I Really Cant Feel My Hands Though When I Have Panic Attacks. They Crinkle Up & Im Not Able To Unbend

I really can’t feel my hands though when I have panic attacks. They crinkle up & I’m not able to unbend them & they’re hard as stone. It’s so creepy. I remember having a panic attack at the hospital and as I was laying on the bed the nurse was holding my arms and said she liked my lipstick & I think that’s really sweet & funny she tried to calm me down that way.

It didn’t work but it is still sweet

diary of a writer more like diary of a crier

the thing that makes me different than other ppl with panic disorder is that I get turned on when I’m scared

The idea of falling in love terrifies me

but I want it so badly

😭😭😭y they like this

I literally freak it everyday no penthouse needed faggot

it’ll be okay