The Feminine Urge To Be Wanted Fully And Completely And Not Just Sexually

the feminine urge to be wanted fully and completely and not just sexually

⋆ 𝚍𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗 - 𝚜𝚔𝚣-𝚡 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐

⋆ 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚔𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚙𝚊𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜

⋆ 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎/𝚛𝚎𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚐 𝚒𝚏 𝚞 𝚜𝚊𝚟𝚎

I just really wanna encourage you to reconsider “safety first if you’re not married” because ??? What year is it? Of course people should be having safe sex but??? What does marriage have to do with it????

Hi! well I'm not an experienced author and thank you for telling me. I'm sorry, it's the way how i perceive. Thank you, i'll do better next time (+ i edited it right away)☺️

-hwon

BLOG INTRODUCTION

Hello, I'm Hwon! ENFJ-A, PISCES (Aquarius moon, pisces rising, specifically) at your service. I major in Digital Audio Productions in Music, Filming and Gaming. I am experienced in creating/writing stories/fics. I’ll try to post on my free time. I'm a STAY since SKZ survival show, I don't have good memory unless i wrote it down and my bias is cutie Hyunjin (y'all saw his baby face before? Adjsksbjsl so cute) and bias wrecker, of course Bang Chan and yes my contents will be only about SKZ.

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(10:40)

Pairing: switch!Hyunjin x sub!fReader

Genre: smut

Warning/notes: somnophilia, switch aura, a bit of curse words, pet names, dangerous 4D delusional you, begging, praise kink, aftercare, a bit vanilla, naked reader during sleep. (if didn't include anything else, please tell me)

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"baby.." he whimpers softly at your ear while humping his hard one at your ass softly.

"..need you, please?" He said, begging softly in the morning.

Last night, you promised Hyunjin to wait for him to come back home. Somehow you end up sleeping nakedly after your shower, it's been a long stressful day for too at work.

When Hyunjin arrived, he noticed you're not at the living room nor anywhere at home. So as he entered the room, he found you sleeping nakedly with your duvet covering half of your body which exposed your tits and chest. Hyunjin was stunned for a minute but he continued to wash himself before sleeping and ignore his hard member down there.

"Jinnie? Mm... M'sorry, didn't wait for you yesterday" you turned to him as he bury his face at your chest. You're stroking his hair gently until you hear him whimper one more time.

"please baby... Do something?" Hyunjin nudge his member against your thigh. He's about to feel crazy as he keep controling himself since last night.

You giggled at him as he gets needier, you start palming his member and stroke his member teasingly slow. All hyunjin can do was groaning and moans against your skin, biting your chest as he plants a hickey on your collarbone. You moan at the feeling of him working on your skin, even his moan itself made you wet.

You start hover your leg over his hip, teasing his tip at your wet enterance. "Please.." he begs with breathy moan. You kiss his forehead to his neck and mumbles against his neck "go on, honey" you said to him.

He started to thrust his hip to you slowly and push his member into you. You both moaning in pleasure at the intimacy. "Fuck... You're so wet, princess" he inches his face closer to you and kisses you deeply, giving you time to adjust on his length.

He start to thrust into you while kissing you lovingly and deeply. Both of you keeo moaning against each others lip, his thrust keep moving in such a loving pace. "You look so hot, so beautiful.. so pretty.. I hate to wait for you to wake up to help me.. " he whispered against your mouth. "Looking all pretty and naked for me before i arrive, is that what you did kitten?" His voice drops an octave, you can feel his dominance getting thicker. His hips snaps harder into you making you roll your eyes back, moaning against his chest. "F-fuck..."

He snaps and thrust harder into you, "kitten, answer me. Do you do that on purpose?"

"I-i was tired, b-but.. mmh fu-, but i wanted to wait for you," you explained between your moans.

"wait for me? To fuck you or to come back home?" He smirks as he begin to thrust harder and faster.

