Why Do I Even Post No One Likes Me

why do I even post no one likes Me

I wanna quit My meds SO BAD it's itching at my brain because I obviously don't need that shit, but I need it, My brain's perfectly fine but also not??

I'm torn between what feels right to Me and what a licensed professional told Me

I can't possibly need medication that bad, right???? I mean.. I'm not THAT unstable am I???

when you zone out so hard math class starts sounding like some globglogabgalab ahh shit

scrolling on tumblr and watching youtube until My brain leaks from My ears and I'm sick and tired of the content I'm consuming and the crushing weight of the Big Sad starts to finally chew through the denial and distractions

it's fucking horrific how family members think consent for non sexual intimacy isn't real. I struggle with physical contact unless it's someone I'm romantically involved with, so hugs and pecks on the cheek from family are a no no. unfortunately this doesn't seem to stop them, since apparently their needs are more important than My boundaries.

do you ever have a moment where you have to close your eyes because there's too many different sounds to process