Forever -3

Forever -3

Taehyung x Reader

'Baby,  wake up!'

He was being a whiny baby. Again. He kissed my shoulder and placed his head at the back of my neck. His lips were cool against my warm skin. His arms went around my waist,  holding me against his chest.

'Please!!' he said again.

'Kookie,  stop!' I mumbled,  trying to escape from his strong grip.

'Y/N' his voice had a hint of concern. 'Y/N?'

'Jungkook?'

I woke up with a start. That was a dream? I was still trying to wrap my mind around this cruel dream when I heard a knock on my door.

'Y/N!' Taehyung's voice wasn't the usual chirpy one. 'OK,  that's it. I'm coming in, I warned you!'

I rolled my eyes at his dramatic ways and watched as he opened the door cautiously. His head came in first and seeing me sitting up on my bed,  he sighed in relief and came in.

'You scared me half to death' he said,  sitting on my bed. 'I called so many times!'

'I didn't hear a thing' I said,  shrugging. 'It's a Saturday!  What are you doing up so early?'

'Sorry,  but it's 10:30' he said.

'Exactly my point' I said 'Huh'

'Get your ass outta that bed!' Taehyung said,  'Please, we have work to do!'

'Fine!' Y/N sighed.

Taehyung was a simple man. He was a great roommate too. More than anything,  he treated me like how I wanted to be treated. He tried his best to make me smile. I tried hard too. I tried for all those who were doing their best to bring me back to normal.

But some days were just not for pretending. A few days after moving in, I was experiencing one of my worst anxiety attacks. It just popped out of nowhere and decided to stay. I ran to grab one of Jungkook's shirts, burying my face in it, trying to catch his scent. Only they didn't smell like him anymore. I tried another, and another. But they just didn't work anymore.

I sat on the floor, weeping. What am I going to do now? Jungkook, come back! , my silly heart screamed.

Bambi whined from the other side of the door as she heard me cry. Yeontan seemed to join her soon after. The next thing I knew, Taehyung was at the door, asking for permission before stepping in.

He was scared at first. He didn't seem to know how to deal with it.

'What's the matter, Y/N?' he asked as he came towards me slowly. Bambi and Yeontan were already on either side of me, trying to console me.

I held out Jungkook's shirt, sobbing loudly.

'It doesn't smell like him anymore' I said in between hiccups.

Taehyung took the shirt in his hands, looking totally heartbroken. He rushed towards me, sitting next to me and pulling me into his arms. He sat with me that entire night, as I slipped into a very disturbed sleep.

I came to terms with the fact that I can't change certain things. I love Jungkook. I will forever, but I had to at least try. And that's what I did.

My parents were overjoyed to see my change. They pestered me to no end to let them come and visit. And that's why he wouldn't let me sleep that Saturday morning.

'I'm so excited!!' Taehyung sang as we waited for them.

On hearing the door bell, he ran, followed by Bambi and Yeontan. My parents definitely didn't expect such a grand welcome.

Taehyung smiled, said bowing to them respectfully, before being pulled into a bone crushing hug by my dad.

My dad said nothing, but his eyes said it all. He gave Taehyung a grateful look before wrapping his arms around me. My mother kissed his forehead and mine before scooping the two puppies into a tight hug.

They loved Taehyung. He sat talking to dad the whole day. Mom even let him sit on the kitchen counter and she and dad cooked, giving him things to taste and letting him help her.

'You never let me do that!' I complained.

Mom waved me off as I took my seat next to him. After lunch, we went for a walk.

Dad and Taehyung walked ahead, engaged in a conversation, as Mom and I followed a few steps behind.

'He's such a sweet boy' Mom said. 'Your dad loved him'

I smiled as I watched them.

'I'm so glad to see you like this, darling' she said. 'I know he's the one at credit'

'He helped a lot, Mom' I agreed.

'He's a special boy, Y/N' Mom said, squeezing my hand. 'Very special'

Something gripped at my heart the way she said that. They left later on, and we headed back home.

