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Loa success: change in appearance
just saw this on twitter and this girl is a tarot reader & practices the law. she posted this transformation she manifested on twitter and ofc the replies donβt believe her but just wanted to post it here for anyone wanting motivation!!
i know personally changing my appearance has been the most challenging thing for me to manifest so hopefully this motivates others to show its very real and possible:)




manifesting:
APPEARANCE CHANGES βΝβ§Λ*Β°ΰΏ

ππππ ππππ ππππππππ ππππππππππ πππ ππππ ππ πππππ πππ ππππππππ ππππππππππ πππππππ <3
first of all, you need to realize that NOTHING is permanent here. you can EASILY change your appearance no matter how drastic the change is. EVERYTHING is possible because YOU create your reality
( β‘ ) a common myth held by lots of people while manifesting is that "manifesting physical appearance changes takes time"
NO. physical appearance changes are AS easy and quick to manifest as any other desire
there is no fixed time to manifest appearance changes, you can grow 15 cm overnight if you say so !!
nothing is fixed here. you can LITERALLY change your genetics by manifestation !!
just assume that you already look like your ideal self and that's it. get into the mindset of having your ideal appearance. the moment you desire something, KNOW that there are infinite realities and infinite versions of you that already have what you desire
so by getting into the mindset of having your desires, the reality will SHIFT to give you your desires
( β‘ ) not seeing results in the 3D?
the only reason for that is the assumption that you're not seeing results in the 3D.
believe it or not, you ALREADY have your results
PERSIST in the assumption that you already have your ideal appearance even though there is no evidence in the 3d for it
if you are beautiful and attractive in your imagination, then you're beautiful and attractive period.
the 3D ( reality ) just reflects the 4D ( imagination ) so focus on changing the 4D and not the 3D
you don't need proof in the 3D to know that your desires are yours
the moment you desire something, it takes form in the 4D plane
but if you PERSIST in the assumption that the desire is yours, then it'll take form in the 3D too
that is how simple it gets, you think of your desired appearance, you persist in the assumption that you already look like it, and you become it
you can change EVERYTHING about your reality
the 3D is like play dough,
you can mould it the way you like to create what you desire <3
anything and everything is possible if you think so
MEGA SELF CONCEPT CHALLENGEππ€π₯₯πΎπ§
challenge duration: 2 weeks
rules:
β οΈno negative thoughts (mental diet)
β οΈaffirming or visualizing 5 mins straight once a day (minimum)
β οΈwhen you wake up and before you go to sleep remember yourself who you are
β οΈdonβt react to unwanted
β οΈloop your subliminal playlist twice a day if you have one
main affirmations//you can customize
πeverything works in my favor
πi own this reality
πi am the prettiest person on earth
πlife is my playground
πeveryone treats me like a celebrity
πi manifest everything i desire in days
πeverything in my life is perfect
extras//your desired face & body affirmations
[you donβt have to use all of them, these are just examples!]
during these 14 days, you will THINK from the reality you want. create a version of yourself that you want to in your head or decide who you want to be (can be a character from a show) and act them.
you cannot react mentally to any unwanted situation. this is your reality and everything is made of your thoughts. be the person you want!
πthis challenge will reprogramme your mind, you will get movement %100 guaranteed in 14 days. affirming for your self concept will also help your manifestations. just give it a try!


I prefer a soft life.
I donβt want to work hard like men.
I want to work easy like a woman.
I want a soft, easier, peaceful life. Not a hard one.




Soft Life Affirmations β‘
Stop rushing, waiting, stressing
Don't hurry. Your desires already exist. Don't get caught up in the time and ego trap that makes you rush and "manifest" your desires by a certain date. Relax and trust. You don't have to wait.
The outer world always manifests what you want, so just let go of expectations, you don't need it at all. The inner world is the only true reality, always return to it if you want confirmation that your desires already exist.
When you stress yourself out because you're in a rush to "manifest" your desires, you're confirming that your desires aren't yours yet. Stop. They're already.
Live. Stop thinking every minute about how you "need to manifest desires". Trust yourself as a Creator. And again: live, don't wait.
Manifestation is fun, easy, and instant. Once you realize it, your life really changes.
i pray that aug, sep, oct, nov and dec are all months full of growth, blessings, productivity, new doors open and opportunities
updated it girl youtube channels