You start moaning a bit louder, your tears pricking down as you feel too good. Hyunjin never fail to make you feel good, his thrust is addictive and fills you well. "Mmh.. t-to come back h-home.. jinnie, p-please.."

He kisses you, grips your hip tightly as he thrust into you hard and fast "if that's so," he thrust even deeper at the point he hits your g-spot relentlessly.

Few more hard and deep thrust, you cum all over his member and pant heavily. He cum into you, filling you up as he bites your shoulder. You both catch your breath and Hyunjin pulls you closer to his chest, kissing your head. "You did well honey, so well" he said.

After both calm down, he pull out slowly so he don't stimulate your sensitivity.

He stares at you lovingly, tugging your hair at your ear but then he pouts at you.

"what?" You giggle at him, "you didn't wait for me.." he huffs cutely. You kiss his pout "Sorry, my big baby. I was too tired i guess"

"hmm, i lost a chance to hug you" he being playfully unconvinced.

"no kisses, after a very loooong day," he huffs again, heavily

"i don-" you shut him with your kisses, deepening it slowly. He giggles against your lips and put his hand on your nape, bringing you closer as he deepens the kisses more.

You have to break it since you almost lost your breath, you giggled. " Stop complaining, it's not like you don't wake up with me by your side"

"You're right. I woke up with a naked beautiful angel today"

You smack his arm plaufully, "What the heck, hyunjin"

He pulled you waist to his, and he whispered lowly "and fuck her really well in the morning, gosh.. it feels so good"

"Hyunjin! What the-" you laughed, "pervert!"

You both laugh together, him hugging you tightly because you're too cute for him.

"anyway, thank you for this holy morning duty," he said

"hyunjin, stop with that dirty talk of yours" you rolled your eyes playfully at him

"i'll assume that as a "you're welcome, my beautiful prince", he said proudly

"I'm done here, it's too hard for me to have undeniable beautiful boyfriend" you sit up

He pulls you back, hugging you tightly.

"I know. It's undeniable fact that my girlfriend is hot too" he said as you out his chin on your head.

There it goes... A loving morning to wake up to.

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(p/s: i start to realise i keeo post raw and unedited version but i'll take my time next time to re-read it. Anyway, enjoy!)

©HWONSSTUFF™

(9:18 am)

Pairing: celebrity!Minho x celebrity!freader

Genre: fluff, angst.

Warning: flirty minho, 4D imagination, jealousy.

The way Minho dance on stage never fails to make you feel proud of him and be happy for him. He enjoy his stage everytime he's on it. He's always your favourite dancer, favourite... Human...

You're his junior, younger than him, opposite personality and always called as "the ace leader of the group" by anyone who knows you well.

Back 8 months before, minho and you confessed to each other privately. No one knows both of you are in relationship. No one knows both of you are in love. Minho and you decide to keep your relationship private and silent, yet every night either minho will come back to your home or you come back to his home. Not even your members and his members know about it, none. Completely private, for "safety reasons". Rumours did come around but everyone knows that both of you are quite close, so the fans can't even assume anything else than "they're just close! Nothing happen between them"

Well, just one thing. You're completely opposite than the way he show you the way he love you. He's just cold as ice, limited touch and all of the affection you could list. You on the another hand, affectionate and happy with whatever it is. Even sometimes you thought if this relationship will last. You like giving your attention, your everything to minho. You love him the he is. But you realised, you want something the same from him.

You didn't dare to talk about it or bring the topic up if you're together. Minho, he's loving but he seems like he still need time to adapt to your affection, even if it's been 8 months together. He never hugs you first, never kissed you at first, never did anything besides take your hand and start caressing your hand. It's only way of him to show he loves you physically.

"I love you"

Minho said out of nowhere. Well, it's not the first time but never fails to make your heart fluttered crazily.

You smiles looking at him, his hand holding yours, caressing your knuckles with his thumb. His big hand covers almost most of your hand, warm and soft.

You can't help yourself to peck a kiss on kiss cheeks "I love you too, honey" you smiled warmly .

