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google, search how to not subconsciously force my healthy and loving partner into the role of an abuser bcs I anticipate and detect abuse where it genuinely is not happening (and then I think that the behavior is normal so I don't call them out and thus allow my perception of them to be warped beyond recognition) google, search for what to do when your mental health gets so bad you lose grip on reality and have episodes of your mind breaking into two and you can't do anything but hold your head hyperventilate and let go of your body as it jerks around uncontrollably until eventually your partner has to just hold you still and talk you down before you accidentally hurt yourself google, search for gift ideas for the most patient perfect boyfriend in the world

The one and only renfield fanwork ever. Basically a sequel. Basically everything I could ever want or ask for in a renfield fic. This is actually sooooo personal to me but idc it must be loved and spread. This bug guy gets my pain & mental anguish as I'm recovering & attempting to have a healthy relationship with my own Rebecca. Thank you for writing this <3

//A Sadness Runs Through Him//

Gen - Renfield Focused Explicit Tags: Depression, Grief/Mourning, Coping with Trauma Chapters: 3/3

Dracula is gone. Renfield finally has a life all his own. So why doesn't he feel free? a.k.a, a short study on the grief of losing ones former life, lover, and purpose

something something interview with a vampire

Do I know the names of each moon phase? No. But do I know where the moon is in her cycle? Do I glance up at her every night just to check in? Do I keep in mind if the shadow we cast on her is growing or decreasing right now? Can I predict when the full or new moon will be based on where she is in her current unnamed phase? YES! And that's the thing, humans have named natural phenomenon a million different things a million different times. None of which matters to the phenomenon itself. To have a relationship with nature, the universe, the earth. You don't need to spend all this extra time memorizing scientific names. Instead, spend that time and effort observing. Noticing. Tracking. Even if you make up your own words on accident, the moon can't tell the difference. Even if you falter, and forget to check in for a week, a month, a year. The moon never leaves. She'll always be up in the sky, either shrouded in darkness invisibly watching over us or brightly lit up like our other friend the sun. Whenever you want to reconnect and glance up she'll be there. Stressing about tracking her every move will only strain your relationship. Stressing about memorizing just one set of the many names people have put onto her cycle will only strain your relationship. Stressing about full moon celebrations that may or may not fit into your schedule or come naturally to you is only going to strain your relationship. Do what feels natural, do what makes sense for you and makes you happy. There is no right way to be pagan. There is only what you feel in your heart to be true. This goes for literally everything btw

Inspirational wet cat of the week:

it's okay to be sad. 💛