activecactus - short workouts, routines, and productivity
becca watson - productivity, vlogs, talks
beepworld - fashion
christine tay - vlogs
cozy kay - cozy vlogs and balancing productivity and rest
daiz - vlogs
dina lu - business and personal development
dreamy little nails - adorable nail tutorials
emma claire - vlogs
euphoric ash - thrifting vlogs and fashion
fernanda ramirez - vlogs and talks
hazi - mainly vlogs
imogen kaylie - vlogs and talks
isabela juliana - mainly vlogs
isabella grace - vlogs and beauty videos
janet ndomahina - vlogs and productivity
jasmine le - fashion and beauty, talks, and vlogs
krystal oh - nail videos and vlogs
kyla beland - health
lavendaire - meditations and self help
leyla tavas - cute vlogs, glow up videos, etc.
lilrotini - fashion
maria silva - productivity vlogs
mariel - fashion
melanie patricia cruz - vlogs
mikayka mags - vlogs
mira daisy - cute vlogs and productivity
miu - vlogs and talks
muchelleb- productivity
nails by vic - nail tutorials
nairee kiana - productivity and health
nicole leilani - cute vlogs and fashion
nimeshaa - glow up and talks
phedra dee - study vlogs and productivity
rebecca jay - productivity vlogs and guides
sandy diana bang - vlogs, talks, glow up, etc.
saranghoe - vlogs
sheena kim - mainly vlogs
simonesimmo (& her other channels) - glow up talks
tam kaur - glow up talks
thewizardliz - glow up talks
tina engeo - skincare, makeup, and vlogs
yasmin the art person - art and creativity









Affirm. Affirm. Affirm.
I know that to manifest affirmations are not necessary but it is undeniable that it is a valuable tool.
Law of assumption states that our assumptions create our reality.
Assumption is nothing but the dominant thought or belief we have about the thing that we are manifesting. Assumption requires no evidence.
We also know that if we repeat a thought or a visualization enough times, we will start believing in it. This is how all our believes are formed.
Think back to one of your core beliefs. Were you born believing that? Or were you taught by your environment to believe in that? Babies don't have believes of their own. They are a blank slate that grows up to become the product of their environment until they are old enough to know better.
Now, that is how I want you to treat yourself. I want you to clean your slate and then draw in it what you DO want to manifest.
By this I mean, that I want you to affirm (or visualise if that is how you think). And I want you to repeat and persist. It is okay if you don't believe in it. Just don't think the opposite.
In the beginning, you will get thoughts against your desire. It is inevitable as it is your dominant thought. But I want you to be conscious whenever that happens and flip that thought. And I want you to repeat your affirmations.
Stop wavering and giving up. Just remind yourself that you have your desires. Thinking is easy, we think all the time. Start saturating your mind with things you want to experience.
I know you can do this and you do, in fact do this when you are anxious and thinking of how things could go wrong and thinking negative thoughts.
If you can do that, then you can do this with your positive thoughts too.





GOD WORKS EVERYTHING OUT FOR ME









Saweetie
Your boundaries are going to protect you. Donβt break your rules for anyone.
discipline.
I think disciplining your mind should be the first thing when it comes to manifesting. There are so many people who don't discipline their mind and then say "my desires don't come". Because if you're a person who is wavering or just is new or came from the loattraction, wtv it doesn't matter. WHAT IS IMPORTANT is to stfu and discipline yourself. Do you want it enough? Then go get it. The way to do it is there nothing is stopping you but your own self.
xoxo,karina


Diva Essentials β¦
(Pt.2)
animal print jewelry.





it is beautiful how we are aware of the law, especially the younger ones. they are now much more aware of how reality works and how they consciously create the life they desire to create. most people ignore the fact that they create their own reality and proceed to complain about everything in their life without changing anything about themselves.
but you, since you are now aware of the law, try it yourself. practice the law and change what needs changing in your mindset to align with your true self. if you keep learning and learning and learning, and collecting all these subliminals, and affirmations but do not put them into practice, what is the point?
remember that there are no wrong ways to do it. whatever works for you and resonates with you, do it. whatever feels good to you, do it. you deciding to work on yourself is the start.
if you had all the knowledge in the world and you didnβt put it into practice, you wouldnβt awaken. β± the coin of heaven, neville goddard
it is good to be aware of this knowledge, and you can learn all you want, which is great, but if you don't apply what you learn or practice the law, then you have not really learned. i mean, not learning how to manifest. manifesting is automatic. but learning about how you should create your life consciously so that you wouldn't create like the way you did before when you were not aware of the law.

Diva Essentials β¦
(Pt. 1 )
shimmery, sparkly lips.





