
18, usually she/they, BI DISASTER (my only personality trait)
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*screaming In Silence*
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Okay, real talk though? I think this man is fucking gorgeous. And I know a lot of people donāt understand why so Iām going to explain it for yāall.
Like, for starters, the manās built like a brick shithouse. Then you have the tatts and the shades and the ear gauges. The blue mechanicās shirt with that unbuttoned collar opening into a deep V showing off his necklace dangling against a delicious amount of clavicle. And the rolled up sleeves showing off those veiny biceps with his exo glove device tucked into them like heās some 50ā²s greaser with a pack of Luckyās.
Like the dude just exudes the perfect mixture of big dick energy andĀ āold schoolā charm and swagger. He has that quiet sort of masculine confidence a lot of attractive older men have that comes with age and experience and being very good at what he does. Heās comfortable within himself and doesnāt have to act like he has anything to prove cause heās just that good. Heās been around the block or two and knows his shit. Combined with the fact that heās a fucking heavyweight boxer? I mean cāmon. Nothing could be sexier than a man you know who could beat the ever loving shit of out his and your enemies with his bare fucking fists.Ā And heās a doctor??
His face has got the perfect amount of gristle, grit, and rugged sex appeal. I know heās not conventionally handsome. I know his face is covered in blemishes and scars, but I donāt care about any of themāin fact I think theyāre fucking sexy and add character to his overall look. I love his fucking sexy, grizzled, beat up face through years of boxing, it tells me a story about him and itās an incredibly sexy one at that.
Combine all that with Michael Gregoryās deep, purring voice thatāll affectionally tease me in one scene and then choke up over the thought of my safety in another and you just have yourself a goddamn recipe for disaster when it comes to my heart.
Anyway, thank you all for coming and listening to my horny TED talk today.

haha dont think of yr mc having to kill romanced astarion bc hes gone back under cazadors control & having to stab him w his own knife while he experiences a brief moment of hesitation & there being like a cutscene or whatever of astarion dying in yr mc's arms haha

63 with Vik (ofc) and V šš¼šš¼
63. āStop running from this. I know Iām not the only one who feels it.ā iām. really sorry.
Vik follows V through his apartment, rubbing a hand over his neck as he watches her collect her things. They'd spent the night together; one thing leading to another on his couch, sipping wine and sharing a laugh. Next thing he knew, he was buried inside the girl of his dreams. Vik knows he wont soon forget the relief-filled smile V had shown him, breathing the word finally against his mouth. All in all, pretty fantastic evening.
The next morning, however, offered a chance for him to really think it through, falling deep into his own melancholy as he sat next to the open window, smoking one of her cigarettes and watching her sleep in his bed. Vik knew he wanted to wake up to that sight every morning for the rest of his life, but -
But this is V. She's young, and beautiful, and has her whole goddamn life ahead of her. No way was he gonna shackle her to an old ripper like him. He loves her, so fucking much. He won't be responsible for holding her back.
When she woke up and he gently nudged her in the direction of maybe we keep this a one-time thing, she took exception to that. The heartbreak and rage lighting up her face and making her chest heave will be seared in his mind for a long time, he knows.
Presently, V shoves herself into her boots, turning towards him with a shake of her head. Her eyes travel over his torso, still shirtless from bed. She quickly shakes her head, crossing her arms over her chest. "One time thing. Right. So, what, exactly; you just wanted to get your dick wet?"
"What? Christ, V, of course not. You know you mean more to me than that," Vik responds with incredulity, running a hand down his face. He has to make her understand, somehow.
V snorts loudly, holding her head in her hands. Her stomach is near her ankles, she thinks, turning towards the door and picking up her bag. "Right. Yeah. Silly me, thinking you don't want me after dropping a bomb like that."
"V -"
"Am I not - enough?" Her voice is near a whisper as she stares straight at the door, shoulders hunched. "'Cause I know I'm not the only one who feels like this. I know I'm not only seeing what I want to see. You feel it, too. So are you saying this, because I'm - I'm too much to handle, or not enough to love?" I will not cry, I will not cry.
"Because you deserve so much fucking more," Vik says, sounding desperate. V turns on her heel, incredulous, and Vik looks at her with a pleading expression, shaking his head. "You're moving up in this world, and got a hell of a life ahead of you. You're gonna want so much more from this life, sweetheart."
"You're so fucking blind, you know that?" V throws her hands up in exasperation, chuckling without humor. She can feel her heart sinking, eager to join her stomach. "None of it means shit to me, none of it - not my rep, not the eddies; all of it is fucking worthless. What matters to me is sharing my life with the man I -" Her throat closes, and she turns from him with a shake of her head, breathing hard.
"You can do so much better than an old man like me," Vik says after a minute, palm pressed to the side of his face as he watches her.
"I've never cared about that. I care about you, I want you." V runs a hand back through her hair, looking at him with a hard glint to her eye. "Look me in the eye and tell me you don't want me, and we can drop this whole thing."
He's silent as they stare each other down. Both too damn stubborn for their own good. The longer the silence stretches, the more her heart sinks. V finally laughs, breathless and without humor, as Vik's hand curls into a fist at his side. She bites down on her tongue, hard enough to taste copper, as she turns from him to head to the door.
"I only want what's best for you, sweetheart."
V shakes her head at his words, swallowing down her tears as the shame and rejection bubble to the surface. "You are such a fucking coward," is all she calls over her shoulder before slamming the door.
He doesn't follow.
i love it and i love you even more for it

disaster dilf and reckless dumbass
ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS AAAAAAAAAAAA



V x Viktor
My huge thanks to @pebsterino who inspired me for this and gave me the permission to let me use their artwork as a reference š