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4 years ago
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4 years ago
Min Yoongi In BTS Festa 2021
Min Yoongi In BTS Festa 2021
Min Yoongi In BTS Festa 2021
Min Yoongi In BTS Festa 2021
Min Yoongi In BTS Festa 2021
Min Yoongi In BTS Festa 2021
Min Yoongi In BTS Festa 2021
Min Yoongi In BTS Festa 2021
Min Yoongi In BTS Festa 2021
Min Yoongi In BTS Festa 2021

Min Yoongi in BTS Festa 2021

“Even thought we can’t meet right now, we’re right there with you.. Much like this space stacked up with our memories of the last eight years, we rely on each other, and make ARMY’s Corner Store even more plentiful.”

grawlix09
4 years ago
Yoongi Sweetie Thats Called Gay Fanfiction
Yoongi Sweetie Thats Called Gay Fanfiction

Yoongi sweetie that’s called gay fanfiction

grawlix09
4 years ago

oN GOD

Park Jimin;

The face of kpop, wbk.

Park Jimin;
Park Jimin;
Park Jimin;
Park Jimin;
Park Jimin;
Park Jimin;
Park Jimin;
grawlix09
4 years ago
Logicalexplanation
Logicalexplanation

logical explanation

grawlix09
4 years ago

🤰🏾

Jimins eyeshadow game tho. 💅

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Jimins Eyeshadow Game Tho.
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grawlix09
4 years ago

What are your favorite sugakookie moments? Also I really love your blog!! 💛💛💛

y u do this to me… theres so many moments to choose from…

jeongguk just walking straight towards yoongi and sitting on his lap

jeongguk sitting on yoongi’s lap again, and again, and again 

yoongi picking jeongguk as his ‘favorite (most loved) member’ and the member he feels most affectionate to

yoongi picking jeongguk as the member he thinks is cute recently 

#YouKnowILoveYouRight; yoongi’s birthday twt to jeongguk

yoongi feeding jeongguk

jeongguk’s birthday video to yoongi

yoongi’s fond staring (x, x, x, x, x)

jeongguk getting all pouty when he was scolded for eating the winning team’s treat and said ‘because suga hyung told me to eat’ when he was asked why he was eating it

the slow dancing gayo episode; yoongi dipping jeongguk and their finger’s intertwining 

the bv hug, jeongguk jumping into yoongi’s arms and how smiley they were about being roommates

jeongguk saying he would marry yoongi because yoongi would forever take care of him

the neck thing™ (x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x)

Keep reading

grawlix09
4 years ago
Reasons To Stan Min Yoongi
Reasons To Stan Min Yoongi
Reasons To Stan Min Yoongi
Reasons To Stan Min Yoongi
Reasons To Stan Min Yoongi
Reasons To Stan Min Yoongi
Reasons To Stan Min Yoongi
Reasons To Stan Min Yoongi

reasons to stan min yoongi

grawlix09
4 years ago

No but also not no, you know!!?!

I Guess These Pick-up Lines Do Work On Some People(-) [cr. C_a_leaf]
I Guess These Pick-up Lines Do Work On Some People(-) [cr. C_a_leaf]
I Guess These Pick-up Lines Do Work On Some People(-) [cr. C_a_leaf]
I Guess These Pick-up Lines Do Work On Some People(-) [cr. C_a_leaf]
I Guess These Pick-up Lines Do Work On Some People(-) [cr. C_a_leaf]
I Guess These Pick-up Lines Do Work On Some People(-) [cr. C_a_leaf]
I Guess These Pick-up Lines Do Work On Some People(-) [cr. C_a_leaf]

