I Strictly Want Mina Angst, No Ships All Relationships Platonic

I strictly want mina angst, no ships all relationships platonic

I want a thing where Mina is struggling with insecurity about being good enough and overworks herself. If you're up for a smidge of Hurt/Comfort, bakusquad takes care of her in the end.

Thank you for submitting!! I call this

Safety Net

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Trigger warning: Insercites( being left behind and not being enough) Skipping meals, overworking, slight talk of anxiety and panic ( separation anxiety disorder)

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This is my first time writing something like this so I hope you like it.

Everyone is insecure, it’s part of being human. And even though she may consider herself to be alien-like, Mina is a human with insecurities. Ironically a large part of her insecurities come from having insecurities. She is self-confident in her looks, her talents, her studies, even if she’s not at the top she knows that she works hard and she’s proud of what she can accomplish. Her insecurities come from her memorability, as much as she hopes, not everyone is remembered by everyone they meet, but she wishes she was. It sounds selfish when putting it simply like that which is why she never shared her thoughts with others.

Separation anxiety disorder is what the doctors would call it. She was diagnosed with it when she was below the age of five. She no longer takes it as seriously because there’s a belief that only children have separation anxiety with their parents. She doesn’t want to accept the fact that even as a teenager, she still experiences the anxiety of being left behind and forgotten with someone she built a connection with.

She doesn’t realize that the tight feeling in her chest, refusing to let the air out of her lungs, is the anxiety of being separated. Every time her friends leave to go to their side of the dorm building, it returns, along with the thoughts that encourage her insecurities.

“They’re not going to sleep, there going to hang out without you”

“Here that laugh as they walk away, away from you, that’s the happiness of not being with you”

“They’ll never return to you by choice.”

As much as she wants to shove the thoughts out and label them as stupid, she can’t lie to herself, as she did before. She had similar thoughts before, about her middle school friends, she protected them, laughed with them, disclosed plans. Then she got into a and the messages faded. SHe always wished them a happy birthday, but when hers came around, the only people wishing her a happy birthday were her new friend. And she loves her new friends but there’s a rotten feeling in her chest when she lays in bed scrolling through Snapchat stories of all her old friend at the same school, same party, all with the same smiles that scream at her

“We are happier without you”

She can’t argue when the evidence is on their faces in billion of posted videos and photos on Instagram of them having more fun than she can remember when she was with them.

She can’t lie to herself about how long her friends will be around. She’s not good enough to be by their side for long. Bakugou might leave her behind when he rises to the hero rank, too busy for a pink idiot like her. Kirishima to kind to ever start up leave her, but he’ll slowly leave her behind for more friends. Sero goes with the flow, the flow that moves toward others leaving her behind. Denki makes so many friends that she’s sure shell gets lost in the crowd. Shinso doesn’t even seem to want to be close with her now. ANd Jiro who has already started to break off from the group and join the band group more. Those are the preferable endings because as aspiring heroes there’s almost a guarantee of losing her friends in a more permanent way. She’s just trying to build herself a safety net of other friends so that when the enviably leave shell be safe.

The other way she can prevent them from leaving her side is to become better so that she does deserve to be by their side. She began to train longer, and harder, more often, she trains longer than she sleeps, train harder than her body can keep up. Skipping breakfast, to train, skipping lunch to train, skipping dinner, to train, skipping sleep to train, skipping study sessions to train. She doesn’t even last a week before her body starts to give up. Her acid being less potent, and less being produced. At the same time her body catches up to her bad decisions, so does her friend.

In the middle of the night, training in an area she found, to avoid being caught by security, she trains, till she hears a crunch of a twig. She whips around ready to defend herself. Bad decision, her body can’t keep up and in a dizzy state, she begins to fall. But is caught, looking up she sees bakugou. He lifts her back up and stays their keeping her up, he’s her safety net.

She looks at where the original sound came from, there stand her friend, Denki, Kiri, Shinsou, Sero, and Jiro. Kirishima carrying multiple packs of Gatorade, and Denki and Jiro carrying snacks, that seem to be protein-based. She corrects her earlier thought, bakugou isn’t her safety net, they all are.

“ Hey Mina, why you so blue, you’re supposed to be pink”

Denki joked, the worry not hidden by the dark as he hoped.

“It’s nothing just thinking and training”

Mina hoped that they were stupid and not realized that what she was doing was self-destructive

“About?” A short and simple question Shinso asked, and yet as much as she wanted she couldn’t answer.

“I can’t say”

“Why?”

Another short and simple question from Shinso

“Cause I don’t like the answer”

It wasn’t his quirk that drew that out of her, it was the trust she built with the members of the group that currently surrounded her

“Are they negative thoughts that are pushing you to work yourself to …”

Kirishima questions, but he couldn’t end the question but everyone knew where he was going. Mina to tired and ashamed to nod, but everyone could see that Kirishima was right.

