Lil Dimples And Big Sparkling Eyes

lil dimples and big sparkling eyes ✨

love, pt. 1

01. 02. 03.

DEAR Y/N,

― Three months ago, I remember how my mind was clouded and dazed. My heart was confused and hurt. I saw you with someone else and I lost it. I was consumed with jealousy and feelings that I wanted to bury with myself. Trust me when I say this, I had zero bad intentions when I accepted to leave with her. 

But the second I followed her inside the car, she kissed me. Her lips were on mine and you know what I did? Nothing. I simply froze and when I finally regained a sense of where I was, it was far too late. She helped me numb the pain but only for a short while. Then when it was over, she asked me to stay. And I stayed because I didn’t want to see you. I knew I fucked up from the moment I laid next to her. Please know that I didn’t love her. She was simply a distraction from you. 

Now we’re dating and I try my best to make her happy. But you always come to mind in those moments where I kiss her, hold her, and sleep with her. I close my eyes and pretend it’s you and not her. I close my eyes always to remember your face. To remember the days we shared when you loved me. I wish you were here instead. 

I wish you were her instead.

YOURS TRULY,

Jungkook

i need a minute

can i just say I LOVE THIS MAN

🌕🌙

love, pt. 2

01. 02. 03.

DEAR Y/N,

― I feel so miserable these days. Almost like I can’t do anything at all because all I can think of is you. Maybe you hate me right now. Maybe you want nothing to do with me. But I can’t leave you. The you who I see in my dreams screams at me to leave. To move on, to heal. But how can I heal without you? How can I move on when all I hear is your voice when I listen to her.

She knows about you, I can sense it. She knows the truth because I have done nothing to hide it from her. Yesterday I woke up in the middle of the night sobbing because I dreamed of you again. She heard my cries for help and did nothing but stare at me like I was some pathetic loser. And maybe I am a loser. A loser who wants the impossible. The impossible of your smile, your lips, your eyes, and everything that you once gave me.

Fuck, when I think about you with someone else, it hurts. Why are you with him? He doesn’t deserve you. Hell, maybe I don’t deserve you either. But I am selfish, and all I crave is you. Don’t refuse me, don’t try to keep me away. I’m lonely and I’m aching for you. Please. You are the only cure to my pain, to the emptiness I feel within my heart.

Please come and save me.

YOURS TRULY,

Jungkook

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— i only write for jungkook of bts. i don’t write any requests but if you message me with an idea, i might possibly write about it. currently i don’t write smut, only angst and fluff. feel free to send me feedback through messages or an ask. thanks <3

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·˚  ☆  𓂂 drabbles !

love 𓏭 ★

001. 002. 003.

𓂃 a short collection of letters you received from your past lover, jungkook.

saturn 𓏭 ★

𓂃 the two of you can’t be together so you leave him and your affair.

i’m here for you 𓏭 ✧

𓂃 it’s 3 am and you’re a mess, but jungkook sends you a little message to let you know he’s here for you.

when the moon rises 𓏭 ✧

𓂃 when the night comes, you take a long walk to the small bookshop you visit every night to meet up with the handsome owner, jungkook.

this stubborn heart 𓏭 ★

𓂃 he let go of you and you left. his heart misses you and aches when he sees you with someone else. 

i swear i love you 𓏭 ★

𓂃 the end is near but you will stay for a little longer.

maple syrup 𓏭 ★

𓂃 he took you for granted and now it’s too late.

long long time 𓏭 ★

𓂃 she knows he doesn’t belong to her. but she loves him no matter what.

let me in 𓏭 ★

𓂃 jungkook is in denial. he knows you’re gone but he still hopes he’ll see you. even if it is in the eyes of another woman. even if it is against his own will.

lie to me 𓏭 ★

𓂃 jungkook is reminded of the day he left you. the day you cheated on him. the day he gave you a second chance. the day the two of you were separated.

home is where the heart is 𓏭 ★ ✧

001. 

𓂃 jungkook loves and loathes the sea. especially when it brings him to a place far away from home. he wants to save himself, but he knows only one person can save him.

·˚  ☆  𓂂 series !