What Did I Just Watch

What did I just watch 😭

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English added by me :)

And suddenly you find him continuing to wear his cropped hoodie multiple times. As much as you would love to comment on it and see him as a blushing mess, you don’t, but instead continuing to take him out on dates and show him off.

“See that guy? Yeah. He’s mine.”

We should normalize men wearing crop tops 🙏

I just love crying on a Monday

Izuku, but angst + you die during the war arc :((

he never got to tell you he loved you.

maybe it’s trivial, how this keeps him up at night. considering everything that him and his classmates had been through over the past few months, he should feel relieved that finally- he can have a safe nights sleep.

but the burn of regret in his stomach is too much- it’s overwhelming- suffocating.

everyone feels it- the weight of your passing, the space you left empty, but izuku especially. your close relationship was something your classmates were aware of- their words of condolence and comfort are constant.

he can see the look in peoples eyes when your mentioned, how the room goes silent and heads turn to him. he wishes it would all just stop.

the publicity of your death haunts him- the live recording of your final moments played on repeat as he struggles to sleep. he watches as you take your final blow, the fight in you still there until the very end. before he watches as the colour drains from your face- the light lost in your eyes.

he never got to tell you he loved you.

he hopes that you knew- even if he hadn’t said it explicitly. you had to have known, surely. maybe he only convinces himself that to keep himself sane.

he misses everything about you- your voice, your laugh, your smile. not a day goes by that he doesn’t mourn your passing.

your grave is never empty of flowers, he makes sure of it. even if he struggles to go himself at first. he gets bakugo to drop them off at your grave on his runs before he builds up the courage to visit you.

when he does eventually visit you he’s a mess, his friends a couple meters behind him as he reads your name in the stone for the first time.

it’s as though it all breaks at once- unable to hold himself up he falls to his knees, hands gripping the material covering his thighs as he chokes back a sob.

it’s weeks after your death when izuku finally visits your grave, it’s then when it really hits him. the true weight of your last breath falls heavy onto his shoulders— your never coming back.

and you never knew that he loved you.

READDD

@cvnt4him

@dokidokidraft

INTRODUCTION

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Summary:

Finding people who are actually interested in knowledge and niche things in college is a lot harder than one might think. Luckily for you though, you happened the find one—a cute one, at that.

Izuku x reader; SMAU

Warnings: profanity, silly threats, university talk, might be some nsfw mentions? nothing graphic tho, I’ll add more as I go on

Chapter List:

I— I love nerds

II— Mini Panic Attack

III— SHE RESPONDED!!!

IV— Omg he’s hot [written]

TBA!

Character Profiles:

I just love ripping my heart out and doing the Macarena on it :)

"ᴡᴇ'ʟʟ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ."

ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: 382

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ, ᴍᴜᴛᴜᴀʟ ᴘɪɴɪɴɢ

ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ

ᴀ/ɴ: ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴀꜱ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘᴜʀᴇ ꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪɴᴅᴜʟɢᴇɴᴄᴇ

ɪᴢᴜᴋᴜ ᴍɪᴅᴏʀɪʏᴀ x ᴄʜɪʟᴅʜᴏᴏᴅ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

☆ IZUKU MIDORIYA was the shining star in the dark abyss that was your life. Despite the struggles of being in a place not made for you he was always kind.

☆ You were ecstatic when he came to your home in the middle of the night to tell you he'd made it into UA. You were a little confused as to how he got a quirk in the first place, but his smile washed away any concern you had.

☆ You were proud of him, it wasn't like you could ever get in there right? He seemed to think otherwise but you were a realist. His quirk was much more capable for battle than yours.

☆ You hogged the TV for the entire day when the sports festival rolled around, watching patiently for him to come onto the screen. He didn't win, but you were so proud of him anyway.

"Since when could you do all that stuff?! That was incredible!"

"Yeah, I've been training really hard!"

☆ As the months went by you watched as he blossomed into a powerful hero, all while you wasting away in high school. He hadn't called you in a while...

☆ The constant villain attacks were causing you to grow worried. Was he okay? You didn't have any way to make sure. He aired out all of your texts.

☆ You saw him at a mall at point. He looked so happy. But before you could approach him he was whisked away by a bunch of other people. UA students, all more powerful and special than you'd ever be.

☆ You moved on of course, getting through school the best you could, all the while you thought about what could have been. Was it selfish to wish he never got powers, so he could've stayed here with you.

☆ You decided to swallow your insecurities and visit him directly. So at the very least you could salvage what little relationship you had. His mother opened the door, but he wasn't there.

☆ He had been moved to UA, destroyed any chance of you to becoming close again. Any chance of you finally telling him how you felt.

☆ If only you had known how much he wanted you to go to UA with him.

Beautiful reference 👌