I was getting ready for bed that night, when Taehyung came in. He looked tired, but happy. He sat on my bed, giving me one of his signature smiles. I gave him a questioning look and he just hugged me.

'Thank you, Y/N' he said softly. 'This was the best day ever!'

Giving me a quick peck on my forehead, he rushed out of my room. I was sure I saw tears in his eyes as he left.

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Birthday Special - Housemates

Where the boys take Y/N to a Pet Cafe on her Birthday.

Eventual Jungkook x reader! (Soon)

*Beauties and Beasts*

Y/N💞: Just so that you all know,  I love you all. Literally. So much. Apu👑: 😍😘 Rapmon😎: We love you more Y/N💞: Wouldn't doubt that a bit! I mean SERIOUSLY GUYS!  YOU GUYS TOOK ME TO HEAVEN ON EARTH 😍 JK : I can literally hear your screech from that sentence Y/N. You broke my fucking eardrums. 😐 But I'll forgive you, it's your birthday.

Y/N💞: I love you too for today Kookie JK : Bless my soul Tae: It's your birthday,  but it felt like mine❤ PUPPIES!!! Y/N💞: PUPPIES TAE-TAE!  PUPPIES! Tae: 💖💖💖 J-Hope🎵: Wow. Apu👑: Thanks to Jin for finding the Pet Cafe! Jin: 😁👍 Y/N💞: I take this opportunity to share something. Y/N💞:

Jin: That puppy though JK : 🙏 Y/N💞: I have to say I see two puppies here, and I'm not talking about Tae. Apu👑: Awwww 😍 Oh you both Jimin: 😂😂😂 Y/N💞: Also,  Tae Y/N💞:

Tae: Y/N 😘😘 Y/N💞: 😍😘 JK : 😰 Apu👑: Oh god the cuteness is suffocating me 😂 Yoongi: Kook😂 JK : Thank you Y/N Y/N💞: I smell sarcasm, but whatever its too cute

JK : I hope you guys know my birthday comes next Jin: Really,  when Jimin: Do you hear something Tae: It's the puppy Rapmon😎: Definitely the puppy Y/N💞: 😂😂 Jimin: On a serious note,  do you actually hear something? Yoongi: Kookie's wrestling Y/N Apu👑: Cancel the movie plan guys,  this one's better 😂 Jimin: Agreed.

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What you do to me -1

Taehyung x Reader

I sipped my much needed coffee and sighed.

'Thank you, Chris' I said, smiling at my colleague.

'No problem' he said with a wink as he pulled a chair to sit next to me. He opened the file he wanted to talk to me about and started off.

Well into the conversation, I had this feeling of being watched. It felt so real, I looked around the room to find a certain pair of eyes on me and Chris. Exhaling loudly, I strained to keep my eyes on screen as Chris talked.

Kim Taehyung was one of the newer employees. He was made to work with me from the beginning and now had taken a particular liking towards me. He flirted with me endlessly and tried to get me to go out with him.

It would be a lie to say that I wasn't attracted to him. He was gorgeous. Not to mention the sweetest. Only he was 4 years younger to me. It felt a bit weird. But he never gave up - not even since it was more than an year now.

Once Chris was done, he moved on with his work, I glanced at Taehyung. He made his way towards me, eyes flashing with anger and jealousy.

'Tae, don't even start' I warned him.

'You just love it when he flirts with you' he scoffed.

'He's our manager. He was helping me with work' I replied calmly.

'Right'

Tae's eyes were fixed on my face as I tried to ignore him.

'Y/N'

I looked up at him, sighing.

'Yes, Taehyung'

He started talking in Korean - his usual angry ranting when I pissed him off. I tried to hide the smile that threatened to show up, as Tae continued, his pouty lips moving rapidly. It was the most adorable thing ever.

I hummed every now and then to let him know that I was listening even though I didn't understand a thing.

