips. the Alphas growing bulge presses stiff against your center, rubbing impatiently on your clit. “please, need you, n—need you now”

Heeseung grunts, chewing your lips with his hands exploring, from squeezing your thighs and ass to tracing your shape up to your chest. he’s everywhere, mauling your mouth as he grinds harder, massaging your breasts with a strong hold and fingers tweaking your hardened buds. if not for his unrelenting will to not immediately fuck into you, you’d be sure he’s in rut.

“need you too.” Heeseung whimpers, winding the fabric of your t-shirt around your waist as a handle to grip and jam against you harder. “need to taste you, feel every part of you.”

“please, y-yes, Alpha please.”

Heeseung nods rapidly, breaking into a sweat still fully clothed above you, large and powerful with demanding empty thrusts that spiral up your chest, craving for more, more of the Alpha to consume you, more more more.

“can you cum like this?” Heeseung asks, a hint of whine singing from his throat as he bends to lick up your jaw, trailing up your ear to suck on. “cum for me baby, wanna taste you.”

“Alpha, n-no” his pace is unforgiving now, pushing your shirt up to stuff into your mouth muffling your moans. Heeseung grunts listening to the nasty wetness between you, slick drips down between his thighs leaving his sweats soaked. the table under you is a mess of arousal smearing its way up to your lower back.

“oh fuck!” with gritted teeth he pulls away to watch your chest heave, hips lifting up in need. a stream of slick pulses, squirting onto his shirt and the space under you, landing with an obscene splash. “fuckfuckfuck.”

he can’t wait any longer, dropping to his knees his mouth attaches to your entrance before you can finish, swallowing the last spurts of slick; the shock of his tongue dipping in shoots your spine rigid, bowing up into an arch with your feet scrambling to settle on the desk. “Alpha!”

Heeseung groans from deep within his chest, his tongue working in and out of your convulsing heat instantly unable to get enough of your slick pouring down his throat. “do you even know how good you taste?” 

Heeseung growls between slurping slick and licking between your folds, his nose covered with a layer of wetness from dragging up and down your exposed center. the tip of it rolling your clit into a mind-numbing circle as he takes a deep breath, slick filling his nostrils leaving him with hardly any space to breathe.

“fuckfuck.” Heeseung feels out of his mind, days of jerking off to the thought of you led to this. ravenous with hunger to swallow you whole, he sucks on your labia folds, alternating the velvety flesh with sucks and pointed licks. fat stripes of his tongue dragging from your rim to your clit pursing his lips around the bundle of nerves to make you shriek.

a repeated chant of ‘so fucking good’ between deep intakes of wet breath sounds between your moans, heated palms squeeze your hips pushing onto the backs of your thighs to lift your lower back from the desk. Heeseung stays bent over diving deeper at this new angle, his tongue pushing in and out stretching your walls purposefully. 

heat licks through your stomach when the Alpha pushes 2 digits in alongside his tongue, the stretch torturous as he falls into a fast-paced pump. his fingers scissoring inside of you against the strain in his tongue working to wiggle in deeper until his jaw hinges and locks. the tension in his muscle elicits a grunt filling your insides with toe curling vibrations.

Heeseung imagines he could die with his face buried between your thighs, wondering how he went this long without your slick lathered on his tongue. his nose rubbing back and forth against your clit the more he attempts to push in, slipping another finger into you. 

“Hee! I’m—fuck!” you keen, wrinkling between your eyebrows with a shout as another wave of pleasure crashes over you. a white heat of lust blacks out your senses with your climax hitting, having to reach for chunks of the Alphas hair to pull at between wailing for him to stop.

Heeseung’s ears feel foggy, clouded with fuzzy cotton and the shout of your pleased moans. he works past your orgasm, gliding his tongue out only to focus on your clit, striking it in repeated motion with lick after lick; his fingers gaining momentum as he buries a fourth in to jackhammer another orgasm out of you. 

your next release hits faster, his arm stiffening to push the tips of his digits against a spongy spot deep inside of you, splaying his other hand under your bellybutton with a harsh suck around your bundle of nerves. 

