Hi. Im A David Leatherhoff Introject. Just Call Me David.

Hi. I’m a David Leatherhoff introject. Just call me David.

Drove for the first time in awhile… actually, from what I can remember, for the first time since forming.

Flashbacks and anxiety from when I hit Simon with my car. :)

Source trauma is a bitch isn’t it?

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We drawing alters in what they want to be their Halloween costumes. Gonna be posted before midnight in our timezone! So… yeah! Blue is drawing them :)

The first ones look really cool!!!

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Any other hosts feel this… immense need for control that makes it so you never leave the front? No matter how badly you know it’ll be ok and you know your headmates are trustworthy and absolutely capable.

Because I often have a very hard time letting go of front and allowing myself to let others take control. The last time I talked about doing that, I was screamed at not to by a (now realized to be emotionally abusive/manipulative) ex-friend. But I know it’ll be ok. But I can’t seem to let my headmates take control without me at least partially present/in co because there is just this overwhelming anxiety that something will happen the moment I let my guard down.

The second I allow my guard to slip, shit will hit the fan. That’s how I feel 24/7. My headmates keep telling me it’s ok and that they understand. They all say they understand and that they will be there to help quell that anxiety as best they can because they know I’m so tired of being in the front constantly.

But that fear is still so fucking present.

Do any other hosts (or alters who aren’t designated as hosts but stay in front a lot) feel this? And does that anxiety ever go away?

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Fun fact about us when actually talking:

We’re so used to interrupting each other in headspace that we end up interrupting people irl sometimes when we switch in the middle of a conversation.

Our classmate just said: “I love you, but if you interrupt me one more time-”

Whoops

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Happy Halloween!!!!!!!!!

Most of this system’s FAVORITE holiday!

All art drawn by Blue!

Everyone’s costumes are:

Horror🪓: Vampire

Blue🍓: Witch

Error🧵 and Ink🖌️: Senpai and Yandere

Dream☀️ and Nightmare🌑: Each other

Killer🎯: Scream

Sophie🐹: Carrie

Simon📖: Book Simon/Demon🩸

Sans🛏️: Do I really need to say it? His shirt says “This is my Halloween Costume”

My husband Toast🍞 and Me🩶👻: Simon📖 and Blue🍓 because I like mocking my twin/fellow host and we got permission

David💊 and Simon⛈️: Their sources/themselves because both got lazy but wanted to participate.

Overall, we love Halloween here in this system! Enjoy Blue’s art of some of us who wanted to be drawn!

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The struggle of wanting to be active in the fandoms you’re apart of and also post OC lore and drawings and shit but irl life is kicking your ass so you can’t even work on anything.

Anyway, sorry about not being able to finish @tmntober-2023 due to life kicking our ass over here. We’ll try to participate in talevember as best we can though!

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