Should I Start Writing?

Should I start writing?

Please request and forgive me if its bad im new to this.

The reason I love you is you

Being you

Just you

👉👈 how about soobin talking bad about his girlfriend without realizing she’s there?

oh my god yes this is one of my absolute favorite angst tropes of all time. this was kind of hard to write because it seems very... un-soobin? but everyone has their bad days and things they regret saying or doing. 

you’re busy fumbling for your keys, hands laden down with plastic bags that are filled with food containers, when you hear him. a smile graces your features immediately as you hear your boyfriend’s voice, excited at the fact that you’re about to see him for the first time in a week. 

you’ve had a rough day as it were, with having pulled a couple successive all-nighters to finish up an essay. that, and the cafe you work at had been absolutely inundated with customers today, and you feel as if you haven’t sat down in years. what you need more than anything is for soobin to wrap his arms around you and pull you into his chest, resting his chin on top of your head. 

it’s a few more seconds until you finally find your keys. just as you go to open the dorm’s door, however, you hear something that stops you in your tracks. 

“(name)’s just so... clingy,” soobin’s voice rings out clearly through the door, and you step back instinctively. your mouth dries out immediately, and you gulp heavily on impulse as if you suddenly don’t have enough air. he thinks that you’re clingy?

“doesn’t seem clingy to me,” yeonjun counters your boyfriend, and you hear someone - taehyun? - mutter something in agreement. “what’s with you all of a sudden? usually you can’t stop gushing over her.” 

“she’s just been getting on my nerves lately, i guess,” soobin sounds annoyed at best and exasperated at worst. you can visualize it - his eyes rolling back into his head at the mere thought of you daring to love him, a hand coming up to push his hair back as if to show his irritation with you. he continues speaking, and your heart breaks with every word. “(name) doesn’t seem to realize that i’m my own person. hell, she texted me ten minutes ago that she’s getting us food, like i can’t get my own damn food. it was cute at first but seriously, it’s getting tiring. i wish she’d just leave me alone for good.”

that’s it for you - your breathing constricts itself, and you can hear your heart pounding in your ears. the need to be literally anywhere else consumes you all at once. you shove your keys back into your pocket unceremoniously before gentle setting the food down by the door. you hurry away, pulling your phone out to send a text as you do.

to: yeonjunnie

I left the food outside your dorm. I didn’t want to intrude.  

the walls in their building are thin, and you hear yeonjun’s phone ping. you definitely hear his loud “oh, fuck, soobin,”, and you can hear the telltale rustle of him leaning over to show their leader the text you’d sent just as you get into the elevator.

soobin bursts out of their dorm just as the elevator doors begin closing, nearly tripping over the take-out at his feet. his eyes, dark with panic, worry, and what you hope is regret, meet yours.

it’s only after you let the doors close in his face that you let the tears fall. 

it’s officially angst night! if you have angst requests please send them in <3

Yeonjun: Oh no, I messed up again!

Hueningkai, narrating: He said, with surprise in his voice for some unknown reason.

Idk but how would johnny react to s/o having period cramps?

Johnny is my ultimate and I think about this a lot 😭✋🏻JOHNNY BOYFRIEND MATERIAL COME TO MEEEEEE

Ok ok, at first, he would try his best to understand the way your period works, like the way you feel, how many days it lasts, etc

If he feels a little bit lost, he would call mama Suh for help

He’s the sweetest and gives you some space because he doesn’t want to overwhelm you

If you have cramps he would be like “Stay there, I’ll bring you a hot pocket”

Making sure that you eat everything that you love and you use it on your advantage

“Hmm, I’ve been craving some burgers from Mc Donald’s since three weeks ago” “Don’t worry, babe I’ll order for you”

If he can’t cook, he will order from your favorite places

He would go to the store no matter what time it is, just to get your favorite snacks (and his)

And to get your favorite supplies like pads and tampons

He knows you so well he doesn’t even ask what you want

If he’s at work he would text you a lot, asking if you’re okay and saying sweet words

He let’s you wear his t-shirts and hoodies because you feel safe and confortable

LOTS OF CUDDLES

AND LOTS OF KISSES

If none of you have any schedules, you would stay all day in bed and he would give you gentle massages on your belly and your back

Watching together your favorite shows and movies

He would play with your hair until both of you fall asleep

mark lee bf material lockscreens!! please like or reblog if you save it!! 🐤