I guess these pick-up lines do work on some people (。•̀ᴗ-)✧  [cr. c_a_leaf]

grawlix09
4 years ago

I have a strong urge for this to be on my TL sorry y'all

A PEACH, IVE BEEN PEACHED

A PEACH, I’VE BEEN PEACHED

grawlix09
4 years ago

my heartu

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grawlix09
4 years ago

husbands or husband material.. Whichever works

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grawlix09
4 years ago

Yoongi SEXY moments

grawlix09
4 years ago

*faints*

So Easy To Say When Its True
So Easy To Say When Its True
So Easy To Say When Its True
So Easy To Say When Its True

so easy to say when it’s true…

grawlix09
4 years ago

Didn't have to breathe anyway

BTS In Harnesses: Yoongi
BTS In Harnesses: Yoongi
BTS In Harnesses: Yoongi
BTS In Harnesses: Yoongi
BTS In Harnesses: Yoongi
BTS In Harnesses: Yoongi
BTS In Harnesses: Yoongi
BTS In Harnesses: Yoongi
BTS In Harnesses: Yoongi

BTS in harnesses: Yoongi 

grawlix09
4 years ago

BOOST

So, India is dying.

Look, I know a good number of you are from the US and things aren't amazing there either, but my country is literally on the brink of collapse. So I'd love it if we could talk about that for a minute.

If you can't do anything else, please just read and reblog.

A second COVID wave has taken out the healthcare system. There are no more hospital beds. There's an oxygen shortage. There's a critical vaccine shortage. The Central Government has thrown its hands up and is passing the baton to the State Governments to do what they can.

There are over 16 million covid cases. A record 330,000 new cases reported yesterday - comparable to the US at its peak. 187,000 dead as of today.

There is no plan.

Mass cremations are taking place. The cremation grounds are running day and night and they are short on wood. People are watching their loved ones die while waiting for a hospital bed, and then they're unable to give them the proper burial rights.

So, India Is Dying.

Hospitals are overwhelmed. Patients are being confined, two to a bed. They're the lucky ones.

So, India Is Dying.

We are on the verge of people dying in the streets.

This is the second-most populous country in the world. The largest democracy. A country that encapsulates over 15,000 years of recorded human history and has endured everything from famine to invasion to colonisation.

We might be at the end. This might be the thing that does us in.

People are dying.

So, India Is Dying.

People are dying.

So, India Is Dying.

People are dying and there is no plan.

So, India Is Dying.

More good news? Variants are popping up. A double mutation strain has shown up. It is resistant to current vaccines. This will not go away. This is the devastation they warned of when the anti-maskers were out protesting the minor inconvenience of covering their face in public.

My country is on the verge of an emergency state. Our government has failed us. This is as dire a situation as it ever could be.

Look. I don't do much with my life. I write fics, some of you have read them and that's pretty much it. I spend my days with my head in the clouds because that's where I like to be.

But two days ago, my grandmother tested positive, had to be taken to hospital and the ambulance caught fire.

She barely made it to the urgent care she needs.

So, here I am, using whatever meager platform I have to cobble this request together. Because I have to do something.

If you can, donate.

Or spread the word.

Help. Please.

grawlix09
4 years ago

bias for a reason

SUGA has surpassed 1 BILLION streams across his entire discography on Spotify. He's achieved this across three profiles: SUGA, AgustD and his solo work under Bangtan and becomes the first and only BTS member to do so.

SUGA Has Surpassed 1 BILLION Streams Across His Entire Discography On Spotify. He's Achieved This Across

Congratulations, SUGA! 🎉

grawlix09
4 years ago

yoongi and i are definitely the same😂😂

yoongi: oh i see, so when crows remember people who wronged them and hold grudges it's "intelligent" and "really cool"

yoongi: but when i do it i'm "petty", "need to move on" and "shouldn't diss them in my music"

grawlix09
4 years ago

BTS tracklists so far

BTS Tracklists So Far
BTS Tracklists So Far
BTS Tracklists So Far
BTS Tracklists So Far

©jhopesgalaxy

grawlix09
4 years ago

for later reference!!

BTS’ Map Of The Soul: Persona

I am always in a continuous state of shock and awe whenever I even begin to contemplate the in-depth philosophical, psychological, and just overall intellect these boys possess.

Not only have they used various works of literature:

Demian- Wings

The Ones Who Walk from Omelas- Spring Day

but they have also been incorporating theoretical science:

Carl Jung’s 4 major archetypes

since the very beginning!

