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LeeFelix!Boyfriend X F!reader

Felix and you are both idols with busy schedules. it's been 3 years after Dispatch caught both of you dated at night by Han River. Both of fandoms supports the relationship even though 1% didn't but you realize that your relationship almost fall apart after moving in together.

Genre: angst, fluff, established relationship.

Warning: Swearing, Signs of panic attack, yelling. (don't interact if you're not comfortable, please.)

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You just came back from your company, all worn out from the hectic schedule. Your manager drop you off at you apartments' lobby but you and Felix had big fights past few days, misunderstanding fights. "Hey," your manager look at you, he seemed to be worried because you called him last night about it. Your manager was always on ears about your concern, "Will you be alright with Felix tonight? It's a big... fight.." he said. You shook your head and smile weakly "Yea, i'll be fine. Don't worry, maybe he's a little bit stressed. I'll explain the problem to him again later," yet he still unconvinced to what you said. You giggled "It's okay, manager-nim. Go back, your fiancé is waiting," you said in a sing-song tune. He smiled at you, brushed off the negative feelings "Whatever you said little one. I'm going now then.. take care okay?"

"Yea, You did well today. Thank you, have a nice night" both of you wave to each other.

You walk to the elevator and get in, so you pushed the button to your level. You feel nervous as you almost reached your level, it made you think negatively Ting! You were knocked off from your thoughts. You walked to your apartment door. As you expected, Felix arrived earlier than you. You pushed the password button to open your door, as you get in, you saw Felix is on the couch playing game. You tried your best not to make him realize you came back. When you almost reach for your shared bedroom door knob, "You're late?" He paused his game. He stand up and turned to you, "Honey even if you sneak, i still can hear the door's closing. Why are you late, again?" He knows you're busy but you usually tell him if you're going to arrive late even when you're busy but today, you felt like you don't want to talk to Felix, nor texting him. "Why didn't you pick up my phone calls?" Phone calls? You thought. You check your phone, "10 missed calls from bublixie❤️" you shut you eyes trying not to hit yourself for silent your phone. You look up at Felix carefully, he's crossing hid arms and staring at you waiting for you to answer him back. "M'sorry bub, i-" you suddenly heard he scoffed "sorry? After all those fucking fights, today you said sorry? Y/L/N, do you know how damn worried and hurted am i?!" He start to raise his voice at you.

"Then what about me?" You said trying hard not to get angry. "What-"

"What about my feelings, Felix? Am i not hurt? Am i strong enough when someone i love yells at me? Do i have 24/7 to take your calls? Did i not think about you everyday? Did i not crave for hugs after the fights? Felix. Did i fucking not give enough space to think about what we fought? Have we talk about it after the fight? Did i even slept well, Felix?" You pour out every single thoughts you want to said. You screamed at him about it. He was standing there looking at you even worryingly. "Okay, i assume you don't want this relationship again. All you did is when i came back fucking hoping you would hug me like always but all i get is questions that made me nervous." You start shaking. "Felix, i- let's just stop here. This isn't working. Let's break up." Your breath start hitching up. "I can't handle this again. It's been 1 week fighting over small things, you brag past fights over and over. Let's break up." You cry silently and look at him, Felix's face changes instantly and try to talk again, "Baby, please.. no" His voice breaks suddenly became fragile to your words. "No, no, no, no. Please" he grab you hand begging you not to leave. "Baby.." he cried, you didn't look at him but just halt you steps and wait for him to let go of your hand. "Please. Don't leave me here. Don't leave me alone. I'm sorry. I didn't know i acted like a bitch" he place your hand between his hands. "Please, I'm sorry. I didn't meant to act that way. I thought you don't want my hugs after the fights. You were so mad at me, i was- I'm scared i would make it even worse. Baby, please don't break up with me. I love you" he's on his knees hugging your lower part, crying on your stomach. You look at him, he's hugging you tightly and crying so hard. You know he loves you with all of his life. You love him that way too. You can't stand it when he's crying. You heard pain in his cry. You pull him up, so he stand infront of you, hands wrapping around you waist. You look at him sadly, "Felix." He hugs you again, tightly and put his head on your shoulder, "Don't leave please. Im begging you," you start to cry again hearing him. You hug him too. You cupped his cheek to make him face you, his eye were puffy and red "please.." he said softly, whimpering in pain. "I won't baby, no I won't. I don't want to. Don't cry please, my heart hurts" you said at him softly, you kissed his nose as he shut his eyes melt in your touch. You wipe off his tears as he start to calm a little, "there, I won't leave. Thank you for apologising too and i do want your hugs, it never will make me even mad. I was never too mad at you,"

" but you didn't talk." He pouted

"i was, after i nagged at you but you still arguring?" You wipe his tears, push away his hair from his eyes. He whimpered, start to realized he's the one don't want to hear you. Felix was stubborn if he's stressed. "It's okay bub, i understand you."

"I'm sorry I went over the limit," he said

"it's fine. I get it," you hug him.

"promise me you won't leave me, 'kay?" He asked with a broken voice.

