Food Blog :3

food blog :3

Heyy, I am from Germany and you can call me Sema (18 y/o) ^^

MINORS PLS DNI

some infos about me🎀:

•pansexual girlyyy (she/they)

•I have bulimia with anorexic tendencies, currently really bad binge restrict cycle ;-;

•I really love reading, art, music, writing (poetry, short stories) and gathering mostly useless information🎀

I am currently trying to keep track of my eating habits so I will just post my stuff here!!

I'd love to text with moots and just talk about random things or be accountability buddies, hmu if interested <33

my stats:

height: 165 cm

HW: 79,8 kg

CW: 72,6 kg

GW 1: 70 kg (until 20/10)

GW 2: 65 kg (until school begins after autumn break)

GW 3: 60 kg (to celebrate my bday in november:3)

I do not intend to romantisize e@ting d!sorders so please click away if this is triggering and could lead to a relapse.

Do not report, only block please, this is my way of coping !!

ew I feel so disgusted by myself right now, just had a few unpleasant flashbacks from last year and now I feel sick but I try not to throw up which is really hard tbh. I feel so much shame and regret rn, I think I will do a loooong workout later to burn everything off.

11.07.24 :⁠P

omg I am realizing that the food I eat is so unhealthy, I will try and cut down processed food and added sugar !!

total intake: 666 kcal

actively burned calories: 671 kcal

net: -5 kcal

Also drank over 2 l of water :3

fml I binged I am a failure, a disappointment, a fat bitch and I disgust myself.

I guess I will just liquid fast until sunday now

i don’t want to look sexy, i want to look sick

my own rules :3

I have developed a few rules for myself because I know for myself that I cannot do high res diets, I start to binge super fast. So here they are:

Calorie intake limit ranges between at least 400 and max. 800 calories

If I eat up to 800 kcal the day before I have to restrict down to at least 500 the next day (exception: those awful days right before my period; 800 a few times in a row is okay then, but I need to make it up!!)

I need to do workouts or at least walk my step goal (10.000 steps)

Sundays with the family is really hard so that sundays are mostly my 800 kcal day

binging is simply not allowed, no 'no-restriction' cheat day or sth like that EVER

drink at least 2l of water

I really hope, no, I am desperate to reach my first goal (59 kg) at the end of my summer vacations, which is 6 weeks from now-