Okay So, My Fellow Bpd People, Do Yall Ever Feel The Sudden And Unpredictable Urge To Change Absolutely

okay so, my fellow bpd people, do yall ever feel the sudden and unpredictable urge to change absolutely everything in your outfit/makeup/hair style just a few minutes before going out?

like I'll spend 30 min getting ready and like 5 min before the time I have to get out I'll just absolutely hate my reflection in the mirror and completely change how I look..

this happens every other day and it's getting tiresome

all these voices in my head get loud, I wish that I could shut them out.

I hate who I am

The ugliest thing you can do is bring up someone's past when they’ve changed.

that moment when you’re empty and nothing matters anymore . you don’t even know who you are anymore but it’s okay it doesn’t matter , you just want to disappear .