Yearn

yearn

contents: angst

sakura yearns for affection. he wants someone to hold his hands when he's nervous, he wants someone to look at him with love and acceptance. he wants someone who will hold his hands when he gets nervous, he wants someone who'll take care of him when he's injured, sick, or sad.

he wants someone to hold his face and wipes the tears that flow out when it gets too much — too lonely that it hurts him. he wants someone who'll make him feel safe, someone he can call his ‘safety net’. he wants someone who'll hold him in their arms and tell him that he's going to be okay, that he's not alone, that he deserves to be loved. he wants someone that'll always be there for him, even at his lowest.

but most of all, sakura wants someone who'll love him for who he is, despite his past, his looks, his anger.

2024.07.12 — beach date with Ume. ♡

Habits - sakura, umemiya, suo, nirei, kiryu, kaji

m.list | rules

Kiryu -  fix your hair for you

He knows you try your best to look good too so he's always here to put your hair in place or fix that strand going crazy. He puts back the pins or fixes your bangs on a windy day. Always receiving a warm and happy smile from you.

Umemiya - always checking on you

It doesn't matter if there's a lot of people around or not, his eyes always lay on you. Checking from afar if you need anything and if he noticed you do, he's leaving everything in a second to ask you if you're okay. He also fixes things for you before you can ask for anything or without you even noticing.

Sakura - walking slightly behind you

He's still shy about it, you think he'll always be. Yet he wants to be close to you and protect from anything that could happen. So he's always half a step behind you to make sure that he can prevent anything and protect you if he has to.

Nirei - matching outfit

In one way or another, he'll try to match his outfit with yours ! By asking you directly or when you two just choose to do so. He really loves it and he also always wears matching jewelry you got for you two.

Suo - poke your side to bother you

He likes to play with you a lot, just to see how long you can take it and how far he can go before you don't want to talk to him anymore. Poking your side is something right in between. It annoys you, makes you blush but you still send him a playful look when you ask him to stop. It's his favorite thing, he could eat you whole when you look at him this way. 

Kaji - playing with your hand

He's mainly on his phone and doesn't really mind what happens around him. But when you're near, he likes to reach and play with your fingers or nails. If you've just got them done, he spends an extra time touching them. It calms him down, sending his mind somewhere else. He makes sure not pay attention to anyone he doesn't want the moment to be ruin.

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