And then to use a music industry as big as K-Pop to highlight the importance of knowledge and connect everything together…

That’s beautiful.

It’s genius!

So let me try and break some of it down now:

Carl Gustav Jung was a famous psychiatrist and psychotherapist who once proposed the theory that everyone’s personality consisted of 4 separate entities:

The Shadow

The Anima/Animus

The Persona

The Self

BTS Map Of The Soul: Persona
BTS Map Of The Soul: Persona

and it was these 4 traits, or archetypes, that were believed to be the reasoning for why we as individuals developed personalities and certain behaviors. He also theorized that when an individual recognized and experienced all 4 archetypes that it would lead to self-fulfilment. So now let’s break this down even further but from BTS’ viewpoint.

The Shadow

From their debut through Dark & Wild, you can see that these were more chaotic times for BTS as they were trying to let the world know who they were, yet also trying to remain genuine at the same time. It’s hard thing to do because, especially when referring to K-Pop, you are told you have to look, act, and exist in a certain way. You are to be idols and to model what’s most popular when it comes to societal influence. This is exactly what Carl meant when he introduced the Shadow archetype. It’s known to be the darker side of ourselves; the wildness and chaotic version that we use to try to repress some of our more negative thoughts.

BTS experienced the Shadow because they debuted with this “bad-boy” imagine and basically said F the system! Although they still had their personal beliefs and stances on life, they did kind of let themselves become manipulated by others wishes. Even some of the boys have had regrets towards the way they first acted. I mean RM, then Rap Monster, openly expressed how he wanted to change his name because he felt that title no longer applied to who he was. Same for the rest of the boys. They had just started out and were naive and some easily impressionable, no one should blame them for their early days, I mean I’m sure we all have times we look back on not too fondly as well.

BTS Map Of The Soul: Persona

The Anima/Animus

Jung believed the next step after the Shadow was the Anima/Animus, which represents the feminine (Anima) side of male’s unconsciousness, while the (Animus) is the masculine side for the female’s. This aspect was said to bring order or balance to an individual’s life. Because we live in a society that is so concerned with separating one’s gender as a way to normalize behavior as a whole, it has become almost impossible for us to have said balance because it is “not acceptable”; however, it’s important to have those two separations to a person’s behavior because it allows us to have positive and negative aspects for each.

Imagine if you had a man who was nothing but competitive and dominating all the time, yet lacked the nurturing skills of a women when it came to showing compassion towards a child or loved ones. Then imagine on the other hand, there’s a women who has all the emotional capacity yet let’s herself be pushed around and stepped on because she lacks an assertive nature due to said generosity and compassion. Neither one would be able to make it long in this world because they do not possess the balance from both sides to do so.

Relating this back to BTS, you can see the Anima appearing during the Love Yourself highlight reel, although it wasn’t so clear to some until now. Most ARMY or casual supporters of BTS simply thought that these girls that appeared in the video were simply some type of love interest or previous relationship they had because including girls in idol groups’ videos is nothing out of the ordinary; however, knowing about the archetype Anima/Animus, I have pieced together that these girls were actually not love interests at all, but they represented the boys’ feminine part of their unconsciousness.

The reason I say this is because during the HYYH era MVs, you can see the destructive nature BTS are going through. Whether it be destruction of self or of personal relationships, it’s obvious that they are still experiencing the first stage, the Shadow, and in order to move past it they must recognize the next one. The girls in the video are seen when the boys are at their happiest, AKA when they are experiencing balance from the uncertainty surrounding their lives. It is here we can see the growth of each member taking place.

BTS Map Of The Soul: Persona
BTS Map Of The Soul: Persona

(Photo credit: stussyjimin on Twitter)

The Persona

After we have the Shadow and Anima/Animus we move onto the 3rd stage: the Persona. This archetype is one of the most common ones that people find themselves unable to move past.

Societal constructs yet again have a huge part to play in this because we are constantly seeking validation from others in order to appease our own self-conscious tendencies. You see, the word ‘persona’ in Latin literary means 'mask’, which is appropriate because when we reach this archetype we often force ourselves to wear a mask so that others might accept our perceived truths over the actual ones. Whether it be at work, home, in other public situations, or even online we all make the decisions to put on that mask, contradicting our own beliefs in order to seem likeable. These decisions don’t even necessarily have to be life-changing, but any minor ones also alter an individual as a whole.

