My Problem Is That Whenever I Enter A New Fandom, I Binge Read A Ton Of Incomplete Fanfics, Subscribe

My problem is that whenever I enter a new fandom, I binge read a ton of incomplete fanfics, subscribe to all of them, and then when I get a chapter update for one of them I just

Some days I don’t want to exist. I’m not suicidal, but I really just want to be not here anymore.

Thank you to everyone who got me to 1000 likes!

hi tumblr so ive been thinking:

imagine having a secret admirer and they write love letters to you on a daily or maybe just 3 times a week or smth

and like one day they decide to confess to you by taking the stuff that they wrote in the letters and turning it into a song to play for you JEHRKSFBDB

me : *opens google docs and rubs my hand* LETS DO THIS also me : *stares at the google docs , head empty*

the guilt I feel when I’m doing something else instead of writing is there, it’s just not strong enough to make me stop doing that something else and start writing. so it’s just there; enough to make me feel guilt, but not enough to make me write. 

thus most of the times, I’m doing something else while feeling guilty knowing I should be writing.