Goretober Day 15 Disemboweled

goretober day 15 Disemboweled

i really wanted to draw female version of Denmark. and instead of mjølner being on the hoodie it´s a tatto

and the clothes is based around fashion in denmark

hey you know what? calling your art disgusting is a lie, it's colorful and expressing (i dont know if thats a word but its like,, potrays a lot of emotions at once in a good way), and it looks really really good generally. It sucks that u feel like shit, and i'm really not and expert at helping people feeling better but take a deep breath. Put on some music or go on a walk or stare at a wall if you need to. It's gonna get better. I hope you'll have a good autumn break, you deserve it.

thank you 

i wasn't talking about my art in general but more about a specific art piece that i made as a vent

yesterday i had an Autistic mental breakdown i have been really stressed for a while and add that with goreotber and other things i just couldn't take it anymore and went down

it wasn't´the first time this month and in the end of the month beforehand i rehab into self harm again

if i haven't pushed myself so far with trying to finish big art pieces with alot of complicated new techniques i would probaly not have been so burned out and stressed 

you can clearly see that with my first two pieces

i have also decided not to continue goretober simply because of the reasons above

i now just want to draw what i feel like drawing 

because of you two anons ( idk if you are the same person ) i have realized that i probaly shouldn't have pushed myself so hard and just having two anons say that to me on my main blog means alot to me because i never really get any ask or just normal conversations on tumblr so it helped me alot

thank you 

really wanted to draw Gætor outside goretober 

USSR love pepse and that´s a fact

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