ππππ πΆπ ππΆπΉπΉ ππΌπ π πππ πΆπ !! β¨π§Ώ
Don't know where to start with manifesting ? start by being delusional. Λ Β· .Λ ΰΌπ¦βqΛ


Manifesting is so easy but some people like to complicate it so much ,i don't even know why. You just need to be delusional and have belief in the UNIVERSE you have to embody what you want. Act as if its already yours or it's true you ;you want a $10k , YOU HAVE $10K !! no doubt on that. And this way the universe has no option but to give you what want because you believe its going to happen for you. ππππ
β°ββ€You want your dream job , you're already working your dream job.
β°ββ€You want your dream car , you're already driving your dream car.
β°ββ€You want your SP to like you back , you guys are already dating.
β°ββ€You want a glow up , what do you mean.. you're the most attractive person in your friend group.
''fake it till you make it ,'' but you've got to believe its already yours. Your mind and body and soul needs to believe its already yours and there is no there option.
this methods will also help you if you want to be confident BE DELUSIONAL !!
''delulu is the solulu'' - but it actually is!!
mat workouts for when you donβt feel like standing



8 minute pelvic floor workout by eleni fit
10 minute full body by growwithjo
10 minute back workout by pamela reif
10 minute glute bridge burnout by pamela reif
10 minute core by madfit
10 minute full body by pamela reif
10 minute glute bridge burnout by madfit
10 minute abs and yoga by madfit
12 minute booty workout by move with nicole
15 minute full body slow strength by pamela reif
15 minute slow and on the floor workout by madfit
15 minute abs and booty by madfit
15 minute abs and yoga by madfit
17 minute pelvic floor workout by daisy keech
20 minute thigh workout by emi wong
20 minute slow and on the floor workout by madfit
20 minute full body victoriaβs secret workout by mary braun
20 minute pilates core workout by eleni fit
20 minute abs by caroline girvan
20 minute lower body pilates by madeleine abeid
20 minute abs and booty by madfit
20 minute abs by madfit
24 minute full body sculpt by coach kel
25 minute barre and mat pilates by fitbymik
25 minute hourglass pilates by madeleine abeid
25 minute full body workout by emkfit
30 minute abs and thighs workout by emi wong
30 minute abs and booty by growwithjo
30 minute pilates by mizi
30 minute beginner pilates by move with nicole
30 minute pilates core workout by move with nicole
30 minute pilates for weight loss by moving mango pilates
30 minute full body pilates by move with nicole
30 minute full body pilates by move with nicole
30 minute full body pilates by move with nicole
30 minute full body pilates by move with nicole
30 minute abs by caroline girvan
30 minute hourglass pilates by madeleine abeid
30 minute beginner floor cardio by ps fit
30 minute abs by madfit
35 minute abs and booty pilates by move with nicole
35 minute full body pilates by move with nicole
35 minute full body pilates by move with nicole
40 minute full body workout by mizi
40 minute full body pilates by madeleine abeid
MY NEW SUCCESS STORIES! π