"i promise but you have to promise me to control your emotions. We have to talk about it if we need to. Don't overthink about it," you told him softly.

"i will," he looks at you. He step backward and spread him arms again, "Now i want cuddles too!" He said childlike attitude. "I thought I'm the one who needs it?" He looks at you and put his arms down. He's squinting his eye with his pouty lips. You admire his cute features, freckles on his face and red nose after crying too much, you giggled at him. Your face was red too because of crying too much. Suddenly he carries you over his shoulder "uargh, let's take bath first then cuddles. Lemme do the work," he said. You laugh, playfully hitting his back. He fills the tub and undressed you with a cheeky attitude. He undress himself too, play the your favourite playlist and he sit in the tub, so you followed him. He grabs your waist and put you between his legs. He huffed warmly and leaned to your back, putting his head on your shoulder. When you leaned on his chest, you felt his hand wrapping around you waist tightly.

"Thank you baby, for not leaving me. I love you too much now. The only sweetheart that understands me." He whispered at you.

"Thank you for making up too. I love you too, i know you do cause you cried and wet my shirt," you teased him.

He groaned shyly "baby, i was scared to death. You know I don't to let you go~" he nuzzled to your neck with a pouty lips.

You both giggle at each other. Enjoying the love and affection at the moment.

note: hiii! Back with another oneshot. It's currently noon here. So i might post again later at night to fulfill my promise 😏 i hope you enjoy this one. I wrote this right away after i watch a tiktok video wuahahahaha. Send me oneshot request if you want to! Love you wonders!!! ❤️❤️

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3 years ago

AM I IN LOVE?

Pairing: FemProducer!yn X Bangchan

Genre: Romantic, 18+, Friendship to lovers.

Warning: Cringe, mention of JYP (for the JYP antis), too much delulu.

AM I IN LOVE?

You have work with JYP for quiet a long time after your intership finish. Thanks to your academic, JYP was so interested working with you who is know as "The Ace of the Faculty". You always did well in producing muaic and designing sounds. In conclusion, you literally work with sounds and music.

You were assigned to be the sound engineer for 3RACHA. On another hand, Stray Kids themselves always call you "uri PD dongsaeng" which they said "our little PD". Yes, you're younger than them and 1 year apart with I.N. overall, your relationship with them is so close that at one point if you hang out 1 to 1 with the members, they thought you're in relationship with them especially Bang Chan. Both of you are always together and being busy together here and there in the company. Literally everyone knows both of you are like inseparable. JYP heard rumours but he didn't bother about it because he knows the relationship between the two of you.

Bangchan, the leader of the group and is the social butterfly. He's the extrovert version of you while you're the ambivert version of him with sprinkles of trust issues. He knows you so well that he have to convince you to work with other groups especially if it's the group you barely know, toxic part of your personality as a producer. He realised you've been working with a lot of new groups instead of experienced groups, that's the best thing.

[y/n pov]

"oh another contract? ... Hm..." You read the contract to work with other company for 3 months.

"Do you want that, y/n?" JYP asked, "I've heard rumours about their trainees. Too much ruckus.. but ..." You state, still reading the contract carefully. "Maybe i could do this, since it's producing album for them, discipline can come right after i step in the studio with them. I'll take it" you said to JYP. "Okay, so next month I'm sending you there. Don't forget your home is still here, I don't want to lose an ace," he laughs.

[Bang chan pov]

I was waiting for y/n at the studio. Y/n never arrive late than what we planned. I tried calling her phone but it's a missed call everytime i call her. Maybe she's busy and she silent her phone. I get up to JYP's office to talk some stuff.

As i swing the office door open "Ah! Hi Channie! Ops, i saw your calls but you hanged up early. I'm sorry, i was lost in these!" Y/n with some papers, i think those are contracts again. Happens everytime we finished our comeback promotions. "Oh Bang Chan. What's up? You need something?" JYP ask, "Hello PD nim, hello y/n.. i actually forgot what i was gonna discuss with you PD nim.. after i saw her.." I point at y/n in disbelief. Dare to ditch me for this old man when i was the one who needs y/n first. Well, I can't help it. Y/n is full of respect and kindness toward the elders, not to me because i said to treat me as a friend. I never knew she will do crazy things, but it turn out well that's the good thing. Both of them laugh at me when i point at y/n in disbelief, so i went sitting beside y/n after JYP asked me to sit. "Don't mind me, i'll do my stuffs here. Both of you can exit whenever you want." JYP said. "OK!" Y/n happily answer him, oh my gosh she's so cute! Uhm.. get yourself together Bang Chan.

"Channie" y/n suddenly whisper, "yeah?" I whisper back. "Why your ears are red?" She giggle after she whispered. Ah! No! "Ah.. hehe.. nothing, just thoughts" i said. "can we go to the studio now? I have something to tell you"

[y/n pov]

Bang chan is burning red! So cute! I wonder why and what makes him blushed like that. "Yeah sure!" I said to him. "PD nim, we're going to the studio. Thank you for the contract!" I said. "Yeah! Careful on your way there, Chan ah.. make sure you both eat while working!" JYP advised as we were heading out. We both bowed and exit.

