(not Sexy Enough, But I Tried. Need To Try More)

(not sexy enough, but I tried. Need to try more)

Qin Jiu who pushed the door open saw You Huo stand by the side of the corridor. The formal clothes he wore made him look tall and straight, and when he turned his head, the material at his waist wrinkled slightly. The mask covering the upper half of his face was intricate and delicate, a direct contrast to his cold lower half of his face. Qin Jiu’s footsteps stopped. At that moment, he suddenly felt that the collar around You Huo’s neck was too tight. So much that he wanted to go over and pull open the top button, rip off the mask and either bite or kiss him. In any case, he wanted to do something to break up that contrast and make those cold lips show some other emotions. Perhaps it was because the lights above them were dim and ambiguous. He actually felt that a You Huo like that wasn’t unfamiliar, and he could even imagine how the other party would look when he could no longer maintain that cold and indifferent look. It was almost as if he had seen it before. But it was just almost. That subtle feeling passed through him fleetingly. Very quickly, it disappeared like an illusion.

BingQiu NSFW art WIPs

i get stuck in these "but you said..." loops when i'm feeling abandoned.

you can't trust what people say. people lie. people tell you what you want to hear. people will say one thing and think the opposite.

at best, people set expectations for their own behavior that are just too high.