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Chris announced the party our company was throwing for our latest clients that weekend later that evening. I hated those. We had to dress up and try to impress everyone and these parties were the most boring ones ever.

Lilly picked a black gown for me and insisted on doing my makeup.

'Gotta doll you up!' she sang as she worked on me.

She loved the idea of Taehyung and me. She totally shipped us. I pretended to get offended even though I secretly enjoyed when she list why he was perfect for me.

'Why did you pick this dress, Lilly? I'm sure I'll be tripping around the entire night' I said, pulling on my heels.

'This dress is beautiful. Besides Chris wants us all to look great' she said. 'All done! '

I looked at the mirror and smiled.

'Thanks Lils' I said 'It's perfect'

Once we reached the venue, my eyes were searching for Taehyung. He looked the best in suits and knowing him, he always did something quirky with them too. I couldn't see him and I sighed deciding to get something to drink.

A tap on my shoulder made me jump.

'Looking for me?'

I rolled my eyes, biting my lip trying not to smile.

'You scared me, Taehyung!'

'You look-' his mouth hung open as his eyes scanned me head to toe. 'Hot'

'Thank you' I said with a smile, my cheeks burning. 'You look great too'

He smirked wiggling his eyebrows at me. We walked to the refreshments area to get a drink and split up in a while, interacting with the other party goers. I did end up stumbling over my dress a few times and ended up spilling wine all over it.

'Shit' I said under my breath, excusing myself to get it cleaned. It was a black dress, but I didn't want to risk it.

I walked towards the washroom at the end of the hall, closer to our workstations. Once I managed to clean it, I turned to leave, but walked straight into something hard.

'Sorry' I said backing away. 'Chris?'

'Hey' he said, 'Everything OK?'

'Yeah, just dropped some wine on my dress' I said casually, trying to walking.

'Listen' Chris blocked my way, nervously. 'Can we talk? '

Something felt weird about the way he was looking at me.

'Um, sure' I said even though I was far from sure. 'Are you OK? '

'Um, yeah' he said, wiping the sweat from his forehead with a handkerchief. 'Y/N'

'Chris, what's going on?'

'I don't know how to do this' Chris straightened his suit with shaking hand.

He exhaled loudly before saying 'I like you, Y/N. I have for a long time. I know we've been friends for a long time and it never came up. I was afraid to say anything, but now-'

I stared at him open mouthed. This was not supposed to happen. This can't happen.

'Y/N' his voice was low as he took a step forward. 'You're so beautiful -'

My mind screamed a big no. Chris has always been an amazing boss. A an even greater friend. But that's all that could be.

The next thing I knew, I saw a shadow moving towards us from the end of the hall. I tried to see who it was.

My eyes widened as Chris stepped forward, a hand on my waist and face too close to call safe, and Taehyung's face came into view.

I gasped, stumbling back. Taehyung stood frozen, his face displaying how hurt he was.

'No' my voice was merely a whisper.

Part 2 

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Forever - 1

Jungkook x Reader (later Taehyung x Reader)

Warning: Mentions of death

A tear rolled down my cheek as my fingers came in contact with the pillow. His pillow. My heart clenched as I tried to push his memories aside. But I can't.

The wounds are still so fresh. The loss. The fact that I won't ever see him again. That I won't get to hold him in my arms anymore.

I broken sob left my mouth. It was only a month since I lost my fiance to cancer. He was the most colorful person I've ever met. Just the happiest brightest ray of sunshine. He could smile through literally anything. And he changed my life forever by taking me into his own.

He had proposed to me only a couple of weeks before he was diagnosed. I knew when I saw his light dimming in front of my eyes,  yet he smiled like it was nothing. He tried his best for me. Because he knew I couldn't live without him.

The last couple of weeks, in between our journeys to the hospital and back,  he voiced his fear for the first time. It wasn't for his own life. He was afraid what his absence would do to me. He made me promise I would move on. That I would always smile at our memories,  not cry over them.