You see, where the Shadow’s job is to let us repress our unacceptable behaviors to appear more relatable, the Persona highlights those new changes to keep up the charade of being accepted from what others expect from us. This could more easily be known as “people-pleasing”. In order to reach our next stage the most important thing to keep in mind is that we as humans are not simply a sum of our Personas and we must find our true identity within ourselves.

Again, relating this back to BTS, it reminds me of 2 different concepts: Wings and Love Yourself: Tear.

With Wings, I mostly see it in the solos because each one specifically deals with some kind of pain or sadness due to outside influences. For example, in Jungkook’s BEGIN, he mentions how helpless he felt during their debut and then how much it hurt him to see his hyungs going through dark times. In Jimin’s LIE, he talks about his struggles with starvation and body imagery and how listening to negativity made him spiral out of control. V’s STIGMA explains how he often feels like this absent family member to his brothers because of BTS’ busy schedule and his inability to be there for them. Suga’s FIRST LOVE expands on his depression and how he almost gave up his dream at one point, also turning his back on his first love which is music. RM’s Reflection is almost like a conversation with himself conveying his insecurities and how hard he finds it to love himself because of how he’s been perceived in the past. Hobi’s MAMA, although the more happier track of them all, serves as a love letter to his mom confessing his hardships as well as how much he appreciates his mom for always having his back. Then finally we have Jin’s AWAKE, where he pours his heart out about feeling inadequate compared to everyone else, yet he still is going to try his hardest. The boys showed us their personal struggles and how keeping up these charades for so long would end up tearing them apart. They knew they were missing the final link.

Love Yourself: Tear can also be seen in this way. In fact, RM explained that when writing and designing the concept for one of their most popular tracks from the album, Fake Love, he was trying to communicate the fact that, in life, we constantly find ourselves trying to fill a void in order to deem ourselves as whole, and often times this can be filled with love, but that doesn’t specifically have to be about relationships. “We’re saying that if you’re not true to yourself, your love won’t last forever. The love could be person to person, it could be between me and myself,”…. “It’s kinda deep.”

See here he means that love doesn’t necessarily have to be about a physical relationship, just like the Persona doesn’t just have to be about the relationship you have with others. Even if the simplified version is often seen as “people-pleasing”, it can also mean, in an inadvertent way, changing yourself or donning a mask in order to fool your own mind into loving those alterations you’ve made personally. Learning to love yourself and acknowledging your flaws is the only way to reach the final stage.

BTS Map Of The Soul: Persona

(Photo credit: dailyhoping on Twitter)

BTS Map Of The Soul: Persona
BTS Map Of The Soul: Persona

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The Self

The 4th and final stage to achieving personal fulfillment is known as the Self. This means that after having gone through all other areas of self discovery when reaching this stage there should no longer be any traces of doubts or identity loss left.

According to Jung, the Self is most often represented by the wise man/wise woman, especially when it comes to dreams. He once said that if there was a ever a time when a person dreamed of a wise figure, then it was an indication that self fulfillment is right around the corner. This is a lose interpretation though, it doesn’t necessarily have to be an old man or old woman, some even think that people who serve as mentors to an individual, regardless of age, can also fit the profile. In the case of BTS however, I do believe that Jung’s original idea was more of the inspiration.

If you recall during one of the trailers for Fake Love, there was the Magic Shop where the boys went to trade in objects for others. The vendor in charge of the shop could be considered as a sort of magician, which just so happens to be another character that is said to represent the Self. So knowing that and then if you see in the video that the objects traded by each boy connects them back to previous storylines, or sticking with Jung’s theory, previous archetypes that can be used to remind them of hurt, pain, and darker times. The symbolism of this exchange can be interpreted as the boys relinquishing their previous lost identities to finally take that metaphorical step and receive the solution that will finally lead them to the Self.