“Heeseung!” 

screams sound around the room, eyes rolling into the back of your head with the assault from the Alphas merciless fingers and mouth. slick rushes out viscously bursting past his fingers stilling inside of you to enjoy the stream smacking him across the face. 

“holy fuck.” Heeseung sighs, licking the mess off his lips before dragging out and kissing from over your slit to your entrance, hips twitching up with a whine from the oversensitivity.

“so perfect..” the Alpha mumbles quietly, not loud enough for you to hear over your euphoric daze; still lost in heat and addictive gratification.

Heeseung’s quick to strip himself, kicking off the sweats you’ve ruined and coming to stand straight above you. 

“never seen a prettier Omega.” he says, holding onto your knees to keep you spread open. another embarrassing wad of slick leaks at the visual of the Alphas larger figure looming above you, his chest defined with light abdomen muscles inching closer to your core. “with the prettiest pussy too.”

“Alpha, fuck me already, please” you preen, squirming in his hold. his praise only doing more to heighten your impatience and despair. 

“want me that much hmm? you going to cum that hard on my cock for me too?” Heeseung clicks his tongue, sucking a breath between his teeth to lessen his Alphas rage to take you right now. the thought of fucking you for the first time anywhere other than his bed not sitting right with him. leaning over, he kisses you softly, savoring the pilant moans you share between licks across the seam of your lips. trailing his tongue inside to twist against yours and pull, drawing your neck and waist to arch up and let his arms belt around you. 

surprising you with his strength, he squats to haul you off the table, his bed not far off to lay you flat even with his legs shaking after staying hard for this long. Heeseung can feel his last semblance of power disappear as he helps you out of your shirt, fully exposed beneath him with your face hidden in your shoulder as you flush. suddenly shy with the Alphas large doe eyes taking time to scan your figure and touch your delicate curves.

“so pretty for your Alpha..” Heeseung’s enraptured, eyes glazed over as they pass over every inch of skin, tickling down your sides to grab onto your hips again. the hiss you let out letting him know it hurts, bruises surely forming in the shapes of his fingers, an image to revel in until he can properly claim you.

“Alpha, fuck me.. please fuck me.” you whine more feverishly now, reaching to scratch and pinch his waist and melt your bodies closer, his thighs pushing more space between your hips to settle his length against your core.

“do you even understand what you’re begging me to do baby?” Heeseung questions, lapping his mouth clean with his palm flattening around your throat. “begging for Alpha to ruin you.”

“wa—want you, want you to ruin me.” his hand tightens, snaking your throat with a chokehold when you plead for him to make it hurt, make it hurt good enough to remember. “pl—please..”

“what if I need everything, what if I need every part of you?” Heeseung breathes harshly, rolling his hips forward to drag his size between your gushing folds. “will you give me that? give me everything.”

“everything,” tears spring free as your hands reach to wrap around his forearm, trembling head to toe with each pass of the Alphas cock from your navel to your clit, the stimulation pushing your mind deeper into an abyss of heat and desire. “I’m yours.”

Heeseung’s throat jumps, cursing under his breath as he litters a path of kisses down your jaw, nipping your chin on his way to your chest. his teeth bury into the mound of your breast with a growl, shaking his head to sink deeper into the fleshy meat and leave a mark. “so good, so fucking good.”

loosening his hold on your neck, he traces upward, nestling the end of his nose along the column of your throat in search of your scent gland. his throat locking dry and tight as he inhales the sweet fragrance he’s become infatuated with. Heeseung nips at your warm skin, teasing you with the threat of marking you to be his, a chance to claim you as his mate. his sharp canines dig in enough to break the skin and leave indentations, staying still for seconds to let your scent fill his lungs.

thrill races through your spine, having the Alpha this close to your scent gland, arching for more movement between your bodies, your nails dig into his sculpted sides scratching down leaving viscous red lines in their wake. 

Heeseung sucks with more strength, raising blood to the surface on your neck in a pattern of a necklace, one for his hand to latch onto and deepen later.  

