a photorgafer and video person who has a crippling caffeine addiction
38 posts
Grainybeans - Grainybeans - Tumblr Blog
a little something from the thing I'm writing
My eyes open, again, and this time I am slouched against the wall. I don’t remember falling asleep or moving over here. I sit still. The bed has been upturned, sheets and a singular pillow thrown around the room. A bloodstain tracks itself along the floor. I examine my arms and realize my jacket has been thrown off. The scar on my left arm is torn open, oozing pus and blood slowly. What the fuck happened? The absurdity of my situation hit me, suddenly. I realize now that I am not getting out of this room. They want me to go insane. I laugh to myself. I slam my fist against the wall. Harder. Harder. My knuckles split. Blood pours down my arm. I feel nothing. The pain doesn’t register. I stand. I walk around the room. I walk around the room. I walk around the room. The same white tiles stare at me. I back up. I back against the wall, slamming the base of my skull into the hard tile. Finally, I fucking feel something. I raise my fists up to my ears. If they want me to go crazy, so be it. I already was. I’ll tear myself to shreds in the process.
I prefer traumatizing them by removing them from reality
People who aren’t writers just don’t get it. They think that our favorite OCs would be getting the easiest possible rides in life, but nope, all of our favorite OCs get French-dipped in blood and angst and trauma.
6x6 mod for polaroid 250 automatic!
glass of water is so epic
Recent roll since I haven’t posted in a while :3
Bad iphone photos while i wait for the film ones
very hard to print in a homemade darkroom when lightning decides my windows aren’t closed enough
Etsy for Prints is finally up and running!
DIYing myself a 4x5 camera :)
