Make Sure To Block @suicidehomunculus Yall! :)

Make sure to block @suicidehomunculus yall! :)

⚠Very important⚠

although I do not place orders yet, but I can make collaborations

This is the kind of content that I do, although half of it is not published in this account/blog :

gore drawing and provocative and violent scenes (not in this blog)[ironically I do this since I was 13 years old, but I also try to censor it to sensitive people][I started making drawings since I was 3-4 years old]

I do not draw nudes or sex scenes, or I have not done so far (It depends on what you ask me, I’ll do it or not)(not in this blog)

I draw dragons and monsters (It’s what I’m best at)(not in this blog)

I make edits (vídeo /image)[as you can check in this blog]

my style can be kawaii, vaporwave and dark

I make poems and songs in Spanish (not in this blog)

Ps : I’m Spanish

I make provocative discussions and speeches

I am open-minded and support all points of view as long as it is not an offense to another user

I do not support pedophilia (I say this because of the frequent theme in tumblr at the moment) If you have a fetish with minors get away from my blog

I like ship random couples

I defend all types of art and expression

I am demisexual and I have a spatial attachment to the ships that have been forged by great bonds (UnoxJyugo and ZackxRay)

I have a Instagram draw/personal account with more than 5,700 followers (@suicidehomunculus )[You can search me in other social networks with that name]

my aesthetic style is to wear darks and / or with “men’s clothes”, although occasionally wear kawaii or normal

my favorite series are FMA and Nanbaka

my favorite music groups are BFMV , 3DG and Apashe

I listen to almost all types of music except regeton and flamenco / sevillana / typical Andalusian music

my favorite colors are red and black

I also do news, opinions and discussions about the fandom

I DO NOT DRAGONS TO THE FURRY STYLE(but I can try to make other types of furry)

I also do memes

I also make stories, but I usually lazy to write or draw cartoons

I also do illustrations

I administer two amino communities (nanbaka amino (spanish) and nanbaka manga (several lenguages))

I speak Spanish and English but I also studied German and French (as if I did not know)[I also know some insults in Arabic that some friends from Morocco taught me leel]

I’m from Barbate

My name is Carmen Rodríguez Malia

I have tricofilia (long hair loses me)(my hair comes to cover my butt, I could do the costplay of Uno without a wig)

I DO NOT MAKE PORTRAITS(only in exceptional cases of myself or friends that I know in person)

my favorite character of all the animes I’ve seen is Envy from FMA

The main fandom of my blogs is nanbaka, but I am also in others like angels of death, fma, ushio to tora, mainly, although sometimes I am in more

I’m about 20 years old

I am a science student but I plan to switch to art when I finish my studies

I have stress, anxiety and a bit of depression because of the studies (This summer I decided not to study to prepare for selectivity next year)

I’m lazy and bad student

I have done other art collaborations previously mostly with friends that I know in person

I let them use my art without attributing it to you

in the case of my drawings, you can not be commercialized and credits must be made if you are repost (You do not need my permission if you make credits)

Got to love how fujoshis scream “misogynist!” When a Gay man tells them that yaoi is gross and is a bad form of MLM representation, because us being fetishized is way less important than you fucking treating us like people.

In most cases it’s Straight or Bisexual girls. They use the “I’m just exploring my sexuality! Why do you hate me so much!!” Bit. You aren’t exploring your sexuality, fuckass. You’re being ugly and homophobic.

Sit the fuck down and realize that doing shit like this is gross and it’s not misogynistic to be uncomfortable and wanting to be treated like a human.

I feel so bad for the parent who spent 9 months carrying a child and for that child to be born a genuine dumbass. Like! Congrats! Your kid is a dumb motherfucker.

I have met people like this outside of social media, it’s gross and dehumanizing when your sexuality is only viewed as a fetish to these people and nothing more. It applies to Lesbians as well. When straight men run around, calling Lesbians “hot” saying to women kissing or fucking is “sexy” but when they see a Lesbian outside of their porn, suddenly they’re “Gross!” And “Why aren’t you attracted to me?” People who are Gay or Lesbian experience this. It’s just not one side.

I experienced it in middle school, after coming out to a group of old friends as Gay. Everyone, excluding just one person, said they supported me! Great! Right? Of course it is! I was confused about why this one person didn’t support me, I mean, she talked about how great Gay men were all they time and would show all of us pictures. Later on this girl told me “I would go to hell;” I’m not a religious person. But hell. It hurt. I asked her “Why?” Her response “I’m a Christian and Gay people go to hell.” She’s the “I’m going to use my religion to be nasty” type of person, it’s gross. Years later; I learned what people like her were. Homophobic and a Fujoshi. Anyways! If you’re like her, her name is Molly, get your shit together and stop it.

this is relevant again with her new blog @/gaymerrinharrassme/ @/autisticmerrinstalkme

-mod ruiji

Callout; IDKRandomNanbakaBlog / IDKIOnlyReblogNanbaka

IDK is a pedo apologist who believes that although incest is immoral it is okay “”scientifically” as well as a Fujoshi who believes that yaoi and the over sexualization of homosexual relationships is not damaging.

