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I need more angry Merlin! I need Merlin to accidentally reveal his magic, expecting Arthur to lash out and feel betrayed. I need Arthur to tell Merlin he knew the whole time. I need Merlin to pause, to process what he just said. I need Merlin to realize what he's sacrificed to keep his secret while Arthur let him. I need Merlin to be the one to lash out and tell him this. I need Merlin to be the one to feel betrayed. Arthur knew and he let Merlin continue to lie to him and believe that Arthur hated him. Arthur didn't tell him he knew all in the name of "trust" and "letting Merlin decide when it was best to tell him". I need Merlin to break down at this. How could Arthur not realize how much it hurt Merlin to lie!? How could he be okay with the betrayal while not processing the consequences of that betrayal!? For a good cause or not!? I need Merlin to scream.

I see people say that Deadpool wouldn't work with Insomniac!Pete because he's too much of a goody-two-shoes, but not only has the second game proven that his veneer of 'nice guy' is every bit as thin as any other Peter Parker's, people also tend to forget that his goody-two-shoes attitude is what draws Wade to him to begin with.

The reason they become friends is because their sense of humour is similar, they're both people who mask (pun not intended) trauma with japery and they have good hearts, their boundaries are just vastly different.

I love insomniac!Pete especially because he feels like a guy who has an earnest desire to do good and be kind, but it doesn't come entirely naturally to him - unlike Miles who just cannot help himself. He has to help or he'll fall apart. Miles will forgive anyone anything, even his worst enemy. Peter struggles.

It's nice to see a Peter who is confident in himself, even though he sometimes forgets how to act like a normal person, who struggles, but ultimately learns from his hardships.

I think Insomniac!Pete would do very well with Deadpool and they might get to push each other to be better, just like they sometimes do in the comics.

All I need is for someone to gently cup my face and tell me I'm not as doomed as I feel.

me and the girls waiting for ao3 to return from war