I hugged Chan's arm, while going to the studio. The office floor is quite empty since today is weekend, not everyone went to work. Channie is a bit quiet too today. "Channie, Mr. bang, Chris, Bang Chan.." i teasingly call his names. He giggles, omg my heart forgot to pump for a while. "Yes, dear?" Omg, dear?! So cute, i could scream. "You're a bit quiet today, aren't you?" I asked. We're in the elevator to go down. "hm, i think so. It felt warn when you're with me," he dimpled smile at me, looking down his arm where i hug him. I admit I'm quite clingy and comfortable around this social butterfly, the feeling was quite different when it comes to Channie. I nodded after he responded to my question.

[Bang Chan pov]

My heart throbs so fast that i was concentrate to not simp over this little kid here. It's not I'm nervous but somehow my heart was excited when ahe hug my arm. We head into the studio and like always, y/n would throw herself on the sofa first. "Huahhh! Been hectic morning!" I see the wall watch, it's just 12 noon. I can see she's been up the whole night and have to go to office early in the morning today. "Y/n, did you slept.. no.. how many nights you didn't slept?" I ask seriously, i noticed her eyes are quite drowsy. "Huh?.. uh..." She hesitated. I knew it. "Y/n, be honest.. you promised to sleep well" i asked. "Fine.. 3 nights.. i was remastering TWICE's album. I mean, i finished it. I was-"

" Y/n.. now, caffeine. How many coffee you drank past 3 nights" i cut her explaination. She had period circulation problems since she was a teenager, due to overweight. Now it's due to stress and caffeine consume. "I'm sure it's about 2 cups every night,"

"that's would be 4 cups every day.. y/n take care of you health.. your literally driving me crazy,"

[y/n pov]

It's been always like this, get nagged by him. "channie.. yeah I'm sorry but I can't help it. It's my habit eversince when i started my study," i mumble in guiltiness. Yet, this man sigh and keep nagging while opening his recording files. So i get up and kissing his cheek. I had sudden urge to shut him up. "Stop nagging, channie" i said to him. He look shocked and his face was blushing red and his ears.. burning red! I smiled innocently at him.

"Y/n, stop attacking me like that.. I'm not strong enough to handle those." He warned me.

I laughed at his reaction. "Why.. do you like me?"

"no! Uhh.. no.. " he immediately deny it. Well, i see he's panicking now. He probably is..

[Bang Chan pov]

She kissed... Me.. am i in love? Wait... I'm blushing! No! It's too obvious! I denied it.. and it's too obvious! Ahhh! Nooo!~

To be continued...

A/N: I don't know how many episodes i'll do but i'll try my best to create it in details. hope you like it!


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3 years ago

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3 years ago

[13:32]

-short untittled fict-

Pairing: nonidol!Chan x nonidol!freader

Genre: Smut [18+] ⚠️MINORS DNI

Warning/notes: established relationships, roleplay, daddy kink, praise kink, a bit fluff during the sex, strong words. (Please tell me if you want to insert any warning)

You've been sitting on Chan's lap, leg spread apart as his hand work on your pussy and you back against his chest. You eyes are teary from cumming too much, Chan lip kisses your temple calming you down.

It all start from you using the shortest flowy skirt. Chan saw your ass poking out your skirt with that cute panty you bought pass few days. He calls for you to sit on the couch with him, watching movie together. He then pull you to his lap and that's how.

"You're doing great job, my princess. Cum for daddy again, please?" He mumble against your temple, kissing it softly.

His hand works so rough on your clit, fingering you, making you feel dizzy and pleasured. You moan and whimper as you cry while Chan keep praising you.

"Chan, please.." you beg him.

He slaps your pussy, making you jolt on his lap, "Who?" Continue to tease on your clit but this time slowly and less friction.

"D-daddy," you whimper, "please daddy,"

He chuckles darkly, kissing your forehead, adding more friction, circles your pussy fast, "Good girl, one more time for daddy okay,"

You cum around his digits again, you pant heavily that you bare can move. Your pussy is too sore.

"Good job, my good baby," he praises you as he licks off your cum from his digits.

Chan lay you down carefully on the bed, thinking you both finish.

Not until he strips his clothes and hovers you and strips your clothes that hangs around your body.

He leans down and whisper at your ear, caressing your thigh "Get ready, my love," he smirks.

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- © HWONSSTUFF ™

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A/N: Hi lovelies, here's a short one for you guys. I hope you enjoy this. Keep in mind this is not how i perceive and is a fiction ONLY. You may interact with me anyhow you want, any requests are allowed. ✨❤️


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1 year ago

Having a voice kink is kinda embarrassing like.. why am i wet when he says literally anything

3 years ago

I just really wanna encourage you to reconsider “safety first if you’re not married” because ??? What year is it? Of course people should be having safe sex but??? What does marriage have to do with it????

Hi! well I'm not an experienced author and thank you for telling me. I'm sorry, it's the way how i perceive. Thank you, i'll do better next time (+ i edited it right away)☺️

-hwon