Kay Redfield Jamison,An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir Of Moods And Madness

Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

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cheers to youth is for the ones who are still stuck on the past and afraid of the future, who are always afraid to forgive themselves, who always forget to prioritize their happiness, who always see themselves as burdens, who are losing their unique self from carrying all the hard times silently

something that's so interesting to me is the juxtaposition of seventeenth heaven to fml to face the sun. face the sun was a dark album but in the sense of it talking about ambition and loneliness and it felt as if it took place in an entirely different world. it built a story, a universe. fml was a dark album in that it lacked the feeling of youth to me, which is something svt always seems to radiate. it was dark and felt mature compared to their other albums (not in that its maturity is a bad thing or that other album's lack of maturity is bad; there's just a sense of youthfulness that seems embedded in svt's albums and fml seemed to lack it. to me!!!). seventeenth heaven is a return to youth, i think, but it still maintained that maturity fml introduced.

looking back, i think the definite shift in svt's discography can be seen in your choice and attacca. henggarae feels like one big goodbye to their younger selves, semicolon being them shutting the door. your choice and attacca were the introduction of a different svt. henggarae is shutting the door to the "golden years" of childhood and young adulthood; your choice and attacca were opening the door to adulthood. the albums all very much feel like they're growing as svt does, and i think this hugely has to do with woozi (and bumzu) being their producer. 26 year old woozi never could have done aju nice; 20 year old woozi never could have done god of music or super etc. and i really think woozi and the rest of the boys having complete agency (as much as they can have) over their music is what sets them apart from all other groups

me want an svt oc solely for editing purposes 👺👺

i need a hug from dk right now. i honestly feel like if anyone were to hug me right now I would just break down, but dk hugs😭😭 that is a man WHO LOVES