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goldenkookie

part time uwu-er, full time fangirl 18+

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Its Late. The Moon Is High And Shines Brightly Over The, Still, Bustling City Of New York.

Its late. The moon is high and shines brightly over the, still, bustling city of New York.

It was interesting being so high up and seeing the toy cars and tiny people scurrying about down below.

It was serene and I was alone. But how? I don't remember how I got here. I'm sure I went straight to bed after giving up on my calc test the next day.

As I took note of the fuzziness of my surroundings, I heard the door to the rooftop slam open and heavy breathing followed.

I looked behind to me to see a young lady about my age, if not younger, looking anxious yet tired in a way. She was in baggy, dark clothes and kept pulling the sleeves over her hands. She didn't seem to notice me and walked straight past me to the guard rail.

I stood in silence and studied her for a moment.

"Hey..uhm miss? Are you okay?" No reply. I took a step towards her, then I noticed her grip on the railing grew tight.

A knot formed in the pit of my stomach and I froze where I stood, watching her lift one leg then the other and soon she was one step away from falling off the roof of the twenty-story building.

My breathing quickened as I snapped out of my reverie and slowly approached, "He-hey. Please don't do that. Just come back over and we can talk, yeah?"

Every word seemed to go right over her head as her shaking hands loosened and tightened over the railing that was now behind her.

"Look I-I don't know what you're going through, but this really isn't the answer. Pl-please listen to me!"

My voice grew more and more desperate with each word and still she ignored me. I braced myself, ready to grab her and haul her back over to safety.

"Hey! Who's up there?!"

Her head sharply turned behind her to look at the open door to the stairwell. I couldn't take my eyes off her. There were tears streaming down her cheeks and I could see her panting. She looked so frightened, then she didn't. I saw the resolve wash over her as she turned back and let go.

"NO!"

I reached out to grab her wrist, but I couldn't...? My hand went right through her and my body slammed into the railing. As I watched her fall, I felt my chest tighten and a heart-wrenching grief took over me.

I didn't acknowledge the security guard nursing through the doorway. Or the screams of passerbys down below. I just felt numb-

'Why is this affecting me so much?'

I feel my hands shaking as I gasp for air I couldn't seem to get. As black spots take over my vision, all I could hear above the ringing in my ears was her whisper right before she fell.

"I'm sorry."

Then I woke up. I was in my bed and I could hear the sounds of what I assumed to be my mom cooking breakfast in the kitchen and the tv in the living room playing some random kid's show.

I wipe the sweat of my forehead and feel the stickiness on my cheeks. I had been crying and it was all a dream.

But who was that girl and why did it seem so real?

More importantly, why was I so affected?

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So this is a story I have in mind. I've always loved reading fanfic on here and had a few ideas that I decided I'd shed some light on. This is going to be a soulmate!au wherein you're able to see how you soulmate is going to die a month before it happens, but only if there's still a chance to save them and they're not actually supposed to die then and there (confusing, I know). I haven't decided who the leading male is going to be. I was thinking maybe Tom Holland? Possibly? I dunno. Anyways, if this is something you'd like to read please let me know! I'm still kinda on the fence about continuing this and since I am shit at coming up with titles, I was hoping I could ask for help with that, too. Thank you for reading this far!

All the love! xoxox

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4 years ago

Are These Real?  [JJK AU]

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Your eyes casted over each individual creature as you stood in the Stray Adoption Center. Your eyes went from cats, to dogs, to bunnies. All were remarkably cute and in need of a good home. Moving towards a cage full of scared looking rabbits you frowned. 

“Hiya fellas,” You whispered not even noticing the presence behind you, your mind to occupied by how cute the creatures were, all jumping on one another to hide. 

“Rabbits are shy creatures don’t take it personally,” spoke a young man standing directly behind you, startling you enough to release a small yelp. “S-Sorry,” he stammered catching your waist before you’d knock into the cage. 

“I’m so sorry, you scared me. I didn’t mean to cause any damage or startle the rabbits.” Your words came out in a rush as you spun on your toes to face the man, his grip on you didn’t loosen or fall as his eyes met yours. 

Neither of you said anything causing a long, awkward silence to envelop the two of you. Your breathing slowed as did his, he stared at you with parted lips and wide eyes, the sound of your heart was notably the only thing heard besides the occasional bark of a dog. 

“I-I,” you tried to speak and he nodded, “yeah, uh,” his hands falling away from your waist as he moved away from you. “Let me know if you need help,” his words came out in a rush as he ran to the back room for employees. 

Looking back down at the bunnies, who were about the size of your fist, you noticed how they now stood directly in front of the cage. Their little noses wiggling as they breathed in, a few standing on their hind legs, faces pressed right against the mesh. All of their eyes were on you, even the adult ones were staring you down, sniffing. About twenty in all, staring you down, their shy demeanors long forgotten, curiosity taking over. 