“Hee, c—can’t” ragged breath lodges between your lungs with his palm returning to constrict your throat, fingers dig into the sides congesting your next inhale.

Heeseung growls rough, like shards of glass have ruined his vocal chords. “you like that baby?” 

your chin barely gives a nod, body speaking for you with another glob of slick running down the Alphas length leaving his balls dripping wet onto the bedding. “get so wet for me, you get wet like this for anyone else?” 

“you, you Alpha.” you cry, desperately horny enough to say anything Heeseung wants at this point. brought to nothing but a pile of putty in his menacing hands, willing to hand over your world for him to destroy.

he hums, licking at the sweat blanketing his upper lip, using your throat to push his shoulders up and gawk in awe at the area you’ve drenched between your lower halves. slick coats his thighs, his abdomen shining under soft light reflecting off of him, the bed topper beneath you ruined. “you like me that much?”

Heeseung kisses at the backs of his teeth rutting between your folds, losing his breath as he watches the tip of his size reach past your twitching navel with each swipe up. “fuck, you gonna be good for me? be a good Omega for Alpha and take it all?”

“yesyesyes! be so good, anything,” you blubber, coughing with your thighs clenched around his hips to lure him in, hands scrabbling on his wrist and forearm to loosen his hold on your neck. “so good for you Alpha, a—anything.”

Heeseung grabs a hold of his length, gripping snuggly around the base to calm himself, leisurely dragging his tip between your folds. “you’re so beautiful, baby.”

the thick aroused scent emitting off of you only grows thicker with his murmured flattery, a fresh dollop of slick bubbles out drenching Heeseung’s heavy sack. tears cling to your eyelashes, a watery plead to be fucked echoes out, blurring past the Alphas ears when another waft of your scent spins his head into an alternate universe; mindlessly dipping the tip of his cock past your tight entrance.

“w—want you inside,” you say, fluttering your eyes shut nervously. “want all of you inside Alpha, wanna be full of your pups.”

Heeseung’s chest tightens, grinding his teeth as he inches deeper into your heat. the wet warmth makes the room spin, compressing his lungs in a way that brings him closer to what can only be described as death, and he knows he’s fucked. he’ll never be able to get enough of you after this.

“feel you s—so deep,” you stammer, sliding a palm down to your navel to rest against the skin that’s begun to distend as the Alpha stills, head drooping between his shoulders to lower his uncontrollable moans. “wanna feel your cum.. drip out of me.”

Heeseung can’t stop himself from shouting, cursing under his breath while throwing back his head. wet walls clamp around his size, the pressure shooting through his balls to fuck you with an feral urgency. 

shifting back, the Alpha gazes where you connect, jaw hung loose entranced by your cunt refusing to release him. your walls squeezing, milking his cock to your content until he finally sees the tip, ramming forward falling into a brutal pace.

Heeseung hunches forward bouncing you deeper into his bed where he’d always planned to have his way with you, fuck you until you cry and beg exactly as you are now. the nonsense and pleasured sounds dripping off your tongue play like a tune to the rapid volume of flesh meeting flesh. sharp hips barrel against your thighs, bruising in their aftermath. 

“what am I gonna do with you?” Heeseung whimpers, pushing his mouth against yours, melting into a messy kiss that’s more drool than lips meeting. teeth clink together, swallowing shared breaths between failed attempts of locking lips. “how are you this perfect for me?”

the Alphas hands cup under your ass, groping to lift your bottom up and meet his furious speed. tingles explode throughout your limbs from his praises, searching for refuge in his shoulder to hide the burn racing across your cheeks.

“don’t hide from me, baby.” Heeseung commands, pressing his nose into your cheek. “my pretty Omega.”

honey vocals sing everything you need to hear, the constant mine mine mine twisting your gut. the Alphas thick length works fast, thrusting into you at a spine-breaking pace. 

“pl—please, please,” you croak, biting down on Heeseung’s shoulder as a blood curdling scream tears through your chest. Heeseung’s cock catching on your entrance with each pull out, ankles locked around his lower back.