Minho always find it's cute when you always show your affection, maybe sometimes he felt guilty for not knowing how to show more affection. He teases you a lot and he still can't get enough your cuteness.

He look at you smiling lovingly, look at you like there's nothing around you can separate both of you. "Cute," he turned around as he mumbled that.

Your dating life with Minho is okay. He's always busy and you're always busy too. Promotions, comebacks, songs, choreography, modelling, ambassador-ing and a lot of things to work on. Sometimes you don't meet each other, can't even contact each other especially the "no-life" season.

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This comeback, both of your group had the same comeback date and same comeback promotion schedule. That means you get to see him time by time, maybe just passing by him too. At least, you still get to see him.

Last stage of the promotion week, you didn't expect anything else but just awards. Your group won last time and you hope you guys win it again for the last time for this comeback.

"Eonni, let's get some drink outside. I want something sweet and let's not get to serious about the last stage. Can we can we can we?" Your group's younger line invite you. You can't say no, they're your favourite little ones. "Psh, let's go then," so you informed your manager a bit.

"Hey, I'm going to the washroom for a while. I'll meet you guys at the room okay, don't wander around too much. Our turn will be around the corner," you said to the younger lines and they synchronisely answer you.

You turn around with an empty can then you saw Minho. You're smiling widely but it fades right away when you saw a girl artist and him hugs each other. "Wait- he never-" you look down, you almost panic but you try not to panic. Come to realisation, no one knows about your relationship. "Shi-" Minho saw you, he wasn't smiling. His eyes tells you that it's not what you think. He looks at you all the way you pass by him with your head down. He's worried that he did something that made you assume something else and he knows you well.

You'll run away from him if you're trully hurt. Your member warns him about this.

That's why he never dare to hurt you. he don't want you to run away from him, his life or even his embrace.

"Hey, you're okay?" The girl artist asked him, she did saw you. "Are you and Y/n okay? Something happen?"

"oh no no, We're doing fine. Maybe she's in rush," he brushed it off.

"well okay then, don't fight a lot. You're friendship is just something cool i see" she joked, Minho laugh along just to avoid awkwardness.

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It's been 3 days, you're not home and no phone calls picked. Of course, after every comeback your company allows your group to rest for a week. The members probably on vacation, you.. were running away from Minho.

"Come on y/n, pick up my calls please," he almost cry as he keep calling you.

"Minho hyung?" Jisung, his member.

"Ah, you arrived?" They lived separately, 4 members each house which means they're 8 members including him. (skz really move out and leave mr. Blue curtain behind. No teasing about it any more ㅠ3ㅠ)

"hyung, are you o- wait-" Jisung look at his face worriedly, "hyung- you crying??" He asked.

"What? No- no I'm not. What?" He laugh awkwardly as wipe of his tears.

"hyung ahh, did something happen?" Jisung keep asking, worrying about Minho. Minho never cry unless it's about something he really care.

He just keep quiet. Tears pricking down his cheeks.

"Y/n,"

"huh? Why, what's wrong?" Jisung asked

"Y/n, my everything.. she ran-"

"Wait- WHAT? M-MY WHAT?" Jisung asked dramatically

"Jisung, can you please.. stop being like Hyunjin for awhile. Help me" he glare at jisung while his tears prick down.

"mm.. i'm sorry, but really.. you guys are in relationship or what?"

"yes we are.. but during our last stage is their last stage too. I talked to (any girl artist), she was hugging me. You know I can't reject the hug, it's to avoid me and y/n's relationship being in public and you know STAYs are suspecting something between me and y/n... I- I can't contact her.. I can't even ask anyone since our relationship is private, no one knows.. Jisung-" he explained..

Jisung rub his back, keep calming him down

" you know anywhere y/n would be? Like a place where she would just sit down. I bet she does, she did told me where during our collaboration it's just i- i forgot.." he scratch his neck while trying to figure out.

"wait- han river, under the bridge" Minho said like an full aware cat.