“ well stop, we’re here to stop them and you so like… I don’t know, murder the thoughts in your brain instead of the tress.”

Mina could tell that bakugou was trying to be comforting, even if he was awkward about it. The squad could tell that the clearing they were in was made from Mina disintegrating trees, and they could all admit to them selfs that she was a force to be reckoned with.

“Yeah, I don’t know if violence is the answer, but we’re here for you, even if you not ready to share why you acted this way”

Jiro spoke up and the rest of the group approached Mina, kirishima offering her one of the Gatorade bottles. He knew what it’s like to work so hard, and he with the help of the group got together a list of items that are supposed to speed up the body’s process and replenish Mina’s health.

Bakugou watched as she sat down, make sure she doesn’t fall. He knew what it was like to be treated weak and though he knew her body was weak at the moment, he also wasn’t going to let her feel that way, cause he had a sneaking suspicion that she was working so hard for that reason. They spent the rest of the night they ate and shred laughs together, Mina knew that they were here for her now and that they weren’t just her friend because of her strength or future status as a hero, they were her friends because they enjoyed her company. Her insecurities didn’t magically disappear that night but they did start to get better over time.

Update

to the anon that requested mina angst, i will be working on that tomorrow ( its night time where im at) and though i have an idea, if you have any specifics of what you want to be included go ahead and send it in.

If i don't get more of an idea of what you want ill write a Mina x GN! reader, where mina rejects reader.

If you don't like that you still have time to tell me what you really want.

Depending on motivation tomorrow i might also work on my "life of an Ackerman" story. I probably won't finish it but i might share a snippet of it. I plan for the story to be only 2 chapters.

hello, can i request a matchup for aot and mha? i go by she/they, i'm 5”4 and bi, long platinum blonde hair with bangs, hourglass figure, pale skin and green eyes. i intimidate people and seem arrogant or careless, but in the end I’m very adventurous, stubborn, fiesty and pretty laid back. i joke around a lot and can act flippant on purpose a bit.

i like to draw, listen to music mostly rock, indie and pop. fashion, games, knives, cooking and nature. i like to move around and do physical activities. my zodiac is virgo and im an intj. i’m afraid of heights. i really want to travel around. i do martial arts and yoga. i overanalyse a lot and go into details. i prefer to deal with problems and things i work on by myself and have a hard time asking for help.

i like excitement and seek thrill, even, if it gets me in trouble. i go between between y2k and fairycore style wise, but i also wear a lot of black. i have a big sense of patience and very loyal to my loved ones. i enjoy being social, but i also enjoy being alone. i seek someone who has similar interests and traits, someone i can have fun with too and has mutual understanding. i show affection by small gestures of PDA and acts of service, but also words of affirmation. i tend to empathize and put myself into other peoples situations without experience or reflect from myself. i also like to read, learn new things and hate liars!

For AOT I match you with Connie Springer

I think Connie is an acts of service giver for love languages so that works, but I also think he would complement you quite a bit, he also doesn’t mind PDA. I think he is also a person who can have no problem being inside or outside, he also likes to travel. He is an exciting and thrill-seeking person

Date headcanons

He loves your style and enjoys shopping with you, watching you try on clothes

He likes to take you on thrift shopping dates

Car ride dates are also a thing he does

He likes to take you to a parking lot and just blast music and the two of you jam out

He tried to do yoga with you so you could do yoga dates but he’s very bad and has almost no balance

I think he understands your morals and interest as well and respects when you need time alone

I think he sets up yoga things for you, if you do classes with others he helps you schedule it, if you do it at home and alone he tries to set up some nice calming things for you before you arrive, like candles and essential oils and your mat, and a video instructor if you use one

He might even set up the yoga thing when he thinks that you need alone time

He likes to do the thing where you hold hands and he brings your hand up to his mouth and gives it a quick peck

For MHA I match you with Tsuyu Asui

I think a lot of your interests and ideals match up with Tsu. I think she’s not fond of liars either and she also likes being social but she also enjoys her alone time. Outside or inside, she cant choose, well maybe she likes outside a little more. And you said you look for a similar partner so I think Tsu is similar enough but also different enough that your not the same.

Date story

Tsu was very nervous to confess to you, in person was too nerve-racking and, texting was too emotionless, for her. SO she wrote you a letter, but she forgot to sign it, so the next day after receiving it you told your friend group, which she was a part of, and she felt so dumb for forgetting to sign it, but she needed you to know it was her.

So after lunch when you were alone with her she shyly admitted she wrote the letter. You were happy to know who wrote such kind things about you, and you had no problem expressing that.

“Thank you, Tsu, your letter cheered me up, you said such nice things and I wouldn’t mind seeing where this goes.”

Your compliment made her blush, but she agreed and the two of you set up a date. The idea of the date was to learn about each other and have an adventure so the plan was that each of you would take the other to a place you love, that way you’ll learn and find a new place.

