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Strong urge to cut open my lip. Also the rest of my skin, but mostly just my lip. I also want to sew myself back together after I rip myself apart. Like, literally.

I am so confused?

If things don't change soon I'm gonna pull a Per Yngve "Pelle" Ohlin.

Someone please get the reference or I'm gonna cry even more

Tw: mention of drugs

Hello me beautiful people, U am kide drunk right now and I just really crave.milk.

I need some milk. I also wanna sleep and it's cold.

My boyfriend is also drunk.and he.jsut fell asleep and fell to the ground whole sitting, heheen.

Me normally watching a YouTube video: :)

The video being about someone with my deadname: what the fuckk??? ○_○

I miss him. I'm also crying. But I don't think it's because I miss him? Maybe it is? Maybe I just don't want it to be?

I want to text him. I want to text him please. But I don't want to be too much. I don't want to be too much again.

I don't know what to do. I can't breath. I can't fucking breath anymore. I want him to hug and hold me.

I need to breath again. Please?

I want to text him.

I miss him.

My mind is running, I wanna do everything all at once now please!

Give me somethinggg to doooo.

Pleaseee??