Ignore This Post If You Want Its Nothing Inportant I Just Need To Put Everything Im Feeling Somewhere

Ignore this post if you want its nothing inportant i just need to put everything im feeling somewhere or i might do something I will regnet.

I FUCKING HATE beaing a teenager!!!

So today we will celebrate my birthday but I dont get to wish for what I want...

So here in Sweden when you turn 15 you get to start driving, well not driving "real" cars but moped and something called EPA or a Traktor which is a car you can only drive like 30kmh, so anyways that is basically what I have to wish for because even though I already have a moped I'm TERRIFIED of it like I'm fr scared of riding my bike because the possibility of falling and getting hurt like exists.

I just want to wish for stuffed animals and stickers.

I dont want to have responsibilities I just want to be a kid...

So thats why I'm crying so much that I'm shaking...

Also another thing is that the boy that I love so so much is so busy that he like never has time for me, I mean we used to call every day but now it has been forever since we even talked.

And I know that I both have separation anxiety and I get overly attached to people to fast but that doesn't mean that when people don't pay me enough attention I will just live with it!

As someone who has been an outcast and for periods of time not really having any friends (end of year 6 specifically, was the worst time of my life and I even tried to take my life) I just want people to pay attention to me and listen to what I have to say...

And I feel like he does that, he is one of the few people that I feel treat me like I'm a person and that he really cares for me, and that is why him not talking to me is especially hard.

Sorry if this is all over the place

Edit: also my period is late... again, like man it's nice in a way but still I feel like I have been eating a lot and so I feel like it should not be late but for some reason it is

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Me aesthetic ✨️

I'm not a tarerian, I don't find anything wrong with people that are im just not, I find the tails really cool though that's why I have 1

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I have a sad looking mouth alright

Dumb little pictures of parts of my face :P