Tsu couldn’t stop talking about you and her date with you to her friends, mostly the nerves.

“What do I wear, do I were a dress or something more casual, is a dress casual, I don’t want to out dress her, Mina help me choose.”

Mina laughed at the nervous girl’s rambles but helped her gain a little confidence in an outfit

“What if I talk too much or too little, I don’t want to annoy them or speck over them, what if they don’t like the garden”

Uraraka helped south Tsu insecurities

“Has anyone ever not like the garden, no, you’ll do great. Remember she was the one who suggested the date, that means something”

So with the help of her friends, she was ready for the date.

The day of the date was here and Tsu was nervous, she wore her favorite dress and constantly checked if the place she was bringing you was open, she knew it was but she couldn’t convince her anxiety of that. Luckily your place was first, you explained to her why you loved the place, and you were both having a great time, you were also happy that Tsu hadn’t been there because you liked showing people new things and seeing their faces take in everything.

For Tsu’s place, she brought you to a botanical garden. It was breathtaking and just like you felt at your place Tsu felt happy you hadn’t been here, she gets to show you this amazing place. She took you around the place, informing you of the plants, it was almost like she was a tour guide, she knew everything. She was skipping around and putting on a performance, and when you two reached a certain part she stopped in front of you and continued her little show.

“Are you ready for my favorite part of this amazing place? I don’t think you are but I will show you cany ways, welcome to the swap garden”

She makes a show of opening the doors to a beautiful swap garden, you’re blown away by its beauty but you were still able to follow Tsu to a bench. You were not surprised that the swapped based part is her favorite but you want to know why anyways

“So what’s the story here”

She blushes again, she had thought she was being annoying talking too much but your question proved her wrong.

“Oh well my family are frog-based quirks and so our appearances weren’t always accepted, but when my parent took me and my siblings here, people seemed to be a lot nicer (ribbit). I don’t know if it was because this place is just too amazing to be judgmental in or if it’s because we looked like we belonged here but either way it’s always been a get away for me.”

The story was a little sad and you placed your hand over hers to show your support.

Thank you for submitting I hope you enjoyed these!!

My brithday event is closed, sorry.

This is officially closed and done!!

I want to thank everyone who participated and hope you are as happy as I am with what I made!!

Also, I enjoyed seeing neopronoun users, I don't see a lot of them in my daily life, and using them in writing is fun and helpful for getting used to them. I hope the neopronoun users that submitted are happy with my work and that I used them correctly.

And if you are considering neopronouns or just a new set of pronouns I don't mind right out a few sentences helping you discover if you like a set of pronouns. Just send in the pronouns you'd like to use and something about yourself so that it seems more personal. I'll post a separate post about this with examples because as a trans person I like helping people figure themselves out.

🎉Birthday Event🎉

Now closed Sorry

Today is my birthday and for the next week ill be holding a birthday even.

Rules

The event is similar to a match up, so ill match you with a character from your desired fandom, but then ill write either a short story ir head canon’s about you and the matched characters date. 

For the match up i ask that when you request you send in these things…

Pronouns? Who you kin? Hobbies? Favorite anime? Top love language? things you want in a relationship? Cute things you want to do with a romantic partner? Gender Preferences and any other preferences ( like Pro-hero or Villain) and what Fandom you want match ups from.

These aren’t required but if you want to include them that’s cool. What kind of date ( first date, anniversary date, spontaneous date, or anything you can think of) Your name or nickname, it can make the fic more personal if i write a name instead of y/n.

You can request up to 3 match ups, but the more people you ask for the more likely you are to get headcanons instead of a short fic

Fandoms that this event will include

Mystic Messenger

AOT(only characters that are in season 1-3)

MHA

Haikyuu ( not well versed in minor characters, ive only watched up to season 2)

Ohshc 

For AOT ill most likely do a modern au for the short fic 

Here's a quick sketch she did of Kirishima and one of my self-insert.

The self insert " name" is lucky cat and if any one is interested in talking ocs with me send me a message.

Photo 1: Kirishima ( who is filled with love which is represented by flowers floating above his head) is holding a blanket and wants to put a blanket on my sleeping self-insert. tamaki watched from the side

Photo 2: kiri comes up with the idea to put blanket on self-insert and approaches the sleeping self insert

Photo 3: kirishima place the blanket only self-insert

Idea ?

childhood friends kirishima and denki, puppy love, promising to be together for every, and to be married in the future. They confess to each other before middle school but dont do anything. Then in high school they meet bakugou , kirishima is over denki and starts to love bakugou. Denki still in love with kirishima , but finds out that kiri like bakugou, denki flips out or brecks down and starts to question kirishima. saying things like

"But you love me?"

"do you not love me anymore?"

And kiri basically says

" we were kids it was just puppylove? right?"

And denki doesnt want to lose kirishima as a friend so he agrees, saying that it was just puppylove, not really love that last. Very angsty one shot