I'm Willing To Take On An Identity And Then Burn It To The Ground When It's No Longer Necessary OR No

i'm willing to take on an identity and then burn it to the ground when it's no longer necessary OR no longer sustainable. sometimes the fear of being perceived stems from an attachment to parts of us that have resisted the necessary sacrifices associated with curated facades typically based in survival. many times we find ourselves in cycles because we resist change. we resist nature. but the BODY always keeps the score.

why is sex limited to its physicality?

is this why people view the term 'sex-work' so one-dimensionally? i think so. today i made a tweet expanding on a podcast (i knowwwww podcast, i USUALLY hate them too) but this one caught my eye with the title "marriage is sex work." it was something i, too, had pondered before and to see the woman giving the message be scrutinized and demeaned triggered the part of me who felt shame around her thoughts because they are unconventional and "ahead of its time" (1H aqua stellium things). needless to say i received the same responses (mostly by men but ya know). i realized all the attacks stemmed from a limited perspective because of the reducing of sex work to its physical manifestation in the "modern day world," rather than from a dual standpoint that i was presenting. sex work didn't originate from sex, and when i had this epiphany, it quite literally changed everything. destroyed a lot of old paradigms that ate infiltrated in the thought-forms of majority of people. i don't seek to be a demagogue and convert everyone to my line of thinking. i only desire for people to dig deeper. to disarm the mind. to expand. to transcend old thoughts and belief systems that are no longer sustainable for this "new world" everyone refers to. the new world is not something we have to wait on. the new world is being cultivated right now and all it requires is destruction and renewal individually, ultimately creating a ripple effect. a simply yet robust task.

i like speaking nonsense. i find things there sometimes.

And if someday  the uncertainty of this world  becomes too overwhelming,  I hope you remember  that some mysteries  aren’t meant to be solved,  they’re meant  to be lived.

Behind every beneficial decision you take in the name of beauty, and elevation are your female ancestors who could not choose, who could not dream, and who were robbed the right to live a prosperous life.

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