allie 23 she/her
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archive - december 24 2024 "when it comes down to it I like who I am and that's the most important thing I think"
archive - december 4 2023 "healing doodles and notes from phone call with my mom"
repairing my relationship with my mother has been one of the most rewarding experiences recently. we both love each other, it just takes a little work to repair
archive - december 4 2023 "anyways my back is fucked because i somehow managed to throw my body completely perpendicular to my bed in my sleep............ fucked up"
archive - november 28 2023 "tonight's doodle... time to sink into bed and sleep for a big day tmrw"
archive - november 27 2023 "'affirmations' getting me through this dumb ass presentation"
archive - november 4 2023 "silly doodles from tonight… watching twilight w my friend"
archive - october 25 2023 "putting luigi to sleep was probably the most difficult experience of my life. i wanted it to be perfect for him. i didnt want him to be confused or scared. at least he wasn’t in pain anymore. but i hope he felt loved. i wish he couldve felt more safe. i hope holding him through it was enough. watching him fight to stay awake and never fall completely asleep was so hard. indescribably hard.
i wish i could have gotten to see him as he was before one more time. before the pain meds, before the pain. but i know that would have been selfish. at that point it was just about making him as comfortable as he could be. he was so small. he hadnt been eating since the cancer gave him pain late last weak. he felt so small and so heavy all at the same time.
i hope his little life was beautiful to him."
wahh ;_; i want to get a tattoo based around luigi and "my i love you"
archive - october 25 2023 "little drawing I made for my boy. I miss him so much. I'd like to think he is still chasing bunnies in his dreams"
archive - october 18 2023 "tonight's doodle. i was thinking about the early chapter in bakuman where the two main boys are like "yeah that guy in our class fucking sucks and couldn't be a mangaka. all he does is draw the same cute anime girl and that's all he can do" and man. that's me"
archive - november 5 2023 "tonight's drawing. kind of having a hard time"
I remember watching that movie "bones and all" while drawing this!
archive - october 9 2023 "summary of tonight's events"