Hello everyone! This is a copy of my success story post on SUA (Subliminal Amino) and I decided to post it here as well for some inspiration! π
Highlight Codes:
Red - don't do this! β οΈ
Blue - this is what you need to do π
I have a manifesting success story to inspire you! The only techniques I did was simply just:
1. Thought of what I want π€π‘π
I was craving my mom's the best fried chicken in the world. Yes, I stand by this! Anyone who eats it including people outside of the family always always always praises my mom because she literally cooks the best fried chicken! Specifically fried chicken breast or thigh sometimes. I never told them that I wanted some.
2. Affirmed a few times whenever I thought of it. π¬
I just affirmed naturally and casually "We're gonna have fried chicken because I said so and because I decided so." We are all the boss of our reality so I just affirmed/decided that we're gonna have it, that Mom is gonna cook that for us.
3. I commanded my subconscious. π
This always works for me and it's my favorite thing to do to manifest. I just commanded my subconscious like a boss and told it what I want. Actually, it's smart and it already knows that but I did that for extra assurance. You just tell it what you want and it'll get it for you no matter what. You need to trust your subconscious mind that it will get that for you. Think as if you ordered something and well you know it's gonna be delivered right? Yeah, like that. You just sit pretty, affirm if you think of it to persist no matter what you see and trust that it's gonna get that for you. Do this only if it feels right to you. I mean it's literally you! Your higher self. Your subconscious wants the best for you and will get it for you as soon as you tell it what you want, the subconscious mind already manifests that in the 4d meaning it's yours it already happened in your imagination. The subconscious mind naturally will materialize that in the 3d as well but that's really just the cherry on top. π
3. PERSIST. πββοΈπ π₯³
Meaning stand firm in your decision and think as if it's already done. Be in the state of the wish fulfilled meaning you sit pretty, affirm when you need to assure yourself and in the mean time, do what makes you happy. Distract yourself.
4. The 3d is neutral. It has no meaning. It doesn't mean you don't have your desire. You give meaning to it. π§
It's literally a past newspaper like in Harry Potter, the newspaper that moves. It's in the past and it's the result of our thoughts before. It's not you follow the 3d and react to what it shows you. It follows you so leave it alone and know it is done in the 4d. If you wanna check, check and visualize that desire. For non-visualizers or people who have aphantasia, imagination is not equal to visualization. It can be thoughts and feelings as well. I don't visualize but sometimes when I'm in the mood I do but you could check your mind.
For example:
You're want to be rich. You see the 3d and wanna check your bank account or wallet. It's okay if you see there's nothing. Why? Because you're changing your reality to one where you have money. Check your mind instead.
Do this: You saw the 3d and seeing what the past newspaper (3d) is showing you. "Let me check my mind. Okay, I checked my mind and the 4d. I literally have 10 billion in my bank account. I just need to keep up with knowing it's done and not follow the 3d because it's supposed to be following me and the 4d. The 3d just puts out whatever I'm thinking and the 4d so in the 4d I have my desires. I can calm down now. If I check the 3d, I'm letting it stick. Whatever I focus on grows so let's focus and pay attention to good stuff and that I have my desires." You can cry or feel the feelings. Release them and let it go. Then come back to deciding or affirming whatever technique works for you to persist on what you want instead. Reacting is okay. It's okay to let out your feelings, you're human. The thing is after that, if you keep paying attention to circumstances and accepting the 3d as true then you will be stuck in a loop. It literally just copies and follows the 4d and your thoughts. So if you accept that circumstance as a fact, the 3d will have to follow you and copy that. Meaning, again, getting stuck in that loop until you decide to persist because technically it is already done.
Another example:
You're manifesting a thing that you really want like a shirt or a top. Could be food.
Let's go with fries. "Okay my mom will come home and she bought fries for me. I'm deciding that Mom's got me some fries. Okay, done."
Then your mom comes home but she didn't give you anything. This is crucial. Do not give up immediately. You could still get the fries the next day. For this example, let's say you specifically said now or today. The 3d is neutral. You give the meaning to it. This is an example. Let's say you wanted that and your sister wanted that too.
Your mom comes home. Your sister is looking at what your mom brought home but wasn't told anything about the fries. She is frustrated and gave up. She felt like it didn't work so never mind. Like why isn't it here? Ugh! She then goes to her room. She gave the 3d meaning and she thought it meant that it failed.
Now you. You didn't give up. You kept affirming naturally and deciding that you're gonna have it no matter what. You said: "Nope. That brown paper bag is mine. It has my fries. The fries are there. She's gonna give them to me." Your mom ends up not giving you the bag but you didn't give up. "Nope. I'm not taking no for an answer. She just forgot about it. She forgot to hand it to me but it's there. It's mine." You just chilled and calmed down, continuing to do what you do and never gave up. Your mom then sat next to you and told you that she forgot to give you the fries! π
You both gave different meanings to the situation or circumstance. Your sister gave up and saw it as fact that she didn't get the fries but you didn't stop, didn't give up and just accepted it as a fact that you do in fact have the fries.
Now let me tell you how it happened. How I manifested eating my mom's fried chicken. Reminder, I didn't tell them what I wanted at all but if it feels like inspired action you could get your manifestation that way as well. Your mom or dad could ask you what you wanted and that's basically considered success and inspired action to tell them what you want.
I don't wanna repeat the circumstance for me but who cares! It's the past and I'm a billionaire now! Basically, dad didn't have a job before and we had a strict budget. We were only able to eat fried eggs or hotdogs at this time so you can tell that we couldn't afford other dishes at that moment but I didn't give up. I just ranted about the fear I'm feeling about the circumstance once and released any feelings. After that, I didn't pay attention and forgot about that circumstance. Why, you may ask? Because whatever you focus on grows. Attention is our superpower. You will keep having whatever you're focusing on or paying attention to.
First day. As I said. I firmly decided and affirmed that we're gonna eat fried chicken. I also commanded my subconscious as a bonus. I embodied the energy of Blair Waldorf and Hong Haein from Queen of Tears and decided that and commanded my subconscious like a boss. I am gonna write up a post about this soon! Manifesting with boss or queen energy because we are the bosses and queens of our reality. You are the boss of your subconscious but again it's you. It wants you to have everything you want and it will give you that. Our lunch was different but it's another one of my favorites. It was a delicious soup with chicken and vegetables in it. It's good and we eat that with rice! It was delicious but did I give up? No. This is when I decided to give the 3d a positive meaning. I said "Well, there's chicken breast in that soup. Usually, when we have that dish, we still have some extra chicken in the freezer. If there's this then I'm pretty sure we have extra chicken left in the freezer for mom to cook fried chicken."
I just continued being firm in my decision and accepting my desire as a fact. (I'm literally writing this while Dad's making fries! Another one of my manifestations! Not the exact one. I love the McDonald's one but I haven't given up. It is as good as that though! I consider this as a sign! I was craving that so I decided to give it a go and manifest that.)
Next day. We had this sticky rice chicken broth soup. You probably know what this is if you're Filipino haha! Is it fried chicken? Nope but I still accepted my desire as fact. Affirmed when I felt like it but naturally.
Now today! (Literally eating fries now! I'm such a master in manifesting! π)
Heard Mom talking about needing frying oil and decided to give that a positive meaning. That mom's gonna cook fried chicken. Mom cooks something, I didn't look because I know what it is of course. It smelt different like another food but did I give up? Again, no. Stood firm in my decision again. Affirmed it like a boss like it's gonna happen no matter what. "Nope, that's literally fried chicken breast. Yup, it is. We're having that for lunch and dinner."
I saw Mom put it on the table and it looked and smelled so good! I was so proud of myself. I have been reading and watching law of assumption videos and over consumed. I was so happy because I know what works for me now! You should do what feels right or what works for you no matter what other people are saying in the law of assumption community. Heck, just follow the persisting and assigning positive meaning from mine and do which technique works for you! You can do it! I've had problems manifesting too before but I'm manifesting so easily and effortlessly now. I believe in you. Dare to think that your desires are facts. Also, do what makes you happy in the middle of manifesting! What would we feel when we have manifested what we want? HAPPINESS. Doing what makes you happy (have common sense please) and knowing it's done will do wonders for you! You're basically shifting to your desired reality where your manifestation is a fact and is true! Ask yourself moment to moment when you're free. "What feels the happiest for me to do right now?" For me, it could be watching BTS funny moments or performances or watching Ghibli and Disney movies! I'm currently binge watching what I missed or what I haven't watched! I'm planning to watch all Ghibli movies! I totally recommend them! They give you such feel good vibes! Whatever is available to you that you can do right now like making yourself a nice cup of your favorite coffee and watching your favorite comfort show or movie. It could be playing games or as simple as playing with your pet. Those that you liked to do as a child. Whatever makes you happy, just have common sense. That is why I gave you a lot of examples! Anyway, that is all!
I wanna thank my beautiful sister @babygothprincess (she's not my sister. She's just so helpful and sweet and she always felt like an older sister to me so I gave her that nickname βΊοΈ) for being patient with me and literally becoming my manifesting teacher or mentor here! I wouldn't be able to be the manifesting queen/boss that I am now without her constant help and encouragement! Thank you sis as always!!! You deserve to live your best life because you help all of us here so much! I'm eternally grateful! (High five if you guys know which movie this line is from! π€) I can't thank you enough! I learned so much from you!
- XOXO Rian π
Btw, who likes roleplaying and Gossip Girl please DM me! I am a co-admin of a Gossip Girl Rp group so tell me if you're interested! It's set in the present so Blair and the others are now married and are adults but there are characters from other shows too. There's a whole new generation. It's the Gossip Girl reboot characters plus original characters a.k.a OC's/the characters we created. Message me if you wanna join in the fun! Bye!
Note: I also manifested being featured in SUA (subliminal amino) and I got it literally just a few minutes after deciding and knowing it's done!
I just literally thought: "Oh my God! I got featured! Thank you so much! That's so sweet." I did it once or twice and whenever I thought about it and it was done!!! π


