Pac,, What Should You Do To Move Forward?

pac,, what should you do to move forward?

pile one,,

the first thing you should focus on is healing your trauma or any negative past you've been holding onto. during this time it would help to accept help from others and be open to assistance even if you're scared of opening up. healing your inner child could be very significant. you have a lot of work to do regarding your mental health. neglecting and ignoring your mental struggles won't make them go away. you probably like to imagine others caring for you but you need to be the one to care for you. opal (the jack stauber short) may also be significant. having a healthy routine even if it's just focusing on one specific thing would really make a large impact on you for the better.

pile two,,

i feel like you were probably bullied. you were treated as weird or excluded in some way. like fire drill (Melanie Martinez). you spent a long time feeling weak. it's time to actually stand up for yourself. friends and possibly romantic partners even have treated you wrongly in the past. you should be using these past experiences to your advantage instead of beating yourself over it. how do you wanna be different now? what people do you wish to attract now? how can you avoid things like that happening again? you are very intuitive but you don't use your spiritual abilities to help yourself. trust yourself more often. you don't have to act tough or hard to protect yourself. just protect yourself like you wish others did back then.

pile three,,

this pile feels less amused. like kind of tired. you could currently struggle with depression. you've felt like you had to fight your entire life. not just others, but also your own emotions. you don't allow yourself to feel. you probably grew up in a chaotic environment where you felt it was best/safer for you to not feel at all and developed that mindset early on. you need to balance your mood and emotions. you also need to let go of this fighter mindset. i'm getting fighter by jack stauber and dollhouse by Melanie. you have to take care of yourself and your own feelings. like in that one best american girl scene (mitski) where she started kissing her hand. you could also use music a lot to cope as a way of escapism.

pac,, what is holding you back?

꒰ pile one ꒱

you're held back by this act or show you put on for validation from others. you act like you don't feel anything. you try to be calm and confident but it's okay to not be like that all the time. you have to stop worrying about others so much. you shouldn't care that much about what anybody else thinks about you. you should base your own self worth of how you actually feel without influence from other people. it's okay to not always be strong. dont be so obsessed with material things. money and items are comforting and all but there are more important things.

꒰ pile two ꒱

you have these really intense boundaries. possibly from a parental figure or someone you really looked up to. you have issues trusting people and opening up. you're choosing to ignore them or you're approaching them in the wrong way. you have to approach your issues gently and slowly. it won't all disappear instantly. you might only be able to handle rough or aggressiveness from others and yourself but it's okay to be and feel soft sometimes. you may also be attracted to pile one.

꒰ pile three ꒱

you have such sweet wholesome energy. someone took advantage of you, though. they made you think they were trustworthy and then betrayed you. could have been a close friend. maybe even an entire friend group. this left you feeling lonely. you don't fit in because you're not around the right people. don't blame yourself for being "too awkward" or anything like that. you don't need to be everybody's friend. be your own friend first. you don't need the people you're looking for. they aren't like you and you shouldn't have to change who you are.

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☀ pac,, what should you focus on this summer? ☀

🌊 pile one,,

this summer you should focus on finding a balance between work and play. keep in mind, this doesn't just mean working your ass off. it means letting yourself relax too when you need to. you may have to let yourself have more fun. you have to learn to congratulate yourself for your major ( and even minor) successes and to not hold your failures above your head. giving yourself praise for doing good is not a crime. you may end up getting a summer job.

🥥 pile two,,

you need to get out more this summer. you could struggle with depression, which could stop you from leaving the house or a fear of taking risks. this summer work to get yourself out the house. you need to take more risks and try new things. possibly for your love life. you might need to see more people. a past lover might have scarred you, but these new people aren't them. you've been through it once so you've experienced the worst already. trust me, you'll live.

👙 pile three,,

if you're in school, you should study more this summer. you might have slacked off really heavily in class and missed out on some information or forgot it. maybe you're trying to go to a new school that has high standards for students. either way, studying over break could be good. don't let other stuff get in your way. personal things could have distracted you in school. well this summer, push those aside. ignore your distractions and start studying. don't overwork yourself.

PS. forgot to say thank you 💗 - Pile 3 anon

aw yw you don't have to say thank you but I appreciate it :)

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pac,, how do they feel about you?

๋ *ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile one ๋࣭ ⭑

your person feels conflicted. they know they like you but theres something holding them back from taking action on their feelings. the thing holding them back is major because holding back when the lovers card represents how they feel is a lot to hold back. they're scared of things moving too fast and of messing up their chances with you. they care a lot about this and don't wanna lose their opportunity to be with you. their own fear is what's stopping them from coming up even though they want to. since they "can't" move forward with you,, they just watch you from a distance and kinda study you. they think about you a lot but the actual idea of taking action scares them. they could have a fear of rejection when it comes to you.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile two ๋࣭ ⭑

they feel like you have a lot of duality to you/they have a lot of duality. they have a lot of feelings about you but some of them are negative feelings like worry that they need to let go of. it's kind of like they have mixed feelings about liking you. like they feel positive half of the time and negative the other half. this could definitely be new to them. they could be extremely independent seeming. this person could possibly be a woman or someone feminine. this person is probably very loyal. maybe not loyal in general,, but loyal to you at least. they are probably feeling possessive over you but don't show it. even though they can seem possessive,, it's like soft possessive. they still care about you and are safe to be around.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile three ๋࣭ ⭑

they feel like you're kinda "bright"? like a ray of sunlight. you have a cheerful type of personality and way of going about things. if you feel like you're annoying because you get excited easily,, this reading could definitely be for you. you could be extroverted or a class clown type of person. they like your sense of humor. you seem resourceful and original. like you can make people happy out of thin air. they or you could have gone through a lot before in the past and worked your/their way up. it seems like they just want to talk about you instead. they could be reclusive or shy. they might sit in the back of places or something like that where they aren't noticed much. they try to use logic with love more than their actual feelings,, which explains why there wasn't much about their actual feelings.