“what are you begging for?” the Alpha mouths at your jaw, nipping and licking sweat off your cheek. 

“fuck me, fuck me, fuck me!” 

Hesseung can’t believe what a slut his roommate is, already fucked stupid and still demanding more. moving to slide his arms under your back, he sets a violent pace. the scream you let out scratching your vocal chords up, urging him to fuck you faster. fuck you until your heat breaks.

“yesyesyes! Alpha!”

“God,” Heeseung gasps, in disbelief of how well you take it, taking it like you belong to him already. “made for me, aren’t you baby?” 

he’s fucking into you faster, harder, every inch meticulously dragging inside of you. the room humid and hot with a combined heat building off your bodies. skin beats against yours sweaty, sticky, covered in slick.

“fuck baby, how are you still so f-fucking tight.” Heeseung keens, his voice cracking as you clench around him more. “feel too good..”

planting you with another sloppy kiss, he straightens back to push your thighs against your chest. weighing more on your air passage as his hips drop faster, your knees bracketing around your distraught face. 

“al—alpha.. br—..” with a sigh, you crumble. angled to watch his length bury in and out of you. the thick size of him spreading your cunt open, breaking you to never need anyone else. no one would ever come close. “breed me.”

Heeseung’s eyes snap open, his hands squeezing the backs of your legs. he can’t stop now, not with how you gaze at him like a God, a hazy stare admiring the man above you sending him toppling over the edge. 

tears, drool, and sweat spill past your lips, huffing empty breathless cries. the Alphas cock burying into you balls deep pushing your stomach out again. Heeseung’s massive size rearranges your insides, erasing your last shred of sanity with another push of his hips.

incoherent noises break from your parched throat, the most painful and satisfying orgasm ripping through your body. strong enough to leave you brainless, eyes rolled back as your lower half jerks, squirting aggressively enough for Heeseung to nearly break into tears as he stays rooted inside of you against the pressure trying to push his cock out.

“fuck!”

he fucks you through it, your limp body fucked higher up the bed as he races to completion. a gutted growl slices through the thick air around you. his knot expanding with hot white ropes painting your insides. teeth gritted as he leans down and lays a pathway of kisses up your chest, licking over your scent gland again, with more desperation to bite and have you as his mate.

Heeseung’s knot continues to expand, instinctively drawing another weak orgasm out of you the more you stretch around him. locked together with half-lidded eyes lazily taking in the afterglow taking over your expressions. the heat subdued enough to at least feel half-awake and process reality for the moment.

“thank you..”

Heeseung smiles, adjusting his arms to loop around your waist and position you both more comfortably on your sides until his knot deflates. “why are you thanking me?”

“because..” you mumble, tucking in your chin to hide as warmth rushes to your cheeks. “..I wanna be good for you..”

his cock pulsates watching your expression shift to a demure innocent one, stifling a groan by biting on his lip. he nudges your forehead with his nose, pressing a gentle kiss on your lips.

“you’re the best for me.”

Heeseung’s affirmations reach deep with your heat feeding off the Alphas energy, the ache stings again, punching through your gut. tightening around his length going back down to a normal size.

“Alpha..”

“my baby needs more already?” he grins, pecking away the pout you give him as he maneuvers to slowly pull out of you.

“come on, present yourself, show me how much you want it. show me how good you can be for your Alpha.” Heeseung says with a hint of cockiness, slapping your hip enough to sting and have you lazily turning over. hissing as your knees drag on the wet bedding, lowering your chest to shove your ass out with a defined arch. 

Heeseung can’t believe how wrecked your cunt looks already, swollen and covered in his seed. his fingers smearing the mess of your mixture up to push more inside of your hole, drawing more whines out of you. “perfect Omega for me. mine.”

sniffling, you nod, swaying your hips for more even if you feel ready to pass out. “yours.”

the Alpha sits up on his knees, slapping the underside of his length against your rim and slit creating filthy sounds of wetness. his cock coated in the remnants of his release, slick that won’t stop rivering out of you.