But I was doing a bad job at keeping that promise. The moment I stepped into our apartment,  I knew I couldn't do it.

'Jungkook'

I felt a pain in my chest as his name left as a whimper. I burst out into tears, hugging his pillow. It smelled of him.

Six months. That's how long I sat inside,  missing him. Crying over him. Talking out loud,  hoping he could hear me. Wearing his clothes,  so it would feel like he was around.

One morning,  things look a turn. I was woken from my sleep by the constant ringing if the bell and knocks following. Rubbing the sleep out of my sore and swollen eyes,  I walked to the living room, and opened the door.

I sighed on seeing my guests. My mother and my best friend Milly stood at my door with worried faces. But seeing our pet Bambi,  I smiled. Bambi was our 2 year old Golden retriever.

'What have done to yourself darling?' my mother asked,  gently reaching out to touch my face.

I looked away,  my eyes falling on a picture of Jungkook and me, hanging on the wall. Jungkook was all about cherishing memories,  so we had put some special pictures on one of the walls in the living room.

'Y/N' my mother, said.

I looked at her.

'This can't go on' she said. 'You have to learn to move on'

I avoided meeting her eyes and just keep rubbing Bambi's belly. I knew she missed Jungkook too. Sighing I placed a kiss on Bambie's nose.

'Look at me,  Y/N!' my mother's voice cracked as she shook me. 'You cannot do this! I know he was your world!  But he would never want you to crawl into a hole and weep in his name!'

'Listen to her,  Y/N' Milly said 'At least try'

'I'm leaving Bambi here with you' she said. 'And we want you to move out of this apartment. As soon as possible'

'But -'

My heart was beating heavily at that thought. How can I be anywhere else?  This is my home. I felt him here.

'I'm not taking no for an answer,  Y/N' Mom said, strictly. 'You can move in with us,  or find your own space. But not here.'

                             *****

Bambi's soft snores helped me sleep that night. I had forgotten how a good nights sleep felt like. I cuddled up to her and slept peacefully.

The next morning,  Bambi was unbearably restless. She kept running around the house.

'What is the matter,  baby?' I asked,  sitting on the floor next to her.

She ran off and came back with her leash. I bit my lip taking the leash in my hands. Of course. Whenever she visited,  Jungkook would take her for a walk at the pet park near our place. It's their routine. I really didn't want to step out. All those pitiful looks. Those kind but stinging words and condolences.

Bambi licked me,  and nudged me with her wet nose.

'OK!  We'll go' I told her.

After a quick shower,  I dressed up and we went to her park. There were too many people for my liking. She was way too excited to be here after so long. She kept on pulling at her least until it snapped and she made a run for it.

'BAMBI!!!!!' I yelled,  running after her. 'Come back!'

I ran for a bit and then fell on my knees,  panting. Tears stung my eyes as the realization that I had lost Bambi in this huge park dawned on me.  I cried as I got up and walked around trying to find her.

I sat on a bench and wiped my tears. I felt almost numb. I decided to call Milly for help and started dialing her number, when I felt something wet on my feet.

I looked down to see Bambi giving me a guilty look.

'OH MY GOD!  BAMBI!  YOU CAME BACK!!!' I dived at her,  wrapping my arms around her furry body and kissing her.

And then I noticed a pair of feet next to us. Blushing,  I looked up and saw a man looking at us,  a smile on his face.

He had a little black and tan Pomeranian in his arms and was holding Bambi's leash.

I stood up slowly.

'Hi,' he said smiling.

'Hi, thank you so much for bringing her back!' I said. 'But how did you -'

'Um,  Bambi and Yeontan are friends' he said, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly.

He knew Jungkook.

I looked at little Yeontan. He was busy nipping at the collar of his Daddy's shirt.