Actually, if you look at the next MV that follows Fake Love extended version, you will see that it is the last song from BTS’ latest album Love Yourself: Answer, Epiphany. The literal definition of the word 'epiphany’ means a sudden realization, revelation, or insight, which in terms of the archetype, the Self, this could be a representation of the defining moment that shows BTS finding the final path to self fulfillment and true happiness. I’m not saying they’ve 100% reached the very top of the pyramid, but I do think that in deciding to make this the last track on the album, they are also treating the words as a personal message to all of ARMY.

This is their genius way of letting everyone know that the only true solution to achieving that final level of a well-developed Self, you must first experience a culmination of all previous archetypes and then integrate them all alongside the last:

One must learn to express hurt and emotions (the Shadow) before they can find a balance within (the Anima/Animus) to help counteract the mask and preconceptions (the Persona) others make us develop throughout life. It is only then will we be wise (the Self) enough to find the hidden truth.

BTS Map Of The Soul: Persona
BTS Map Of The Soul: Persona

Final Thoughts:

First of all, I want to say thank you if you made it through this whole post, I know its a little long and I truly appreciate it. 💜

Secondly, I want to reiterate that none of this is to be seen as a concrete answer to BTS concepts, song meanings, or their entire creative process as a whole, this is simply my thoughts and opinions and nothing more. That being said though, I am more than open and willing to hear both your theories on the symbolism BTS uses, as well as any constructive criticism you might have concerning this post. So please feel free to leave a comment ✌

Lastly, I have one more thing to touch base on and that is the recent announcement that was the inspiration behind this post being created in the first place. It’s been blowing up the internet since it was first released, but in case you might have missed it, BTS has just dropped their comeback date (April 12th!) and the title is Map of the Soul: Persona.

See because I have such an interest in psychology/philosophy and especially loved studying Jung’s work, when I first saw the title, and knowing how intellectual these boys are, I couldn’t help myself from thinking that this new era could possibly have ties into Jung’s 4 Archetypes. This then brought me to revist everything BTS has done up until now to see if I could be right, and that’s when I realized they had already tackled the theory on the down low, or at least for most people; hence why I made this post, I wanted to create this in-depth analysis to help others understand the pure genius aspects that goes into BTS’ concepts.

Now with that being said, if this new era and concept truly is going to draw inspiration from Carl Jung and his theories, then the above post is nothing more than a simple a taste of what’s to come. Trust me, if it’s BTS we are talking about, then everything I’ve said pales in comparison to what their truly brilliant minds can come up with. Either way I can’t wait to see what’s in store!!!

Thank you again if you read this and please feel free to share or leave your own comments. I would love to hear what you guys have to say! 💜💜💜

grawlix09
4 years ago

💕💕

totally random but i think that clip of jikook inside the serendipity bubble is criminally underrated, idk, i feel like we don't talk about it enough.

how. fucking. sweet. was. that.

and the fact that there were always those two.

holy memories of 2019 🙌🏻

Ohhh I love that moment! How Jimin helped Jungkook pop the bubble. BEBÉS! And Jungkook was excited to get into the bubble, so cute ☺️

Memories 2019 was jikookland with sugar.

I've already convinced myself not to expect the same in memories 2020 if BH launches one. First because they weren't on tour and second because I think they will concentrate on the group as such and maybe on other ships (yes, BH definitely knows about that) but it's also true that Jimin and Jungkook spend quite a lot of time together so not recording them together is... almost impossible.

I also wonder if during the past year they did not shoot a documentary and film. 2020 was a difficult year for EVERYONE. They had a huge tour lined up and suddenly the world stopped. After being on the road for so long, travelling from country to country etc., it must have been difficult.

grawlix09
4 years ago

i actually do :')

He’s talking cute english

grawlix09
4 years ago

piano angel 🎹🎹

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grawlix09
4 years ago

chaotic kings

normal pop artists: please join me on my world tour! the first show is 1 year from now and the tickets go on sale in 3 months, plenty of time to save and plan!

bts: we will be there in 2 days and tickets go on sale in 30 minutes LET THE BLOODBATH BEGIN