"yeah- wait hyung!" Jisung call him as minho grab his purse and phone, rushing out the room.

"i'll meet you later, maybe tomorrow. I dont know, i want y/n now," Minho said.

Minho ran from the door house and find a taxi to go to han river.

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It's almost dark, few minutes later will completely dark..

"Y/n, come on. Please, pick up please." He try calling you while running around looking for you.

But his view now is you with his towel he left at you home, covering your leg and you watching your phone lit up as he called your phone.

"y/n..." He run to you and stop beside you, looking down at you.

"minh-" he hug you. His face nuzzle your neck. "Minho.." you didn't hug him, you're still hurt by his action. Yes you admit you're trully jealous about it because he never hugs you that way.

"Baby, please.. hear me out first... Please.. don't leave me, I can't- I can't go a day without you. Baby-" he cried. His tears wetting your

"You never hug me that way"

"Baby, i know. I'm wrong. I'm sorry.."

"You lace your hand my waist and you're hugging her properly," you start crying

"baby.." he stroke your hair, kissing your tears

"I'm sorry, please forgive me. My parents were her parent's friend. You know my parents love you too, there's nothing going on. We were planning of something" minho explain

"planning? I didn't know 'bout that. Bet you're engaging her-"

"Y/L/N! A party! I'm trying to surprise you! Put a ring on this finger!" He said as he is shocked that you assume it that way, he squeeze your hand as he tell you he wants to be engaged with you.

You were looking at him, puzzled and shocked. Minho sigh at your assumption.

"Babe, how could you assume something.. that's not realistic... For us?" Minho slightly pout and look down.

"M'sorry.." you mumble, "I'm insane.. I was too jealous, i-"

"Baby, you're jealous?" Minho asked you, his face showed he was quite surprised at this new side of you. "Oh-" he smirked.

You hit his chest and hide your face at his neck, all he does is he laugh at you. He brings your face inches away from his face and.. *tak*

"YA! LEE MIN HO!" you rub your forehead, he flicked your forehead hardly. Harder than he ever did.

"That's what you get for not picking up my calls, no hugs, no kisses, nothing at all, no trace of you after the last stage and you.. being jealous plus running away from me!" He said in one breath, probably pouting at you.

"Thank you for hugging me first and kissed me first," you ignored what he said as you sneak your arms around his waist.

He pulls your arms away from his waist. "I don't do this a lot, you're making me angry and tired. I cried a lo-" you cut him with a kiss on his lips.

Your lips and his dancing together, missing each other. He deepens the kisses and pulls you in close to his body. You break the kisses slowly, smiling at his respond to your kisses. "I know and you deserve it for not showing me this side of you" you caress his cheek with your thumb as you cup his cheek.

He leans at your touch, arms caging your waist and whimper as he pouts. He leans in to kisses you but you stop him, taking his towel and fold it. His arms soften around you as he felt betrayed after you rejected his affection and poke his cheek with his tounge as he sigh heavily.

"Let's go back, it's dark." You said as you pack your things to your bag.

"Come here, little lady" he crashes his lips to your lips, kissing you deeply and passionately. You would be lying if this side of Minho drive you crazy and weak. You giggle in his kisses as he smiled and keep kissing you hungrily. You forced to break the kisses.

"Let's go home, you're getting hornier," you tease him.

He pats your ass lightly "well, since I'm showing a lot of affection today. You're not running away from me this week, you're on short break aren't you?" He smirked.

"Minho!" You hit his arm.

"Ya! I'm older than you, show some respect," he said cockily.

"I am sorry, please forgive your little girlfriend who you hurt pass few days," you said formally and smile teasingly.

The taxi arrived, before you could get in he whispered at your ears. "I'll make it up to later, don't worry. I finally won your heart didn't i" he looks at you proudly and full of cockiness with a smirk on his face. Gosh can you even live?

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P/s: this is a raw and unedited version. Might do a part 2 of this if you want it spicy because why not. Please tell me if you the second part.

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