Feeling

Feeling

Feeling kinda restless Wanna do something Mum tore that dream to pieces Now I’m left cleaning

That moment when you're using A-Levels to encourage yourself "C'mon, you survived A-Levels, you can do this."

This afternoon, after my chemistry paper, I could have sworn I could taste the sweet, sweet aroma of freedom so strong it hurt. Then I realise it hurt because it was just Last Paper Syndrome and unfortunately my last paper is tomorrow, not today.

Family

Sometimes, I idly wonder why I'm such a cynical b*tch when it comes to family (ie. people you associate yourself with -- as well as feel a certain kinship for, be it obliged or otherwise -- due to blood ties). And then I listen to my mum's retelling of all the shit she's been through, and I remember.

Family? That's something I choose for myself. Screw blood ties. Doesn't mean fk to me.

This is more accurate than accurate

A summary of Bangtan MVs

No More Dream: The rebellious Jin drives a school bus into a stack of empty cardboard boxes. Jimin has nice abs

N.O: BTS doesn’t want to go to school

Boy in Luv: Jimin sneaks a peek at Jungkook’s dick and neither of them wash their hands

Just One Day: Taehyung’s deep ass voice

Danger: Jungkook destroys a perfectly good piano for no apparent reason. Taehyung cuts his actual hair

War of Hormones: Bangtan lowkey creeping on some chick

Dope: An unlikely group of friends with seemingly random professions bond over their shitty girlfriends

I Need U: Some significant stuff happens but no one really knows what. We’re pretty sure it’s sad though

Run: LITERALLY WHO IS DEAD

Young Forever: Bighit compiles clips of previous MVs in an attempt to answer all our questions. Groundbreaking

Fire: Suga sets a man on fire with pure swag. Taehyung irons Jin. Nobody stops him

Save Me: The long awaited MV that would finally answer all our questions and wrap up the entire HYYH series: BTS dances in a field

Blood Sweat and Tears: Jungkook licks candle wax like he doesn’t think he’s still a fetus. We have a mid-song intermission so Namjoon can speak English for a solid minute and a half. Suddenly the entire fandom is Jimin-biased

Spring Day: BTS sing on the world’s biggest pile of dirty laundry

Not Today: BTS run away from their problems. Taehyung looks damn good in a headband

We Don’t Talk Anymore Pt. 2 : A Summary

Me: *forgot the date*

Me: *flips open phone at 11.10pm”

Me: *literally screams (first recorded history of a scream in 3 years of being a fangirl)*

Me: *immediately plays video*

Video: *loading*

Me: *sudden realisation* Holy shyet is this gonna be Jikook

Jungkook: *starts singing*

Me: *sudden realisation again* HoLY SHYET WAIT DOES THIS MEAN JIMIN AND ENGLISH

Jungkook: *continues singing, blissfully unaware of my inner turmoil*

Me: B-BUT HOLY SHYET I HAVEN’T HEARD MIN’S ENGLISH IN SO LONG HOLY SHITAKE MUSHROOMS MOTHER OF GOD

Jungcook: *still singing*

Me: OMG YOU SERIOUS JIKOOK??

Jungkook: *being his talented little shyet self*

Me: FOR REALS OMG THIS WOULD BE A FIELD DAY FOR JIKOOK SHIPPERS

Jungkook: *more singing*

Me: ......and Jimin is the girl.

Me: *dies laughing* Omg why am I like this why are we all like this to Jimin no why am I so terrible lmAO

Jimin: *takes over*

Me: *dies from English*

Jimin: *blissfully unaware of the murder he just did*

Me: *clutching my laptop and hyperventilating in the underworld*

Jimin: *still an ignorant little angel*

Me: Holy hell that English thoooooo

Jimin and Jungkook: *duets*

Me: *dies......in the underworld*

Song: *finally ends*

Me: *still dead*