wishing I was Icarus
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Exhodaddyissues - Jackson - Tumblr Blog
Your f/o will always see you as deserving of love, because you are. Even on days where you feel more insecure, even on days where you feel less worthy or deserving, they will always see you as enough. You will always deserve their love, their support, their affection, and care. You, as you are, will always be enough for your f/o.
"Wow, you're so self-aware! It takes most people years of therapy and dedication to get to that point." Thanks, I constantly feel completely disconnected from my physical being and the material sensation of my body, brain, and spirit/soul is so overwhelming that I often have to see myself as an objective third-party instead of an integrated entity. Father son holy spirit and all that.
I don't understand how people just Do things without daydreaming. like how are you not off in a silly little fantasy world rn
the 'having a fun little daydream world as a child' to "i rely so much upon escapism to escape from the monotony of life that days seem to pass too quickly and sometimes i don't feel real" pipeline
10.18.23
Beetlejuice Beetlejuice (2024) dir. Tim Burton
Group date idea: we all watch DPS but everyone has to pick one character and pay particular attention to all the silly things they do and how they act. After that we all share what we noticed and kiss or smth
Seize the day, boys. Make your lives extraordinary.
DEAD POETS SOCIETY dir. Peter Weir
Maybe all the things you thought made you you aren’t really…you. Barbie (2023) / Fight Club (1999)
Rude.
Stop going into your cave
Made them wear some LBDs to satisfy my gay little heart
I don't have a clear picture of what the context of these sketches is (i never do), but I suppose it goes along the line of Tyler making a return when Narrator has just seemingly gotten a hang of her life back.
I wanted to make Tyler look intimidating, like you can almost see venom spilling out of her, or like a ticking time bomb, but she's being very chic and cunt and philosophical about it. Narrator is like "mark me down as Scared and Horny"
They have matching holes on their cheeks because romance (like the lye burns aren't enough already lol)
I can't be trusted with colors.
can you believe that we have fanfiction. that we have websites dedicated to fanfiction. that there is a place that you can go and read tens, hundreds, thousands and thousands of pieces of writing that strangers have made. people who are not "writers". people who come home at the end of the day and have feelings and say, i am going to put that into words. i am going to share those words. short, long, sweet, sad, horny, funny, wonderful words. we are all just human and we all love to make and remake and share that with others. can you believe that.
Hannibal flirting with Will:
DEADPOOL & WOLVERINE (July 26 2024)
Hannibal lecter was peacefully om nom noming his way through Baltimore for YEARS, but one glare and breakup speech from his boyfriend had him on his knees surrendering to the police. Simp.
“my boyfriend peels my oranges for me” but could he daily feel a stab of hunger for you??? and find nourishment at the very sight of you?????? could he???? COULD HE???
I love middle age gays
no tv show will ever be able to resolve a m/m/f love triangle as perfectly and as weirdly as Hannibal, in which the woman kisses one of the guys, sleeps with the other one, then decides "actually, never mind, you're both awful!" and marries a rich lesbian instead - and, while this is all going on, the guys develop a weird homoerotic obsession with each other culminating in them going off a cliff together. truly unhinged and unmatched