“Hi,” you whispered spinning on your heels towards the cats. There was only three, all asleep, not paying any mind to you. An orange tabby slowly lifted it’s head, bright blue eyes locking with yours. Mewling softly as he stood up walking to the front of the cage. His fur pressed through the bars and gently you stroked the soft orange fluff. 

You weren’t even aware that the guy you just met was watching your interaction, it was hard for him to remain quiet and to not alarm you of his presence when he so desperately wanted to jump out and get to know you better. 

He blamed the season, for him it was mating season, whilst for humans it was springtime. The time for flowers to bloom and butterflies to come out and grace the air. It was hard to hide his ears under his mop of soft brown locks and the optional hat that work allowed him to wear. 

His heart had accelerated as he watched you move back to the bunnies cage. They were all trying to get out and face you, they too seemed to take notice to your sent. Maybe they sensed how he felt towards you and wanted to know why you were special. 

“Uh-um?” He choked as he stood a few feet away from you. Standing up you smiled at him. “Yes?” You asked, his eyes widened a bit as he looked down at his hands. He could do this, he was biting his lower lip hard. Afraid to say anything to you, worried he might scare you away. He felt like a creepy old man. 

“I-uh, w-what can I help you with?” He stammered not daring to look into your piercing e/c eyes, afraid that they’d swallow him whole and he’d never be able to drag himself away from you. 

“Oh, haha, sorry I guess I’ve been here awhile. Yeah, I was wondering how much a rabbit or bunny would be. They’re really cute.” 

Jealousy picked at his heart, why did you want one of them when you could have him? He was a bunny, he had the ears and small fluffy tail. “O-oh, they’re not for sale. The youngers have to stay with their parents and the parents here must stay to nurture their young.” He lied easily but his heart sank as he watched your face fall in disappointment. 

He moved towards you and hesitantly placed his hand on your shoulder, wincing when he felt you flinch back he quickly retrieved his hand and went to run it through his hair, knocking his hat off in the process. Bending down to pick it up to give it back to him a loud crash startled you as you stood up looking behind you at the rabbits. 

Turning away in both disgust and embarrassment from what you’ve just witnessed you noticed Jungkook’s blush. “Stop that,” he ordered the humping rabbits, neither of them paid any mind and continued on with what they were doing. 

Noting how you were laughing his heart warmed, it was such a sound and it made him feel drunk. What the Hell is happening? He thought to himself as he took you in, you were just an average girl, average height. 

Average, it sounded like such an insult, especially to throw it on you. There was just something about you that drew him in. Maybe it was your perfume? Or the way you carried yourself? You were so free, nothing seemed to faze you. 

“You look so embarrassed,” you pointed towards his flushed cheeks . “Haven’t you heard the expression ‘at it like rabbits?’” His mouth opened and closed trying to come up with a sentence, anything to say in that moment. Only to come up with nothing.

You stood chest to chest, your scent filling his nostrils with each breath he took, his heart was pounding in his chest as your finger moved to his hair, gently brushing a few locks of hair out of his face, fingers barely grazing his tucked ears.  

“You have really soft hair,” you whispered grabbing his hat in both hands going to place it when his bunny ears shot up due to the crash in the back room. You stumbled back, nearly falling flat on your ass only for his quick reflexes to catch you and pull you into his chest. Your bodies were flush against each other, lifting your head just barely your eyes met with his concerned ones. 

Reaching out your hand you gently rubbed the back of his soft black ears, a purr like sound emitted from his throat. “Are these real?” 

“Very much real.” 

“I think it’s cute.” Your words startled him, eyes wide, ears standing up straight, his body stiff. Your eyes glanced at the nametag.

“Jungkook…? Jungkook? Are you okay?” His mouth moved but no words were spoken. “I-I…” He stammered after a moment and you smiled as you gently rubbed the back of his head in a soothing manner. 

“Um…” He hummed as he slowly relaxed, his arms were still holding you leading to an awkward situation, but neither of you were paying attention to that. “Do you you still want a bunny?” He asked looking deeply into your eyes and you nodded. 

“Would you accept me?” He closed his eyes tight waiting for rejection but it never came, instead he was met with the warm feel of your lips. Shocking you both. Immediately you pulled away,a  blush seeping into your face and neck. 

“S-Sorry don’t know what came over me.” He said nothing and just stood there, awkwardly, he dropped his arms from your waist and stepped back. “I never got your name.”

“Y/n,” was all you said as you moved over to the bunnies cage, Jungkook pouted from behind your shoulder. “I thought I was your bunny.” 

Laughing you turned your head and grinned at him. “You are but I need a pet.” 

“I can be both,” as if to show a point he started to hop to you and nuzzled his head into your shoulder. “You know if you were a normal human boy I’d be calling 9-1-1.”

“Thank goodness I’m half bunny.” He laughed and hugged you closer. “Very lucky you are, now tell me about yourself, because right now you’re a total stranger.” 