'Thanks again' I said. 'I'm Y/N,  by the way'

'I'm Taehyung'

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Happy Birthday Kookie - Housemates

Jungkook x Reader

Y/N and friends plan a birthday surprise for Jungkook 💖

*Birthday Planners*

Y/N💞: Guys!  I need help! Jimin: There's a group to plan Jungkook's birthday. Wow. Tae: Whatever you need,  Y/N. This is going to be great! Y/N💞: I wanna do something special for him,  but Im just so nervous!! Apu👑: Don't worry,  it'll be just fine Y/N💞: I want to bake him a cake first and then Apu and I thought of some things Rapmon😎: What should we do? Jin: I'll help you bake the cake,  please!!! Y/N💞: You got it Jin! Jin: Awesome!!

Y/N breathed a sigh of relief as everyone were given work to do and things were looking good. Jungkook was sprawled across the couch,  eyes on his cellphone. They couldn't get on with the plan when he was at home,  so Tae and Jimin were in charge of keeping him out till midnight.

Once they had dragged him out,  Jin and Namjoon helped Y/N with the cake. Hobi and Yoongi helped Apu with the decorations.

It was well into the night when Y/N was finally done with the rest of his surprise. Y/N quickly got showered and dressed before getting on with the final touches.

Yoongi and Hobi had gone way ahead with the decorations in the living room in Apu's absence.

'You guys!  He's not turning 5!' Namjoon said shaking with laughter as they walked into a sea of balloons in the living room.

'He'll always be our baby' Yoongi said dramatically. 'Even if he has a girlfriend'

'I was away for 5 minutes,  guy' Apu said,  rolling her eyes.

*Birthday Planners*

Tae: We're almost there Y/N: OK 😨

'Guys they're almost here!' Y/N squealed running into the kitchen. Jin handed her the cake and made her way to Jungkook's room. Closing the door behind her,  she set the cake on his bedside table.

*Birthday Planners*

Tae: We are home! Y/N💞: I'm scared!  I think I overdid it! Jin: You didn't!  It's perfect! Apu👑: Oh God,  he's asking for you 😍😂 Jimin: He knows you're upto something 😂😂 Y/N💞: Shitshitshit Tae: Get ready,  he's coming 😉

Y/N set her cellphone down and took the little chocolate cake in hand,  waiting for him. She was almost terrified at the thought of him coming in,  and shivered slight as she heard him outside the door.

'Y/N?' he said in a sing song voice,  opening the door slowly. And he stood still,  eyes wide in surprise.

He stepped in and closed the door behind him, the shock melting into a smile.

'Happy Birthday,  Kookie' Y/N said smiling.

'Y/N' his voice was soft and she could swear his eyes were moist. He took the cake from her hands,  setting it on the table,  before pulling her into a tight hug. 'This is beautiful'

Jungkook cupped his hands on her cheeks as he kissed her. Y/N giggled as he pressed small warm kisses on her lips.

He pulled back,  a hand around her shoulder and eyes scanning his room.

The dark room was lit only some pretty fairy lights and some heart balloons hovered over his bed,  with pictures of the couple hanging at the end of the long strings. He moved towards his bed,  to get a proper look at them before turning back to Y/N and holding his hand out to her.

'This is the best birthday ever!' he said,  giving her his best toothy smile.

Y/N kissed his cheek feeling more happier than she could have thought.

He kissed her again,  smiling against her lips each time he thought how lucky he felt.

'I love you so much' he murmured, pulling her against his chest.

'I love you too,  Kookie' she whispered.

Once they were both feeling normal again,  Y/N asked 'So gonna cut the cake or what? I made it'

'Of course' he said.

*Beauties and Beasts*

Y/N💞: Guys?

Tae: So it went perfectly! Jimin: 😍 J-hope🎵: Our turn!! JK : There's more? JK : 😱 Rapmon😎: Get down here you two Y/N💞: On our way Apu👑:😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

Jungkook kissed Y/N one last time before making their way down to join the rest of the team. It's safe to say Jungkook had the best time ever.