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this again makes me sad and feel so much better and the art style is cute too lol

Father // The Front Bottoms

This started as a vent comic but turned into a whole thing that really helped me work through some feelings of my own- this song applied to Hunter makes me go crazy and I hope it strikes a chord with someone else too.

For me it’s like. Struggling with feeling like you’re broken and you can’t/won’t ever be able to do things normally due to your trauma and having confusing feelings towards people who hurt you yk?

“Hunter being transmasc doesn’t make sense because Caleb was-“ okay but consider THIS. Grimwalker logic. Also brb crying about drawing baby Hunter goodbye

i hate how inconsitent damian's features are, because of which his brown features are not potrayed many time even if its the same run where he was , or the writer knows damian is brown, as he was in his previous one, but nooo we give you white blue child with tim's haircut. biut its not just that its his everything. dose he have a round face or a rectangle ish one?, dose he have a button nose, a hooked roman nose, a big round button nose ,a smooth nose? is his eyes green,blue, or brown? is he dark brown, light brown, olive skined,white, or snow white? dose he have wavy short spike,spiky hair or a bowl cut or longer hair?

when people call out this inconsiteany people make the weirdst claims like" he is clone of bruce"," he is biracial biracial can look white", "he was never that coulr", "whats the big deal".

sure biracial kids can look like one parent more tahn other, but damian is so inconstent so when his potrayed which brown features and then not it feel- no it IS WHITE WASHING. iam not arabic but i am brown and i dont like that its so icositent, iam not even in a place whwere i am will be discrimanated for skin couour, well i would be berated indians do be like that but the point is i feel bad that a brown cahrecter who can look like me, is being changed agin and again to make him look moe " relatable" and/or sellable.

its not nice.

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awww poor babay :(

I know I’ve made comics about these situations before but since the show ended and I have a better grasp on the characters I felt like I had to draw out some feelings I was having re: Hunter postcanon dealing with trauma and healing and physical touch so ! Here’s this. Darius is such a good dad and I love him so much.

“Suddenly you're here

Suddenly it starts

Can two anxious hearts beat as one?

Yesterday, I was alone

Today, you walk beside me

Something still unclear

Something not yet here

Has begun”

Hi. I’m thinking about Darius taking in an exhausted Hunter after WAD and being like “oh shit I’m his dad now” and as I was drawing this I thought of this song from les mis and the scene it’s from so. Shakes and cries and

I don’t like dabbling in angst TOO much because I think it can be bad for the brain but I keep having Realizations. I don’t think Hunter had any moment of realization that the way Belos treated him in the emperors coven was wrong during. What we see in s3.

Like obviously after HM he’s like “Belos is gonna find me and hurt me because he knows I was in there and he’s not who I thought he was” but he’s never like “oh. That Wasn’t Normal was it” wrt life before that. So I can imagine him casually dropping something fucked up that Belos did and everyone going 😰😰😰 and he’s like 🙂❓