I Wish I Was Pretty And Dainty Enough To Pull Off The Dark Circles And Bags Under The Eyes Look. Instead

I wish I was pretty and dainty enough to pull off the dark circles and bags under the eyes look. Instead of looking like a sickly little gothic waif, I just look old and haggard.

Story of my f*cking life!!!!!!

The worst part about being autistic is the way everyone assumes you just have the worst intentions possible with everything you say. I don't understand these rules, I'm not trying to be rude. I'm not trying to send any secret fucking convoluted ass code telling people around me I hate them. It fucking sucks that I can't hold down a job because people think I'm just an asshole. And I don't even know what the hell it was that made them think that half the time.

I say what I mean and I mean what I say but that's a nonsensical ridiculous concept to most people ever it seems.

I'm so fatigued from working out every day. I know I should probably take a day or two off, but I don't wanna. 🥺 My early morning workout time is my happy place! 🥰 Plus I don't want to stall my progress.