
Age: 26 years -- Pronouns: She/Her/They/Them -- Orientation: Asexual -- high functioning autistic -- dealing with anxiety and some PTSD -- but I'm still friendly! -- Loves writing, voice acting, music, and more -- My old account: https://www.tumblr.com/goldleafgardenia -- My PKMN IRL account: https://www.tumblr.com/illusions-of-the-forest
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Just A Thing I Decided To Make Cuz I'm Curious~. I'll Be On Vacation For The Next 5 - 7 Days, And I Don't
Just a thing I decided to make cuz I'm curious~. I'll be on vacation for the next 5 - 7 days, and I don't know how active I'll be during that time... sooo why not put this up for the meantime? XD
Just saying "the prototype" for spoiler reasons. But WHICH DO YOU PREFER!? Subtlety or scare factor? (I never thought there'd be a day when I'd call a Nightmare Animatronic "subtle", like wow XD)
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WE ARE LIVE!!! COME AND STOP BY FOR SOME FUN!!
So, the newest episode of the Sun and Moon show!
I love the design of that supposed replacement. It's unsettling and, being the scare-fan that I am, I found it freaking COOL.
Also, Sun's dolphin-censored tirade was freaking hysterical. The way it shifts to his POV and seeing both the replacement AND Moon just turn around and stare at him was icing on the cake. XD
...Now for the bad thing. I honestly really did not like Moon's attitude. I'm putting a trigger warning just to be safe.
I get that Moon's in a bad mood from being woken up into a living nightmare, but Sun had no idea what was going to happen! That attitude of "deal with it yourself" and then the "f--k you" were both totally uncalled for.
Plus, SUN IS FILLED WITH ANXIETY AND TERROR BY THE END OF IT, LESS THAN TEN MINUTES AFTER HE WOKE MOON UP. Moon was just as freaked out by the replacement so the least he could've done was say something comforting to his brother.
I'm sorry, but being cranky doesn't excuse Moon from acting like a pr-ck.
Something I've noticed more and more about New Moon is that, well, despite being nicer he's still kind of immaturely selfish. He's more focused on NOT acting like his old self rather than trying to be a better brother to Sun, and as a result he's acting quite a bit like his old self.
Also, not to bring up the past but that episode where he saved Sun in the desert and just LASHED OUT at him really bugged me. He twisted everything that happened around so that Sun looked like the only one to blame, even though HE KNEW THAT SUN WAS POSSIBLY LYING ABOUT SOMETHING. AND not letting him get a word in until Sun's head was clearly spinning with negative emotions. Yes, Sun shouldn't have gone looking for Moon when he asked to be alone, but HE DIDN'T ASK TO GET KIDNAPPED.
I'm not trying to villainize Moon or anything. I genuinely like him, but he's got much more growing to do than he thinks and needs to realize it before he causes irreparable damage to his bond with his brother.
I just needed to get that out of my mind. ^_^;
I could be blind but this looks like it's animated in a way that leaves Moon's motive to take over is ambiguous, and I love that. He could either genuinely be a gargantuan control freak, or jealous of Sun, or he could still be suffering from the effects of the virus.
Either way I think it's clear that, just like Sun, he's struggling with how to handle even existing as a single entity. He was never made to be such a thing, if Sun's desperate line to be "whole" is literal.
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Hi guys, I'm sorry I haven't been very active. Family life has been a lot; like, a LOT, a lot. I've gone through so many emotions; sadness, frustration, confusion, guilt, fear, a bunch of other bad feelings, and so much freaking anxiety. I'm talking high octane, painful-knot-in-the-stomach anxiety. Anxiety over so many things, for so long, and I'm just so goddamn tired.
I've already broken down bawling twice this week and if ONE more bad thing happens today to spike my anxiety AGAIN I'm going to freaking LOSE IT.
I'm not trying to make anybody feel sorry for me; it took me half-a-dozen times to actually write this thing because I was so scared that I was going to sound like a whiny wimp, but I wanted to explain the inactivity. I don't really want to explain all that's going on, heck I don't even know how to BEGIN explaining, but yeah... things in life, once again, just freaking suck. They have ever since 2021...
I just want to be done and move on with my life, and let the last... I don't know, 20 (at the VERY most), years I have with my parents to be the way it used to be. When I could look to them and NOT be filled with anxiety and misery and just... just SO MUCH.
I want to do something like make a pillow fort, hide in it, and just go into hibernation until things are just a little better. Just until my mom's health ISN'T in jeopardy...
PSt just wanted to say thank you for the @ It really warmed my heart <333 quq
Oh, of course! I'm glad! :D