HELLO I AM BACK AND I ENTERED THE VOID!!!!!
To everyone reading this: the void is real. You can do it. You can reach the void state. Just relax
And trust me, I know how hard it is to relax when you want to enter so fucking bad. My circumstances fucking suck, yet I still did it. Persist, persist, persist.
I tried so many different methods and none of them were working for me. So I decided to reprogram my mind with High Frequency Guruβs void videos. I used two (that I canβt link bc Iβm sending this anonymously but Iβm dmβing them to you) and downloaded them and just listened throughout the day. I listened until I got annoyed by them, switched to something else (music or a different unrelated video), then switched back to HFGβs videos.
Today, I laid down on my bed horizontally. I did this to avoid falling asleep, since laying with my legs crossed or on top of my blanket still made me fall asleep. Then, I put on Alunirβs void method. After that, I played an ASMR video. After the ASMR, I played a shifting meditation Iβd never used before.
I moved during Alunirβs video bc I had an itch, but stayed still during the ASMR video and just focused on the voice in the videos. When I couldnβt feel my body, I just started saying βI Amβ over and over again in my head. I entered about 10 minutes into the meditation video (and then got too excited so I βwoke upβ from the void)
BUT if I did it once, I can do it again!!!! And next time I enter, Iβm leaving with ALL my desires fulfilled
Thank you thank you thank you π©·π©·π©·
If it werenβt for you, I wouldnβt be here. I wouldnβt have made so much progress in such little time. I would quite literally not be here anymore.
Thank you SO much. I literally sobbed when I got out of the void bc itβs real and I finally did it π₯Ήπ©·
-π
HELLOOOO MY FIRST SUCCESS STORY FROM THE BEST ANON EVER HERE
π has been struggling with the void and her mindset for a minute, but she finally entered the void in such a short amount of time by simply persisting and not caring about her circumstances. sheβs truly amazing and hardworking!!
thank you for sharing your story, itβs insanely motivating and shows how simple entering the void is, and also thank you for listening to me and my advice and continuing to fight on π€§π₯°π€
LINKS:
high frequency gruβs void state self hypnosis
alunir void state guided meditation
asmr sleep meditation: shifting timelines
void state meditation
ACCEPTANCE OF STATE