That is not what this callout if for though. After asking her to remove my art from her blog she started stalking and harassing me. Here are only a few of her posts about me.

For reference, the URLs I have used during this include Nanbanico, Trick-or-Defeat, beepbeepimbeingstalkedlmao, and FroggyNico. I had also blocked her months prior to this.

Every time I would change my URL to avoid her, she would immediately post the new one, which is pretty clean cut evidence that she was/is stalking my blog. I switched my URL three times before giving up and going back to my halloween URL. Here is her response to someone calling her out for name dropping me. ( this also goes into some ableism, but we’ll get to that in a minute ). 

Since her english isn’t the greatest it is pretty hard to understand. The gist of it is ‘if me stalking them causes them anxiety they should go to a therapist’

Next, we’ll right into the ableism. Any time she could, she’d say to go to a psychiatrist. from someone mistakenly thinking I was suicidal due to the stalking and someone mentioning that the stalking and name dropping could cause anxiety.

Besides being ableist, it is quite classist. My family is pretty fucking poor, and we avoid going to the doctor as much as possible because of this. on top of that, the only psychiatrist in town is booked almost constantly. At the beginning of September my mom actually scheduled the soonest appointment, for unrelated reasons, which isn’t until October 1st.

I too have been bullied and am physically and mentally disabled. I did not use those as an excuse to stalk a 15 year old. This isn’t a contest of who is more disabled so her bringing up the fact she was bullied is only an attempt at earning her pity points. People handle situations like this differently, and I’m glad I am the one suffering through it and not someone else since I handle stuff like this very well.

She also compared me to a Nazi and responded in what seemed to be sarcasm ( I am unsure ) when someone called her out on it. The original Nazi post is still up as of September 21st. Note the winky face.

She assumed that I wanted my art off her blog because of a ship called ZackRay. I don’t know what that is, but I do know that a few months ago when I mentioned my disgust for pedophilic ships she responded with a long post about it being perfectly fine. That is why I do not want my art on her blog.

She compared me asking her to leave me alone to rape. I won’t share the post that this ask is referencing because it is, quite frankly, gross, it is linked at the bottom of this post. She also compared me to Hitler.

Also, I do not know Spanish. I am learning German, Japanese, and Chinese. Not Spanish, thus why I will not respond to her posts in anything other than English.

Here she refers to me as ‘she’ ( I am nonbinary and use They/Them and Ey/Em pronouns )

Here she refers to me as ‘it’. I don’t think I need to mention why it is wrong to refer to a trans person as it.

Bonus for her response to me being grossed out by incest being “morally wrong, biologically well” which is just… incredibly false.

She has also tried to convince me to delete every post I have made about her, deleting all evidence of her BS and removing her name from my description, which previously stated that I do not want anyone who supports or interacts with her to follow me.

Her constantly mentioning my new URLs has led to her supporters sending me anon hate. I have only answered the more civil ones, ones that were threatening or suicide baiting were reported and deleted immediately, which is why I don’t have screenshots of them.

What is worse is the fact I am not the first person she has harassed. I have gotten messages from at least 3 other people who have been on the receiving end of this.

Here are Archive links for all of the screenshotted posts:

Name dropping and ableism/classism

Ableism and Classism in response to suicidal thoughts

Nazi Comparison

Response to Nazi Comparison

ZackRay

She / Her usage

Response to Rape comparison  added Hitler comparison / Spanish comment

Calling me It / Incest comment

not included in screenshots:

manipulation

rape comparison

Ah it’s too bad Pinterest doesn’t have a blacklist :/

TW: Incest, NSFW, Porn

I was just browsing artwork of Asgore on Pinterest and out of the corner of my eye I see this shit-

I am immediately taken aback as I wasn’t expecting to see porn in a place where porn wasn’t specified. After the immediate shock I became angry as THIS. IS. INCEST. That is an incest ship! It’s fucking wrong! To the jackass who made it fuck you, and to the puddle of slag who tagged it “asgore” fuck you too!

i just wanna let all antis know if they are sent porn or gore by antiantis they should report that incident to cyber tips if they are under 16. cybertipline works with law enforcement. their site seems kinda broken rn tho. i was trying to report a youtube video there fyi- an anon 

Psst

Remember that one time people harrased those two 1D members over their supposed ‘relatioship’ and sexuality to the point where the two stopped being best friends and stopped hanging out?

Remember those countless times youtubers have stated that a shipping fans have makes them uncomfortable (especially when it gets sexual) and fans completely disregarded their feelings?

Remember all those times people would make posts talking about how they think a quiet boy in their class is gay because reasons without realizing that they either outed someone who didn’t wanna be outed or spread a false rumor?

Remember all those times people would refer to irl mlm relatioships as “real life yaoi” and “seme and uke” even though most gay people found it really uncomfortable?

Remember all those times non LGBT people called you homophobic because you asked them to stop shipping real life people who aren’t dating and aren’t comfortable with it and to stop fetishizing gay people?

You may not, but I do.