Trellock The Pathetique Cringefail Thx For Introducing Them To Me XD

Trellock the pathetique cringefail thx for introducing them to me XD

niche rezero side character trellock (The gustekan shapeshifter serial killer of all time) is so fascinating for a character who was briefly on screen then disappeared into the wings in an instant. trellock wants humanity and tangible identity to fill in that gaping emptiness that is the entity known as “trellock” and the fact that we know next to nothing about trellock and how they’ve appeared or turned out this way kind of hammers it in. they are nothing except their warped personality amalgamated and frankensteined out of their tiny little trail of stolen identities fighting in a desolate snowy nation like everyone else in it. they simultaneously look down on humanity but they want to be human so badly they wander about and yank onto the nearest human that catches their eye and steal their name, their body, their personality. and then they play pretend at being human like making a mannequin come to life and expecting it to do tricks. trellock is simultaneously like an addict looking for their next high and a child screaming about how badly they want someone else’s toy. they put a self-imposed rule of killing the people they steal and ripping their faces off as if to prove that they’ve truly won over their victims, as if they’ve tied up lose ends and that identity is theirs for the taking now, but then they break their own damn rule after failing to kill someone because they need to have their cake. they cant let it get away. but trellock looks down on humanity because there is something barren and rotten with them and if they didnt look down on humanity and everyone around them then theyd have to face their own hollowness and inferiority. this is why they’re always yearning to be anyone they want to be by trampling on other people’s corpses. everyone suffers in gusteko. everyone is searching for humanity and losing it in gusteko. trellock never exactly had it in the first place, not in the same way as most other people, but they think they can be better at acting as everyone they steal while they run from everything they’ve always lacked. imagine you are trellock and you long for something everyone else has but the world has already stolen it from them as they grew up but it’s like you popped into existence without it at all so you’re trying to pick at the remains like a vulture and then melt the carcass into your new and totally improved self that definitely won’t just keep doing this until you die.

anyway i think if trellock discovered fursuits and theatre theyd be way healthier. they simply have gray hair and pronouns !!!

At some point during the Greed IF:

Echidna: According to your memories, it is currently “Pride Month”, Subaru. You know what that means.

Subaru: huh?

Subaru: what?

Subaru: do you want me to have like- 

Subaru: a gay time loop? 

Subaru: what? 

Echidna: :]

something something madohomu can now only ever be one sided because maybe at the start when life was simpler they could've been something together but homura created dissonance between them to save madoka and fails to forgive herself for her mistakes and further hides herself away from a madoka that does not recognize her precisely because she has bent herself out of shape trying to save madoka all without daring to let madoka love her, something something madoka loves everyone but cannot love homura the way that homura loves madoka they are an eternally, comically separated love

When I showed my dad the wip of this drawing he said something along the lines of “What is he the Thin Man or something?” so I’m gonna call him that from now on lol 😂 anyway here’s this screenshot redraw

"I want to be an admirable person. Like Mother Fortuna, who’s my role model. Or Geuse, who’s so kind and strong. Like Archi, who kept smiling until the very end, just so I wouldn’t be scared. Or Puck, who always protected me and never left me alone. Like Ram, who wished to do the one thing that would be the most helpful for someone who’s truly precious to her. Like Otto, who does his very best for his friends. Or Garfiel, who never once uttered a word of complaint. Like Subaru, who says he loves me, and does reckless things even when he’s wounded and hurting. I want to earn the respect of each of them. From now on, I want to be the one reaching out to help someone.”

It’s Emilia!

I don’t really have much to say about her in regards to what her powers or wish would be in relation to her design since in my au she hasn’t made a contract (yet… ;) and talking about it here would be spoilers lol), but what I can say is that I wanted her outfit to be very reminiscent of Madoka’s magical girl form (you know, for the Homura x Madoka / Subaru x Emilia parallel) (also some Satella elements like the roses because, you know :) ). I also took note of the spin-off magical girl event in the game Lost in memories where they have magical girl designs for some of the characters, and they happened to have one for Emilia, so I took a lot of inspiration from her outfit used there. Since the majority of y’all voted for her to have the main color in her outfit be white, I went with that for her top and boots and made most everything else a different shade of purple.

A quick aside, I really want to thank all of you who voted on the poll and gave positive comments/ feedback on not just the designs that I’ve made so far but on the art that I’ve been posting here since last year. I know saying this is cliché (and even saying it’s cliché is too) but it really does mean a lot seeing so many people like my art and my ideas. I have been posting art for a while now (on Instagram but I’m pretty new here so bear with me 😂) but I have never really seen as much engagement with my stuff as I have on other platforms and I’m really happy about that :) I have a hell of a lot more to make and show you not only about this au but in general, and I am so glad all of you will be able to see it and I hope you like it to. Thank you for everything so far!

Now with the sappy shit out of the way, I’ll go over a few last thoughts I had about Emilia’s weapon and soul gem.

I didn’t know what to give her for a weapon since in canon she makes a lot of her weapons out of ice, so I just decided to give her a typical magical girl wand/staff since I thought it would fit her and it’s what she wields in the Lost in Memories spin-off. I made the staff look similar to Madoka’s bow (again, parallels) with elements of the concept art for the magical girl rings in pmmm and of Madoka’s soul gem at the bottom. The crystal star shape on top of the wand is also a Madoka reference because it’s the same star on her grief seed and Law of cycles symbol / witch kiss. I also made it crystal sort of call back to Puck’s crystal.

Now for Emilia’s soul gem I made it look like a certain key that appeared in season two… It was based on the comment by a certain someone that said something along the lines of “imagine you are the key.”… This character is very important to this au not just in the world of Lugunica… :)

something of a wip :):)