“fill you up with my pups, like my good Omega deserves.” 

sheathing back in, Heeseung groans, eyes rolling back cutting his nails into your sides. his cock throbbing against your swelled walls, wasting no time to fuck and breed you full of cum again and again. the reminder that you belong to him now never failing to sing from his lips release after release with his hands tangled in yours. 

“mine, meant to be mine.”

the Alphas aroma shifts the air around you before he can settle back into bed, humming as he plops back onto the space next to you.

“you’re not going to believe this but..” Heeseung laughs bitterly, nuzzled against your side with his phone in hand. “Mr. Park emailed about an eviction on the Alpha floor..”

“hmm? eviction?” you question, still drowsy with your nose buried in Heeseung’s pillow to quell your heat for a moment.

“yeah.. looks like I can move out by next week..” Heeseung trails off, clearing his throat before locking his phone.

“move out?? what?” those words are enough to have you shooting up to sit, hissing from the way your entire body stings. “why?!”

“uhm, because you want me to move out?” sitting up on his elbows, he cocks an eyebrow, the one he recently put a slit in that you absolutely hate(love). “weren’t you just ranting to your friend about how insufferable and disrespectful I am?”

“see, eavesdropping is disrespectful,” rolling your eyes, you lightly smack his stomach, returning to cuddle into the Alphas pillow. an instant blanket of calm wraps around your body with one inhale of his trademark scent consuming your senses. “do you want to move?”

“not really..” Heeseung admits, laying back down to meet you at eve-level. “I doubt a new roommate would buy the same great snacks and ramen you always manage to find.”

“do you see how you’re insufferable?” you say, rolling your eyes playfully. 

“as long as you’re willing to live with me, I’d like to stay.” Heeseung smiles, draping an arm around your waist to press closer. “and maybe see where this goes..”

“this?”

“us.”

“..when’s your next rut?” 

Heeseung cracks into a wide smile at that, tickling up your back to make you curl into yourself and expose your throat for him to kiss and lick.

he may or may not have made all of that up, who knows really. it’s not as if he doesn’t proudly carry the title of being your insufferable Alpha roommate without good reason.

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ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP AU

disclaimer: the fics aren’t mine, this list is for recommendations only.

updated: july 23, 2022

f - fluff   s - smut   a - angst   h - humor

ONE SHOTS

first time dad!jk - f by @jjkgyu

this is a headcanon, this is so cute and so adorable.

wear my name - s by @kookiecrumb

oh my gosh, this is so hot I am not kidding. wearing his initial on a chain… but not on your neck ;)

espresso shots and boob talks - f,s (college au) by @breakiebunny

this is one of my fave jk characters, he is so gentle and the way he confronted the oc is chef’s kiss! this is so cute and the smut part- our boy is proving something hahaha

dropping hints - s (idol jk au) by @bonny-kookoo

jk with a piercing somewhere down there, overall hot hot hot! and he is so freaking cheeky and cocky

need to know - s  by @hobipost

sweet sweet jungkook making them take whatever he gives…. oh gosh…. one word, horny

addicted - f, s by @sparklingchim

jk with rings on and doing things to u, gosh pls spare my life (insert the dangling chain meme) this is so domestic and hot and i love it

brain dead - s by @bts-bay-bee

whiny jk. begging jk. crying jk bc it hurts so good. this is the filthiest thing I have ever read!!!! must!!!

backstage quickies - f, s by @btsqualityy

lmao the first dialogue speaks for itself, backstage quickie w husband!jk. he just down bad for oc every single freaking time. yoongi overhearing….

love talk - f, s by @sourkoo

this is def one of my faves! first oral from jk… oc is shy and our boy is just so sweet and loving and it really made the smut part the hottest shit ever!!! DOMESTIC SHT AHEAD!!! <333

nasty - s by @tanniefm

indeed nasty, good lord. im not so big in daddy kink but this jk…. with all the filthy things he whispered to oc/reader… i’m down bad, sir. at every single party ever.

vanilla mornings - f,s  by @btsbling

this literally made me giggle and sht, bc its so cute… its also very domestic and fluffy and the smut is hot and very sweet too… a morning w slow lazy making love…

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