You guys sat on the floor going back and forth talking about yourselves, never looking away from the other. It was like you were made for each other. 

4 years ago
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4 years ago

Book of Soulmates

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Chill Out

pairing: Jungkook x reader

premise: you thought you had the upper hand going to a BTS concert which was sure to be miserably hot for everyone else. that is, until you realized that things were getting a little…heated.

So. Much. Screaming.

Of course, you were right there with them. The pre-concert VCR was playing, signaling the beginning of what was sure to be an unforgettable night. Clinging to your sister beside you, the two of you watch with bated breath and already strained throats as the lights dim and a hush falls over the stadium. 

Over 40,000 people wait in silence for a group of only 7 men, the influence they hold making your eyes grow wide. 

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4 years ago

bitchin’ || (M)

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↳ PART OF MY REWIND SERIES

The 80s were a time of choices. Which perm was right for you? What color neon would you wear next? None of these choices, however, were more questionable than a certain deal you made with Jeon Jungkook.

pairing: fratboy!jungkook x reader

word count: 4.8k

genre: 1980s au, eventual smut, e2l

warnings: multiple smut scenes, science talk, banter, jealousy, alcohol & LOTS of colorful 80s slang lmao

A/N: Bitchin’ is a multichapter fic, surprise!! This fic was inspired by To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before. Thank you to @junqkook for letting me use her likeness and helping me with Yara’s character overall.

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PART ONE

12:16 pm.

The time on the clock was glaring at you, a silent caution that today’s lab was going to totally suck.

You could feel irritation start to eat away at you. You and your best friend, Yara, had a deal. She would show up to the dissection today and, in exchange, you would gladly do all the work. But given that class would start in four minutes, you had a sneaking suspicion that Yara was going to in fact skip class after all.

You let your chin sink down into the comfort of your open palm, eyes flickering once again towards the black and white clock that was perched up above the classroom’s blackboard. Usually, you could hear each small tick of time, but seeing as this lab was more exciting, every student in the room was currently chatting amongst their peers, covering the clock’s sound.

You considered for a moment making conversation with your professor. That idea was quickly squashed once you realized that he too was preoccupied – his attention set on the clock as well, allowing the minute hand to make its final journey before beginning the class.

Suddenly, you realized that not only had Yara left you alone, but she had also left you without a partner to do the dissection. You glanced around the room, frowning as you saw that every other table was evenly numbered, meaning you would be forced to join a random pair to make a group of three.

Wicked.

“Good afternoon, everyone.” Mr. Kim began, pausing to take a swig from his coffee mug. “I hope everyone read the email I sent out yesterday in regards to proper attire. If anyone isn’t wearing actual shoes, then I suggest you beat it unless you’re particularly amped at the idea of losing a toe when someone accidentally drops their scalpel.”

A few isolated giggles rang out, but no one made any move to leave.

“No one? Radical. Feet are gross anyway–”

The sound of the classroom door suddenly being pushed open stole away everyone’s attention. The late boy that walked in froze momentarily, clearly not expecting all eyes to fall onto him, but quickly regained his composure as he flashed a smile.

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4 years ago

before you universe (masterlist) | jjk

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⏤ pairing: tattoo artist!jungkook x female reader

⏤ genre: friends to lovers, parents au, angst, fluff, and smut

⏤ rating: M

⏤ warnings: pregnancy, mention of abortion, sexual tension, alcohol consumption, a lot of making out, mention of sex, teasing, pet names, pregnancy kink, sexual content, each part has eventually other warnings

⏤ summary: jungkook has taken a huge place in your life after he tattooed you, and you can’t even picture how life was before him. he has always been there for you since day one. but how will things change after you find out you’re pregnant?  

⏤ author’s note: thanks for all the love you have shown to this fic and can’t wait to share with you all the little things that are coming. so far those are the extra fics that i plan to post but i still can add more if i feel inspired. love you all💜

⏤ tag list: let me know if you want to be added ✨

original fic

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i’m a daddy now 

⏤ summary: jungkook as a father is something you never thought you needed in your life. he’s always taking care of you and your son, hye-jun but your favourite moment of the day is when he gives him his bath, spending some dad-and-son time. what would you say if jungkook tells you that he wants more babies?

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jealousy

⏤ summary: jungkook’s closest friend, namjoon is getting married and he invited you three to his wedding. the only unexpected thing was jisoo, his ex, and we’ll just say that you were not too happy to see her flirting with your boyfriend right under your nose

>> coming soon

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matching tattoos

⏤ summary: jungkook loves you with all his heart and is more than ready to give a sibling to hye-jun. only sometimes life gets hard and being able to count on someone that will always stay by your side is the biggest blessing of your life. a blessing that inspired you to create a matching tattoo with jungkook 

>> coming soon

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lion 

⏤ summary: remembering the day you met jungkook always brings you comfort. that day completely changed your life but a day that almost didn’t happen. would have you still met him? 

>> coming soon

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