If you are to change your state, the first step is to accept your state.
Accept that your state right now isn't what you particularly desire. Know what your state is right now, be conscious about it.
i used to hate and reject this idea, i thought blinding myself with all this affirmations and false positivity will change my state, i thought accepting negativity will led me to even more negativity but, no. Just because you accept that your state right on this moment isn't much desirable doesn't mean that you can't change it, cause you can.
Remember that your state has no power of you, remember that you are not your state. The inner-man and the state is separated, remember that.
Rejecting this idea led me to not being conscious of what i actually desire to change, confuse of what to actually change. When I finally looked deep within me, i found out that i still had limiting beliefs and dominant thoughts that didn't serve me.
And I want you guys to not go through that so. I will say is to accept your state right now. look deep inside you, on what your state is truly is. I want you guys to know who your state actually is. Cause maybe you're blinding yourself too with all the false positivity, thinking that you're thinking right when deep within you, there's a pool of limiting beliefs and undesirable thoughts that makes up your state that keeps pooling up the more you ignore it. And if you keep ignoring it, it's gonna keep pooling up to the point it's gonna brim. That's the point where you no longer keep ignoring it.
And it's gonna be such a strong state that you're gonna have a hard time changing it, changing it's waters, meaning it's dominant thoughts that make up of it.
I want you guys to think of states as pools. The state is the pool, and the dominant thoughts are the waters.
If you have a dirty, disgusting, dark and undesirable pool, You wouldn't wait any longer to change it's waters won't you?
You'll immediately clean the pool, and change the waters so you can finally swim and chill and have a nice time. Right?
You wouldn't trick yourself that everything is fine and keep swimming in it right? You wouldn't place a cover that's glittery to trick yourself that everything is fine right? You should immediately clean that pool so you'll have a nice and happy time. no matter what you do even if you try to trick yourself with covering it with a glittery and pretty cover, that dirty water is gonna somehow slip under that pretty glittery cover and show you what you've been trying to avoid.
The more you ignore it, the more it pools up, to the point that no pretty covers could cover it. And soon enough, you'll be drowning.
If you keep swimming in your dirty state, tricking yourself that everything is fine and dandy, you'll start a disease within yourself. And that disease could get worse the more you ignore it. And it'll be much challenging to heal yourself.
So the end line here is a one simple "acceptance". Accept your state right now. And trust yourself that you'll change it, cause you will. Remember that your state right now has no power of you. And you could change it, however you want, whenever you want.
The first step is to just accept it and stop tricking yourself.